Wednesday, February 28, 2007

College was so quiet today. Can’t, won’t, don’t say much. Just be there for those who need us to be.

Anyway, first time I did tutorials today! After 9 weeks of slacking I finally did some stuff BEFORE tutorials. Lol. Haha and went home in the rain. Lol. Ah well. Mock napfa tomorrow.

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22:29

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

OMG. Matthew is gonna get pwned. SO OWNED.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bO7rZ0toSw

I can't believe that's him. And somehow, my og mate who has no connection whatsoever to matthew linked me to it (then Xh too but that's diff) and that means it's spreading damn fast. The whole school's gonna see it omg. It'll be like the William Hung of Musicfest. oO

Eh today was fun! hahaha. wth. All the cards and fortune-telling and random crap. And shannon and alan getting pwned during math lecture HAHA.

a moment in time.
23:56

Haha stupid la. I shouldn't have played gtasa till 2 last night. I should have been DOING HOMEWORK. Lol so malu today. Then today I vowed to start being hardworking (like my usual self HAHAHA -_-") then suddenly all the work comes pouring in. Or maybe there's always been that much. Eh. Shid la. I'm sian of school. I don't feel like anything's fun anymore! Maybe geog, sometimes physics, sometimes ki. But there's just no kick anymore. Everything's being repeated and we've gone thru everything a few rounds from primary sch till now. And some stuff are just so common sense. And I suddenly had this realisation that all the ki sort of stuff I know now I didn't learn from philo elective, or lang arts, or KI, but I learnt from reading matrix philo and from the many times on my bed I thought so much about life and truth and destiny and reality just before I fell asleep. Lol. Life's such an irony. Ok, back to the last chinese summary. Damn.

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness there inside you
Makes you feel so small

Show me a smile then,
And don't be unhappy,
can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

Because you know I'll be there. =)

a moment in time.
00:13

Sunday, February 25, 2007

You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance. You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it. You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Haha I’m back to my old (bad) eating habits. Waiting for my 2 midnight cheese and egg pratas. Haha today was visitation. Haha visited shibao! Lol he’s still the same old guy. just that like everyone else, just tired of jc. But he’s gonna have no prob cos he’s always been the genius. Haha and omg gtasa! Omg omg. We got this motherbig truck, and it was big. Then we went to the airport and he got into an airliner and it dwarfed the truck. Omg a 737. omg omg omg. Then we visited my grandma and my aunt. Haha my niece is SO CUTE! =) aww! And she likes sports cars hahaha. Omg. She’s only 2. I wonder what she’ll become next time but aww! Haha and my cousin-in-law is some pro rc racer. And he showed me his mazda rx-7 and evo and the other evo. Woo. Haha he invited me to join the scene. But hmm, not enough time. Haha it’s my first step to driving red hot cars, burning rubber and nitro, all the way from Singapore to.. Europe. WOO. Ok. I’m clearing memory for GTASA. FINALLY!!! SAN ANDREAS!!!

a moment in time.
23:17

Saturday, February 24, 2007

OMG. I slept tll 430 today lol! Boring day. Heh.

a moment in time.
23:45

Gosh. Are we becoming this?

http://www.time.com/time/asia/features/asian_education/cover.html

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01:55

Gone through this too many times to let me fall again.

Hahaha long long day. It got more and more interesting till the end. Haha I was totally upset about having to choose between the science and geog trip. Lol. It’s kinda 1 hour too late for me to sign up, so I’ll just settle for the geog trip. Haha don’t really like germany anyway. Hmm. Ehhh but Switzerland rocks! ARGH. =( sigh. I eventually got over it, and it was already time for pe. And totally siao cos my whole body hurt. And after 1 pullup I dropped. Lol then I couldn’t do a lot of stuff normally today. damn weird. Like pushing myself up from the ground, or pullups, or situps. But I could do pushups oO. wth la! So weird.

Lol then the ip3 adv camp briefing. Haha my group is funny haha. random random people. Actually not really. Got me ch Xh xtine! =) hooray. Eh eh there’s one group with a lot (being 4 or more) of s41 people. Haha under angela wu. Which is our ct. lol! haha we got CHOW SIEW FONG (aka guy with the environmentally friendly laserpointer) haha I actually videoed his whole pointer thing today! haha. the camp should be fun. I just hope my wound heals by week10. and my body will be rested enough by next week’s mock napfa. I’m sick of 3rd period lol.

JTS!! Hahaha the bus ride was fun. Eh I love bus rides la! And I think that’s the one part of the camp I’m looking forward to. Haha the 9 hour (?) trip to northern malaysia! Haha. anyway, ya. Jts! Hahaha it was quite fun. I think it was successful and we interacted with our seniors and all. Haha my table was mad la! Suddenly the whole table burst out laughing and couldn’t stop and when we did, I couldn’t help laughing again and started a chain rxn and everybody started laughing again. LOOOOL. Haha and I had a whole banana crumble to myself! Gosh. Actually I think it’s too creamy la. I prefer icecream haha. then the last few of us went up to the sky garden and told ghost stories. ARGH. Nightwalk first night of camp! Gah.

I’m seriously considering dropping chem to hist. As long as I can stay in my class…

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01:10

Thursday, February 22, 2007

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22:52

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

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22:20

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Haha today was rather fun! Visited zhiquan! Haha and watched cool movies. Scary movie 4 is full of crap la. It’s meant to be that way I guess. Haha 9th gate was damn cool. but kinda freaky. Lol. haha then xtine laura yx and naz came to my house! Haha watched both miss congeniality’s and played carbon! Wooo! I love that speed man. Hope you guys had fun! =) haha happy cny everyone! woo. Xcountry tmr! Time to sleep.

a moment in time.
23:46

Haha. went out real late today. had dinner then visited 2 houses. Mmm cheesecake! Hmm. Cny is very not blogworthy. oO. I watched the 49th grammys thing. Haha it seems to be the best one so far. The performances and all the tributes and how e Dixie chicks pwned all! Loool. And I think carrie underwood is good. Haha.

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01:14

Monday, February 19, 2007

Chinese New Year has started! Haha slept at 3am last night. Woke up at 12. it’s now 3am again and I just finished going through 30 rounds of aimcolt lol. today made me damn full. It was a great day of lots of Chinese food, goodies, angpaos, alcohol, gambling, karaoke, and cards. but it’s kinda hard to enjoy good drinks when you’re bloated. Sigh. It makes me damn stoned. Like no energy to go around. Haha played blackjack. Was lucky at the start, then as gambling goes on, the luck runs out, and I decided to pull out at my last double blackjack to recover all my losses and earned just 2. lol. reached home around 2. gosh it’s time I went to sleep. I think I’ll sleep earl(ier) tomorrow. Hmm.

a moment in time.
03:01

Sunday, February 18, 2007

WOO. Happy Chinese New Year! Ok. I don’t really like cny. It’s kinda troublesome to go around visiting people, but it’s a once in a year thing, and I get to visit family and drink a lot. Hahaha. So today, I went clubbing! At raffles town CLUB. LOL. bleh so lame. haha the reunion dinner was good. Of course, it had to be cos of the price. haha there was some sea moss thing which was like eating hair haha. and the usual cny fare. then drinking at the lounge and now home. haha my cousins are staying up to give their parents long lives. oO. anyway, here comes the angpaos and good food! Ehh. I’ve got nfs addiction again wth. I need some new games. But there aren’t any more good ones now. I think the golden age is over oO. no more… revolutionary games liao. All just ripoffs and edits. Sigh. Life.

a moment in time.
02:18

Saturday, February 17, 2007

happy chinese new year's eve everybody!






haha. 236mph. woo.

it hurts to see how fast everything's slipping away
how friends turn away from your sight
the silent nights and the lonely days
reaching out into the darkness for light
singing the tunes of songs long gone
turning the pages of faded photographs
wishing so hard for days gone by

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13:18

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00:02

Thursday, February 15, 2007

You Are a Mac

You are creative, stylish, and super trendy. You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg.

You Are Very Happy

Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

a moment in time.
23:03

Valentine’s day! Hahaha a fun vdae! (just that lessons were damn freaking boring) haha was almost late in the morning so I had to rush in giving out stuff once I reached school haha! fastforward past the boring lessons to chem lecture! Hahaha eh damn wild la. So many people Bluetooth. In my 10m radius about 15 people at once were bluetoothing haha I sent happy vdae to random people! Haha they should expand Bluetooth wireless range! Then can cover the lt and also hack the teachers’ laptops! Woo! Oh. Had sambal stingray for lunch! Woo! I think school food is improving. Especially with the last malay stall and its ramlys and roti johns and stingrays haha.



Then drama auditions! I auditioned quite a lot of people today. haha I don’t write down stuff anymore. just give verbal comments. Cos I keep writing down good. Haha yay. we decided some of the cast already. But eh people! Come down for open auditions! Tomorrow (actually today. it’s Thursday) and next week also got! Then I took justin’s bike and rode it around the school haha eh his bike is damn good. Haha I want a nice bike to ride around. Ok anyway, v13 bbq!



Thanks so much to the juniors for organising the first ever v13 jtstj! Woo! Thanks lots! Great bbq and great company haha and we emo-ed by the sea! How classically vdae for me. haha and we took lots of photos (which is also typical of me) and talked about love, life, music and all the stuff we somehow always end up talking about. Haha then took bus back with koganti, and we were reminiscing the good old days. Haha EMO TIME!


Saying how the cohort really went through so much together, so much more than others have been through la. And that’s what really bonds us, even though we might not be united, everyone, no matter if you hate the ip, there’s an attachment to a bit of it, here and there. How it’s hard to move on while trying to hold some back, just so you won’t lose too much, just to keep in touch with the craziest, funnest bunch of people. Just wandering so aimlessly from tutorial to lecture to tutorial, with no place to call home. and all the memories slowly slipping away, yet trying to grasp thin air. So subtly slipping away, so desperately trying to keep some of it. So we don’t lose our minds.

Haha I have decided valentine’s day is the OFFICIAL MOST EMO DAY OF THE YEAR! Haha look at all the past vdaes. How angsty, how emo, how sad. I remember that girl and the necklace the first year, then another the next, then this year, I resolved I’d let my heart be empty so it wouldn’t be broken haha. that’s why I din’t give anything special to any special person, so yeah, sorry, I wanted to give everyone equally. =) hope everyone had a great vdae! Time for me to sleep! 0051 liao! Thanks everyone for the stuff!

a moment in time.
00:52

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

hahaha. slv was quite emotionally draining. but quite rewarding as well. haha fun la. eh i love that pano! woo. and holy shid. it's 249am. i just written 18+25+6=49 notes. argh. damn late.

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02:47

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

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00:24

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Haha omg KI essay was killer. Actually it was kinda easy in the end. I just din’t get the question lol. ok maybe it was a little too easy. I wonder if I answered wrong. =S gosh the whole langarts thing is getting to me. I’ll never know! Omg omg! Ok. Whatever. Anyway, ichacha lunch! Haha billy bombers! My first time. And I just found out it’s actually Singaporean. Wth! I am shocked! I was cheated. Haha I loved the story about the pilot coming home from war and setting up a diner. Sigh. Haha I had a mushroom swiss cheese which was like a less tasty but bigger and way more expensive version of the bk one. lol. the route 66. haha yay I love ichacha! =)

a moment in time.
23:48

Haha the love concert was fun! Went with joanne! haha damn amusing. Yirui and althea. It was quite nice to see random people from all the different parts of my life. Eh the band was good! Haha. and emmanuel house is cool la. It’s like some big garage thing lol. alright, chionging ki later (it’s Sunday!)

Assess classical and contemporary accounts of knowledge as justified true belief. Briefly mention some provisional solutions/definitions if these are unsatisfactory.

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00:56

Saturday, February 10, 2007

The first part of today has been quite surreal. Lol woke up just in time to leave the house and watch the sunrise, on the way to the medical. Haha the examination was quite weird. Lol they have a guide to collecting samples in the toilet. And you had to “intercept” halfway LOL. then the biodata collection was damn weird. Oh oh! And I’m really 172.5! so our school is wrong! GRR. And I’m still EXACTLY 53 kg. Which is kinda upsetting. Hm. haha oh ya, then I had to lie down and the doctor attached weird things around my chest and then the computer printed out the ecg. Haha the first time I ever saw a real one. and the weird attachments left circular marks haha damn cool, like matrix liddat. Ok whatever. So I went from room to room. And the hearing one was damn weird la. Sat in some sort of pressurized room. Like a submarine thing. And it was damn small, and just sat there and heard tones. Then it finished. And everything's perfect so far except my eyesight. So quite good la. I think. Haha then I finally ate after 14 hours! Haha. hooray.

a moment in time.
12:26

Friday, February 09, 2007

Haha today was o-level results day. As everyone knows. I spent the morning and afternoon doing the 16 peer appraisals lol. then went to meet random v13 people at taka for a VERY LATE lunch. Haha. omg I shouldn’t have taken fastfood la. Medical test is tomorrow. As in confirm lol. unless some admin stuff screws up. Lol then had BEN AND JERRY’S WOO! Omg I love bnj. It makes me happy no matter what. Haha I had Dublin mudslide! Which is one of my faves now.

Then we went to watch Multiple Personalities Disorder by Hossan Leong. The first part was damn blardy funny. Haha then the schizo part was kinda hard to get at times. Like need context one la. Haha I loved the Michael Jackson part one though. Hossan leong is an actor’s idol. Haha eh he can actually sing damn well la. Falsetto and deep powerful voice also can. Not bad. Ah well, gonna sleep soon!

Hope everyone did well =)

a moment in time.
23:45

Omg 7 peer appraisals and I’m dying liao. Ah well it’s late and I’ll continue tomorrow. Haha eh. O level results tomorrow!

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE COLLECTING RESULTS! =)

(I’ll see you in Chinese class HAHA)

Haha ran the full xcountry route today. which was ok la. Hmm. Then we dunked eric ng haha. happy birthday boy! We din’t bring him to the dunk, we brought the dunk to him! With water and flour! Haha damn fun. Haha after school, there was a great day of pooling! Woo. Haha fun! Then dinner at siam kitchen hahaha all you can eat. And Singapore customer service sucks. LOL. alright. I’m damn tired. I’m going to school at 230 to see them collect results haha!

a moment in time.
01:49

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

“You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you, you and no one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself”
- Just - Radiohead
Seriously, get over yourself and your self-pity and get on with life. No point feeling down when the world’s full of smiles. You do it to yourself, so get up, smile to the world, and you’ll feel better. Think whatever you want, this is how I feel. Take it or leave it.
Haha anyway. Wednesdays. Sigh. Haha eh chem lecture was quite fun though. Chem eq and lcp now, so I can pon the next lecture! Woohoo! Haha and I went to 7-11 halfway through the lecture, which is uh.. the baddest thing I’ve done so far. I haven’t ponned anything! How upsetting. Ah well. Haha then auditions. And I figured the one reason I can audition people is because I write good for everyone. Bleh. Too nice la. Sigh. Ah well. haha

a moment in time.
23:55

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

WOO! Vista is OUT!

http://www.microsoft.com/windowsvista/

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000HCTYTE/ref=reg_hu-wl_item-added/002-0596179-5828010

http://windowsvistablog.com/

a moment in time.
22:50

Lalala. Haha oh banner painting was quite fun. Haha

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22:15

Monday, February 05, 2007

a moment in time.
23:00

Hahaha today was such an utterly fun day! =) after church, went to kfc with matthew and one of his ypm friends, then we zion-ed! Hahaha sia la. Someone keep teamkilling. Eh I not bad leh, take down one 3-man team with a sig228. Loool. Haha then class outing! Hahaha I love biking! Woo. The wind in your hair and the sun sand and sea! Haha damn fun. We rode to some place near changi. I so dunno where we were. Haha. it was quite a long ride, and my bike’s gear got something wrong so it was pretty tiring but hahaha yay it was fun. And we took photos, then I thought about life. HAHA. right. Then we rode back, and I was bored so I rode by myself around and around then went to wait for Charissa who made me wait for super long lol. then we all went for dinner at Kenny roger’s! haha yay a happy day. 2007 looks brighter. But I’m still scared that I’ll let go too easily. Haha. ah well. Life.



HAHA http://youtube.com/watch?v=i-T_ZUI3dh0

All that keeps me going is knowing that there's others around me feeling the same way. haha

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00:03

Sunday, February 04, 2007

So much has happened since then

I can’t feel the breeze anymore
I don’t hear the sounds of the street
I can’t see the colours of the sky
I don’t know why it’s so far away

It’s all such a blur now
Just trying to grasp
To keep every memory
From slipping away

Do you remember the street lights?
The bright nights and the smell of fish and chips?
What about the stretches of green?
The walls of castles and towers?

Flowers and roses and trees
The echo of the stage
The taste of shisha
The golden sunset

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Damn I should be doing homework. EHHH people go for switzerland trip!

a moment in time.
00:14

Saturday, February 03, 2007

What would you say if they asked you?
What would you say if I asked you?
What would I say if you asked me?
What would I say if they asked me?

How do I even know?
How can you know the answer if you don't know what the question is?
How far can we think, the past, present future?
How do I know what we're living is not a lie?

Why should I believe in love?
Why do I still put my faith in emotion?
Why should I carry on believing?
Why are we living when it's the same circle?

What? How? Why?

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01:17

Haha woah memory overload. Haha just got a video of prom! So yeah I’ll try to burn and pass around. Quality’s average but it’s quite clear la. Today was quite a nice day. Fridays are long but nice. Haha class bonding! Our first class photo! (which… surprisingly, isn’t on my cam. But I somehow have photos of everyone in my cam oO) and spa seems quite easy now, I’m getting used to science. But I still don’t like lectures.. then pe was ok la. I like training now. But I’m still not gonna join a sport. Lol. just no time la. Then class dinner! Hahaha damn funny la. All the crazy stuff again. The crazy and crap stuff. And Indian poker! Haha! yayy. And hanging out at the isolate bridge between pp and the office building. Damn fun. Yay! =)

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00:45

Thursday, February 01, 2007

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20:57

OMG PWNED =(

Haha wahh. Ok excuses later. Today is a great day for slacking!!! WOO

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20:02

Haha Wednesdays. Argh! 2 years of Wednesdays! Omg the class was so lethargic today. haha. damn sian la. And nothing much happened the whole day. So it was just damn sian. Lol cs tomorrow. Pwned or pwn? oO

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00:47

face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif

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walking away.

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turning back.