_colour my life_ my monologue

Sunday, September 30, 2007

05V13

outing!!!

where: vivocity, singapore

when: 5pm, 4th october 2007, thursday

what: dinner and more!

a moment in time.
23:30

Chinese tomorrow! Then end of PROMOS!!! HAHAHAHA. Had lunch at Jack's Place today, and dinner at Din Tai Fung. Haha yay. Quite stoned now. Shall go sleep.

a moment in time.
22:36

Saturday, September 29, 2007

I know why I suddenly missed travelling! Cos I dreamt that us IP-ers went to some beach resort together. Quite weird. It was dim most of the time. And some ulu isolated place. A bit dark, and it was dusk throughout. And we were forced to go jogging to the beach by the teachers. But everyone was happy. Haha! Random!

So many people to go out with!
07S41 class outing
05V13 class outing
ZOO!!! with random people I think, dunno who yet haha!
Neos with Nicole Xiaoxian Prema :)
RM reunion on 1st november! - Michelle and Laura
Random homies - just like the good old days
You :)

a moment in time.
23:47

Have you really moved on?

I suddenly miss traveling around the world with Victorians. I think it's one of the things I'll miss most when I leave school.

a moment in time.
18:19

Oh, I just realised I din't say what I did! Actually it's 140am on saturday. Anyway, after the paper, went to Marina with some IP people. Jastine Charissa Nicole Aaron Laura! Haha the good days. We ate lunch at Changing Appetites. Haha the service was damn funny. Ok attitude but totally din't understand what the waiter was saying! Then me aaron laura jastine roamed around after lunch stoning at cathay and watching an hours worth of movie trailers cos we couldn't decide what movie to watch. And in the end we din't watch anything.

Anyway, Mark's back on the tracks! Linked back Need For Speed Carbon and Grand Theft Auto San Andreas! So, it's back to gaming! And I started playing SimCity classic. The very first one! They have a port on it at EA. Haha I'm quite good at it! My village became a city already!

a moment in time.
01:39

Friday, September 28, 2007

HAHA. WOO. The main streak is OVER. Gosh the smell of freedom is so alluring, so drowning. WOO.

~~Physics SPA~~
~~Knowledge and Inquiry H2~~
~~Mathematics H2~~
~~Geography H2~~
~~Chemistry H1~~
~~Physics H2~~
Chinese H1

Physics quite fun. Wah promo papers are really unpredictable. Dunno if I'll do well or not, but I finished most questions. Haha CHINESE left. I shall immerse myself in linguistic hell over the weekend. And my ten things to do!

1` GO OUT
2` new blog template! (or background)
3` GO OUT :)
4` buy new bag!
5` book singapore flyer for birthday(s)!! :)
6` have lots of ben and jerry's!!
7` finish KI independent study over the holidays (HOHO)
8` possible natgeog attachment! :)
9` make xmas cards!
10` GO OUTTT

I better start planning for open house. Lol.

FREEEEE

a moment in time.
23:24

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Haha quite a lot of people found out I dropped chem to h1 today. For fun. They were... amused. And omg I love h-one chem! Haha damn fun. There's even a possibility I might get an A or top or something remarkable out of my disdain towards chem. Can't wait to see how this turns out. Went out after the paper haha yay. Dimsum for lunch :) Thanks!

Omg Physics is really hard. I never thought I'd say this, but it is. The whole mechanics thing is easy, but omg waves are killing me. Argh. Maybe cos I never listen during lectures. But omg Physics is my strongest sci! And I've never had probs with it. Sigh, the reality of life. This is why I don't wanna do science in the future. But of cos, I still need the grades. Argh physics.

And did anyone see the overcast this evening! Freaking crazy! The whole sky turned dark over the city. Gosh. And some of the skyscrapers got pwned by the clouds. And in the morning lots of the East flooded. Nearly late for the paper. Lolol I love the monsoons man.

Man 0 - Nature 1

a moment in time.
23:21

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Haha the greatest day of the promos is OVER!!! Feel less stressed now. Math was ok... probably will pass (I hope) but not sure if I can get that D I need for H3s. I've lost around 39 marks for questions not done properly, probably will add some for workings etc etc. Geography was a total different story. I din't know I could chiong such a thick file in 1 hour. The paper was ok, passable and manageable but not sure about the grades. I really do hope I get it. Haha.

And after the paper I started receiving smses every minute or so asking me how the paper was. oO A bit weird. Especially when the teachers themselves ask you. So yeah, I thought it was fine, but kinda unprepared (like a lot of people) for case studies on suburbanisation. I totally had case studies for gentrification, renewal and reimaging but none of those came out. Damn irritating. Always the case with geog papers. Gah. Ah well. Here comes my fun quiz time! H-ONE chem. :)

a moment in time.
23:42

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Hoho.

THREE DAYS TO FREEDOM!!!

Tomorrow's my big day! Hahahaha omg I can't believe I'm so desperate. Never occured to me what past achievements can do to you. It's the whole expectations thing. Argh. But anyway, all of us should do our best! Jiayou everyone! Let's get this done with. Then get PW AND CHINESE done too. Then we can enjoy our lives. Till the CTS and prelims and A's. And NS and the real world. And face the realities of aging. Then death itself. Quite a sad life, isn't it? But not when there's so much to be happy about. :) Like subject prizes. And love. And a whole lot of random stuff like BnJ and shopping and sunsets that just make me smile. :)

a moment in time.
23:13

Monday, September 24, 2007

So far:
~~KI: (ALL) Knowledge, Critical Thinking, Fields of knowledge DONE.~~
Geography: (ALL) Litho, Hydro, Popn, Urban DONE.
Physics: (ALL) Mechanics, Therm, Waves done. SPA 1A.
Chemistry: (ALL) Physical, Inorganic, Organic DONE
Mathematics: (ALL) Series A, Series B DONE
Chinese: lolol

That's it! I finished studying! Of course, I don't feel really prepared cos I haven't practiced ANY questions, as usual. But it's the result of circumstances, and the consequences come later. A bit too late to worry anyway. Here comes the HOME RUN!!! Wednesday. My day of glory and mirth against stress and angst. Let's see how this turns out. Heh. Wish me luck one and all!

Woo.

My blog needs to be more colourful. Things to do after promos:

1` GO OUT
2` new blog template! (or background)
3` GO OUT :)
4` buy new bag!
5` book singapore flyer for birthday(s)!! :)
6` have lots of ben and jerry's!!
7` finish KI independent study over the holidays (HOHO)
8` possible natgeog attachment! :)
9` make xmas cards!
10` GO OUTTT

life seems so dull without you...

a moment in time.
17:35

Haha the real deal starts tomorrow! All the best to econs students! Then comes my turn. Wednesday. Woooo. Math AND AND AND G-G-G-GEOGRAPHY!!! Woooo. Then the whole thing will be over in... just about 4 days minus half an hour from now. Heh. It'll be fast. Yeah, fast. Then it's FREEDOOOOMMM. But not before Open House prep, PROJECT WORK (screw you PAP), and CHINESE A's. Omg I so hate Chinese.

~~Physics SPA~~
~~Knowledge and Inquiry H2~~
Mathematics H2
Geography H2
Chemistry H1
Physics H2
Chinese H1

a moment in time.
11:30

Haha today was quite productive. Went to school to study! Had to climb gate, but got to spend time in t23. The good old days. Sigh. Even the sofa's still there. Brings back memories. Finished Math Series B! Left Integration and the papers for tomorrow, and chionging all the geog. MUST MUST MUST get that prize! haha. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET IT!!!

Anyway, lunch at Ajisen Ramen! :) Crayfish ramen haha! And dinner at ljs. Now feeling super tired and drained. Maybe I'm pushing myself too hard again. Should have started studying way earlier. But was so busy back then. Gah. What's with Singapore's education system man.

a moment in time.
00:09

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Omg stressed! I wasted a few hours watching an old movie with my dad. Wanted to start and finish Math series A but I'm only at diffrn apps now. ARGH. Ah well. Studying out tomorrow! Less distractions! Haha yay.

a moment in time.
00:21

Friday, September 21, 2007

~~Physics SPA~~
~~Knowledge and Inquiry H2~~
Mathematics H2
Geography H2
Chemistry H1
Physics H2
Chinese H1

Haha the KI promo paper was quite a surprise. Stuff I din't really expect to see. Like Mill and the question I did. Actually hmm quite a normal question, just a bit tough to frame it. I did question 2 - the process of construction of knowledge can never be totally objective. Hoho. I hope I covered enough ground in part A cos part B was so screwed. I don't know anyone who manage to do both critical thinking AND answer the main question for part B. Sigh. I hope I can still get that A cos I'll need it! The next exam day is the most stressful for me!

Mathematics: Haven't touched it, haven't practiced.
Geography: Omg omg omg.

a moment in time.
15:06

Thursday, September 20, 2007

~~Physics SPA~~
Knowledge and Inquiry H2
Mathematics H2
Geography H2
Chemistry H1
Physics H2
Chinese H1

Hoho. Easy shid.

Yay! Happy day! :) Lunch at Pepper Lunch Suntec, dinner at Thai Express Esplanade. And lots of stuff in between! :) Thanks for a wonderful one month dear :)

By the way, geog students, doesn't THIS look familiar? Check out the shield!

a moment in time.
22:26

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

So, tomorrrow's the start of it all! Haha. Let's do this!

Physics SPA
Knowledge and Inquiry H2
Mathematics H2
Geography H2
Chemistry H1
Physics H2
Chinese H1

So far:
KI: (ALL) Knowledge, Critical Thinking, Fields of knowledge DONE.
Geography: (ALL) Litho, Hydro, Popn, Urban DONE.
Physics: (ALL) Mechanics, Therm, Waves done. SPA 1A.
Chemistry: (ALL) Physical, Inorganic, Organic DONE
Mathematics: None done
Chinese: can go to hell

And also, tomorrow's a VERY VERY VERY SPECIAL DAY! :)

a moment in time.
20:23

Omg there are only THREE h1 chem students. What a sad lot. Including me. HAHA. Even CLL has more students! 18. And almost all my papers are at Hall Row 1. Sigh. Under aircon. Haha.

a moment in time.
13:19

So far:

KI: (ALL) Knowledge, Critical Thinking, Fields of knowledge DONE.
Geography: (ALL) Litho, Hydro, Popn, Urban DONE.
Physics: All but WEP, Circular motion done. SPA 1A.
Chemistry: (ALL) Physical, Inorganic, Organic DONE
Mathematics: None done
Chinese: can go to hell

Hoho. So it begins. But haha not taking chem SPA! HAHA eat this. So, I've got 7 to go:

Physics SPA
Knowledge and Inquiry
Mathematics
Geography
Chemistry
Physics
Chinese

Hoho. Oh, ate dinner at Crystal Jade today! MMM the congee IS GOOD (:

And omg. THE GEOG QUIZ :((( I'm so upset! At the last quesiton, we were at 920, almost twice the points of the next class. WAHHH. Sian. And we lost at 620 by just 50 points. LAST QUESTION LEHHH. :((( Sigh. But I think we still pwned. Haha our peak of points was too awesome. HAHAHA. GO S41!!! jiayou everyone for promos!

a moment in time.
00:48

Sunday, September 16, 2007

So far...

KI: All done
Geography: Litho, Hydro, Popn done. Urban left
Physics: All but WEP, Circular motion done
Chemistry: All but chem bonding, thermochem, periodic table, orgchem done
Mathematics: None done
Chinese: can go to hell

All: No questions/past year papers done

Hmm. Ah well.

a moment in time.
23:49

Had dinner at Sakura. Omg siao one. SO MUCH GOOD FOOD. MMM. Haha. Very full now.

a moment in time.
00:16

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Haha i only had 6 periods of school today! Geog lect, phys tut, math lect, phys lect. Skipped chem tut and SPA, and geog tut. Haha fun fun.

no trouble at all (:

a moment in time.
00:06

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Good game. Parents saw. And know.

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct.

It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.
If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.
As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.
And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

The It's Its There Their They're Quiz

a moment in time.
20:41

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Haha taking a H1 subject is rather liberating. I put my free period to good good use :) Went to study at the Esplanade again after school! And walked along the river till dinner time. Had dinner at the Manhatten Fish Market at Central. Not bad, shared the platter for 2. Mmm. Quite big portions though haha and omg their iced milo super big. Lol! The mocha is good too! Ah well, another long day tomorrow!

http://www.manhattanfishmarket.com/

a moment in time.
23:39

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Woah. Hot. Me I mean. Najib took this. Haha bad photog skills! Got someone's foot in bg. HAHA. The S41 geogtrippers shot!

I'm quite surprised I managed to study today! Not as much as my best studystreak ever (Midyears! 12 hours a day for 7 days!) but I finished Physics series B! So Physics is done for now. I really need to start geog. I want to do well for geog. Haha. Went to the esplanade to study! :) funfun!

Never forget.

9/11

a moment in time.
23:24

Monday, September 10, 2007

Hooray my phone's back! It's smooth and the camera is working. But wah the MMS is still crashing. So no MMSes for me. Ah well. :(

a moment in time.
20:59

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Wikipedia passed 2 million articles today! WOOHOO.

Holidays end today, and I still haven't completed any studying, except KI. Ah well. But nvm, school starts tomorrow! Brand new term. Let's hit this! OH and..

"Your phone is ready for collection."

WOOHOO. Tomorrow my two most precious treasures are coming back to me :)

a moment in time.
22:18

I can't wait to see you again.

a moment in time.
17:14

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Alright. So din't study much during this week. My schedule is utterly disrupted! But no, I'm not daunted. This is not what Mark is made of. I'm still going strong! Had a family gathering today, and my cousin, the one I met at Stratford, has a SPH scholarship and is going to Oxford to study PPE! Quite cool I think. But Oxford's not my kind of place. Haha although it's really nice and quaint but hmm.. maybe London! But anyway, I'm proud of her! She's always been super smart. She's writing for SPH as a journalist now, I think in Business Times, Janice Heng. Haha. And I ate quite a lot. Typical Heng family gathering. Lots of food.

a moment in time.
23:11

I want the iPod Nano! FIRST generation.

Haha it has a mirror behind! I think iPod Nano designs are getting worse. I'm gonna try to find a place that has surplus stock of 1st gen Nanos, or someone who's willing to sell it. Actually, if you are willing to sell your 1st gen iPod Nano, call me! Look at the new design! Released a few days back: http://www.apple.com.sg/ipodnano Sad stuff. I want iPod Nano! :)

a moment in time.
15:06

Friday, September 07, 2007

Hearing your voice again made my day :)

I suddenly feel a GREAT sense of emptiness...

OMG I'm utterly upset! :( My phone will only be done on Wednesday. I'm using my N6610i now. Gosh, the memories. Damn long time ago! It's like two phones before I got my N6280. So anyway,

From today till Wednesday 13/9, try not to sms me!

I'm much more contactable via phone calls, msn, email, tagging, etc etc.

I really don't trust the sms thing on the 6610i. Bad experiences. HAHA.

a moment in time.
16:47

She called this morning, just to let me hear her voice again. To say goodbye. All that and more.

Come back home soon...
No one else can know
How much I miss you

And yeah, today I send my phone in.

a moment in time.
12:59

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I really can't study properly out of home. Sigh. Hahah and I REALLY can't study at the airport. Dunno why. Felt quite sian and drained the whole day. Ah well. This week won't be very productive. Maybe I should have started earlier =S

a moment in time.
20:12

Dear:

I'm going to miss you so so so much
Come back to me and hold me in your arms
I'll be here waiting for you
Don't leave without saying goodbye
I'll be waiting to hear your voice once again

I'm no longer afraid to say I love you
I miss your touch
I miss your kiss
I miss your love

I miss you already...

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离

说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
wanna be your lover
wanna be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover
don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远

a moment in time.
00:17

Sorry, change in notice:

From Friday (7 Sep) to Sunday (9 Sep) contact me via (in order of preference):
MSN, Email, Home phone

Thanks!

a moment in time.
00:15

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

I'm sending my phone in for servicing from Thursday to Saturday/Sunday! If there's anything urgent, contact me through my home number. Or email me. You know I check my email at least twice a day. I'll be using my old 6610i, but I prefer not to receive stuff on it because it's less reliable. Your precious sms may be lost. So yeah, email me!

Remember:

From Thursday (6 Sep) to Saturday (8 Sep) contact me via (in order of preference):
MSN, Email, Home phone

Also, if you've found my KI myes paper, PLEASE return it to me! :(

a moment in time.
22:16

Sipping cold coffee
This dark winter's evening
With no one by my side
The embers in the fireplace
Curl in the chill and die

Watching the frost sink
As the dead leaves fall
The world seems so dark
So cold and lonely
Without your touch

Digging into my past
Aching for just one memory
Of the times we shared together
If only you were still here
To have you to hold in my arms

a moment in time.
18:18

Monday, September 03, 2007

Holidays aren't holidays anymore. That's one of the (many) things I hate about our school system. Sure, it's not like we're going back to school, but in the end we still study/work. Sucks right. Holidays should be holidays. Anyway, was supposed to do homework today but had indigestion after lunch with ch, naz, jast, zq, yr. Haha we ate at Amirah's Grill - http://www.streetdirectory.com/restaurants/singapore/reviews/restaurant-Amirahs_Grill_Restaurant__Cafe-1739.php - buffet of stew and random stuff. Haha first day of holidays. Sigh.

a moment in time.
22:00

此刻我多么想要拥抱你

听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及明天就会可惜

听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头明天要到白首

听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去明天更多回忆

。。。

在我心里的你，
手牵手跟我一起走, 好吗？ :)

a moment in time.
11:12

"冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡"

a moment in time.
11:08

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Today was a long day. Did PW till evening, had dinner, and went to my elder's house to talk things out. Because yesterday was the first time I used vulgarities in two months, and my mother was the cause of that. I just felt frustrated that she didn't really understand me, she repeated a lot of stuff, was naggy, and didn't trust me and still treated me like a kid. So I said everything. It felt good to explain it all in front of my family and someone who could give real advice. In the end, the whole thing was sorted out. My elder explained it all.

My mother has to trust God on me and trust me, because in the end, I can do whatever I want without my parents knowing in the first place, and stuff like going to a chalet, a cruise, a hotel, doesn't entail anything. It doesn't mean teenagers are all out to have sex, get drunk, or get high on drugs, because we can do that without leaving this country and/or being away from our parents.

Our parents have to trust us because we know what we're doing, and we're really not kids anymore. So when my mother says she trusts me, she has to show it, and be ready to face the fact that I might not spend so much time with them anymore, because during this time of JC, we want to spend time with our friends. We can spend time with our parents in the future. That's it then. It was a good talk, and she sort of understand me better now. We'll see how this works out.

a moment in time.
00:00