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Friday, March 31, 2006

Cos it's the little things that count

HAHAHA april fool’s eve is most probably gonna be better than april fool’s itself.

Oh go read this site! http://www.museumofhoaxes.com/hoax/aprilfool/ Hahaha damn fun sia

The most famous one has always been this one:

#1: The Swiss Spaghetti Harvest
In 1957 the respected BBC news show Panorama announced that thanks to a very mild winter and the virtual elimination of the dreaded spaghetti weevil, Swiss farmers were enjoying a bumper spaghetti crop. It accompanied this announcement with footage of Swiss peasants pulling strands of spaghetti down from trees. Huge numbers of viewers were taken in, and many called up wanting to know how they could grow their own spaghetti trees. To this question, the BBC diplomatically replied that they should "place a sprig of spaghetti in a tin of tomato sauce and hope for the best."

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Haha of course, VJC’s official April Fool’s pranks are not as elaborate or extensive. But you have to admit that Subjectif and the other CCAs did one hell of a good job. (of course, it would have been much better if so many pranks were not taken down. Like the ayam logo. or cancelled. Like the person in the koi pond) haha first sign was the Yo VJC hand signs on the carpark barriers! Courtesy of xtine and me (yes, those hands were not for drama. Sorry I lied.) haha and the laundry line on the container block. The swing cordon tape. And the piano. And a few more. Haha fun!
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Subjectif totally rocks. =) So cool la! And the assembly, which was the main prank event, was totally pulled off well. Haha the band was quite good. Even tho dint manage to get the Daniel band. Dunno why also. Haha nice rendition actually. HAHA. LOL I think the announcements on circumcision and Guiness world records rocks la! We should TOTALLY have free circumcision in school! (Eunice was like I want to see! LOL) the tamil pledge. Haha we were supposedly ok as long as that guy on the stage did not laugh. Haha. Shiok sia. Ohh CO played quite nicely. But not as well as band of cos. Dun like Chinese instruments haha.
me=2ndfiddle
Then V13 craziness sunk in. First was switching classrooms. WOO. Hahaha. Then the teachers were quite fast in communicating. They must have expected. Haha. We should have all gone to some isolated com lab or container block la! Haha. Ohh the Koganti’s “birthday” hahahaha KOGANTIIIII the black superman! WOO! Haha fun sia. Then switching bottoms with Nicole. (yes, the photos will be up… eventually) AHHH. Totally =S. haha. OH chem was fun! We made a phallic silver thing. The one like in nanotech haha. Math was fun too! Me xx mich ordered PIZZA! Haha what a totally fun day! Mmm Spanish seafood pizza is good haha. Haha religion was on Judaism. Hmm interesting.
treasure?no
Oh din’t go out today! SADNESS. Although if pam is going later, I might go to the airport at midnight to pass char and pam their chi homework. And say hi! And tell Xh we’re going to sw tmr. Then I’ll be stranded at the airport. Can stay overnight and take 36 to sch tmr! Haha.
Qn: What kind of friend are you?
Seems like a lot of that is going around lately eh?


a moment in time.
19:52

Thursday, March 30, 2006

A long day. Very long day. Draining. Straining. Sigh. Ss was dry. But still had energy. PE was more active than usual today for me. Don’t know why. Haha but badminton is pretty light, but quite tiring today. Maybe it’s like the lack of sleep and draining of energy accumulated since last year. Haven’t slept before 12. not even during hols or weekends. Sigh. Bio was a stupid p/s experiment. Ahh I hate pracs. But chem prac kinda saved me. My chem paper was crap. Argh. I was hoping it could at least be average la! At least I passed. But not a good pass. =(
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Lang arts test was quite freaky. The questions weren’t straightforward or easy. I found it pretty hard. Maybe I should have mugged more. But who cares, it’s over. I just hope it can save my other marks. Then subjectif. I shall blog about it another time. But one thing, subjectif is totally like the craziest cca you can have. Anything crazy you see in coming hours, is definitely done by subjectif. Hahahaha. Great job tine! We rocked the school. Face on. Haha. Ohhh and pizza. Mmmm.
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a moment in time.
23:00

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

The history of Viagra™: A pop-up book.
- http://www.dilbert.com/comics/reality/archive/images/reality2008141860329.gif

hahaha. Ok better start mugging. Haha today was quite ok la. Wednesday’s are pretty much good days. Actually one of the better days of the week. Besides it being cca day. Haii. Haha and Thursday for me is cca day too! Cos of subj. tmr will be a longgg day. Esp with a test of the dark side.


a moment in time.
23:17

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

The only pain is to feel nothing at all.

As he sat out there in the rain, the drops sinking into his heart, it seemed ironic how gullible he was. How could he have so easily deceived himself with idealism, when the world was mocking him in the face? The words they so carefully shaped for him. To appease his desire. How could he have fallen into delusion? The world was not perfect. No, he thought, swigging that last bottle, he was wrong in the first place. He had brought it upon himself. He should have listened to her. From the very moment she turned away. He should have. How very ironic, she had turned against her own words. Or had she? She had told the truth. He should have believed. He should have believed. And it’s no use calling out now. Let the bullet rip. Let it rip. Bang. And don’t tell me you care. Not anymore. I won’t believe. You’ve told me enough. Enough. Bang.

The only pain is to feel nothing at all.


Haha I realised that if I cut one of the thick veins in my arm, the ones that are very visible, the blood would spurt out in a fountain like one of my old Chinese teachers described it. And it would reach the ceiling and make a pretty crimson motif. And the people around me would not have enough time to realise and respond. By the time they did, I would be in critical condition. Sure, it’s less chic than flying off a rollercoaster, but it works. (No, I don’t think I’m suicidal. Just having strange random thoughts)

Ok nvm. Hmm. I’ve been tired lately haha. Today was fine I guess. GSE was screwed! Most people were like goodness this can’t be. Ah well. Mr Boy said the teachers who knew me better said I work better in informal situations. And that’s totally true. I’m a totally different person in class as compared to my GSE. So weird de. It was very tense for me that day. Only know Joel. So kept quiet lor ahahhaa. I need to learn to work better in formal situations. Like Justin tan. Wah he got bonus points somemore haha.

I need to get some work done. Sigh. Oh. I think I better eat that magnum in the freezer. Ohh it’s good. Really good. And it's time I replaced my old diary-x blog. Hmm. Only a few people will know what that means.


a moment in time.
21:42

Monday, March 27, 2006

It's 00:40. I should be asleep. Haha opps forgot what I wanted to say. Oh but tomorrow I'm trying my hands on sketching agn. Cos I never have the patience to draw stuff bigger than the size of my handphone haha. So I'll start on a sketch tomorrow! Something angsty first. And I decided I should start writing again. I wonder how my writing rates actually. Hmm.


Limited edition magasm wallpaper!




You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions
Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are In a Decent Mood



You aren't turning cartwheels, but you're having a pretty good day.

Some ups, some downs, but overall you're coming out ahead.

And who knows? Tomorrow could be even better!
What Mood Are You In?

Boy, don’t you know
They’re behind your back
Talking
Plotting
And it ain’t fine

Boy, don’t you know
About the lies and smiles
Façades
Cover-ups
And it ain’t fine

Having you filled yourself with enough frustration?

Aren't you sick of this artificial world?

Ahh. Haha actually today was quite good. But it got really stoney and sian towards the end. I fell asleep at MOS burger. Haha. Went there with tine to study. In the end only study 1 set. (I bet people mugged for lang arts liao la!) Ohh! But the new burger is nice! It’s shrimp with macaroni in a creamy sauce. Mmm. Oh. Then I was like I’m tired. Wah was really damn tired. Dunno why also. Then slept lor. Until 440. lol.

Wooo! BF2142 out this fall! But I prefer BF2. more realistic. Most modern and keeping realistic too.

Ohh. RM was interesting. Quite interesting topics. Haha but we keep changing! And I guess that’s why it’s frustrating. Hahah april’s fool in comicsland has started! The writers are switching comics liao. Like they did last year. So fun! =) ohh I want to read baby blues. But I’m tired. And I feel like there’s work to do. But I dunno what work there is.

Oh just saw new movie on tv. The kind I think I’ll like. Inside Man. Lol. it’s some swat/special forces thing. Oohh. Haha and you all know forum? Class forum. On Blackboard. The one called Destiny. One of the last posts. Guys of V13 unite and download! And remember. Never forget. It is a Legacy. It is our Destiny. Did kog upload that? Lol.


a moment in time.
21:20

Sunday, March 26, 2006

You just totally destroyed my day. I’m all wth. I didn’t even say anything like that. I never thought that way. You just seriously confused me. Fine. I don’t have to care about you. You can go sort your life out by yourself. No one has to care. I don’t have to care. Maybe it’s time we took a break. Maybe you’ve broken my heart too many times. You think you know how I feel. You don’t. You never cared. Sometimes people push the limit. I bet you don’t even know how I feel now. Know that I have never lied to you about how I feel. You are the one keeping things from me. Just let us fall apart now. I'll be waiting for you.


EA and Digital Illusions Announce Battlefield 2142 For PC
All-new Title from the Award-winning Battlefield Franchise to be set in the Future

March 22, 2006 – Fight an all-out war for survival in the year 2142. Electronic Arts and Sweden-based developer, Digital Illusions, today announced development of the next installment in the award-winning Battlefield™ franchise, Battlefield 2142™. The ground-breaking first-person shooter is scheduled to ship this fall for the PC.

The year is 2142, and the dawn of a new Ice age has thrown the world into a panic. The math is simple and brutal: The soil not covered by ice can only feed a fraction of the Earth’s population. Some will live, most will die. In Battlefield 2142, players will choose to fight for one of two military superpowers in an epic battle for survival, the European Union or the newly formed Pan Asian Coalition. Armed with a devastating arsenal of hi-tech assault rifles, cloaking devices and sentry guns, players will also do battle using some of the most imposing vehicles known to man. Massive battle Mechs wage fierce combat on the ground, while futuristic aircraft rule the skies. When facing one of these new behemoths, players will need to use their wits and an arsenal of new countermeasures like EMP grenades to level the playing field.

"Battlefield has long been synonymous with innovative, best-of-breed online multiplayer action," said Sean Decker, Executive Producer, DICE. "By stepping into the future with Battlefield 2142, the team at DICE has reinvented the rules of engagement for the next century.”

Team play features allow up to 64 players to enter the action on the front lines as part of a formal squad, or work behind the scenes in Commander Mode to direct the strategic assaults of their teammates. With in-game success, players increase their rank and unlock awards, including new weapons, medals and more, delivering the most comprehensive and flexible persistence in the Battlefield universe to date.


a moment in time.
22:03



Opps this was ytd’s post. Opps.

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.
How Happy Are You?


Your True Love Is a Gemini

Why you'll love a Gemini:

Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind.
You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations.

Why a Gemini will love you:

Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two...
You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual!
What Sign Is Your True Love?


Haha I can love myself! =)

Haha was looking through blackboard. Then saw Ms Low’s V13 photos. The ones from the start of last year. Hahaha. It’s been so long… Changed so much. Hahaha compare the styles of before to now. HAHA. And it’s already 12 weeks into this year. 40 weeks to go. Spend it well =) Whee.


Your Quirk Factor: 28%
You have a few little quirks, but you generally blend in well with society.Only those who know you well know how weird you can be.
How Quirky Are You?


Haha sometimes I get this feeling of déjà vu + dreamy reminiscence which totally frustrates me. It’s like a sudden feeling that fills me, maybe after listening to particular songs or music, or thinking something. It’s like I’m in another country, on holiday. And I can’t grasp the thing. Maybe I dreamnt it, maybe I went to that place a long time ago. But I can’t grasp it. Like experience it in my mind. Today I felt that feeling. A longish street. Trees and a park on one side. Low-rise European-style shopping malls on the other. Cool weather, like autumn. And I got frustrated inside cos I can’t remember haha. So weird.

Then in the car on the way to church, I was thinking that humans can think very fast because we associate emotions to what we see, then when we see that thing, we immediately feel emotions, without having to think about why we feel that way. Like when I see ice cream I feel very happy liao, and I don’t have to think about eating ice cream or the memories I have of eating ice cream. I just feel happy. Haha.

Anyway, that guy who acted in I Not Stupid Too, the fierce ex-convict father, Yi Liang, he testified today. Yeah. He said how he always forgets about being good outside church. Like on Sundays in church, everyone’s so holy, but from Monday to Saturday, we’re totally different people. Haha. Quite true actually. Sigh. Ah well. Oh I just received this in my inbox! From the French stall. The special set menu for 30 march looks good. Mmm.


Soupe à l’Oignon
HomeMade French Onion Soup
or
Grande Assiette D'entrée Froide
Mixed Cold Cut Platter
*****
Saumon Cuit en Croute de Sel, Epinard et Beurre Saffrané
Baked Salmon in Salt Crust with Spinach & Saffron Sauce
or
Entrecôte de Boeuf Rôtie Sauce au Poivre Noir et ses Pommes de Terre Sautés
Roast Beef Ribeye with Black Pepper Sauce & Sauté Potatoes
or
Cochon de Lait Farcie aux Legumes, Rôti son jus a la Graine de Moutarde et Riz
Roast Vegetable-Stuffed Suckling Pig with Rice & Mustard Seed Sauce
*****
Assiette de Fromage
Assorted Cheese Platter
or
Gateau au Chocolat
Special Chocolate Cake
or
Gateau de Fromage au Miel
Honey Cheese Cake
or
Profiterole Geante
Giant Profiterole
or
Tiramisu

Price: $22.80 (with a glass of beverage be it wine, beer or softdrink). I’m better off spending the $$ on Swensen’s. But the soup and tiramisu are really good. Haha. I just posted it cos if I'm eating dinner then I can look at it and feel happy. Haha.


a moment in time.
14:45

Friday, March 24, 2006

Haha meditation during religion is getting harder. Especially with the movies playing in darksider’s class. I focus on my inner energy. On my breathing. But I am very easily distracted. Too observant. And sometimes that can be a bad thing. Like making me think too much. Anyway, today was a rather emotional day. Hahaha. Politics is quite interesting. But I think just like quantum physics or old philo, I have lost much of the vigour and interest I had in it before.

Chem was quite dry, so I was stoning. I’ll learn it in my free time. Math was cool hahaha. Matrix! As in THE matrix. Woo. Whatever. Slacked during lit. haha learnt how to play hearts today! I got 3 zeropoint games out of the 6 I played today! Whee! First timer hor! Then went to airport to see the band ppl off. And no I din’t cry. Sheesh. HAHA. Quite sad la. But happy for them cos they’ll finally get some rest and have fun haha (I hope) go band! And we ate popeye’s. AHHH. So so so oily. Wah lao. The chicken there is siao. But I still love the mashed potatoes! And the buttermilk cookies! Haha wheeee. Ah well.

Oh no. great urge to spend more money buying albums!! Ahh. Must control.


a moment in time.
23:43



In school now, found this quiz from the good days of august 2005, done while on the phone w tine ch char.

1.what made you happy this week ?
eating magnum, going out (haha same ans as last time!) knowing. =)and doing quite well for phys test!

2.what made you sad this week?
realising that I caused myself the pain

3.has someone/somebody made u happy lately?
yupp =) (haha same ans!)

4.how are you feeling at the moment?
relaxed. Calm. Listening to Jason mraz in class.

6.are you the type of person who easily gets hurt?
i guess (same…)

7. do you cry?
=( (same…)

8.have you ever been to a point in your life that
huh? that?? (same also haha)

9. the last movie you watched?
I not stupid too

10. with who?
michh, nic, xx, sam chye. haha

11. the last song you heard?
Jason mraz – curbside prophet

12. the last time you spent ur money?
break, on magnum almond

13. the last place you went?
class, school

14. the last food you ate ?
almond magnum and pears (SAME!)

15. the last thing you heard from your parents?
have a nice day!

16. the last thing you said to your parents?
bye

17. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
I swayed my arms. Oh before that I told xtine I found this quiz

18. the last thing you read?this quiz, my blog archives. Yes I AM that bored.

19. the last person you called?
mr yang

20. the last person who called you?
michelle.

21. the last person who msg you?
mr yang. And he just left class haha

22. the last person who said you're pretty/handsome?
jokingly, someone. Forgot liao.

23. the last person who msg you at friendster?
Xh from long ago

24. the last person who messaged you in MSN?
michelle haha

25. the last person/s you're with?
ummm bgr? Or what? If not, Justin, sean, xtine, kog, ch, euu who are in class.

26. the last person you kissed goodnight?
forgot

27. the last person you kicked?
i don't kick people oO (same ans!)

28. the last person you think of before going tosleep?
I pray to God, then think of the people i love =) (same ans!)

29. the last thing you're going to do before going to sleep?
play bf2 and pray that the band ppl have a safe trip and that God will make the world a better place (I pray that everyday. I think it is becoming a better place. Just not perfect)

30. the last time you went clubbing?
Clubbed Eunice on the head just now.

31. What song are you listening now?
Jason mraz – no stopping us

32. handphone brand?
sony ericsson

33.wat would u do if someone tells u he/she likesu?
depends on who, if someone i like then happie lor (same!)

34. where do u live?
earth (same!)

35. what can't you live without?
God, life, oxygen, food, water, friends, love, family etc etc (same!)

36. who are you thinking of right at this moment?
someone haha hmm (same! Cos of the last question la..)

37. what do you want most?
=) (same!)

38. what would best describe you?
volatile (same!)

39. who do you hate?
heh. (same!) haha. U shld know.

40. What do you hate?
the imperfections of life and the world. (same!)

41. what do you look forward to?
London trip, going out later, helmsman week, choir concert, art of star wars…

42. Few words before we call it a day?
Few words before we call it a day.


a moment in time.
16:20

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Edit: I TOTALLY ADORE $1.50 MAGNUMS!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it will be a staple of my diet till the offer is over hahaa


Ahh. I feel calm now. Listening to music. Resting after a hectic day. Tired, but content. PE was fun! Haha I din’t stop running! Haha as xx said, I’m as fast as her! (which is not good cos im a guy and I’m supposed to be faster than her!) then played badminton. Woah I love badminton. I MISSED BADMINTON TRIALS BECAUSE OF SYF THING!!! AHHH. =((( but anyway I might as well go ahead with syf this year. And possibly join badminton next year (if I can get in, that is) HAHAH. Whee. I like badminton!

Haha. Then bio and chem prac!!! CHEM PRAC! Woah. MOLES OF ELECTRONS? I’m like WTH. WHAT THE HELL. As in seriously. Most people were shocked. Im relying on first part to win me. Sigh. Haha then ea. Rm. Tomorrow then discuss. Then subj! haha look at xtine’s blog. It’s a cca revival man! Woo! Now we need a revival in church =) haha ok random. Went to tm. Haha!

Bon voyage char n Xh =)


a moment in time.
23:44

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

"But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give"


Lalala. Haha hmm quite an ok day. We finished waves! Haha always thought it was a complicated topic. But not so bad after all. Then Chinese compre test. Made me realise how much my parents have cared and loved me, beyond repayment. Haha. Ah well. Haha went to parkway during lit. I feel so… lost… without new music. But I can’t keep buying albums. I’m buying like 1 every 2 weeks. But I can’t download from p2p. actually I can’t. but I won’t. lol. anyway, I had an coconut ice cream sandwich from scoopz! Whee nice =) lightly toasted somemore haha.

"Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life"

Drama was interesting actually. We had to act as a tree. And since I’m supposed to upload the photos here, might as well let everyone see. X) lol. (It's 11.8 MB!) http://web.vjc.moe.edu.sg/students/v05v13_hengsxm/dramatree.zip

Accidently fell asleep just now. Anyway I’ve done my part for ss, I think. Haha will just put it together later. And no studying needed tonight. I’ll get some rest. Finally.

Una Noche. So give me just one night.

Haha 500 DHS students are starting a save water movement in Singapore. Cos it’s world water day! Haha it was in the news.

Life is more than the sum of its parts...


a moment in time.
22:25

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

And I’m watching us fall apart

Haha woo. Wow. Was really damn tired today. Nearly fell sick. (that’s why I was sneezing in class. That’s how I know I need more sleep) So for once, I decided to sleep during break. Lol. felt quite good after that. Then bad again during bio. 6 period bio is seriously bad news. I think we will really really stone off sia. Typed out our ss framework then went for a nap cos I felt so tired. Now I’m quite awake. Woo! Monster kill for ss! Let’s go for it! =) The baton will be passed back to me later.

Do my johari! http://kevan.org/johari?name=markhsx/
=)
See my wishlist! http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/wishlist/markhsx

I added a lot of albums to it. Haha.


a moment in time.
22:24

Monday, March 20, 2006

And the Lord answered - Jesus said, "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy laden, and I will give you rest"


Can’t you see the weariness in my eyes?
Don’t you see the lethargy on my face?
Can’t you hear my soul crying out?
We’ve been wrecked
We’ve been drained
Till there’s nothing left on our faces but empty smiles
Oh Lord, won’t You hear our prayers?
God won’t You lift up our hands?
Won’t You fill us with revival?


I’m really tired. Maybe Koganti’s right. Maybe I should rest. But there’s so much to do. I tried to get it all together today. Put it all together. Drained myself out. SL, SIP, SS. And still forcing myself to do chem. Even ice cream could not do anything. Just sat there and stoned, looking at the passing cars. While some crazy people blew bubbles around me. Sigh. Haha. Bubbles =)




I can’t believe my mum just asked me to sms vote for clara in campus superstar. They so old still watch this kind of teenager show. Haha go clara! Was quite disappointed when Yvonne was outed. Bahhh. Sadness. Haha I still believe it was because vjc was having tests for most ppl, including cts, the next day. Then everyone mugging and so little ppl vote. Sia la.

Haha was quite a good first day. Math. Chinese test!!! Ss (hahaha. Funny) physics. Ahh our vid got cut! =((( Lol. Had ice cream! Magnum almond. Then macadamia mudpie! Woo! Yayy. That lifted my spirits =) ice cream rocks! Haha. Slacked till about 5+. Then took 31 to tamp. Went for dinner at the hill street beef noodles (which is now at century sq, NOT tamp mall anymore. The tm one sucks now) and had a great urge to buy a cd. So I thought for once I should buy a Christian cd. Looked around and found a cd that I saw on amazon. Redemption songs! Looks nice. I shall play it now. Oh it’s by jars of clay. Lol.

Oh I went to look at saxs. And they are much more expensive than I thought. $1000+++++++ wah lao. But they do have a pocket saxophone. Which looks like a recorder. But costs only 100+. Sighhh. I shall go find another instrument to play. =(

I'm tired...


a moment in time.
20:32

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Oooh. There’s a new and nice hillsong cd in the church bookshop. Haha. Hmm. Anyway, I did ushering today. First time. To follow in my father’s footsteps. And everyone’s like ohh he’s uncle simon’s son. And he’s gonna conduct another training course. Anyway it was quite interesting. To see the different faces. The familiar ones, the still sleepy ones, the fierce non-smiling faces. Etc etc. haha. Then I rushed home with a sub! Haha it’s like damn cheap now la. You buy a sub, and they give u a free meal. So free cookies (COOKIEEESSSS yummm macadamia) and free drink! Woo!

Watched the battle scenes of last samurai. And some harry potter 3. haha I want to read book 7! Lol. i used to detest harry potter. As in more nonchalant to it. Now it’s nice. Cos it’s the kind of life that I might want to live. With all the adventures and stuff. And flying. And magic. And LOVE. HAHA. Did anyone notice harry and Hermione kept holding hands? And din’t let go! I TELL YOU AH. They were meant to be. HARRY-HERMIONE FOREVER!!!

(and yes, I have signed up for sports day. And the vj site says “Unleash your athletic prowess”. WHOA fear.)
This song keeps coming back to mind. It just played on my WMP.

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

But when we all part. When we bid farewell. Just cry. And cry. Cos that might be the last time we ever cry together. Haha. OR better. We could eat ice cream. And eat more ice cream. (BNJ Phish Food/BNJ NY Super Fudge Chunk/ 10 tubs of mango and 10 tubs or yam - the flavours I remember =) ) By ECP or smth. And laugh as we look out to the sea, to the sunset, sharing the last bit of warmth and light on our last day. And spend the night remembering all the good times we shared and having a classic local supper. And smile to a bright future. But don’t let the flame die out. It is our destiny.


a moment in time.
20:41

Saturday, March 18, 2006

You are a Super Hawaiian Supreme Pizza!
Life is about the sun, the beaches, the breeze and lots of fun! Relaxed and laid-back, you lead a carefree lifestyle where problems are never too big to make you frown. Your warm and friendly disposition makes you a very approachable person. Share this pizza with your friends and spread the sunny joy!

Which type of Supreme Pizza are you?
Brought to you by Pizza Hut


The Family (Wo)Man

You are very family oriented and spend most of your time caring for loved ones. Whether it’s volleyball practice, playgroup or a family picnic, it seems you and your family are always on the go. Your favorite meals are quick, satisfying to the whole family and often include casseroles, lasagnas and pre-prepared dishes. When it comes to cheese, you tend to favor processed varieties, such as American cheese, that are easily incorporated into family fare.

If you prefer to stick to what’s easy but crave some variety, try serving a delicious, on-the-go snacking alternative like string cheese. Pre-cubed Cheddar and Co-Jack cheeses are great on their own, but also serve as a perfect complement to any dish. Or, add a flavored variety of a favorite cheese, like Salsa Cheddar and Pesto Monterey Jack, into your repertoire.

If breakfast needs to be portable, stuff a warm tortilla with a thin omelet made with Colby cheese. When afternoon hunger pangs strike, American or Cheddar cheese slices sandwiched between apple wedges make a great midday snack. And when it’s your turn to be soccer mom or dad, bring the team bite-sized snacks-on-a-stick prepared by alternating pieces of fruit, such as grapes and pineapple chunks, with cubes of Cheddar, Swiss or Havarti.

Cheeses That Suit Your Profile:
Cheddar >
Colby >
Colby Jack >
Havarti >
Monterey Jack >
Swiss >

I love cheddar! =)


A willful disregard for your feelings shows you a side of someone you should avoid.

Haha horoscopes are bullshit. But I know who that person is =) (HAHA JOKING LA. But ya. There is someone =( )

Anyway, Xh got cheated by her group so we din’t go for sw! =((( I spent the day at home trying to finish up homework (1 day left and 3 pieces haven’t done!) and watching hotel Rwanda and thinking too much again. And playing around with Photoshop brushes. Haha.


a moment in time.
20:39

Friday, March 17, 2006

"I'm so jealous when you look at someone else
I'm so jealous, want you all myself
I'm so jealous, it's tearing me apart
I'm so jealous, it's ripping out my heart"
- Jealous - Rod Stewart

You're turning me against myself with this jealousy.


You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.



What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?


pntbuttrmeup
you are peanut butter me up !!!
your so sweet that Im getting a cavity !
your loving personality always makes those around

you feel special!


What Ben and Jerrys ice cream flavor are you ?

Haha. Religion field trip today! Quite fun. I like the synagogue best! Haha. Then after the places of worship we searched toa payoh central for a place to eat. Ended up at long john’s silver. Haha I like the shrimps! And I showed my undisputed shooting skills at the arcade haha. Got inspector leh. On the Japanese police game which incorporates body movements haha. It’s skill la! And time crisis. Woo! Funn.
After all this time, after so long
Omgoodness im eating my dinner at midnight! Haha some potato salad. And sautéed veg (edit: oh it's fishcake la) . And some pieces of chicken. Wonder where my parents get this food oO
You still fill me with jealousy
Anyway we went to swensen’s! and I had my first ice cream cake in 10-/+ years haha quite ripoff but nice! Woo! <3333 cream =)life =)
edit: another busy week. 3 tests. 2 chi, 1 chem prac. AHHHHHHHHH


a moment in time.
23:55

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Woo! My parents bought Subway Club for me. And I have a macadamia COOKIE!!!!!!! whee! On a side note, dark side should really tell us the word limit. A lot of ppl asking me. Or did he tell us? Anyway, Art of Star Wars on sat! Thanks to ds for the tix! woo! YAY! cookie doughhhhhhhhhhh. WHEEEEE I just realised the grayish meat in my Subway Club is roast beef! haha

I got this guy while he was trying to take me out when I was taking off in a bomber. Sometimes I'm just too good *big grin*

And I developed the tactic of superhigh free-fall insertion. Haha cool. Quite fun. And effective. They just don't see you coming.



Lol why VJC forum got this kind of koktok one ah? http://www.vjc.moe.edu.sg/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=562 haha no link de. Haha wonder if jcguide will come back online. It was very very interesting. It's like gone. =( They talked about canteen food, facilities, chio bus and all that kind of crap. And rated each JC haha. Now gone liao. Wonder what happ-ed to it =S






You Should Be a Film Writer


You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?


All hail! http://www.ilovecheese.com/

Ahahaha. Just look at kog’s jpn photos. http://spaces.msn.com/sniperhole/photos Japan trip is smth I’ll remember for a long long time. Amazing. Everything. I remember the day I had totally bad fashion sense. TOTALLY. At least it was only that bad for one day. Hahaha. Then iki masho. This year definitely won’t have that kind of stuff liao. Sure, uk trip has most of the cohort, but it won’t be the same. Not without the flamethrowers (is it safe to release the video now? it's 3/4 yrs past the jpn trip liao) or Cloud wannabes etc etc. At least we'll make teachers sing and still have crazy mass dances and karaoke sessions halfway across the world. I hope.

Everyone should just enjoy baked cheese! Woo! Tomorrow is religion field trip. Haha i’m gonna rush to bk and get a croissonwich! Whee! Oh. I’m in love with the BSB black and blue album. Not really in love. And not the whole thing. But some songs make me feel as if I’m on holiday (as in overseas la), especially in Europe. Some songs give me that feeling. And I find those are the songs I like. Like “more than that”. Or “it’s true”. Dunno why. Haha of course, I like a lot of other songs. I’m NOT a boyband fanboy. Ew.

On a random note, I have a huge craving for either pizza or bnj now. Ahhh. I DON’T HAVE SUPPER!! How to survive! My parents abandoned me! They better buy back some almond milk or cheese prata for me.


a moment in time.
20:27

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Oh goodness. I wrote 2000 words worth. Then dark side says 500-800. And I’m like omgoodness ARGH. And spend more time summarizing than writing. I’m thinking of just switching to question 2. Then redo tomorrow. And I definitely can finish on time. I’ll try tmr. Haha. Ah well. Tired liao. Stupid lang arts.

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a moment in time.
23:52

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Maybe one day you’ll see him in that same sad café. His face still expressionless. Sipping a cup of coffee. Staring into space. Then as you walk by, you realise why he’s there. You. And you want to go through that door, to him. But you just can’t do it. You’re afraid. Afraid of hurting him again. So you just stare at him. Standing there. And he knows you’re there, of course. Your presence is always felt by him. But he won’t budge. Neither will you. And once again, the both of you are in the same world of your own. It’s not that nothing else matters, it’s just that everything that matters is before your eyes. And he’ll hear those words. The girl you really love, is the girl standing right in front of you. And he’ll look up. Into your eyes.

I wonder if you're smart enough.

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a moment in time.
23:42



What a day! Today I was smart and went to the interchange instead. Was late by only 10 mins! Sam was sitting in the fertilizer-filled grass by the roadside reading some chi chess book. Haha we discussed ss. Then yf still haven’t finished. So me sam xx prem went to SAKAE SUSHI to use sam’s $20-back-if-you-spend-$50 voucher. Haha woooo! Love the kakiage. And the all-time fave SOFT SHELLED CRAB!!! Beautiful. Drowned it all with cookie dough ice cream! Woo!

After borrowing materials and stuff from mpcl, we met in class, and brought yufei to try local food. To where they have everything! Old airport road! Almost as classic as lau pa sat. woo! In order of niceness!: Fried oyster, rojak, rice balls (tang yuan) in peanut soup, almond paste, wanton mee (the one my dad loves), black carrot cake, satay… WOOO classic sia. A Singaporean buffet! =) woo!

Of course, we din’t really get anything concrete done.. hahahha


a moment in time.
21:57

Monday, March 13, 2006

"Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up to be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?"

Hmm. I guess I wasted a lot in life. Today, I learnt that I gave up a lead role in syf cos I said I din’t feel comfortable in it. I din't even think I'd get it. oO (I just realised it was the male lead! ahhh!) Sigh. Haha I’ve been reading old entries and stuff again. I guess I’ve changed from last year. Less cheerful, less idealistic, more down to earth, more realistic. Yet I still can’t let go of the past. I think it was much better the way it was. Sigh. You see, 1 term has passed already.
Keep that penknife away
3 terms more. And I can’t act like I don’t feel disappointed that we have to part at the end of those 3 terms. It’s a short time, so we should make the best of it! Then after that, maybe we’ll find something better. =) The grass might be greener! (Or silver. =) )
I should be the one angry at you. Annoyed at you. Pissed at you. Whatever. Take your words back. Maybe then will I speak to you.


a moment in time.
21:49



He woke up to the blinding light of dawn. Glancing around. He was in a suite. Soft bed, fruit basket, balcony. All alone. Then he remembered last night. Knock knock. Open the door. Oh, hello. It was her. He’d recognise her face anywhere. The aroma of mocha stirred his soul. They sat down at the table, facing each other. Drinking silently. Then they looked up at each other. He was the first to speak. Thanks, he said. She smiled back.
***

Playing the tender keys of the piano, he sang his heart to her.

Can I ever love you?

All alone in the lounge, over some martinis. Their’s was the greatest love ever. That night, as they sang a lonely duet, his heart was hers, and hers was his. They were young, they were free, and love was the greatest thing they ever had.

***

You never even told me! Damn you! Don’t you ever talk to me again! He saw her run across the street, into the rain, tears hanging in her eyes. He turned away, pacing along the pavement. Sat down on a park bench, looking at the sun set into the distance. Darkness fell as the light shimmered away, just as their love had. He accepted it. He knew how to keep his anger, his tears back. Live for the moment. Just remember what they had, no matter about the future.

The next day, he walked through the departure gates. He would be gone for long. He turned back, just to see his family,friends. But she wasn’t there. She wouldn’t be anyway. He turned to the window in the jet. There he saw her. Staring through the windowpane, her face expressionless, her hand trying to grasp for his heart. He turned away. No turning back now. At that moment, both their hearts cried the same sad ballad.


a moment in time.
20:51

Sunday, March 12, 2006

London in winter. Wrong place, wrong time. Gray weather, snow, dark, gloomy clouds, a cast of monochrome. He trod down the snow-beaten paths, a bottle of lager in one hand, his other clenched in a fist as he staggered and lurched along the street, trying to grip at the railings, yet grasping nothing but the empty air like that in his heart.

He bumped into a lamppost, his mind so intoxicated he was not even able to form expletives. He gripped on, turned and looked into a windowpane. He saw a figure cross by. Then he saw that figure turn around. He heard that figure cry his name and he saw that same figure run and catch him as everything went black.

***

They’d come a long way. Always the same old story. Same old sparks, same old flame. Some old story of quarrels, silent treatments, rainy days, sweet nothings, seeing each other, parting ways.
...


a moment in time.
23:41



You Are Bud Light

You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it.
In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk!
You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar.
You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience.
What's Your Beer Personality?


Service today was about the best in life. Which is to do everything for God. And knowing so. Something like that. Hmm. Waited 0.5 hours for a bus. and met mich n laura for rm. Ahh. Haha in the end we dint even look at books. But sat at Han’s eating cake and pasta and talking crap. Then spent 10mins doing the proposal haha. Ah well. Busy week ahead. Hols still so busy de. Sigh.


a moment in time.
22:21

Saturday, March 11, 2006

this is what bored people do.

we were taking shots that were... (insert descriptor)

xx says "take another one!"
i say " ok lor"

then..



a moment in time.
23:12



A story like mine
Has never been told...

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/markhsx/

V13: Genesis.
This summer
Coming to a place near you


a moment in time.
15:11

Friday, March 10, 2006

Woah. Am I a magnet for junk mail or what? Apparently my vip blog is so popular that junk comment-ers keep targeting it. People actually visit it meh? Woah fun last day of t1’06! =)


Haha. Chem test and lang arts aq wasn’t fun la. But math was quite ok and religion was interesting. (Haha esp the part where I shouted dark side too loud HAHA) Forgot what I did during break. OH played cards! Haha. =)

After school Xh, xx, sam, char and me patronised a new fine dining establishment along Siglap that goes by Pizzeria Huté. Haha whee! The 4-5 person group meal is very worth it! Haha I looooveeee the cheesy lava crust thing. I LOVE baked cheese. So so so much! Then had ice cream! =) haha brownie with ice cream! Char was saying how she can make better brownies. But I like the aftertaste of this brownie! And the presentation is nice! Oohh. And the ambience is great! LOVE THE LIGHTING!!! Haha it’s all spotlights and stuff. And mirrors. And very clean look. Nice.







Then we took a cab down to hope pres church and change Bethany church for a seminar on creationism and evolutionism. Haha. A lot of great evidence. Especially the evidence in sedimentary geology that shows the earth is a new earth, created by God. There’s a lot of content, that he should have linked better. But I am now much more fully convinced. I was once a supporter of a joint creationism-evolutionism theory, but now I see that once again, God has proven to be the one and only creator, a worker of miracles and wonders. Yupp. Great seminar. Haha. Thanks Michelle for intro-ing it, and for Xh who dragged me and XX into going. Haha.

It’s pretty late tho. But a well-spent day. =)

Just realised I haven’t played BF2 for damn long. I think there must be a good game going on tonight. Shall go see. Whee took nice photos today!




a moment in time.
23:53

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Why din’t she catch my falling star?

Haha quite a good day. Yes. 3rd period pe. Sigh. I should be running instead of jumping. Wah my legs are still aching now. Everytime I try to use my shin it hurt like siao. Even sitting down or climbing stairs. I said “ow” 30+ times today. Stoopid la. I need practice for running long dist, not jumping oO. Anyway we watched the physong vids tgt! Haha class screenings are fun! I shall get more. Including the non-lit vids. Heh. We should watch movies as a class! Whee

So tired la. Sigh. I’m gonna do my best for chem. =) woo!


a moment in time.
22:33

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Even cooler. I managed to play the start of Angels brought me here and Drowning. Haha. But I can sing better those too songs much than playing them. Haha.


Cool. I just played the chorus from The Eagles' I can't tell you why on the recorder! Of course, it doesnt sound pro at all cos I'm playing spontaneously. Haha I decided how I'm going to progress!

Recorder - Harmonica - Saxophone! WOO


a moment in time.
22:48



“Give you your time
To do what you're saying
And if you have to
And if he has to,
I won't blame you”


I wonder when chi teacher will tell me to stop writing clichéd love stories for zuo wens. Hahaha. Ohhh physics song was so fun! =) haha it was the funnest lesson in the whole day. Whee! Hmm. Math was stats. Stats is quite simple and kind of fun (everything we’ve learnt this year besides algebra and trig is fun!) histograms.

Then lang arts the dark side never come till 5 mins left. Heh. So had free period. Which was spent arm wrestling. haha. Wah xtine dug her nails into me la. So bad de. Spent lit talking crap and playing cards and finishing up the memory on my cam. I have 400mb worth of physong vids. Lol. I’ll put them in the class com so I dun have to upload like siao.


a moment in time.
21:29

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

I write too much. Sigh. Michelle read this and said create fictionpress acc to post stories, and I found out someone made one for me liao. oO. I'm like oO. Lol.

Another 15 years gone. Maybe they’d never seen each other at all. Walking past each other just like the people in the crowd. Through the distortions and noise, the subway passing by, watching the faces pass by, staring into the distance. Life passed by the hands of the grandfather clock. 15 years. Just as lightning flashes.

He heard her sing. Saw her on that glittering stage. The light behind her shone on her figure like an angel descended from heaven. Her voice glowed beyond him. The words tore down his façade. Deep down, he was that boy once again. The boy who stood in front of her, asking her to give him her love. The boy who brought her roses and chocolates and everything else. But most of all, the boy who brought her his love. And his eyes glistened with her spirit, as he saw her walk away, in the arms of a stranger.

He turned away. He knew he had given it all away when he had left for far away. He knew he had given it all away when he heard her goodbye. He knew he had given it all away when he gave up on her.

He heard footsteps behind him; he knew them well - he had never forgotten. He heard the cry of his name. This time, he wasn’t going to turn back. Walk on. Just walk on.


HAHA. What an interesting day. So, first, physics test. Hmm ok la. =) then CHINESE. Wah. I tell you ah. All lessons should be like Chinese. (besides the boring parts). Our classroom should be a com lab! Woo! OOOOK. Some points.

1) Mr Koh is NOT our darksided lang arts teacher, he’s my prisch math teacher, and he was unfortunate enough to stumble upon this site while it is in a state of… confussion. Woo confussion!
2) The things “mark” says that I would obviously not say are not by me, but are either by a) Charissa, b) Sean, or c) Nicole. Who are all, by large coincidence, in my Chinese class. HAHA.
3) I did not say I want to grab people. I said I want to grab *someone* hahaha!
4) Charissa is not ugly. I caught l**** and a**** staring at her today!
5) Sean is the spastic one, he was mentally raping his totoro toy thing.
6) Unlike char, I believe in not deleting tags unless they are very... wrong. Haha so those will stay for the time being. A relic.

Haha fun! Ok. But like very confusing and disruptive to my poor tagboard. AND I AM NOT GAY. OR BI. OR SAD. (as in, less sad than the sadness-es who play maplestory! *coughseancough* Or lose during arm wrestling. *coughsamrightinyourfacecough* HAHAHAH ok. Right.) I might be darksided tho. HAHA.

Anyway. Double dark side was quite tough today. But lang arts was ok la. Bio was horrrrrridddd =( at least I got the cycles quite ok-ly. Chem fine too. But dint pay attn. Chem’s the only one I don’t pay attn in. sigh. Better mug hard for fri’s chem test. Ohhh. Chi compo tmr. Means no crap tagging.

Haha sang Angels brought me here on the way home! Niceeee. =)


a moment in time.
20:45

Monday, March 06, 2006

Singapore Youth Flying Club! =)

Woo! I can join! Haha cooool.


a moment in time.
22:24



Take a walk down the street now. Look at the people. Every one of them in their own little world. All looking for a hand to hold, a heart to beat with. Looking for a real life, depicted in song. Memories that have passed and gone. Hopes that never will be, dreams that never soared. Do you see her in every heart beat. Maybe yours. Thump. Thump. Thump. Each footstep, closer or further? Thump. Each pause, does it take your breath away? Thump. And you’ll never hear it when you hit the ground.

Woo. 1 down! 3 to go. But sigh. Failed math. Ahhh I can’t believe it. In stark contrast to the euphoric ca2s, I have failed both of the first tests these year. Gahness. Please let assignments save me. PLEASE. Ah well. Tiring day. Quite long. Had to sort out SL. Please SL group get your jobs done thanks =) then physong. Then went to mpcl w xtine and jastine to study phys. Then we went to bk instead. Haha the only rest I got today is blogging, and trying to start RM proposal (laura mich tmr then we do k? really can’t now. Maybe I shouldn’t have tried on my own hahaha. Dunno where you all are anw) and going to gramophone and listen to jastine recount the gory parts of SAW. Lol.

Oh goodness. Ate and spent so much today.

Vjbear! $15
Cookies $5
Noodles $1.30
BK meal $4.45
p/c phys for class $1.75

Dunno where the missing money went oO. Hmm. Oh. p/c for class. So add again.

$27.50

Wow. Nubbad sia. Oh yes running with xtine and jastine on wed! who else wanna go? See! First time im gonna run willingly (as in in VJ)! =) hahaha. Dhs play much more la. Every day either obstacle course or vball or bball. Down here it’s air con heaven. Woo.


a moment in time.
22:03

Sunday, March 05, 2006

4:29 - Haha I realised im very prone to self-fufilling prophecies. Sigh.

5:53 - Oh! Haha I know where to upload class photos liao! On Yahoo!.

You can have a maximum of 300 albums in your Yahoo! Photos account.
An album can contain up to 300 photos.


= 90000 photos!

Ninety THOUSAND photos! Woo!

However, size will be reduced to screen size (ie 480 x 320 px) so ok right? You don’t need wallpaper sized oO. If you want wallpaper-sized then ask me. If not I’ll create another flickr acc when I’m even free-er. Yeah. Someone remind me to upload the photos! I think it’ll be in my Yahoo account. Too lazy to create a v13 email. Anw if I did only I will use it. So ya. Haha.

9:45 - Woo Jason Mraz is good. I'm listening to the live album. It's like he can combine all the nice music genres I like together. And recording live means it sounds like he's actually playing in here. Cool. Woo! Love this album.

9:51 - OOH the harmonica from Curbside Prophet it goooddd.


a moment in time.
18:11

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Can't you stop telling your lies
Hasn't it been obvious enough
It seems I've had enough
And finally I will stand up on my own
See that I can walk my own way
See that I won’t turn back
Even though I’ll never be over you

And maybe one day I'll see
We were never meant to be

You Are Bold And Brave



But daring? Not usually?

You tend to like to make calculated risks.

So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...

You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?


Woah. The guitar solo from Ray Charles and Elton John’s sorry seems to be the hardest word duet is nice. It’s the kind of elecguitar music they play when you see the guy walking away from the girl, not turning back, even though there are tears hanging in both of their eyes. Woah.

Hmm. 4 tests next week! *screams* ahhh. Oh. There’s some VJ news, most probably everyone will hear on Monday. I shan’t say, just know that my condolences goes to his family. Yupp.

On a lighter note, I found out that you can send eZOcards! Haha funn. I shall try to mug tmr. As in, I HAVE to mug tmr. Chitest on mon.


a moment in time.
23:20

Friday, March 03, 2006

You Are 52% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
How Open Minded Are You?


Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You value generosity highly.
So much so that you often put your own needs last.
There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...
But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.
The Five Factor Values Test


"Though nothing, will keep us together.
We could steal time...Just for one day.
We could be heroes, for ever and ever.
We could be heroes, for ever and ever. We could be heroes...
Just because I will always love you.
I can't help loving you.
How wonderful life is...
Now you're in the world."

Oooh. My dad lent me some blues cds today. Ray Charles and BORDERS presents the best of blues. Haha. Not bad. Quite smooth, relaxing and soulful music. Haha fun to listen to. I think I should start singing properly. And not spoil my voice by making funny noises. Then maybe one day, you’ll see me crooning out some love song on a dim stage in some lounge in New York. Woo!

Today quite ok. Only vipers had classes haha. Oh no so much homework! Bahhh. Weekend gone. Next week 4 tests. Sigh. Ooh I think I took some nice photos today. Go see my flickr!


a moment in time.
22:13

Thursday, March 02, 2006

“Baby, tell me, are we heading into trouble, yeah
Is it my imagination taking hold?
Do I read too much into the way we sleep?
The way you move away from me
I may feel that you're the one
But when all is said and done
Love takes two”



You are 60% Gemini



How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Your Rising Sign is Cancer





You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security.
And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice.

Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good.
But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be.

You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family.
For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust.

What is Your Rising Sign?

Greatest soundtracks!:
1) Moulin Rouge
2) Top Gun
3) Love Actually

Lol. 3rd period pe. Joke la. Apparently I din’t fail 2.4, but I failed sbj. Like wth? I got 230+ and passing is 210+. Unless of course the mat flew back. Then Justin passed all and he still have to come, and naz also. Lol. I assumed I failed 2.4. so I had to run around the field non-stop. Wah lao. Next time I’ll eat more before I run. Now I know what’s causing the pains. Need to eat breakfast to run well. Haha. Then full day off! So we went to pp. then I went to lib. And home.

Oh and got taupokked in class. Jared had my cam straightaway.
Therefore, I present: The Anatomy Of A Taupok!
First, the victim hears a loud cry of "taupokkk!!!" Admidst the confusion, with a great rush of wind, an unbearable pressure is experienced
Gradually, more and more pressure is added till breathing is compromised. Then the participants pose for the cameraman.
And sometimes the looks on the faces are just so comic.

I’ve been feeling very unlike myself lately. Like lethargic, saddened for no reason (or so I think), a bit helpless. So weird. =S maybe I’m thinking too much abt the past. Like today. Was thinking that it hasn’t been as crazy, as fun, as loud, as random. I guess that’s why I feel kinda down. Xtine said it’s been 2 months. I ought to let it go. But I’m rarely that down to earth kind of person. It takes a while for me. Sigh.

Is history repeating itself?

Will it repeat itself?


a moment in time.
22:13

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Singapore might be a small country, but we sure make our presence known on the internet. Hail our pwnage on technorati yet again! Top 5 searches! And 6 out of top 10 searches! Haha.



Mr yang found a blogspot on this whole thing (as in us pwning technorati, not tammynyp) http://www.toomanythoughts.org/blog/2006/02/taking-over-technorati.html

The blogger says “There are enough crazy Singaporeans out there to cause a feeding frenzy on Technorati for whatever the scandal du jour is. As I write this, the top 4 Technorati searches are "Tammy", "NYP Tammy", "Singapore" and "NYP". Yesterday, the top 5 Technorati searches were variations of the same phrases.



the current Technorati madness suggests that a) Singaporeans who use Technorati really like amateur sex, and b) there are enough Singaporeans using Techorati to take it over”

The last time I noticed Singapore on technorati was TT durian. Haha. It’s interesting how Singaporeans can so easily take over an international site. Lol.

Haha today quite fun la. Went off early. Haha. I promised to go home to mug, but I still went out in the end. LOL. ok whatever. omgosh I can sing high! Crazy sia. I can sing higher than Barbara Streistand! Cool shid. oO.

“You gotta be mineWe take it awayIt’s gotta be night and dayJust a matter of timeAnd we got nothing to be guilty ofOur love will climb and mountain near or far , we areAnd we never let it endWe are devotionAnd we got nothing to be sorry forOur love is one in a millionEyes can see that we got a highway to the sky”
- Guilty -Barbra Streisand, Bee Gees

Haha love that song! Haha my dad asked me what my fave oldie (60s!) bands are, and in rank:
1) The Bee Gees
2) The Eagles
3) The Beatles

Then I have sudden outburst of ranking music!

80s-90s:
1) Michael Learns to Rock
2) Chicago
3) Air Supply

Boybands:
1) Westlife!
2) Backstreet Boys
3) NSYNC
4) A1
5) Blue
6) 98 Degrees

Alternative rock:
1) Dismemberment Plan
2) Radiohead
3) The Cure

Smooth Voices:
1) Michael Jackson
2) Brian McKnight (I want the Gemini album!)
3) Simply Red


a moment in time.
22:27


face to face

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