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Monday, May 31, 2004

"i wish i could say i don't love you, but i do"

yet another rushed poem...

MIRRORS

why can't i ever let go the truth
stuck in my heart something uncouth
does it have to be this way
is love something i can never say

the thought of living without you
always will be a lifelong lie
never letting go of romance
stricken with spasms of deceit

repeating strains in the brain
fighting, crawling to get you
but never reaching the end
where's the light of the tunnel

always going wrong
holding back from the light
obstacles of mental lines
an armageddon of innocence




whee! today was fun! i went to school to meet up with the bizlab people, then it was off to vina's house with hao jun. we actually managed to finish bizlab 2nd foundation in 1 hour, then we all played ggxx and ate cookies! i read baby blues. =D hammie's so CUTE! OMG!

went for dinner at tamp mall. spagetthi with lots of parmesan cheese! =D bought some pair of black pants from isetan. sure, i wanted the pair from giordano, but NOOOO, mum had to waste money on some branded shit from isetan. oh well. bought lots of cup noodles for malacca trip. yay! im gonna charge up the discman so i can play it throughout the night.

and my parents bought herbal essence for me! yay! it smells the best out of all shampoos i guess. =D is quite happy now. i hope the "elated" mood thing is mantained throughout the rest of the year...


a moment in time.
22:09

Sunday, May 30, 2004

well i should like give some quotes from yesterday. it might be useful for psychological studies...

"half the audience's verdict is that you are too shuai."
"like i said, you are handsome until you open your mouth"
-sb

"OMG. mark is like teh chiobu!"
-js

"yo sexy"
-visakan

"will you take me out for dinner?"
-some senior whose name i forgot

as i said. psychology. this is what drama (and make-up) does to people. really, really weird and unexepected changes come. but it was still one hell of a bang.

today was sad. did nothing much except go to church and listened to a sermon about the "springtime of missions" for mission sunday, ate chicken rice and went surfing all over the net looking for ridiculous things. this underground hangar thing has given me a lot of interest. its like cool. but i havent researched on it. i'm gonna do the blog template if i have time. my dad says wait for the new compy, because the big order is coming in july. ARGH. im like wtf? this stupid new comp thing is already 1 year old. and win98 has been outdated since 16 january when it's lifetime ended. oh well. i still can play all my fave games on this comp though. like solitaire and the rts-es and flight sims.


a moment in time.
21:21

Saturday, May 29, 2004

"stay...stay... STAY!"

this has been the best week EVER. as in my whole life. like non-stop adrenaline rushes and action-packed. you know. tht kind of stuff. with d&t cuttingon monday, the weird d&t "incident" thing on tuesday with the super tyco home econs test and lan party, then my bday which was bloody superb with all the nice prezzies, science ppt on thursday, super cool vball on friday with the result slips (10th in level) and one hell of a lan party. today was the perfect end. simply superb.

i was really nervous and apprehensive in the morning. i felt like i was going for some kind of holiday for a weird reason. :S well. i reached school. mr ken got two pairs of shoes for me and a nice navy blue shirt thing. i think my outfit was cool. :D

we managed two rehearsals for ophelia thinks harder. and we were gonna use the real sword things. omg. i was like bloody afraid. but it turns out that these swords would just bend and go past you if they hit your body. and were much more realistic.

me and sb rechoreographed the whole thing. whee! 1.3 was kept in a half-swing, 1.4 was now a lock and me psuhign sb onto the ground, and the stabbing didnt need to be slow-mo anymore. whee! i was rather optimistic about the swordfight. and we had three alternative plans in case something screwed up. plan a: we skip to part 3 if we screw up anything in parts 1 and 2. plan b: if part 3 screws up, we would just struggle and push against each other and just stab. and if THIS screwed up, we just gave a quick stab and stagger back. so it was rather fail-proof.

me, jonathan and randall went to play bball. i found a good spot for shots. 100% score rate for about 5-10 shots. whee! *was really happy. and sweaty* we cooled down by helping out with the booklets with he sec 2s from mint's group; shan shan, xue wen, samuel, olivia and eunice and some shawn senior guy. it was like a manufacturing factory. sorta inspired me. but i dun know what. ok. so anyway, the aircon in the auditorium was finally on. and we started full-dress rehearsals.

me and sb screwed up swordfight quite bit. so we practiced a bit more until 4. that was when make up started, and this time the make up would change my life forever. i dunno if this was a good or bad change. but they put 6 layers of gel on my hair and combed it into some pukish thing, and yvonne added 1 THICK layer of hair spray, so it was bloody stiff and stuff. ARGH. and they foundation too. ARGH. :( and it was LIQUID foundation. :(

look i dont care about the shuai ge shit. it must have been sarcastic and you guys know it. ok. i think my hair looked much better than usual. but my face was like bloody pale. ew. like some dead person. RIGHT. so i was supposed to be dead anyway, but what the hell, i'm talking crap. anyway, i think i looked better than usual, and i think the costume was nice! everything dark. gives a nice image thing.

the first play went as planned, except for swordfight. we got through parts 1 and 2 cleanly and quite well done, as we had planned but screwed up part 3.2 and had to resort to plan B. but i think we pulled it off quite well. except that sb fell in the wrong position, i should have push him back and made him stagger but what the f, quite a lot of people said it was good. so i was happy.

met the dhs/shps people outside. whee! they were congratulating us on a good performance. i was feeling real good. finally a play that has nice results. and they were saying i was sexy and handsome and stuff. :S mrs lee commended me for a performance well done. yay!

(eugene just said to me: _+u |<4y_ [genex] It's the hols, but we have tons of homework... says:
a lot of pple thot u look shuai) i have no comments.

but dinner was nice! we had rice with meat and mushroom and cabbage and fishcake. and melody baked cookies! WHEE! me = lurving cookies. was really really happy. and we played vball. i made 2 "nice" hits. whee!

(quote vina: // Freaky Be Beautiful says:
the hair looked cute. O_o;)
(quote eugene: _+u |<4y_ [genex] It's the hols, but we have tons of homework... says:
just thot u shud use gel more often)

well. i was just freaking elated and stuff. i managed to calm myself down in time for mr brian's briefing. its hard to please brian, and he said the swordfights were pulled off well and the overall result was execellent, taking into consideration the last minute and little time we really had to rehearse. yay! so was feeling optimistic and elated and every other good feeling.

we pulled off the swordfight second time with no mistake. besides shi bao still falling in the wrong position. he cant control himself. :| oh well. but this time the audience was way enthu. the best audience i ever had. =D they were very cooperative too. and happy! whee! everyone was hyper lor. i managed to catch the last two performances after ours. the audience kept cheering and clapping. very good audience. there was an encore. some dance thing with a song sb went hyper over.

in the end, we all went down to celebrate what i would call a success made by eds' skill and calm to figure out last-minute problems. i was feelign hyper throughout the week and today was no exception. i have never felt this happy before. i have a renewed hope, and happiness once again. thank you to everyone who has made it this way. and for the first time in 2 years i am very happy


a moment in time.
23:40

Friday, May 28, 2004

"THIS is a holiday?"

well. i've got a few words about mr ken. he's a genius. he can coordinate the whole eds night and still keep up with lessons and kscope with just a week's break. he can change a whole script overnight and even have all the things we need last minute. and today, i didnt have the shirt and shoes as my dads' were too big, of course. he's much fatter and my feet are too small. and mr ken had the exact size of shirt and shoes for me. woah. and he also has the whole monty python collection. that is one hell of a weapon. he's something like the economical miracle of singapore except that we're the ones in trouble and this isnt as large scale as that.

we were forced, multilated and persuaded by mdm e. (evil) john to write an essay during english. i wrote on the media being our master. and i think this time i actually kept to the time limit and even wrote 8 pages. yay. 8 pages in 40 minutes. my handwriting must have been crap then. argh. why did i pass up on time? we were given till 2pm. oh well, i could have written more, but it would have been full bullshit.

vball during pe was crapo for me. made only one good serve. i still cant hit with two hands. ok. maybe i can, but when the ball reaches me, i have this urge to give it a good smack with my right hand, but with mr siva around, this hit is either too weak, strong or just lopsided. argh. i dont think i like mr siva. we ran back when the bell rang and there was mrs lee just standing right outside 2k laughing at us. she claimed it was the way we were running frantically. evil person.

well. history was quite simple and funny. we read these articles on foreign talent and had to write an essay on it. sb's our speaker, for two reasons. first. he's good. second. even if we can meet up with his standard we're just too damn lazy to go up. haha. finally sb gets a taste of his own medicine. anyway, there was this article from talkingcock.com w00t. i mean like, you ever seen that kind of thing being given out during serious lessons on foreign talent? interesting note.

mrs lim took away 40 minutes of our two period recess. argh. stupid science proj. oh well. i had a quick bite and slugged back to class for geog. the three gorges dam is indeed a wonder. i managed to get 9 pages of notes from about an hour and half of video. i think thats a record. i even beat eugene. i think. and nick was telling me about quality, not quantity. he thinks his notes are so great. but i had everything he had, and more! bwahaha.

we presented our 4 mini-products during science. another record. i think we did the most mini-projects in class. haha. they called us mad. well. i hope we did well this time. i dunno how the ppt went. there wasnt much comments. (any comments on it please post on tagboard)

right after one period of science we were back in class ready to face the greatest fear of the week. report book thing. ARGH. i was like blody tense because i int do too well for chinese and geography. it must have been a miracle. 2nd in chinese, A2 for maths, A1 for literature, etc etc, and even 10th in class and level. i was like omg, i improved by 10 points for lit from last year, and i actually passed and even got an A for maths when i got 62% for both tests. and i actually beat the whole of 2L. that is one heck of a miracle. oh ya. i have never missed school in 8 years. HAH. perfect attendence record from primary 1 till now. God has made his presence known to me.

so i was like bloody happy about today. and even more so when jonathan annouced that there was no eds today because mr ken was emphasising family time. so i was like "OMGWTF?" and "TMR'S the BLOODY PLAY and he's skipping rehearsals?" ok. i have a feeling we're screwed tmr. i better do the swordfight with sb. we didnt get a chance today. so anyway, after lunch, which was quite happy for once with nice gossip and all, i played vball. this time was much better than during pe. 5 punches, 1 backhand, 3 nice serves, 3 half-spikes/slaps and i managed to hit one with two hands. ok. why am i remembering my hits? oh well. sad me.

went to lan after school. it was like seocnd lan party this week. w00t. i was very VERY happy because i thrashed nicole and eugene at ice world. haha. like 3:1 ratio. and it was like nicole and eugene vs me. now eugene, never say you're better than me at cs again, until you can actually beat me, and freethrows too. :D just kidding.

we played frozen throne. and for once i survived a rush by level 4 creeps. i wonder how they found my base. omg. i actually defeated them with 3 archers and one level 1 hero. i dunno, but it would seem im getting better. but i still keep getting leftover resources. everyone else on my team did too, si couldnt send them to anyone. argh. but at least my army of about 10 archers and 20 huntresses and 4 chims, and level 3 keeper of the grove + level 4 demon hunter could actually defeat some pro guy this time.

i was very happy. today might hold some importance in the month of may, in which many nice stuff has happened to me, and also many important and life-changin events. whee! is real happy now. and i still wanna get top for chinese.


a moment in time.
22:44

Thursday, May 27, 2004

'show us the meaning of haste' - gandalf, rotk

slept until flag-raising. did some weird grammar thing during english, quite simple and quick to do. mr yeo talked about school again during chinese. bleh.

nick was telling me about student council. and he was crying and stuff. i think it was because he still wanted to be a psl or something. poor thing. anyway, i think student council is quite a drastic change, but i also see new opportunities for every student to play a part in this, and of course, its more democratic.

geog; we watched a video about the three gorges dam in china. omg. it's like super giant thing. and they say you will be able to see it from space, or the moon, just like the great wall. china seems to have a knack for big things, like population, infrastructure, land etc etc. oh well. i wonder how this three gorges dam thing is gonna help other than just stopping floods. it will destory like so many towns, full of tradition. omg. i sound like im writing an essay. i'll just stop.

well. i presented the ppt during science. chin was like just reading from the slides. at least i tried to explain and elaborate and show how it all worked. i hope it was better than geog. anyway, we didnt get a chance to showcase our mini-products. currently at 3. yay.

we got to miss maths because of eds prac. woohoo! no mr ng! i heard they did einstein's logic thing. something like that. i think we should be able to finish it off tmr. well, we screwed up the swordfight part again. got hit in right ribcage. but its ok. i wonder why sb never get hurt. maybe i should be fiercer. well anyway, for once mr brian came up with a brilliant idea. ill list it down so i wont forget, together with my own.

1) slow motion for stabbing part to make it more dramatic and safer for uh... me.
2) i do slash 2.4 instead of sb, because i'm supposed to be more aggresive and it would again be safer... for me.
3) change my tone and drag my lines to make them clearer and louder, and more dramatic. i hope.
4) scream war cries in part 3, to make it more dramatic, and drag it to fit the slow-mo.

yay. i hope we can implement this by tmr. shall talk about it with sb in the morn. whee! ok. i havent received jo's card yet. i think she sent it late or something. she told me yesterday she forgot to send. :( oh well. nvm. i wanna sleep early today, get some rest for tmr. long day ahead.


a moment in time.
20:08

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

"the best birthday presents ever"

today, as most readers will know, is my birthday, from the previous rantings on other entries. well, it wasnt the best birthday i had in general, but i loved all the prezzies i got. :D

so in the morning, i was rather neutral. played a bit of vball for 5 minutes just before the bell rang. hmmph. they dont ever let us play longer. HMMPH. and it was like mr kiw passed by me on the way, i bowed and greeted him and he smiled at me. ok. let me rephrase that. he SMILED at me. has anyone ever been smiled at 4 times in a month by mr kiw? i have. and its scary. 'nuff said. thats why i fear him.

well. we did the poetry analysis quiz thing during literature. ARGH. i thought i had written enough, and was the first to pass it up. I wrote one full page with little space remaining. but the others all wrote more! no fair! yuhui wrote like 2 sides. ARGH! HMMPH. anyway i think i wouldnt have been too keen on writing more, i rather get it over with.

we went through the science presentations during science. woohoo! rather interesting. and we even got to postpone ours! whee! ok. so we have about 4-5 mini products now! woohoo! ok. i dont think i have to worry about tmr liao. and chin gave me 10 extra magic cards. :D thanks dude. i like those piccies. quite nicely done.

played soccer during pe. i only made two moves that were commended, and both times i could have shot but i didnt, because chin or tian cheng would be blocking me, then i'd try to pas to nick but pass to chin instead. sad me. i suck at soccer. i suck at everything. =(

i was feeling sad during recess, even though i had a $1 packet of fried squid. i didnt play vball or bball and just sulked, then went back to class. and there on my table was a present. including a choker thing with a blue dongly thing, a packet of sweets, yay! the first. so i was like asking ernest and munyi who gave it, and they said eds. ok. yvonne s3 told me she bought it for eds. :D *was feeling rather happy then* eds spirit burning rememeber? =D ok. so someone passed me a hmv bag. OMG. it was like rotk inside. OGM. i was like bloody happy and stuff. w00t! someone actually got it for me. ok. i have to thank these people for rotk (in alphabetical order) : aaron, eugene, nicole, ruijie, tian cheng, vina, ying xian and yun yuan, and also jessalyn from band who bought it. thanks guys, (and girls). then nicole passed me another prezzie, a cute lil' white lamb! OMG! its like SOOOO cute! awww... thanks to these: amanda, hui yi, js, maex, nicole, sam chye. thanks to you too. =D

so i was feeling very elated. if you could put it that way. everyone took the eds sweets from me. :( i had 30+ at first, and had only 5 left after the day. but nevermind, i had already planned to give them sweets but forgot. and mrs lee and the whole class greeted me happy birthday. yay!

well. chinese was ok. we started a new textbook and also read through the newspapers. i was rather happy by that time, as mr yeo commended me for my performance in chinese and stuff. :D and also wished me a happy birthday.

started on logicy stuffies during maths. not too bad. quite fun actually. really puts your brain to good use unlike algebra and stuff like that. (its the last hour of my bday, better rush blog entry. stupid compy hanged. had to retype blog entry) my strongest intelligences are mathematical-logical and visual-spatial, from the emode iq test thing and mi week, and today's exercise also showed it, even though i dont know how strong these are.

well. it was rush through bizlab then off to eds practice. got stabbed by shi bao in the weakest part of the chest. somewhere in that hollow in the middle. if you use enough strength, you can break through it and the ribcage collapses. and the person dies. had i not held onto the stick, i wouldnt be here anymore. i better be careful of sb tmr. and he better get his aiming right. he hit me in the groin last week. :(

went for dinner at genki sushi at tamp mall. omg. it was like $50. but i got free ice cream because there was a bday promotion and i got to eat 11 plates of the most expensive kind :purple = $2.80 each. whee! i liek soft shelled crab. and scallop. and teriyaki chicken. and of course raw salmon and chawan mushi. my aunt gave me some cash in a red packet. $48 bucks. OMG. ok.

i was feeling rather happy and stuff you know, elated), before i pissed off someone very much and he/she didnt accept my apology and just said whatever. "whatever"s hurt me the most. well. if you happen to come across this, i'm not gonna say sorry, but i hope you understand that i did not know you would react this way. i thought you wouldnt get pissed at that notion. well... hope we still frens k? well. it's 11:10. and i promised my parents i'd get some rest at 10pm. so i better go now...


a moment in time.
18:17

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

"dulce et decorum est, pro patria mori"

started a beautiful day with some poetry analysis of dulce et decorum est. it has become one of my favourite phrases of the week. means something about it's cool to die for your country, and hounourable and stuff. i just learnt a bit more about latin. seems quite interesting though.

i finally finished chinese workbook in half an hour during chinese. so i had one more period free, and wasted it on sleeping and reading gay books like the home economics textbook etc. yay. so during recess, we were all rushing through the home econs textbooks, and then it started.

the time had comed. sense of fear, despair filled the class. silence. it all began. no stopping now. at the end of it, the relief was unbearable. i had tycoed 3 questions, and made the biggest mistake i ever made in exam history. ok. so i wrote a full paragraph on calcium, then cancelled it at the last 30 seconds or so and rewrote 2 sentences on iron.

and my calcium paragraph was perfect. i would have gotten 2/2. damn. and i was just reading about the importance of calcium for old people yesterday. ARGH. must have been intoxicated or something. oh stupid me.

well. we made some clinometer thing during maths. like a rifle sight with angle measurement thing. so we went out to the bball courts, soccer field and foyer etc and took measurements, thats when i realised my greatest fear had come through. remember when mr lim took those photos? and said it was for thd d&t test? i thought he was joking. and today it became true. omfg. every single sec 1 and 2 have seen me in the d&t test. i'm like gonna be scarred for life. at least in dhs or so.

ok. so anyway, we rushed through lunch then it was off to the science centre for the learning journey's thing. there are new exhibits on electricity. its like the coolest thing there besides the aviation shit. omg. i love the tesla coil and the jacob's ladder. damn it those are pretty things. science centre wasn't too bad today...

right after we got back to school, we faced mr kiw at the gate, but we went past him with dignity and all went for lan party! OMG! i love cs! ok. my form wasnt bad today. 2nd and 3rd at quite a few points. and my iceworld is getting better and better. i love the fast-rate shotgun. it is like the best gun EVER.

well. tomorrow's my bday, but it seems like its gonna be a busy day, with science presentation, pe, maybe eds prac and bizlab. so i'm just gonna take it easy and stuff. it better be a good bday. most prob the celebrations are gonna be held on the weekend, even though there's eds night.

may has been the most eventful year ever, with major events like kscope, eds night, history drama, my bday, other bdays, the release of rotk and stuff like that. i love the month of may. oh ya. and lotr trilogy vcd is ONLY 44.90. i thought it would be 50. but im gonna cancel rotk off my list and wait for the extended version trilogy. omg. i cant believe it's cheaper than band of brothers.


a moment in time.
21:30

Monday, May 24, 2004

"the world would be nothing without buttsecks"

today was a GREAT way to start off my bday week. i didnt even have ice cream. while the last 4 days have been really, really fun, and i thank those people who have made it so, today was just a day of ups and downs.

the debate crossfire thing was just wrong for me. aiyah, next time i'll just stfu or something. ok. actually i dont think i said anything bad, but it wasnt good either. so next time i'll only say something worth saying, even if mdm john calls me. i hope there's poetry reading tmr.. it might be the only thing i can get commended for.

we were all doing home econs workbook while mr yeo was ranting away about schools, rules, porn and the usual stuff you get in friday weekly newspaper. the comics werent bad too. =D well, there was combined assembly. and mr kiw spoke. omg. i fear his smile. it's worse than js' bag.

holy shit, have you ever seen him give you a large grin while you're trying to rehearse for a play or something? thats what happened on kscope saturday. omg. its just scary. ok. so anyway, he was really boring and i dont think anyone was listening and i think the letter was really sarcastic and all that. no one would write that kind of apology for real.

pccg was ok, we did kscope reflections. i did some gay 5 chinese characters thing, on yong (courage), li (strength), shu (skill), yan (entertainment) and something else i forgot. :S weird me. i think i was kinda bour at that time.

acc was ok. also ranting while we did d&t. d&t was ok. finished design and starting making the keychain things. mine's screwed. the bloody saw can't saw for nuts. i mean like i aim it right at the line and it misses. stupid git. oh well, at least the thing still looks like a heart (realises i can touchtype without making a mistake now).

so. i didnt have ice cream. but i took 12 back early. and had a subway deli thing in compensation for ice cream. i think it was better. oh i do love subway. theres home econs test tmr. i better do well this time, shall force myself to study before flag rasing and recess.


a moment in time.
21:14

Sunday, May 23, 2004

"dream on"

whee! went to jun ting's house after church for birthday party! of course, like at any typical birthday part, we had lots of fun, and food! omg. it was like pizza hut, kfc, ice cream and MORE ice cream. oh. i love ice cream. and we had kfc chicken! woohoo! and happy belated bday xinhui. there's like so many bdays in may, jun ting's on friday, but he celebrated early.

and we played all sorts of games, i especially liked jedi knight ii. and we played blasterball! yay! its like ricochet, except that its by msn, and better. woohoo! is elated. i just love ice cream. i have decided to eat ice cream for the next three days. and ive planned it out. on monday, tmr, ill buy hazelnut bar from school. then on tuesday, ill buy a cornetto on the way home.

on wednesday, me bday, i might give out sweets to everyone if i remember. i go to parkway right after school and irs to have cookies and cream ice cream, then go around mph and see if i still want to buy rotk or lan if there're people going, then have a subway melt for dinner, if not out to a restaurant with my parents, then go home and play solitaire and surf the net and chat until 11pm. this should work out if there's no eds prac, but most prob there'll be, but at least itll be fun. with the swordfight and stuff.

yay! i'm so happy! ice cream! and my bdays coming! woohoo! *i think ive gone mad* *from a state of depression to the highest point ever*


a moment in time.
20:38

Saturday, May 22, 2004

"squashed"

today was an interesting end to a week of ups and downs.

firstly, i have one thing to add about yesterday. in addition to my 3 hand injuries, shi bao also stab me in the groin area with a pole.

ok. today then. i had breakfast with dad, then i realised i would be an hour early if i went to school right after i finished breakfast. so we went for a ride up to changi naval/ air base thing. it was quite a nice, secluded area with quite natural scenery.

but it was like all the construction stuff there. and there's something about underground hangars at changi east air base. interesting. supposedly its top secret, but my dad got to know because he's working on a project there.

so, we went to east coast on the way back to school. pity all the sec 3s who were walking back. they loojed exhausted, like we were. poor things. but of course it must have been easier for them.

when i got to school, only mint and xue wen were there, aaron was on his way along siglap. mint got pissed because mr ken didnt tell her that cca was cancelled. ok. i didnt listen to the announcements yesterday either. but he should have msed her or something lor. so in the end, me and aaron went to waste our time until 3.

played at zion for 2 hours. his cs is getting better i guess, rather good at sneaking up on you, but i won him both games at a ratio of 3:1 or 4:1. yay. but it was his second time, and hes quite ok. i have found my favourite weapon for the fy maps. haha. some shot gun that fires at half rifle speed.

then played frozen throne. very very embarrasing. the worst game of enfo i ever played. we got off to a bad start because we took too long to choose heros and the enemy was already on the way. argh. and the normal comp was picking on me! hmmph.

went to mph. apparently, rotk has been released a few days earlier in singapore. yesterday, which is like 4 days earlier. and it costs only 16.90! yay! im gonna buy it. after that, we ate some ice cream from som the ice cream shop beside mph. i took cookies and cream. that best i ever had. and its homemade!

i took 15 to pasir ris to meet joanne to play squash at priscila's house. i didnt know it would take an hour to get there, so i was five minutes late. argh. im never taking 15 again.

squash was ok. i didnt really play much, was took tired and hurting after shi bao whacked me yesterday. argh. stupid sb.

today was fun! yay.


a moment in time.
22:31

Friday, May 21, 2004

"mortally wounded"

today was the worst day of the week. for various reasons as i'll just have to explain later on. im sorry for my bad mood.

we did a crossfire about gay couples getting married. this started off as a bad day for me because i made some gay point which suddenly everyone was arguing over, even till after pe. i dont like causing debates between my friends. its like breaking up the class. but its just a debate i guess. so it staretd off badly.

then during pe, i decided to play bball with a vball. we took backward shots and 3 pointers. vballs tend to bounce off once they hit the rim or board, so you must usually get a chop if not the ball wont go in.

we got back history marks. i was really disappointed this time, even though i saw it coming. i only got a 'b', and i was rather pissed with darren because he got an 'a' and he was complaining that he got so low. fking bastard. i dont think a lot of people like him when he gets into his ranting, self-pity mode. but i come here not to flame other people.

made only 3 good hits during vball during recess. so i got even more fed up. went back to class and tried to calm myself down and preapre myself for geog marks. i got another pathetic b. bloody gitass that i am. argh. so i was like really sad and stuff. and ranty. thoughi only expressed my grievances to sb.

oh well. we finished off the experiments today. it kinda cheered me up a bit. silver nitrate is like some antidode thingy. i like the silver particles turning purple! its like PASTEL purple! one of my favouritest colours ever. yay! ok. ahem.

so. eds night rehearsals. we choreographed the swordfight. ok not spoilers allowed. but te thing is, shi bao is real strong and even though i might have more "experience" than him from shps where we used bottles to simulate swordfights, his strength and um... carelessness has caused me much injury. and he can even hurt himself. :S well. i sustained two long bleeding scratchs, and one blood clot. damn it sb, youre good. i think its best we use toilet roll cores or something, if not my whole hand might be gone before we even act it out on stage.

i watched thin red line on the dvd player thing. it sucks so much compared to saying private ryan. too much talking and philosophy, no action and blood and flesh. but i guess it appeals to some audiences because it was nominated for 7 awards compared to ryan's 5 awards.

well. today was ok lah, but i didnt have ice cream to cheer me up. im determine to reach two goals: 1st in chinese, and 70% average, or even better 75%. yay. ill work hard from now on. no lan if i can, and force myself to stop playing gay games like solitaire.


a moment in time.
22:18

Thursday, May 20, 2004

"rain fall down"

we finished off the compre on ants during english with the summary. im so dead for summary. i went beyond 150 words. argh. i hope she didnt notice how many words though. i hope the questions saved me. and its part of ca!

chinese filing was finally done. mr yeo was pissed with us because some people didnt know what to do for the filing. and he scolded me for telling the others the ting xie dates.he says i shouldnt help them and let them dig their own grave. sorry guys, i had no choice.

bleh, rest of the day was boring. i really felt like sleeping. nick was eating mamee and i was eating espresso candies throughout geog, sci and maths. and the teachers dont even notice. must be blur or something... and mr ng forced us to write cheng xing yong zhong journal shit thing. i think his teaching methods really suck. i think thats why we're deproving. at such a rapid pace. argh. i hate you ice cream dude.

but a few eds seniors celebrated the may birthdays, which includes mine which falls on next wednesday. and i got splattered with mango cake thing. but it was fun though! mango cake is nice! yummy! we went to watch the female soccer and male bball competitions. i think the two scorers for s4 gep classes were real pro. the guy was like damn fast lor. it was 3, and we went for eds night rehearsals, after bringing benches up and down.

eds night rehearsals were ok i guess. i dont think i have much talent in acting. in fact i think im better at reading war poems. :S but thats not much is it? i shouldnt have appealed to get into eds. should have stayed on with it club, air rifle or choir. or something. i passed first auditions for those, but i still dunno why i went to eds... :S

i was feeling realy down on the bus. and i dont even know why. it wasnt about the eds night thing, even though i sucked. thanks aaron and tristan, if they encouraged me. argh. i suck at drama. shi bao said so himself. but he also said i shouldnt listen to what others said. so im kinda lost now. what should i do? aaron and tristan want me to continue my role. i guess ill go along with them and do my best. and hope that shi bao wont stab me in the process.

watched saving private ryan just now on the dvd player. (or vice versa, as in ryan's privates) omg. its like bloody graphic. you can see the blood and flesh and the brain of one guy was bulging out, and the bone was sticking through his leg. omg. and you could see arms and legs flying all around. with spurting blood and stuff. i think its the most realistic war movie ive seen, but maybe its because it wasnt censored or something. its a good movie. and i still love the dvd player! tho a new compy would be better...


a moment in time.
20:50

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

"breakthrough"

bleh. is rather sleepy now, shall just list out the nice and interesting things that happened today.

did mental cases during literature. its really weird. i dont really like it. it ain't nice and cheerful like the soldiers. its too negative for me.

science experiments were fun! we got to burn different chemicals! yay! i like iodine chloride thing. through i overdid it. now the poisonous iodine fumes are slowly killing me. *gasps for air*

we got back chinese ca1 marks. argh! i lost to nicole by .4 marks! *is disappointed* at least i got 2nd lah with 80.1 marks. quite satisfied. but nicole got 80.5 :(... and somemore got ting xie tmr.

vball and bball were ok. made only a few hits today which brought about good or neutral comments. ok. i will have to learn twohanded now.

well. went to the library. borrowed this really interesting book. we have actually received a reply for our message to some aliens thing sent in 1974. and the reply was sent inthe exact same format as the message earth sent, but in crop circle form. i'm starting to believe there are ets now. some site is www.hellojupiter.com

i received a call from cheryl. im apparently performing for eds night, but not in cats engineer. i'm playing ophelia's bro, laertes. and isnt it a coincidence that nicole's bro's name is marc? :S oh well. first i'm performing, then im not, then i am. eds is sure known for short notices and stuff.

well. i hope the play goes well. quite a minor role. i only appear in 2 scenes. i wonder what role aaron got... well. gotta go study ting xie now. its gonna be a long night...


a moment in time.
19:14

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

"where is the love?" - black eyed peas

i was just scanning through aaron, nicole and darren's exchange with each other. now, all i can say is that even though i dont really go around ranting about how screwed up other people are, i know that these kind of words hurt. i can easily write one whole entry of more words than my swot analysis on what i hate about other people, but everyone has their weaknesses. well... i thank aaron and nicole for forgiving me, if they have.

but the thing is, darren can say whatever he wants, and its not really too much of your problem. if it affects you, then i think its best you tell him, directly, not behind his back or on blogs. blogs indeed, can be read by anyone, and it really isnt nice to go around ranting about people. and anyway he had already warned you guys not to read his entry if you were easily offended. so give him a break guys, and even though he has to change from his "self-pitying, ranty" state, i think you should give him some time to get back.

well. anyway. today. i've been sitting here for the past half hour trying to write something for the english essay. and i'm still bloody stuck with the last 5 paragraphs i wrote two days ago. all because of fking solitaire. i hate solitaire. but i still cnat stop playign it. i hope im not addicted. the lamest thing in the world is to be addicted to solitaire.

we read and annotated "the soldier" during literature. its quite a nice poem, with all the pretty calm imagery in the time of death. i think it gives a whole new perspective to the battlefield. yeah. sorta like dying for your country is one of the most brilliant things you can do.

we got back history quizzie and test today. argh. i'm like bloody disappointed. my history is like deproving at a quicker rate than which my chinese and english and literature are improving. *is feeling very sad* i'm very worried bout final marks. i better get 70%. and i'm still aiming for through-train, because i believe there is stil hope, no matter how small.

changed places during ae. is now sitting facing nick, with vina to my right, ying xian to my northeast and shi bao to my northeasteast. my group is rather satisfied with our positions. yay. everyone's happy. i think most people are satisfied.

went back home on 12. aaron was in his anti-gs mood, so he was niaoning me and expecting me to return his niaos. but i dont usually return them. i prefer just absorbing it because i think its ok. mrs lee told me that even if it was ok it wasnt good to let people niao me like i dont care. so i smsed him after a while. and the stuff was sorted out. all just a misunderstaning. well. i think that its betetr to voice your opinions now. i think all my bottling up has caused me to fall down to this position.

yay. has a new perspective on life. and chin is being a bastard again. he thinks he has done so much for our sci proj and tries to compare with me. then he realises he has done absolutely nothing. hahahaha. i did the ppt chin. i did the monopoly. and i did the website. eugene did everything else. so dont try to compare.


a moment in time.
19:26

Monday, May 17, 2004

"he don't love you" - human nature

today was a day of discovery. i learnt much about the punic wars during the english compre test thing. and i found the ant wars thing interesting. as in. its liek so cool! they have battles just like we do! haha. maybe animals ARE more similar to humans than we think...

we learnt about the step programme thing during asembly. it seems quite fun. but i bet eds camp is way better. eds camp is one of the most memorable things i have ever had. :D excluding kscope and mcd trips. those that really made me laugh. i love fun times, when nothing else matters. like ignorance is bliss.

we went for sec 3 chinese speech competition thing during acc. their speeches were not bad. we didnt find out who won. mr yeo will have to tell us tmr if he expects us to do the letter tihng. i think the first guy won. he had confidence, and the eloqunce and vocab to go with it.

d and t was ok. we just drew isometric drawings. i think i'm quite fast at figuring out how the things look just from orthographic plans. maybe its because i've been looking at too many aircraft orthographs...

went to eugene's house after school. i've never left school that early. ate at some gay coffeeshop thing. then played ragnarok while eugene has his hour of beauty sleep. i'm level 6/5! or 6/6! i forgot... or 7 actually. i really forgot now... oh well. i dont think ro is that nice anymore. shall go play other games like cz and ron and ft.

then i just found out that my phone has a voice recognition system. omg. its like monochrome and it has a bloody voice recognition system. i am convinced that it is the best black and white phone ever. come on, it has voice recorder which i just recorded an mp3 on, internet connection, voice command (you know, like for example you say open sesame and the door opens) but no radio.

damn. i want radio. fine. i think the recorder works fine. recorded he don't love you on it. i love my handphone. is finally satisfied with it. i dont need a colour phone...yet...


a moment in time.
22:40

Sunday, May 16, 2004

"gitasses of the world"

today's events were based on the two gitasses of the world: chin and ragnarok online.

chin: a tribute

chin was being a bastard yesterday. just because we told him he was good and stuff during kscope, he became all egoistical and stuff. like: "i'm way better than shi bao" and "you are so much suckier than me" and a lot of other crap stuff.

and today, he didnt want to do anything for science project. me and eugene are gonna kick him out of our group. see what he can do. anyway, even if he was still in our group he'd do nothing and we'd be given him free marks. now's the perfect time to bring him down. bwahaha.

well. did science project at eugene's house today. hahaha. we're almost finished with the ppt and 1 mini project. i know what to do for the other mini project. i wonder when we're passing up the science proj. if its on tuesday then we're doomed. as in really doomed.

ragnarok online: rising horns

started ro at eugene's house. in case you want to know, i'm markhsx, aiming to be an archer/huntress and is at base level 5, job level 4. and starting tomorrow, you apparently gotta start paying to play ro.

so i got really fed up. because i only started today. i guess my 2.10 is going to waste. i wont pay that kind of shit money (19.50 a month) to play. i'd rather use it to buy a good comp game i can play for every day. FREE. HAH.

oh well. i hope this p2p thing is fake. so i can continue playing for free. but in my dreams.

argh. stupid chin. stupid ro.


a moment in time.
19:39

Saturday, May 15, 2004

the petals dropped
along with the sobs
they weren't for me
realisation of rejection

today was the best day i had this year, it was only tarnished for one reason: kscope fringe play.

so i was like happily on the way to school, thinking that we finally had a chance to perform well this time. ah. ignorance be bliss. we met up with mrs wong and mdm john. they explained the shit about suicide. oh blah blah blah. but actually quite reasonable. they said that if we used the first script, it would be way too depressing for some celebrationg like kscope, and also might trigger some emotions of suicide among certain students. you know.. that kind of stuff.

so we rewrote the script again. this time, we didnt even have time to pratice. at all. just memorise your lines and that's it, time to perform. argh. the first 3 scenes were good, we had practiced them numerous times and had remained unchanged. but the last few scenes which we changed were quite unorganised and stuff. but you can't blame us, it was last-minute work. literally.

went to macdonalds with miss mint, olivia, shan shan, denise and after some time june and althea came. this was my best ever trip there.

firstly, i got a plastic 10 dollar note as part of my change. i love it! it's liek so smooth and shiny and stuff. i think the others liked it too. sooner or later everyone will have one i guess. it's becoming common currency.

secondly, we talked a lot of crap. about mr kiw, his mole and legacy, and about all the other teachers. oh yah. poor olivia, she got caught by kiw yesterday and today. i think she lost her discman or something and was forced to go find a hairpin, if not kiw would cut it. kiw's starting to be a gitass.

well. we talked about other stuff and about the sort of stuff that would be titled "all the things you didn't know about dhs" like the infamous gep classes, vandalism, toilets etc etc. oh. and we made ginseng-lengyong substitute number 3. though not as bad as number two (remember madarin orange pie?)

this was the finest mcd trip ever because i went with some very fun people and they all made me laugh and cheered me up. yay. *is happy now*

went to parkway. ok. looked through a few books and cds. nothing much. so i went to library. met shan shan there. read a bit of braveheart and flow my tears. both are not too bad. shall go borrow them someday. or might as well buy them. haiz.

went to parkway with shan shan. she bougth some bday prezzie. (and my bday's coming soon... happy birthday zhi wen! and its two days to mr tan, our principal's birthday. a lot of important birthdays in may. i still remember about xin hui and jun ting.) went to kfc.

ok. first thing. mr ng was like standing at the counter. i sorta freaked out. i didnt know mr ng had kfc meals. he seemed like the kind of guy who survives on fruits and vegetables and ice cream. :S lacto-vegetarian actually.

eugene took a photo of him. haha. blackmail. and ng was liek so blur lor. eugene was walking in front of him for like 5 secs, and took a picture without ng noticing. :S blur dude. and he drives some white sports car thing.

kscope was so nice! i especially enjoyed the pieces by eds (DUH) and band. and i have a new perspective on chinese operas. they showed some opera thingy. it was quite interesting actually. haha. not like those old opera things we saw last year. go EDS!!! oh. and shauna brought flowers. for reuben! but too bad he left before she could give him. so evil...

played vball in the dark. yay! i also enjoyed it a lot. did a few backhands. i shall try doing more nowadays and see how it goes. well. was kinda tired. so we all went back. and guess who followed hui yi? ying xiao. i think he seems like a nice guy. rather romantic. :D i also think hui yi should stop avoiding him. give him a chance. well. it's not my life. shall leave it to them.

then i felt really sad because i realised everything at once. it all fitted together. how did they know? i can't take it anymore. shall just tell and let it go... but today wil be the most memorable day of this year... so far... i wonder how my bdays gonna be like. i hope its funner than today.


a moment in time.
23:52

Friday, May 14, 2004

"k'scope"

fear that leaked through the wall
i kept myself away of the call
but it was there, beckoning
it was the great of reckoning

argh. another stupid poem. well. today was kscope day 1. i was trying to feel optimistic in the morning. note trying. i was like feeling frustrated and pissed and all that kind of angsty stuff inside. i felt like crying. but then mr ken saved the day. he actually rewrote our script in the short time he had (8 hours). and its was ok. though the suicide one was still better, and most people agree.

well. we had an hour or so to practice. so we rushed through everything. and rush as in REALLY rush. i think the last minutes change totally screwed up our play. sorry guys. i know my performance (i can't say for the rest of the cast) sucked. i was never meant to be in eds. i was either to be in air rifle, choir or it'em. i'm so unsure now.

firstly, the microphones were not used properly. then we forgot lines and positions. and most importantly, the plot was bloody changed. the first script was commended by a few people which i showed it to. damn. the leaving school thing is SO anti-climax. i will never forgive mrs wong, the bitch, for forcing us to change the whole script in what was practically the last minute.

argh. tmr, i'm gonna get my friends to just do the previous script. it was way better. and i liked it better to. without it, there is no dramatic scenes at all. please guys. i know i sucked. but for now i will blame it on the last minute changes and the change of our script. even the "great" sb agrees. so there.

anyway. k'scope was generally ok. the dances by eds were nice! haha. our play is like so contrasting to the cheerful dances by the other 3 groups. i do hope we get to do the first script tmr, if not we're practially doomed, and the info i have can only improve our current play to a tiny extent.

went to bugis after k'scope. ate at yoshinoya. we bought zhi wen a cd. i dont even know what cd, i just paid for it. :S oh well. i feel like crying. i dunno what's gonna happen tmr. i just hope it goes well.


a moment in time.
18:44

Thursday, May 13, 2004

"stolen"

ok. is really screwd up, frustrated and in a messy state.

i shall go through today quickly. i did my impromptu speech today for english and got 8/10. quite satisfied. watched shi bao and co. present their haw par villa.

chinese was ok. we went through the final chapter. yay. we're actually finishing semester 1 chinese. we did desertification during geog. i realised how much my ppt sucked. i'm sorry guys. i know i really suck at presenting ppts. i wont next time k?

we continued bonding during science and started on cos, sine and tan for maths. all not too bad. i finally learnt how to use trigo ratios.

fk u chin. fk u. chin doesnt want to do anything for our science project. so it'll just be me and eugene doing it. then on monday we'll tell mrs lim and ask her to give chin 0 marks. nice retribution. and anyway we're the only 2 that has done stuff so far.

ok. so we got eds night tickets. i'm gonna sell my lot to maybe the rgs eldds. get shauna and those girls to come. she promised she'd come for eds night.

we rehearsed stole for the last time and actually got it perfect this time. and just an hour ago (9 pm), the teachers called to say they don't accept our script. it was like WTF. WHAT THE FUCK. i mean it. they tell us we can perform, make us rush for 5 days, and gives us 8 hours notice to change EVERYTHING.

this is screwed. eds is all about last minute changes. but i didnt know it would be THIS last minute. haiz. i'm really confused and all that now. ok. i finished history thing. and everyone's been asking me? why the hell are they? can't they bloody do it themselves? they're so pro right? hmmph. i'm really pissed off.

but i'm still REALLY worried for k'scope tmr. we have to go for opening ceremony. so we have 1 hour to memorise and pratice the whole script and plan things out. ok. this is bloody BLOODY screwed.

olivia just called. she wanted to know what's happening. i told her. and she was stunned. not surprsing i guess. i was like OMGWTF and totally devastated for once when denise told me. it's worse than the jurrasic park ride. so tonight, i pray to God to save all of us. this is the worst thing that has happened to me this year... please God. i beg you. save us just this once.


a moment in time.
22:36

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

"one winged angels"

first thing. why are so many people asking me about the swot analysis thing? including hardworking gitasses like eugene? am i really the only one who has finished swot. argh. i'll just appear offline or something so i can blog in peace and start on the essay. that's right folks. i haven't started on the bloody 1000 word essay. ok. so a few of my blog entries are 1500 words long, but we cant write crap for this shit. argh. is doomed.

we did our poem recitals for literature. i got 9/10! after reading "one winged angels" by koh tsin yen. youniverse used it in their play and it was really nice. it's a good poem. well. i wanted 10, i guess everyone did, but i'm still satisfied.

we went to complab for science. chemical bonding is SO cool! you can compare it with gender and stuff and all the things that they do. haha. i'm really starting to like chemistry now. i must try to take it next year. (or was it a must?)

mr siva was sorta gone during pe. played bball. i have learned a few "evasion moves". if they can be called they. i think i have better control of the ball now. unlike shi bao who loses it everytime he goes into his "crazy indian dance" mode. believe me sb, you can only use it effectively for street soccer.

well. it started raining heavily during recess, so we couldnt play ball and i couldnt challenge eugene to free throws again. HAH. still 5-1-1. HAH.

chinese was ok i guess... *actually forgets what we do during chinese* i think we did some description of a park thingy. :S i love parks, especially during golden sunsets, when the rays of light break into the twilight. ah... blissful moments. as day transcends beyond it's limit and just collapses. ok. i'm not sane anymore. i think swot has taken its toll on me.

trigonometry so rocks. it's so much better than algebra. duh. and i do love drawing. and i finally learnt sine, cosine and tangent! woohoo! now i can use these thre instead of pyhty's thereom.

rehearsals were ok. we changed a bit of the last few scenes. i can't believe its only two days to kscope. but i better believe it. and i forgot to buy tickets for main concert! ARGH. ok. *must buy kscope tickets tmr* *MUST* wait. damn. we wont be meeting mrs lee tmr. i hope she pops by class to sell kscope tickets again...

went to lan. played with the pro dudes. argh. i was kinda distracted somehow. i jus stood there and did nothing. and got headshotted without even noticing. but we played lotr castle defence. and it was fun! although quite difficult. and i admit i couldnt find the revive button in the altar. damn. stupid gandalf. *shall take legolas next time*

well. time to start planning for ONE THOUSAND word proposal...


a moment in time.
20:28

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

"green eggs and ham!" - the cat in the hat

war poetry is getting better each day. we practiced reciting poems for tomorrow's poetry-reciting test thing. i got 8/10. *is quite satisfied* but it's only for pratice. we watched the first 15 minutes of "all is quiet on the western front" it's definitely disappointing compared to the films we have today, but by that decade's standards, it must have been a blockbuster, and it was. not bad lah. though i still like pearl harbor better.

got back chinese test during chinese and did a compo on mothers. i chose to write about going to the market to buy all sorts of food. i got only 81.5 for chinese test. *is disappointed* nicole got exactly 10 marks more than me, just like last time. i felt really sad. it's like i could ahve gotten at least 85, but i got minused 5 marks from compre. and there wasnt any ice cream to cheer me up this time.

we copied notes on immigrants during history, solved a few weird problems during maths and went through the human growth hormone worksheet during science.

ae was ok. we talked about kscope. it would seem my classmates are rather enthu about it, but they're usually sarcastic, so i cant really tell. i do hope we perform well on that day. about bizlab, at 4, i went to rehearse for kscope. we're getting better. and considering the fact that we just started 2 days ago shows that we're indeed on time. i hope we'll be in time for kscope. we shouldnt have chosen to take part in kscope but for eds night instead. oh well. i think we'll do ok on friday.

was really tired. we ended at 5:30. nonstop work from 7-5. just like a businessman's day. i got a feel of what it's like to work a businessman's hours. shall go to sleep now. i better finish my swot by tomorrow...


a moment in time.
22:36

Monday, May 10, 2004

"somebody set us up the bomb!"- all your base are belong to us

today was fun!

first, madam john is back! we're saved from the grasp of chicken soup and inspirational leaders. hooray! so we did inpromptu speechs, and sam, who's just before me was the last to go! so i'm saved from speechie for a few days...

then is was chinese. we didnt get back our grades. :( i'd rather get it soon so we can stop worrying about it... then during pccg, we prepared for history drama. two knives on both hands can really make you feel powerful. stab stab.

history drama was scary. i have never persipired so profusely before. my whole back was drenched at the end of it. it was either the suffocating attire, or the fear. i dunno which, but i certainly felt hot. hmmph. i think it went ok. now im wondering who got in.

instead of acc, mr yeo and mdm sau let us have recess. so nice right?! well. we only had 10 minutes, because the asembly cut like 20 minutes extra. poor sec 3s. at least they had shorter assembly.

d&t is fun. but so far we're doing the easy stuff, like drawing and planning. i've had experience in d&t room liao. we made an elephant gun for eds vidclub last year. i can use the drilling machine, but i'm afraid of it. very menacing-like.

practised stole after school. i only got 2 scripts to memorise. stole and cat's engineer. i still think stole is nicer than cat's engineer. cat's engineer a bit boring lor... but ok for the moral values part. (argh. chicken soup)

went to mpcl after school. borrowed computer history books and some "salmon of doubt" by douglas adams. read a bit of it last year, so i plan to finish it this year...

well i better start on history swot thing liao. wait. i better rant about eugene first.

firstly. he's obssessed with olivia. 3 quotes from today:
"is olivia good at acting?"
"i will shame you with my 1337 freethrows in front of olivia" (forgetting i trashed him yesterday)
"i think cj likes olivia" - oh. nice quote form olivia's blog -> "cj: im horny just sitting next to you." woah. he's direct.

and my response to all three is "so?" and eugene goes all red and speechless. and i ask him, "if you don't like her, then why do you keep talking about her" no response. i bang him on the head and continues drawing 3d figures. oh well. eugene is rather despo too. for both girls and grades.

he think he can stay off computer games from july till the end of exams. firstly. you're talking about yourself eugene. not ernest. secondly, he keeps pestering me on what i think of his work and wants to borrow my copy to "improve" on his. the despo about girls part you should know.

sad eugene. that's all i can say.


a moment in time.
19:15

Sunday, May 09, 2004

"shall be a hunter as eugene wants to be merchant"

today was a fun mother's day. we dipped our hands in mud during church. after the pulau ubin flooding, i'm not afraid of mud anymore, besides those with crawlies in them. eek. especially when they crawl up your jeans. we relatd this to the death of christ for us and stuff. and then the cleansing when we washed our hands. how interesting.

i went to eugene's house after lunchie. we're doing flash instead of ppt for science project, to make it more interactive. so it wont be boring as usual. i hope. well. play bball. how foolish of eugene to challenge me to free throws. i beat him and sb 5-1-1. hah. never underestimate your opoonent. it's like 5-1-1! and i used one hand (in fact my one hand shots are more accurate than two handed, especially at close distances). bwahaha. *feels happy*

my parents brought me to yoshinoya. i think beef bowl is way better than beef w/ vege bowl. i tried beef-vege. not too bad. but lousier than beef bowl. too much vege. but my parents bought supper for me. yay! i love supper. bread and cake!

well. i think it's time i start memorising scripts. i currently have 3 to memorise by tmr. (history drama 1: passion of the founder, history drama 2: life in singapore during wwii, k'scope fringe: stole) oh well. i better start now. and i got economic stuff for history. it's real deep though. are we doing advanced stuff or something?


a moment in time.
20:52

Saturday, May 08, 2004

"for i will be a merchant and a blacksmith"

*is feeling happier* although we didnt win anything for speech competition. rgs got 1st and 2nd and vs got 3rd. *congrats them* but still... good try guys... jia you! vs is really pretty, with all the fishies and flowers! and their auditorium is good... like cinema lor. *is impressed with what money can do* but acsi is definitely better. they have lan shop! and a cafe! so nice! but they have to pay like 300 bucks per month. sad people. i'm contented and rather glad to be in dhs. go dhs!

well... took 196 to kfc. i took an ice cream for 50 cents. forgetting that md sold theirs at 25 c. argh. stupid me. but at least it's only 25 cents wasted. well... went back to school for history drama. we finally refined everything and we managed to get it done under 33 minutes! yay! *is happy* i dunno why some people are so worried about getting into the comp. guys. its meant to be fun. so lets keep it that way. and i dont care about stage fright anymore.

well. we went to white sands on 12. talking about relationships and stuff. and once again i realised how much we've changed since primary 4. we would usually shy away from this kind of stuff, now it's so open and like normal. bought a card for my mum, and ragnarok online thing. yay *finally has ro* i dunno why js was so surprised that i bought ro. :S

so now i'm sitting here. and i have two things on my mind and some others i wouldnt disclose. firstly. lotr music rocks. i have the whole collection. and it's nice. sorta light listening. with the flutes and bass. so cool! secondly. a piece of cake is way better than 10 games of solitaire.

oh yeah. because there were so many hunters in our group already, i have decided to become a merchant like i first wish to be. anyway nigel said they needed a merchant then blacksmith. blacksmith is cool! so i shall be one. yay


a moment in time.
21:03

Friday, May 07, 2004

"after the first death"

today was quite a good end to the weekdays.

we gave miss aiza a farewell prezzie... chicken soup for the soul. how typical. she was like, "SERIOUS?" when i passed it to her. oh well. she must be enjoying it now. or she might have the whole bloody collection at home. wonder why she's obssessed with chicken soup. woah.

played vball during pe. yay. mr siva was doing shuttle run, so we played normal instead of stupid possession vball. much easier actually.

history test was ok. *shall remain optimistic* i so LOVE history tests. they're like SO bloody EASY. i finished the damn thing just in time. yay.

geography = desertification. science = cell thing. enough said.

history drama was mad. it's like bam and wham and the japanese are attacking and dear ah bao is still alive after a shell whacked his ass. i mean like. a SHELL. you know. those explosive things. the ones that go boom! and it hit his ASS. why wasnt he dead?

then it's like me going all heroy and romanticy and egoy about dear raffles. damn, i hate raffles. "SEE FARQUHAR! THAT ISLAND OVER THERE!" tehn when my play is finaly done, chin and nicholas are like, "let's go gangbang mark. buttsecks buttsecks buttsecks buttsecks lolololol." and they start grabbing me and stuff. argh. i can tell why geppers are mad.

played a bit of vball and bball after school. and ying xiao was like all hui yi again. haha. weird guy. i wish huiyi would like him. i saw him get cramp a few days ago. and he was like pitiful. and stuff. and huiyi should have been there to comfort him. and he gave her a rose yesterday! so SWEET!!!!

ok. so i took 30 home. ying xian introed lynette to me, the lover of wen quan. haha. she's quite nice. *hopes wen quan and her get along... they seem to be anyway* and we were talking about ying xian and froggytc. :D haha.

just watched a documentary on the vikings. quite interesting. but the way they kill ppl is so evil. they stabbed the monks and stuff.

ok. so now we ARE performing for kscope fringe. and even worse, we have only 1 days notice. tmrs the rehearsal and auds. but i cant make it cos i got speech thing. ARGH. stupid speech thing! i wish i could skip to go for eds. oh well. i dunno if i'll still be acting in the play. but denise says i will. :S i hope it goes well. i do like the script. and we're having another rehearsal for history drama tmr.

argh. why suddenly i got so many scripts to memorise??? at least stole has a few lines, even though we're main chars. i dunno what happ to cat's engineer. looks like it has been dissolved. or maybe not. but i still like stole. it's my fave play im acting it. haha. nice job done olivia. very... dramatic. like "oh no. she's gonna die and i'm standing here like a bleeding gitass" yay. and i get to cry out "NooooO!" yay.

*is happy and optimistic* but dunno about tmr. i'll be missing the rehearsals for stole. hmmph. *is also doubtful and unsure*


a moment in time.
23:14



i just realised how much tian cheng is like shih ee. :S


a moment in time.
20:39

Thursday, May 06, 2004

"doomsday 2"

today was ok lah. nothing much except chinese test.

finished impressionistic essay during english.

chinese test. yay. firstly. half of chinese class either copied or cheated. js copied everything from nicole's first page without her knowing, and passed it on to nigel, reuben, max, kevin. nigel then went to the toilet, followed by nicholas. in there, nigel gave his answers to nicholas, and used his handphone chinese dictionary to find all the answers. wahlao. they're fking idiots lor. cheat like that. i dunno if i should report them. anyway, js still owes nicole big time.

we presented during geog. argh. i suck at presentations. even if mrs bok said ti was good. the ppt sucked. and we spent so much time on teh text we didnt have enough for pics. everyone was complaining and stuff. i feel disappointed. at least we listened during their presentations right? they didnt even give us a chance. bastards.

science was ok. mrs lim is back. we went through the genetic engineering worksheet. maths was ok too. we did problem solving.

the gep fair was quite nice. though the lan thing sucked. i mean like 2 bucks for HALF an hour? there are prices at 50 cents per HOUR. i played 15 minutes for 1 buck. they used cs 1.0 which totally sucked. aiyoh. and i thought they had bizlab training. the pancakes were nice though.

took mrt home after dance. i've learnt as far as everyone else, but i still need to refine the second part...


a moment in time.
22:51

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

"beginning of the end" or "6 days in hell"

ok. so im blogging before im studying cheng yu's. thats how smart i am. anyway this should take too long unless blogger crashes on me like it just did. and i was gonna click post when it did. stupid git.

we slacked during lit when ms aiza went to photocopy stuff. we just talked and talked. instead of doing the worksheet during lit, i did it during the free time i had during chinese. we learnt about ions, isotopes and electrical stuff during science. i love chem now! i think we have to take it next yeay. with physics. i dont think i want bio though, although its one of my better areas.

has decided that my standing broad jump is screwed. i dunno why i automatically tiptoe when jumping. i actually deproved! 171cm! ARGH. i wanna retake. hmmph. but overall i'm rather happy about my napfa results. i've improved in all others. i even got 2 a's! (shuttle run: a big surprise, and inclined pull ups... i think those normal pull ups do train you up) and a b (sit ups!) and c (sit and reach... still cant reach my toes. :( ) but i think i'll get bronze. argh. my pattern (2000- fail, 2001- pass, 2002- bronze, 2003-silver 2004- supposedly gold) will be broken. :( is sad because of that. the pattern was real pretty. hmmph. like sunflowers! i guess some ice cream will cure that.

nowadays chinese lessons seem to be taken up mostly by these thing: discussion of newspaper articles and warcraft, and arm wrestling. everyone does it besides mr yeo. weird. at least we got some prac through zuo ye.

we got back maths tests. i've got no comments. got 31.5/50. i dunno if taht's good or bad. compared to last year, it's very bad, but with the algebra perspective, it's ok lah. i shall go do algebra pracs during the hols. i'm aiming lower this year becos the last two test results were both 31.5. :( why doesnt God help me????

went to lan. ok. why the hell did i go to zion when there's a chinese test tmr? i told myself one hour. and terence promised he would go after an hour too. but as usual we couldnt trust ourselves. in the end went for 2 hours. argh. i shall not trust myself ever again. ziluo said 1 hour last time, we ended up with 3 hours.

oh well. got back at 4:30. studied two times. i think tahts enough. shall go study cheng yu's now.


a moment in time.
21:31

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

"we all have to make little sacrifices" - cut-throat celts

argh. the next 6 days will be a series of terrifying, spinechilling and nervewrecking events ever. first, theres the napfa 5 items thing tmr, then chinese common test, followed by history common test. i dont really consider public speaking scary, but if im correct, then unfortunately, i will be shown cross-dressed and speaking in the gayest voice ever to the whole gep. excluding Tchs and nygs however. phew. then on sunday, we have to rush science project. and finally, on monday, i'll be performing as a gay raffles in front of the cohord. (i'll be getting stagefright as the last time i didnt. stagefright comes alternatively for me) argh. i will need some help from God, or at least some supernatural ability to stay calm.

so anyway, today was "light and easy". nothing too difficult.

we watched some documentary of wwii. yay. i'm rather immune to war though. :( we had to comment on the poems. i think i was like the only one doing it. (or was i?) i'm rather enthu about war. :D boom.

chinese = gaying around with chen yu's. :9 chen yu's are hard. but once you know them they're pretty easy to get a hold on.

my group got top for history drama! yay! and we're performing on monday. i still dunno if thats a good or bad thing. filed stuff, then rushed for geog. my group didnt present today. phew. we werent really prepared. wonder what we're doing tmr.

yay! periodic table rocks! i still like antimony. it sounds nice. and its symbol... coincidently, is sb. :S sb. oh well.

we did skits during ae, after that i did bizlab, then went home with a milky bar. yay! milky bar!


a moment in time.
19:34

Monday, May 03, 2004

js quote combo:

"she smiles like a freak" - me, on amanda
"but she's so CHIO" - js, after i said that.

"why you so gay?" - js, to me
"why you so scandalous?" me, to js
"why you so CHIO?!" - js, to me

for once... o_0

weird day. as you can tell. js isnt this weird usually. weird, but not this weird.

we all gave our speeches today. and i still think michael jackson is a nice guy. he's kind, likes children and peace and he gives to charity? so whats wrong with him? :S we got 3 assignments in 1 english lesson. i mean like, we give meaningless speeches for 2 periods which we could have used to complete the assignments. :(

chinese was slacky. pccg was slacky. assembly was boring. acc was ting xie. duh. and home econs was fun!!!! OMG! WE BAKED COOKIES! I LOVE COOKIES! ITS LIKE WE BAKED COOKIES AND I LOVE COOKIES! AND THERE WAS COCONUT IN THE THINGS! i love cookies. serious. and i made the lemon tea. i think it was the best thing i have ever cooked during home econs class. tian cheng's cookies were nice too. of course, he's tian cheng! go tian cheng and cookies! and my ice lemon tea!

with news that the chinese test was actually on thursday, not tuesday, i decided to go to zion. yay. my sniping is average now. i can kill people. yay. i got 2nd top frag among nigel, ziluo and davin. ziluo and davin were gaying around of course. and nigel too. er. but i still shot moving targets. yay! i can snipe moving targets now! *is happy*

and me and davin actually won ziluo and nigel. and they were playing serious. of course, davin saved my ass a few times. but i was resource guy! yay! and we won. and i shouldnt have been creeping when teh others attack me. *whacks forehead* farseer = good. yay. im better now. i realised that instead of letting my resources go to waste (used to have 5000 each when i died) i can just give it to my attacking partner to pump units. yay. and tahts how we won.

went to mcd before taking 31 with ziluo home. ezlink card thing is cool. so convinient. much better than cashcard.

*is still worried abouyt maths test* i hope i dont cry tmr.


a moment in time.
21:19

Sunday, May 02, 2004

"snail and mushroom"

took a pizza sub from subway after lunch. it's quite nice, especially the melted cheese and tomato sauce. and the pepperoni aint bad either. and subway cookies still rock. whee!

went to jack's place for dinner. had some escargot mushroom appetizer thing. it cost quite a lot. and didnt taste quite good. i have decided to hate snails now. as in cooked snails. the living things are still quite nice. though i keep stepping on 'em. the fish was nice. and the cake was good too! i love cake! and ice cream!

took 25c cent from mcd after dinner. then went to popular. decided that popular doesnt have hhgg (hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy) :( i want to buy it. together with condition zero and lotr trilogy...

and rotk is being released soon!


a moment in time.
21:51



"taka no go go"

slacked the whole day. didnt watch hellboy as the plan was scrapped. watched tv, played galactic battlegrounds, surfed the net, read the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, slept for 3 hours, then went to takashimaya.

ate some nice silverfish salad. with roe! yay! and some chicken katsu (fillet) sandwich and chicken floss seaweed prata. and of coruse cream puffs! i love cream puffs, though ice cream is better. went to kinokuniya, browsed through a few books. there isnt any book i want to buy currently. besides the ultimate hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, of which i already have the ebooks on my comp.

nothing much. just did half of the michael jackson speech im doing on monday. feeling tired, so i shall go sleep now.


a moment in time.
00:20


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