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Monday, February 28, 2005

“When we laugh or we cry,its together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one its foreva,its foreva” – My Place – Nelly


W00t. love that song! Haha. today was the best day ive had in days. oO. lessons were all quite fun. Maths took a turn for the easier path, we’re doing linear inequalities which is stuff like >, <, = and its WAY easier than quad eqs. (to me at least) Chinese was funnie! Now like everyone’s talking, and theres more communication between the v12 and v13 people in Chinese class. Yayy. And ting xie was fineee. Whee.

Physics was fun cos we digressed a lot (and also because we had lots of time to digress) and we digressed lots during ss too! I love this digression thing. I feel we learn more from it (like we should be learning “real-life skills” such as crapping, bs-ing, sucking up and all) its not as practical now, but will come in handy… sometime in life. Chem. was fun - experienced my first sublimation experiment, nothing spectacular, but still, it was something new. Instead of the usual distillation.

Haha during ct period we found out the sc results. It totally blew my (and a lot of other peoples’) predictions off. Was quite neutral about it. A bit indignant here, a bit calm there. Yeah. Mixed emotions. So we had to elect a new ct rep. Laura’s ct rep! Woohoo! Go laura! (the chio sis ^^) so now class comm’s kinda mixed up. Sorting it out on Wednesday. Yayy. Eh. Naz (fave,only bro!) will be in class comm. now. I think he should be house capt. Then xiao xian be welfare. But some complications here and there.

Watched some part of dead poets’ society, which I think is nice. But the school is like sooo british. All the british stuff (like bagpipes – irish?) and sooo mediaval, rich kids in suits and high class familys type. Lol. its like sooo YOUNIVERSE (or Youniverse is sooo dead poets’ society) the rich kids, conservative, well placed, single-gender school, a poetry society and English teacher that defy conventions, and the eventual suicide of a main character, among his(DPS)/her(YU) friends. Quite a good movie I guess. Shall finish watching it someday.

Ah. Then I went for t42 with mr koh. We digressed a lot (as such meetings tend to) and I learnt a lot of stuff that others want to know, but have to be kept secret. Ah. Yes. I know. I know about teacher-class-student politics. Anyway, we talked about my career. The obstacles along the path to be rsaf pilot will make it hard for me. you have to be an officer and get through lots of stuff to become an rsaf pilot. I might consider commercial flight now. Or my second choice, psychology. Hmm. Ah well. drm and apq were discussed… quite interesting. Im quite used to t42 after all the irs crap. Yupp.

We ended at 6++ and like (OMG coco pops! I love coco pops!) people were still in school. Gillian’s dad brought me and michelle to tamp mrt. Haha in the car we talked a lot. About lots of stuff. Lol. ehhh. We can all become psychologists! At least michelle wants to be one. And according to her, being an air force pilot is tough. Wahh. My ambitions. My DREAMS. (I have a dream!) crushed!!! In one day. by two people. Boohoo. So I shall take a calmer job like psychology or physics thingy or something in aviation. Ehh Gillian what you want to become! Never hear you say lehh.

Haha I like talking to michelle and Gillian. They’re so fun to talk with. Haha I think girls are better people to talk to than guys. Yupp. Haha. Whee~ im hyper now!!! Shall write a (not-so-happy) poem in record time. Oh, and michelle says we should all read happie stuff? (like xiao xian’s book!!!) Cos its like we should all be happy! And my goal in life is for everyone to be happy? (but that’s like impossible, but you know what I believe? In God, nothing is impossible!) whee~

Circles

And we said goodbye
Smiling
You turned your back to me
Walking away
I stood there
Silently waiting
Thinking
And every moment you were
Walking away
Every moment you were
Growing more beautiful
In my eyes
You’ll always be
My rose
My daisy
My sunflower
And I stood there
Smiling


Blehh. That sucked. Whee~ anyways.


a moment in time.
21:55

Sunday, February 27, 2005

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eh people. Try this out. Damn fun. Takes lotsa skill. I couldn’t even get past lvl 2.

http://www.terminal-insanity.com/z1g/steadyhand.swf

whee~ went to church and they talked about our foundation in God. Pastor said that in good times everyone’s like praising the Lord and all, but in tough times, that’s when our faith is tested. Yupp. Ah well. I also cut my hair. (I think it sucks. People, don’t cry tmr when you see me.) And learnt the 31 word ting xie. And chatted a lot today. Quite happy with msn convos. Whee~


a moment in time.
22:56

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Researchers estimate that glass kills at least 100 million birds each year in the United States alone.

Ok. whatever. I didn’t do anything interesting today. Ive just been on a 2 hour search for a particular photo of the WTC “tribute in light” which I loved and lost sometime ago. I found a smaller version of it, but I want the wallpaper sized one! Blehh. Anyway, I have to study ting xie. And I left my textbook in school. Bah. This sucks.


a moment in time.
23:47



ok. i was just chatting with michelle about the lang arts (why isnt anyone else online!) so maybe completing the whole lang arts powerpoint solo isn't such a good alternative to watching survivor on tvee. i managed to squeeze in a bit of cs tho. yupp. the transitions for the later slides need to be done. i totally forgot about those. michelle's doesnt like the words coming out in BIG bunches. bahh. lol. so michelle, pamela, jastine and yijin will do that. and theres still the script, which is very optional. because i dont like scripts (anymore)

on a lighter note, im rather proud of the outcome of my 6-hour effort and 5-hour powerpoint marathon today. yay. especially the colour schemes and styles. im really proud of my powerpoint "skills"!!! finally did a supersuperSUPERpro satisfactory powerpoint. but maybe doing it by myself was taking it a bit too far. but still, it was quite... fun. (especially the 3 suppers and cs breaks i had) ah. i have learnt much. im really really happy now!!! hyper~


a moment in time.
00:07

Friday, February 25, 2005

“Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do” – Why Do I Love You – Westlife

“When all the birds are singing in the sky

Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish we both could be there” – Seasons in the Sun – Westlife

I’m like all omg geez, why did I just complete the whole damned lang arts project by myself? 5 hours and 4mb! That’s a record. I’m too bored. Bah. Ah well. hope my group likes it. yay. Maths was quite easy to grasp early today, then somewhere I went across the line to total oblivion and was just stoning.

Then pe came. Lol. I passed all! even standing broad jump. I was like all oO. our pe teacher (crap. Forgot his name) says that pass for 14 years old is 13+ mins. But on the ri site (oO I know. RI. ) it says 14:10. and for 15 years its 13:50. anyway I passed both. I got a miserable 13:22 or something. bahhh. What happ to the 11:20!!! Played a bit of badminton with aaron. Im still quite ok at badminton. I like badminton! It’s a light game! (ie involving no heavy stuff) whee~

(after 11 minutes, less than half of the powerpoint has managed to transfer across)

we had a 2 period break, because ss is now pushed so we wont be self-absorbed and all. didn’t eat much. No appetite? Hmm. Ss was farnie lahh. And not that boring. Ehh. Lessons starting to get interesting? Or maybe its just the stress keeping us awake. Lol. the mad meeting was good. I really needed the message and all. God will always be there, and there’ll be miracles to get us through these tough times. Yupp. All we need is faith, prayer and effort.

(after a quarter-hour, just more than half of the powerpoint had managed to transfer across)

went to parkway mcd for lunch with yh, hy, and other generic vjc, dhs people. And I bought choco-coated raisins! Which cost 4 bucks. And yh was like all oO. bah. It was white choco. And from MARKS and spencer horr. Worth it. (fine I know that’s a super dumb thing to do, but for luxury’s sake, we can waste many sometimes. Although I seem to be doing it a lot.) went back to dhs. And the dhs people were complaining on how our classrooms pwns theirs.

Anyway, completed the ss with xtine, and took 31 with Gillian. And we talked. As people on bus rides home tend to do. Yupp. Enjoyed the convo. Thanks lots. Ah well. and I bought a sub with red wine vinaigrette. Which isn’t that nice. But subway cookies rock!! W00t w00t. (coughwasteofmoneycough) whee~ hyper! And tired too… snoozy.


a moment in time.
23:46

Thursday, February 24, 2005

“I know you’ve heard these words a houndred other times before.
And you’ve been hurting so your heart has chose to close the door.
Love broke your heart and brought you lies.
Look in my eyes, you’ll see a love that’s deep and true.
Tender and strong and all for you.
You can trust this love
Honest, that’s the honest truth”- From the Heart – Another Level


Omg. Ok. so I have two stuffies scheduled tomorrow. First is MAD or fellowship, and second is the lang arts project and im group leader. Which do I go for?! Both are after sch. And are equally important (ok fine. God’s more impt. But you get what I mean) maybe I’ll just go for MAD after lang arts. Wonder if ms low is coming to school at all. lalala. Ah well.

I realized today that I can make myself cry on will! Sorta. Just think about really sad stuff and all. yupp. Haha. great skill for drama you know. I stoned for half of maths today, and tried understanding the other half, sustained by choco-coated peanuts. (I want the raisins! So does xian! Whee~) haha. then suddenly there was a SURPRISE bio test and ms low WASN’T even in school lorr. wahh. Haha I think quite ok. except for the one about [edit because chun han and naz haven’t taken test] as [edit] are produced by [edit2] in the [edit3]. [edit3] is the one with the highest [edit4] yupp. Ah well. I wrote that [edit3] is the one that produces [edit], not [edit2]. dieeeeee.

Physics was fine I guess. We started on temperature. Yupp. Chinese was quite funny because we had a seminar on ads. Lol. the viagra ad was the best ive seen in a loooong time. Lol. must go find it somewhere. “protect your valuables” LOL. then I had to go for grammar lesson because I got a G on my essay. Wah. Can’t believe darho’s in grammar class too. Im so saddd!!! Lol. Quite ok. mostly PRIMARY FOUR stuff. Bahhh. Haha. not too bad lahh.

Then hui yi, yuhui and max came to vjc. Then after some complications I found myself at the library with huhu and max. we talked some, read some, crapped some. then after some more time I went home. Yupp. Ah well. day wasn’t too good or too bad. Neutral I guess. Very tired. Shall go sleep.


a moment in time.
21:56

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Whee~ I dunno if im happy or sad. But I’d rather by happy (duh.) so I’ll be happy for now! Whee` bio was really reminiscent of the home econs days; cutting potato strips, dumping them in salt water, all you needed was just a little heat and hygiene and we could have been having potato stew or something. oO.

Lang arts was sooo ghey. At least for the start. We got back some essays we did a long time ago. Apparently those questions were from a previous commonwealth essay competition. Gasp. I hate c’wealth lehhh. Soo irritating. Anyway I did pass, and it was graded by j1 standard or smth. So quite happy. But I was soo not happy because of super lot of mistakes and that big red G at the end of the comments, which meant that I was one of the 7+ people whose grammar was crap for the essay.

The problem is that I wrote the whole essay from the perspective of me as an adult looking back to the good old days, instead of a young teenager, and I kept hopping back between the perspectives. Ah well. my essays were never good anyway. I shall try poetry once more. Then we got back the first test. Yupp. That we did… yesterday. I got 14/20 which was quite good! Yayyyy. Haha so balanced out lah. anyway the essay was just a diagnostic test. Yupp. OH CRAP. I haven’t done corrections. Got lots to do. Shall finish up later.

Chem was fine. We relearned apparatus. I like the gas syringe thing. like injection needle liddat. Lol. pump gas into your body! So cool. Ok. that’s kinda sadistic. Then I went down with most of botany and some other people for lunch. And had part of simran’s ice cream! Thanks sim. Then lit started and some of us talked. Haha. yay. I like these ego-boosting sessions. Lol. ah well. philo was great today. The kind I like. Hard questions because of the moral dilemmas that arise. Whee~

Then I went for drama! Haha. there are LOTS of v13 people in drama. (just like there were LOTS of 2K people in eds. Ahhhh I miss those days) haha. in addition to the vip people, I know Rachel, matt’s sis. Who I never knew was in drama. And matt never told me his sis was in drama. After all these years. oO haha the smth weird happened lah. they asked us to volunteer (wait that doesn’t make sense. Bah essay skilz = fail) to act depressed.

Me = obvious candidate = because im currently associated with angst. (all nic’s fault.) so I went out and did some angsty pose, then aaron and Rachel came out. And Rachel was like omg are you really crying after some generic caring statements. Then I was like all oO. and aaron was like omg mark your eyes are red. Confusion here because of the thin line between acting and reality. Ah well. I hope I wasn’t really tearing or anything. If not that’d mean that I was either a) really depressed about something I don’t even know OR b) I’m becoming unstable like xtine so im crying instead of laughing. Ok. whatever. it was just really weird, so I recorded it for future reference in case I need something about my personal psychology.

Oh. Im planning to learn psychology (at least the basics) by the end next term and try to grasp some French and german by year end. Wondering if darho is still gonna take up those languages. Lol. zhi hui says she has interest, so maybe we’ll take up those languages.

So anyways, I went to parkway with ama and nic and samchye. And I was reading this book xian lent me : “kids’ answers to life’s big questions” which is really interesting because on one side, you see the pure, unadulterated innocence of the answers, and on the other, you see life’s realities. Through the eyes of a child. Realities we are unable to see because we have gone through life, and have too profound meanings to explain simple stuff like love. I like this one about “what does it mean when you say to someone, ‘I love you?’” – I feel you here, in my heart.

So sweet right? Anyway I took 31 with ama back. And I also got choco-coated peanuts so I can survive tmr’s maths lessons. And Pamela wants to exchange seats with me so she can stone and sms. Ah well. and ill have to suffer the lack of luxuries only available with some hiding space. Anyway Pamela was my mortal, so I guess ill just sit in front where I can crap with chun han. Whee~


a moment in time.
22:43

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

geez. i should be sleeping.

when you thank someone for flowers
you're being appreciative
when lots of other people got you those flowers
you're making it obvious
and when her friends say so
when they don't even know you
how then will you lie to me?

geez. i'll go sleep.


a moment in time.
22:41



“And they call me happy go lucky
They don’t know my heart is dying inside
A smile’s a frown turned upside down
I do my happy go lucky so well
I’m even fooling myself” – Happy Go Lucky – Steps

Uhhh. A poem. Yupp.

Thinking Back

My love was never reciprocated
You don’t even give a damn
And you have no idea how much it hurts
Until you come running back to me in tears

By then I’ll be free and safe
I’ll comfort you, wipe your tears
But there’s nothing else I can do
It was your choice, all your choice

You know, its common courtesy to link everyone you know who has a blog. So people, if you have a blog, and I haven’t linked you, tag or smth. And there’re lots of ppl out there who dunno I even know their blog, or that ive linked them. Lol. or they just don’t wanna link me.

Chinese sucked cos we got a project to do. On shanghai. Wah. Its really propaganda lahh. Ah well. lang arts just got better. We’re into the fun stuff like irony and metaphors. Yupp. Lol. its getting humourous and all. but 3 periods is still quite long to take. I was sustained by one ricola lozenge. And writing crap in my notebook. Whee.

Haha so me and the sisters ate carrot cake for lunch today! Its really oily, like jastine said, and I hate oily food, but I cant hate what I cant see can I? oO. Ah well. oily food sucks anyway. Ss was finneee lah. and im too! Omg my im group rox! We’re like superr efficient lah. whee~

I didn’t feel like sleeping the whole day! that’s like amazing because its hard to get through 3 periods of lang arts without trying to sleep. I went home myself. All lonely. yupp. Im not in a good mood either. Been thinking too much. Bah. Dunno lah. Blog seems very... sad. Sorry people. How can I be truly happy now? Love, when not reciprocated, hurts really bad. Like huhu said. Ah well. hy, wanna have ice cream tmr? My treat. Then we’ll try to be happy. Yupp.


a moment in time.
21:49

Monday, February 21, 2005

“Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart”
- Total eclipse of the heart – Bonnie Tyler


Haha today was fine larh. Mondays are very long days. And I get tired easily just by looking at the timetable. Math was kinda hard to understand, but eventually I managed to grasp some stuff. Wah. Mr lam is damn pro at simplifying chim stuff. Chinese, as usual was ghey. Still promoting shanghai. I love Europe much more. Especially Switzerland! W00t. physics and chem. were ok. I hate practicals though. Too much work involved. And after all the confusion and chaos, what does one learn? You just complete the worksheet without giving a thought to it. I think pracs are fruitless.

We watched a clip during ss. about Calcutta and migration from some movie. Ah well. and we had a very fruitful discussion during ct period about our future. Yupp. Whats gonna happen to us in j1! I dun wanna leave 05v13! All the people are soooo nice! (especially botany and my “family”!) boohoo. Ill be sad and angsty again lorr. but at least will be in the same school. Bahhh, dun wanna part again. Dun wanna be torn apart again.

Psl was fine. We had a crapo session again. Talked crap. Lol. lots of homework due on Friday. Dieeee. Bahhh. Stress building up, but skills we learnt in the gep (like crapping, “multitasking” and bullshitting to teachers) really come in handy now. As in REALLY handy. I can stretch a 1000 word essay to three fold its size. Lol. like I said, really handy skills. But still, stress is building up. And some people are complaining of too much homework. I think the workload is in fact less than last year’s. o0. ah well. but now I cnat procrastinate and play cs for this few days. Shall have to work hard. again. Whee.


a moment in time.
22:14

Sunday, February 20, 2005

From xtine’s frenster acc. ‘nuff said.

: Name :: Mark

N.Name ::Markypoo, Mark mark

Birthdate:: 26 May

Home town:: Tampines? Heaven? (this world is not my home… I’m just a-passing through…)

Sec School:: Dunman KEMAMA!!! DHS larh.

Pri School:: SHPS!!!

Siblings:: none. (except my sistas and bruddas: xtine, my fave lil sis, naz, my very lame spaz bro, Eunice, laura and prema who are superr nice too!)

Righty or lefty:: right

-------- Your Looks --------

Hair Colour:: some black, some darkish brownish black.

Eye Colour:: just realized my eyes are actually dark brown, not black.

Do you wear contacts or glasses:: occasionally, glasses.

Do you have any piercings:: well, I do pierce myself with stuff. Guess that doesn’t count.

Do you wear any rings:: one ring. Oh yeah.

What shoes do you wear:: running shoes, sports shoes.

-------- Just Lately --------How are you today:: fine I guess.

What pants are you wearing:: short shorts. (lol. same as xtine)

What shirt are you wearing:: sleeveless

What does your hair look like at the moment:: ruffled.

What song are you listening to right now:: ”I swear” by All-4-one

What was the last thing you ate:: lunch (sama sama!)

The last person you talked to on the phone:: um. Zhi quan? I think. Or my dad. Or some girl from class. Not very sure.

-------- More About You --------

What are the last four digits of your phone:: hp: 7160.Home: 4061.

If you were a crayon what color would you be:: lavender!!! Or white. Or SILVER (if there are silver crayons)

Have you ever almost died::lots of times. Especially when I was really young, mostly due to operations or accidents. Owe my survival to God above.

Best advice anyone's given to you:: First one that comes to mind is from aaron: never regret your choices.

What sports do you hate the most:: not really sure. I like most.

How many hse phones do you have in your house:: # 1 – no point having too many.

Animals:: # bunny! I don’t have a pet now, used to have a REALLY cute terrapin.

Place for a dream house:: # lodge beside a lake in Switzerland.

Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured abone:: # don’t think so… hope it doesn’t happen to me.

Who would you tell your dreams to:: # God, and very close frens like my sistas and brudders and some frens from dhs.

Who's your current love, besides family members and friends? :: # >.<


oooooh yes im a sniper
a sniper with a rifle!
And I shoot my gun
And kill lots of people!

I love my sniper rifle
It’s a one shot gun
Lots of headshot for me
I love my sniper rifle!







oh yay! Im now a sniper in Americas army! That means one shot kills! Oh yeah. And I didn’t have to get 36 for my basic marksmanship. There was some bug in aa, and I took the sniper test, and passed easily. Lol. that shows you don’t need 36 for marksmanship to be a good sniper. Whee~ but I havent taken the test for the high caliber rifle. Lol. the game fixed the bug before I could. Anyway I still can use sniper rifles! I hope this lasts. So happieee






LOL. just completed antimaterial rifle training. Damn shiok. Last training I have yet to complete is the special forces one. Which is super tedious and all. so I don’t intend to. Completed everything else. So now im a sniper, medic and paratrooper. Im good. Im good. *ego*

You can take away a soldier's weapon.
You can take away a soldier's fate.
You can take away a soldier's helmet.
You can take away a soldier's life.
But, you can't take away a soldier's spirit.






Do you really want to hurt me
Do you really want to make me cry
- Do you really want to hurt me – Culture Club

You love her, but she loves him
,
and he loves somebody else -
You just can't win.
And so it goes until the day you die.
This thing they call love,
its gonna make you cry.

I've had the blues,

the reds and the pinks.
One thing's for sure...

Love stinks

Love stinks...yeah yeah...
Love stinks!
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...
Love Stinks
Love stinks! Yeah yeah...

- Love stinks – Adam Sandler


Lol. so I went to church, and Rusty Russell, some preacher guys from the states who frequently comes to my church, prayed for me and matt and Dickson and aaron. He told me to give all my frustrations and burdens and all my negative stuff to God, and that the days of condemnation has come to an end (like stop condemning myself, and that no one is condemning me) whee.

Then I played america’s army (as above) and completed question 1 for the lang arts task. I need more time for 2. so now ill go play aa. I hope stuff gets better. Suddenly everyone seems to be feeling negative feelings. Eunice, cheer up sis! Ah well. people, be happy! (including myself)

And I’ll forget you


a moment in time.
21:46

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Get ready for our exciting array of balls

Ah well. today was fun. Mainly because of the interesting, sexually curious america’s army game I am playing now, which is full of adrenaline filled rushes (rushes are SUPER effective when the whole team rushes, and where there are as many medics – like me - as possible) and hostages various… incidents, and also because I went for my cousin’s (the married one – shu yen) housewarming.

There’s no need to explain america’s army. Its way better than cs. But loading takes longer cos its internet multiplayer. So I prefer cs for quick games. Thus, I will talk about the housewarming.

Opposing forces eliminated

Lol. im too good at america’s army. Heh. Getting addicted. Shall have to stop soon.

Anyway, my couz’s house’s design is damn nice. The kind I like. It would be perfect with a bit more aluminum. I prefer light metals. The interior design was nice because it had lots of rounded corners, soft curves and no dark colours. Which basically suits me. yupp. Apparently her husband (wen jie) designed it. with her I think. And they got a barebone comp too! A creative one just like nic’s. but I love my gaming comp. Oh yeah.

The food was nice too… I love love love cereal prawns! And the only red wine they had had liquor, so I couldn’t drink any. (I wonder if im allergic to liquor. o0) ah well. went around the house, browsed through the wedding photos. (wahh. Super chio and shuai lor.) then at about 4:30, went home to complete bio wkst. Which was hindered by my sudden return to america’s army.

Ah. And life is good. (except for some crap part about love and homework)


a moment in time.
23:44

Friday, February 18, 2005

“1. Know Your Balls (Done by Colin Tan, 04S64, Victor Loh, 04S33, Lee Min Xuan, 04S31, Evelynn Ng, 04S17)” – VJC site

lol. eh quite cool design and content lehh. Nubbad.

Anyway, I didn’t really feel good today. Bahhh. Geeez. Its late. (11:17) and im still getting interrupted by multiple msn convos.

So maths was fine. Didn’t really get much. Too lazy to practice, but kinda grasped a bit of the concepts. Yay. Pe was GHEY CRAP. I cant believe I failed 2.4 and chin-up mock lahhh. Ok. maybe I shouldn’t have done pull ups with bag on before pe. Ah well. consequences. So anyway, I missed 13:00 by 12 seconds. I was like all the usual wtf crap. At least I improved at sbj. I think I did anyway. Yay! Hope I can pass napfa. Its better to go for training especially if you just pass. So there’s a better side to it. and some people say I ran an extra round. That’d be so weird. Lost count after the 4th shower of water. o0.

Ss was mostly crap too. After some stuff, the coughgepperscough had to present some stuff on what might be the most time-consuming problem solving method ever. Paul’s Wheel of Reasoning, a thing from the hell of the past. *lightning thunder and generic evil music* what we fear, has come back. Ok. whatever. no one ever used it anyway. But if someone were to be so boh liao as to use it, it would guarantee way higher points than a report without wheel le reasoning.

Physics test was FUN. As in not that kind of fun you get playing cs or bball or some other game, but as in fun for a test. I mean, come on, how often do you get to take a test like some sort of game show complete with remote controls and a interactive quizboard? Whee~ I didn’t do too well. 260/300. and physics is what I think is my best subject lorr (actually its more like physical geog and aeronautics, but whatever lah) then we had MAD meeting. And I felt that I have to do something for God. I mean like, I ask him for stuff on a weekly basis. And I don’t do much except reading the bible and praying daily. Yupp.

Then I went to bugis (its real fun sitting in the bus alone and listening to crap music – most satisfying, no one to disturb you) and met some random dhs and vjc people at mos burger. Ate a seafood burger and mussels. Oh w00t. mussels are real great. But kinda getting sick liao. too much heaty food – chocs, fried food, etc (notice so many people get sick just a few days after vday? Lol.) then the girls took neos.. not sure if ive outgrown neos yet. Lol. shall take a few/lot more. Yay. And have that big face of mine in the front of the neos. Hooray!

Ah well. then my dad fetched me and brought me for tea at “the cheapest and best tea in town – the newpaper”. The milo there is nice. Lol. its all like the 50s type coffeeshop. Nondescript, rundown, but still traditional and quite delicious food and beverages. Ahhh. Good ol’ days? (nah. Not without computers)

I finally finished the bio prac, but my mum wants to observes the eggs for a while more. She thinks its interesting. I think it stinks. As in literally. Ever tried smelling vinegar/enthanoic acid from just 10 cm away? Reuben asked me to sometime last year, and as naïve as I was, I did. Whole nose went numb, something pierced my nerves. Yeah. It gives you a high. Its WAYYYY better than sniffing glue or sniffing tea or any of that crap. and we got lots of homework today! Hooray. Anyway, 1159. time to sleep.


a moment in time.
23:59

Thursday, February 17, 2005

“Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional” – Emotional, Diana DeGarmo

“Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyesI don't wanna say goodbye to youLove is one big illusion I should try to forgetBut there is something left in my head” – That’s why (you go away), Michael Learns to Rock


Like I said, weakness. From nich’s blog.

Would you rather play or watch football?
watch. Duh. Suck at socca

What sport would you say you're best at?
vball. Aiyah. Dun make me go thru this. Not sure. Maybe shooting? Bah.

Apples or oranges?
dun like oranges. Crunchy apples for the win!

Grapes or watermelon?
grapes! Haha. fave fruit.

Wolves or tigers?
o0. no idea.

What sort of music do you listen to?
some soppy love songs, some angsty crap, some rock, some rap, mostly boyband stuff, or mixed music.

Have you ever written poetry?
bah. Yeah.

Do you remember birthdays?
yeah, if I care to remember them

What were you doing before filling this in?
illegal stuff.

What's your favourite gum?
dun like gum.

The first thing you notice on someone of the opposite sex?
o0. wonder what nich’s real answer is. Um. I guess how nice they are. Oh. On? Face, hair.

What's your favourite smell?
I used to love the smell of lifts. Those that had a nice smell. Now… I guess perfume. Haha

Favourite sound that you hear often?
waves at the beach

What are you thinking about?
Right now?fixing up my comp. Some programs crashed just now.

Who out of your friends (same sex) have you known the longest?
Matthew from church. I think.

What kind of books do you like to read?
whatever. overused qn.




ah well. today was fine I guess. Haha. we complained during maths. I’ve failed both assignments. Bahhh. And mr lam says that 3/8 is good liao. o0. ahhhh. If its gonna be this tough (especially the tests), then its gonna be hard getting a’s. then we learnt how to make PROPER proper bio drawings. Wah. How come the proper thing is so simple! Like so… empty de. Physics was funn. We did the group test on kinetic theory! Haha. my group got the most points. The questions on discovery and explanation of the kinetic theory were just too easy. Yesterday, me and koganti and some random vs guys were crapping about it so much that’s I remembered everything about it. lol.

In 1827, the kinetic theory was discovered by John Dalton, a Scottish botanist. And in 1905, the theory was finally explained by Albert Einstein.

Chinese was okaeeee. We got our first set of newspapers this year, and did some worksheet on it. I got most correct. I think. Then we have to subscribe to some really retarded magazine for Chinese through train people. Wtf lahh. Who’d want to read more Chinese mags. PROPAGANDA damnit. prep was ok. We basically slacked cos we couldn’t do IM, and my lang arts group did their own stuff till 20 minutes before prep ended. Haha anyway I got to see pamela’s phone which has lots of crap in it. and her infared doesn’t work! Get a new phone Pamela! Then you can send me your crap!

(suddenly so many people want to use [love unspoken] as a prefix for their msn nick. Guess it says it all. I should trademark it.)

then I walked with laura and some people to the busstop, then back again with her. Talked some with steph and her fren (about a certain girl P and a guy A – he’s really nice, according to steph) and the dance people were there. Dance wants guys. Steph asked me to join lah. I suck at dance. I really do. Then somemore clarissa told steph that I’m good at dance. I was like all o0. and laura also wants guys (me etc) to join. Ok. Tristan and nicole’s joining. Bahhh. Aaron, you go, I go. But im still joining drama. Yupp. Cos I promised my lil sis liao.

ah well, then I took 31 with yuhui home. And we talked. And talked. Ah well. today was wayyyy better than yesterday. Besides the fact I nearly crashed my whole comp just now. Some programs crashed. Yupp. Heh. Hope tomorrow’s good. Fridays are always good. Gotta go to bugis with yh and random people tomorrow. Whee.


a moment in time.
22:24

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

THREE ANGSTY POEMS

None

Silver
It was, shiny
Sharp blade
Slicing gracefully
Like skates upon ice
Torn like tissue
Red tissue
Lacking feelings
Lacking emotions
No.
No surprises
Just a bloodbath
Blood.
In the bath.

Dusk

That brilliant disc
Bravely, magnificently
Lit up the boundless blue
So eternally
Now fell to its knees
Surrendering
From its crown
To the crimson
Bloodbath of the evening
And as I lay there
Upon the caressing sand
Awaiting the revelation
I stay alone
So alone

Denial

My face covered
My palms, once so pure
My hands, once so strong
Shielding my face
From what pain
What must one do
Helpless, disappointed
I see him
See how he makes you smile
And I feel empty
What does he do
To make you love him so
What am I to you
Invisible
Glass
You see right through me
My presence goes unnoticed by you
I wish you would say something
Something to sooth my soul
I wish you would feel happy
With me, together
I shall stay strong
Even as you deny the truth
I won’t say a word
Empty words
And I won’t cry


a moment in time.
22:47



Eh, jared, sorry lahhh. Really. Dunno how many times I sae liaoz.

Today really sucked. Some days are just liddat. And I fear that today might not be the worst day ive had this year. It started off fine, we got to hear some speeches, then did some bio practical on agar and diffusion (cutting the agar was satisfying) lang arts was ok too. Come to think of it, mr koh is really freaky now. All his texts (including songs – radiohead, eminem etc) are angsty and most are about suicide. Hmmmm.

The chem. test was fine. The last question was when stuff started getting bad. The answer to that question, from how I see it, has nothing to relate with chemistry or the kinetic theory of matter at all. it is based on the double slit experiment done by young, for quantum physics. Electron(s) shot through 2 slits wound up interfering with itself, therefore causing a larger area of signal to be registered. I have no idea how this relates to the kinetic theory of matter, but if it does, I’d be interested. Anyway, I gave a superbly crapo answer. That’s 4 marks gone.

Then during the break, stuff really got bad lahhh. I went to do work with jared, xin hui, michelle, Pamela, Gillian and charissa lah. then after some time, Pamela, Gillian and charissa left. Aiyah. I asked jared for his phone then he dunno what I asking lah, cos the both of us were listening to music. So I took it lor. Bahhh. Then he snatched it, then somehow all his sms-es got erased or something. Have no idea how that happened. I was only at the main menu lorr. o0. then he got fking pissed (I dun blame him, I’d be myself, if that happened to me) and he left lahhh. Then I apologized quite a few times, and even smsed and tagged him, but he never accepted those apologies, just giving the sarcastic vs-type “thanks” (which is fking irritating) j’s real good at making people feel bad. (remember at parkway?) ahhhh. Sorry again. And I mean what I say. After this, stuff got better. Besides jared lah. hope he cools down soon.

Then philo started. Lol. this is the most interesting thing that happened at philo today. From aaron’s blog:

“ok i am like gonna blog about the very traumatising experience i had when i walked past the stupid philo class, or v13 as some know it, and then waved really spastically and then the weird philo teacher with bad chest hair problems like some kind of austin powers wannabe started railing at me. ME. I mean, i was just being nice and sociable and waving at the sad sods trying to figure out the meaning of life and stuff. Ok. Granted, life is a really difficult thing to figure out, since people who like philo have no life(no offense). People who have no lfie have no life to figure out. Does that make sense? I'm not sure.

Ok. Basically i just walked in as he told me to and then i sorta sat down like he told me to and then i sorta answered his questions although he was insulting me like i was some kind of person with communicative problems or something. I mean, i am a lot of things, but the fact that people tell me i am oversensitive means i am not autistic, right? It's just reasonable to assume so. Whatever.”


Most of us believe that aaron was being used as an example as a person who has to make choices based on moral values. o0 if not, then our first philo teacher is fking scary, because when aaron left, he was laughing and all cheerful again. Right. Anyway, me and aaron didn’t go to drama today. Im told him to go lor. Its week 7 and we have no cca. Bahhh. Then aaron had nothing on lah. he just wanted to slack. Then mr koh came into v14. haha. asked him if he was suicidal. Heh. At least hes a fun teacher. Anyway, he explained that all the angst was much more interesting than happy stuff. I dun see the point. Ah well. then he called me and aaron out. And had a hard time explaining to us that we must get a cca soon. So we agreed lah. its kinda weird having no cca. Ah well. next week, we WILL join drama. Or be doomed and tarnished all our lives.

And jared, for the third time on my blog, and the tenth time today, SORRY.


a moment in time.
22:15

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

recon
Highly trained and highly skilled, recon men and
snipers can kill at outrageous ranges without
the threat of being discovered. They usually
try to avoid contact because of their
relatively small numbers and extention out from
the front lines.


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geez. I should be starting my bio practical now. But everyone’s busy. Bahhh. And I cnat find syrup. Ah well. today was fine. But yesterday rocked so much more. Chinese was ghey crap. Teacher was promoting shanghai and how beautiful it is. Bahhh. Lang arts was ok. We got to listen to eminem once more. Stan. I love the chorus. It goes:

My tears gone cold I'm wonderin’ why
I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

Ss was bah. Got some lecture on class behaviour. Then stuff. Haha. then during the second break I finished the ss worksheet, and talked about stuff. Im getting angsty once again. Im was ok. My group just rocks. Lol. we started off slow today, crapping too much, but the suddenly we got super far. whee~ then I saw randall with Yvonne. o0. haha. so sweet. Ah well. then huang yue smsed me. wtf lah. we were in the same level 2 camp group. Ehhh. We were enthu only during the camp I guess. After that everyone lost contact. Ah well. go baboons! o0.

So I took 31 with michelle, Audrey, tristan, aaron. We saw wen quan on the bus. Must have been to lan or smth. Lol. then I went home. My mum cooked today, and my elder and his wife came over for dinner. my parents treat them like their own parents. Lol. ok. Gtg start bio soon.

And I shan’t feel sad. No matter what you do.


a moment in time.
21:50

Monday, February 14, 2005

It doesn't matter what they say
In the jealous games people play

Happy Valentine’s day y’all!!! oh w00t w00t w00t. Best vday ever! Whee~ (hyper. And I will not get angsty) got lots of stuff to talk about. Might get boring. Ill try to add in some juicy details (for nicholas’ sake)

Firstly, I woke up with a light rash and a red neck. Apparently the wine I took yesterday had liquor, and im allergic to liquor or something. Ah well. I didn’t even like liquor anyway. Then, I brought out all my vday stuff, and my dad fetched me and aud, ama and tristan to school. By the time I reached, for some unknown, weird and irritable reason, 2 of the 3 roses I got yesterday like… died. Sadness lahh.

Then ms low was in class, so I gave the stuff to my sisters (xtine, Eunice) and mortal (Pamela) first. Then like after some persuasion, I gather some ghey courage and and went up to HER and passed her all the prezzies I got. Haha. hope you like those kk? She said thanks, and that was it. lol. ah well. what can I expect. Anyways, thanks to everybody who got me prezzies!!! Here’s a list, which might not be complete.

My sisters (!!! Xtine and Eunice, thanks for the (hershey) kisses and ferrero rochers. You really know my taste well. haha and xtine, thanks for the REALLY nice card. Even my dad was impressed. Haha. daisy eh?), laura and zhi hui (I’ll get you two something soon) for the f-rochers and the note from laura, my mortal (pamela) for the notepad which is real cool cos I love post-its, and the note too, Amanda for the cappuccino nougat which I am savouring now, ms low for a dark choco Hershey kiss, and some person who never revealed him/herself to me for the 3 hershey kisses (tell me who! And thanks lots!), zhi quan for a merci choco bar, chun han for burger gummy, xin hui for roses (sorry they died so fast. Bahhhh), and to some other people I might have forgotten (sorry! And thanks lots). And also to myself for the rose petals that dropped from the 2 roses and the montip bag which made everything so nicely packaged. (I put petals in the bag and put everything in.)

“TO ALL MY FANS, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. LOVE YOU ALL” lol.

they played the frenship dance during assembly. Lol. few people actually danced lahh. lessons were all fine. Maths was ok, ting xie (surprisingly) was ok, but truthfully both were rather boring, physics and chem. were ok too. And ss too. All kinda boring, but better than other days. Or maybe it’s because I had lots of choc to sustain me. or maybe its because it was vday.

Second break was really interesting, cos v13 made 5-6 free dedications. Whee~ so fun right? Then this stupid jastine (whos my angel) go and make some ghey dedication. Lol. good thing I was still there to fix it. I made one to the class too! Whee~ ct was quite… interesting. We got to hear the sc nominees speeches. I tell you ah, if someone said something along the lines of

“TO ALL MY FANS, THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. LOVE YOU ALL”

I’d definitely vote for them.

Psl session was ok. We played the traffic jam game. Lol. whatever lahh. Then hui yi called me. she, yh, sb, max and js were in vjc. Lol. so hyper that they finally dared to enter vjc. Whee~ showed yh around. Then gave hui yi one buck to buy Snapple as a vday prez. And gave yh chocs. and js gave a rose to yvonne for a certain short guy. Lol. ah well. so happie today. Then my mum cooked dinner which was much nicer than takeout, cos it had miniscule amounts of oil in it. whee~ I really loved today. I’ll treasure it as one of my best memories. Yupp. Thanks to everyone who made this day so special!!! Especially YOU…


a moment in time.
22:33

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Lol. so went to church, greeted lots of people blessed new year, went for lunch, then went all around southeastern Singapore looking for nice roses, and landed up buying 3 really nice ones from the shop just across from my house. Bah. That’s how bo liao me and my parents are (they think its for the class, lol) then finished off part 2 of ss, went to my aunt’s house for dinner. the red wine was fking staring me in the face. 2 glasses later I couldn’t walk properly, but I could still relish the blood and violence in taekugki (brotherhood) ah well. im speeding through this so I can get done with my ss. hope I can finished by tomorrow. Ah well.


a moment in time.
22:16

Saturday, February 12, 2005

That we'll be Lovers and Friends

This is a blogwide announcement. Anyone with “how come” by d12 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE send to me. PLEASE.

Omg. I searched for rejected and this quiz came out .those of you who remembered the rejected cartoons, have a good laugh. Because I ammmm the…
anuscloud
A bleeding anus cloud, who'd a thunk it. They make
plugs for that, you know.


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so anyway, I went shopping today with you know who. Because she was going to be late, I went to borders first. Read love actually, again (so I don’t need the book anymore liao lah) met her, then saw Jerry singing Angel in a very bad voice. Then we went to takashimaya and ate gelato!!! I had 2 choco-based flavours – tartufu and gianduia. Gelato rox!!! Ahhhhh. I love ice cream. After that we shopped at some vday shop thing, but dint buy anything. So we went to cine… and I was forced to buy [edit] for aaron’s bday. I will so not go out with you again lor. And there were some people beside me and they were like roffle and all. bahhhh. Haha. anyway we went to heeren and bought nothing there too.

Then went to popular to write in aaron’s card. Wah. Use the pens there to deco the card. Lol. So we went back to tamp and went to century square to go to montip! (eh. There’s nothing going on between me and [edit] horr. Dun go spreading lies horr. Or I wont get you bday gift liao.) I got lots of vday prezs! Whee~ then went to tm and bought Joanne a cute [edit]. Yayyyy. Then ama and xhawan saw us lahh. Lol. whatever lor. Whee~ then roamed around a bit more, then we both went home. Whee. Im so tried. And there’s so much to be done.

Reminders: ting xie on Monday *, chem. test on Wednesday, ss essay thing, bio prac test (unsure about this. People please confirm soon), bio prac assignment – which really really sux, physics test on chem. notes (unsure about this too.) and lang arts project. Argh. Gonna die. Stooopid ting xie with 25 words. Diee.


a moment in time.
23:45

Friday, February 11, 2005

Yeah. I’ll stop all this crap.

Ahhh. I have so much stuff to buy tomorrow. All the prezs for my mortal (ie Pamela) , sistas (xtine, Eunice) , joanne’s bday prez, aaron’s bday prez, yh’s vday prez thing, june’s vday prez thing, and if I find some, roses. And there’s lotsa homework (which really sucks, and I feel like procrastinating) - lang arts, bio, ss. all of which are big assignment things. Arghhh. Pressure + stress building up. Not good. And im not in a good mood too. Bahhh. But Fridays still rock!!!

There’s no point in it anyway. Lol.

Oh. I woke up super early this morning. Then played cscz. Cross country wasn’t too bad. The first half was great. Then I decided to walk the second half. I have no idea what came over me. then I sprinted from the gate all the way to the end, and it was quite funny because I saw this senior in front of me lah. then I knew he was going to sprint. Then he saw me and he knew I was gonna sprint too. Then it started and I lost to him when the stupid teacher asked us to stop running. Finnee lahhh. I know I suck. Anyway I beat aaron cos he got a blister thing. whee. I got 521 (which really sucks lah) and aaron got 522. yay.

Love was always crap anyway. Haha.

(wtf. Why suddenly frenster become so pinnkkkk. Ew) then dunno what to do. Supposed to go back to dhs today with Nicole, jastine and michelle lahhh. Then dunno what happened, so nic went home (I hope) and I went to shps. Haha had talks with teachers. Then mdm chong dragged me into her class and embarrassed me with rather … weird… compliments. Uhhuh. Then talked with mrs jo and mrs simon and mrs teo. Dunno why never see mr koh liao. So sad. Must congratulate him on his many awards. Ahhhh. Then went home and washed up and went for lunch at tm with all the shps people.

Whatever lahhh. This is screwed right?

Ate at long john silvers which isn’t that nice after all. then went to steal some food from seoul garden from the v14 people. Then after some time, dunno how I ended up with some people in the supermarket because Cheryl wanted to buy a duck. And aaron revealed something that really makes me think his sister has really bad taste. o0. ok. Nvm. So me and aaron went around for a while cos there was gonna be eds dinner! and we talked about stuff. Then took 10 to siglap.

I don’t have much to say. I guess it’s the same for you.

Haha. me, aaron and Nicole were the earliest. Like ½ hour early. Lol. so we went to siglap shopping center which is a damn sad place. It was all dark and near-silent. The only sound were the footsteps of people unseen, and the clickity clack of some keyboard and the cry of the priestess of the moon of some guy playing warcraft. Ahh. Eccentric place. And there was this bookshop which is like the one you see in notting hill. And the owner was like all weird accenty and chirpy. Lol.

I’ll just wait and see what happens

Haha. the eds dinner was soooo funnyyyy. Cos eds is always funnyyyy. Then got 18-19 year old seniors come too lor. They all sho shuai and chio de. No fairr.. o0 um. Anyway the food was quite ok (pizza never sucks) but too little liao. Anyway I spent too much last week, so must save this week. (actually I spent 40 bucks today. Bahhh) haha. haha. The seniors all so niceee! Then got this super rich senior lah. from Australia or smth. Then super chio de somemore. Put make up de hor. Wah. I cant believe girls actually care to put on make up lorrr. Then the guys all army de. Muscular and bicepular and somemore shuai shuai de. Sigh. Seniors.

Here we gooooo

Anyway, me, June, Vanessa and tristan took 10 lahhh. Then me and june talk lahhh. Haha. fave junior horrr. Aiyah. Finally admit about some of her stuff lahhh. Lol. then I also told her stuff. Usual lahhh. Ah well. played some time crisis 3. then got bus pass. Then went home. Ah well. life is good? Not sure.


a moment in time.
22:40

Thursday, February 10, 2005

How come, we don't even talk no mo',

Lol. just went running. Short distance from somewhere before caltex then past Springfield then full length home. Yay. I got stitches. Bahhh. Ah well. whats with password protected entries nowadays? Like everyone’s got one on their blog (except me and a few others) the first one I encountered was Nicole (when she was at the start of her… ahem relationship) oh well. I don’t see the point. Might as well save it as some word doc on your comp and hide it in some folder down in C:/windows/system32/.. or stuff.

Went visitation today. To 3 houses. Whee~ the 2nd house I went to was ben’s and evan’s house. They moved not too long ago. HP comps look quite nice with the blue illumination and all. haha. but still… specs not good enough. Ahhh. The joys of 1gb ram. I expect 2gb ram by xmas. Then we went to the 3rd house (shawn and Jolene/in’s) and I played lots of cs:cz and had lots of nice fried prawn things. And watched mulan! So nice show! I quite like it. Heroes/heroines look too good in cartoons. Ah well.
So tomorrow is the x-country. Hope we all don’t die. I’m gonna pace with jastine, so I wont fuse out too early, I hope. Lord, no stitches please. And no breathlessness. And vday’s approaching. Let it be good, Lord. Let me get over her. Please. Amen. (I hope prayers on blogs get answered.)


a moment in time.
22:55



All the lonely people, where do they all come from?
All the lonely people, where do they all belong?


Lol. Nicholas is right. Alcohol doesn’t make you a better man. And your head hurts in the morn. But the burning sensation it creates immediately after you take a drink of wine is just… nice. Mah two sistas told me not to drink anymore. so I wont It doesn’t do you any good anyway, like I thought it would. Anyway, ice cream is a much happier food. Whee~ but my ice cream supply is nil now. I’ll go get some tubs when I got time.

I might go running about 3.2km later tonight. If I got the energy, time and determination. So I wont burn out tomorrow. I hope I don’t get stitches or anything tomorrow. Argh. X-country really sux doesn’t it. bahhh. Ah well. im still sad. (or as mun yi would say, im a sadness.) I hope everything just gets better eventually.


a moment in time.
13:58

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

poem alert!!! - this has been done with a considerable amount of alcohol and angst. beware.

10th Floor

The blades are spinning
Rays pierce through the metal
Glistening drops of crimson
Line the points

The words fade from my palm
Meaningless my thoughts become
Flashes of the spectrum
Never touching my eyes

The clock is ticking
The hands are moving so slowly
Time is running out
What’s all this about

Flesh hangs limp
Upon a shaft of brutality
Out of the window
That has seen so many twilights

Contemplating
My thoughts swirl
In an ocean of quicksilver
What am I doing here

There is no more happiness for me
Stuck in the madness
That dwells here in
The 10th floor


a moment in time.
23:25



Turn around, and see me cry.

Yeah, ive taken to alcohol to sooth my sorrows. Lol. so anyway, I went to the old house place today, the usual meeting grounds for my side of the heng family. Yupp. Big bungalow thing with extensive nature deco. I drank port wine (which is a damn strong wine – 20% alcohol. It burns so bad.) and played some blackjack. Eventually I made a loss of just 20 cents. Its better than wasting 5 bucks on an arcade game you can pwn anytime. Gambling is mainly luck. So its… exciting in some way. And I got 8 red packets in 5 minutes. Cool.

Then visited some places here and there, learnt about my career from my cousin-in-law. Rsaf = make more money when you leave the air force. Yupp. So im still pursuing the air force path. And you can get in easily if you’re reasonably good at physics and maths. Yupp. Go physics! After next year I’ll drop quantum physics unless it’ll help me some way in the a-levels (it’s a a-level extension) cos it wont help me in my career, which requires normal physics.

Yeah, met more cousins. And we talked. Like usual. Watched a bit of confessions of a teenage drama queen (which is a lame chick flick thing.) then went to my aunt’s house and had some red wine. Damnit. I love red wine. Ahhhh. Alcohol turns out to be better at curing angst than ice cream. It makes you forget stuff. (but because of this im remembering everything again. Bahhhh. Im such a sad guy.)


a moment in time.
22:52



I have this weakness for pointless quizzes. This one is ripped off michelle’s blog. Eh, more people do leh. I never get sick of these. This one’s quite… interesting.

*PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT?
um, cut myself with a penknife (accidently)

*WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Disneyland poster, some airplane pic, and a strip of alphabets which has been there since I was a lil kid.

*WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE?
Trying to stuff an aeroplane into my closet. Yeah, so weird I cried.

*DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Dunno lah. Dawn i think.

*DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE?
Don’t think so…

*WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON?
Does it count if people say im romantic? actually I’d say no. o0

*WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
(Very disgusting thing no one wants to hear about)

*WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU STARTED FILLING THIS IN?
watching yellow submarine by beatles.

*FAVORITE CHOCOLATE?
Choco covered coffee beans! I miss them lots. Ah well. bugis doesn’t sell ‘em anymore. Sadness.

*FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE)?
Ricola, lakerol.

*CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM?
Choco!!!

*DO YOU OWN ANYTHING LEATHER?
Planner/diary, polo sport wallet, and some stuff here and there.

*FAVORITE COLOGNE?
Dont use cologne.

*FAVORITE PERFUME?
Don’t use perfume. (I liked the one I had in my wallet tho, until I lost it somewhere)

*DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT?
Lol. recorder. And a mini piano.

*WHAT IS YOUR ALL-TIME FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE?
Ella Enchanted!!! (although I outgrew it this year. Dunno why.)

*WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN?
green

*WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Brownish-black. I think.

*HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Used to till this year.

*IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME?
Hui yi (WHATEVER. NOT MAH FAULT)/Scotty the hottie. Blehhh. I think you guys still reme right? The koala thing.

*WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Cough. Samantha? Not really crush right? Too innocent then.

*MOST EMBARRASSING CHILDHOOD MOMENT?
Not sure…

*WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Its rather tempting to say some wrong stuff. I guess mid-long black hair.

*SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
Sunset!!! whee~

*WHERE AT?
Definitely at Lake Lucerne in Switzerland. Or a beach. East Coast’s was nice. And Hawaii too.

*(FOR THE LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
o0

*(NOW THE GENTLEMEN, BETRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
Beside the esplanade. Or fullerton. Somewhere around there lahh

*WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
Switzerland!!! Or hawaii

*CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
A bit of piano (grade 0) some drums, and I guess we all know the recorder.

*DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
I guess I forgot most of the European languages and Jap I learnt. Back to Chinese. Bahhh.

*WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPP SEX)?
I have no idea!!!! Haha oh well.

*WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE RAPPER?
Jay-z/eminem?

*FAVORITE BAND(S)/ARTISTS/MUSIC?
Westlife, nsync. blehh

*WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU READ MOST?
Non-fiction all of a sudden. Actually I like novelisations of movies best. Yupp. =)

*DO YOU LIKE POETRY?
Yeah, I guess

*HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
Cold, on the rocks.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PHRASE TO USE?
Whee~

*DRAGONS OR DINOSAURS?
Whatever…

*WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Just like an unblockable. Ah well.

*WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Card… or on msn. lol

*CHOOSE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A THOUSAND
I love multiples of 10. yupp.

*WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ICE SKATING OR ROLLER SKATING?
Ice skating! Cos I finally can ice skate! I haven’t learnt how to blade…

*WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OF TEN?
1 I think.

*WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Backstabbers. And an unsightly mess.

*HAVE YOU EVER DONE PRANK CALL?
Lol. I guess. Haha. love hearing the reactions.

Save me from pointless quizzes!!!!


a moment in time.
01:43



I know why liao. Don’t have to tell me.

Well, went for reunion dinner. the usual (semi) formalities, the steamboat dinner, the 2 hours of straight soccer-watching, ice cream, booze and lots of various crap. Im really not in the mood lah. but I had to put on some nice face as respect. Dinner was good. Arsenal used their cheap tricks as usual, Chelsea was being gheyed. Yupp. It’s a good life. So anyway I finally know lah. I was prepared for it. so no hard feelings or anything. Yupp. And I borrowed the yellow submarine vcd. Oh w00t.

Hope we can still be friends. I’ll get over you. Promise. Please. I don’t ant our friendship to be gone liddat. I promise my love will just be a memory. Or nothing.


a moment in time.
01:29

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

“If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty” – Guilty, Blue

I get the message. You’re pissed. Most probably with me.

Haha, today was funnnn. Vjc cny celebrations are so much nicer than dhs. Yupp. There was the concert with the usual music. And dances. But no dramas!!! Who needs skits anyway. The dance club vjc dance thing was damn cool. It so pwns intuition. And they learnt it in like 5 weeks. Wow. It had lots of cool moves. Yupp. Nice one laura and steph! Haha. the dance rocked.

Your blog says it all. You’re not hiding it any longer. Thanks.

Then we had our own dance. MASS DANCES. All 6. (crazzziieee uhhuh uhhuh) Wah. Super fun. Crazy yeah, but fun. Heh. Forgotten lots of moves liao. Oh well. but mass dances are… fun.

I have no idea what happened. I’m sorry.

So then, I didn’t get to visit shi qing again. So I wrote some stuff on a pink [iece of paper and passed it to the guys visiting her. Get well soon! Took a cab back to shps. Ahh, missing the days of innocence and cuteness. Sigh. Look at whats become of us now. Clouded minds. Ah well. we met very few teachers – most of them had left. Haha. met lois! So long never see her liao. Lots of p6gep people were there! Finally one near-complete gathering. Yupp. Hooray!

It’s better to have my heart broken now than later. And it hurts.

Ate across the road at mcd and the coffeeshop. Then quite a few of them left (hope to see you guys again soon!!!) and me, yh, darho, aud, jo, sb, zw, visa, shaz and gab went to tamp mall. Sb and gab were crazy enough to go play bball in the tropical heat. Theyre just weird. I managed to contact shi qing and speak to her through Carey’s loudspeaker phone thing. apparently she’s much better. Hope to see you soon! =)

Now I know how you feel. I’ll keep my distance. I’m sorry. I am.

Yupp. So we went shopping for darho’s clothes. Then went to the fountain and stoned there for very long. Then went to century square to stone too. Lol. I met three people today: Pamela (she went back to shps, but I didn’t see her) , Xin Hui (tk? Yupp. I think) and Olivia (whom yh thinks is very chio. o0) haha.

Tell me what to do. Please.

like I said ytd, my days are becoming half bad (read: italics) and half great (read: normal text.) Ah well. I’m going for reunion dinner later. I hate the formalities. Bah. And im so screwed. She’s so pissed. Argh. (im sorry.)


a moment in time.
17:14

Monday, February 07, 2005

to shi qing: get well soon! sorry i didnt go today. serious. get well soon. you're one of the most cheerful people i know! its sad to not see you in school. =) get well soon!


a moment in time.
21:49



I know what you said. You don’t have to tell me anymore. I know.

My days are going back to becoming half great and half depressing. yay. So now huang yue and yirui knows. well, there was maths (which im finally starting to grasp. After 2 weeks?) and pe. running sucks. But today was fine. I wasn’t too far back. And I did 3 sets (swing, no swing, one-arm supported) of 4 pull ups. I dun wanna die on Friday! Bahhhh.

I know you got freaked out. What am I supposed to do?

Ss was okkk. But got stupid assignment lahh. And lang arts too. But no la hmwk. Just got the ghey group project. Ah well. lang arts quite interesting, but 3 periods is really too draggy. Then I went back to dhs!!! W00t w00t.

I can expect nothing. Roses, cards, chocolate, jewellery – nothing they can do. Either.

Played some vball, talked a lot. A lot. Haha. its great. Miss you guys lots. More neos kk? For memories. Missing the good ol days. Yeah. But I was also very… sad when I learnt of some stuff. (read: italics) Yah. Oh well. No good going into details.

What can I do? It’s just gonna be unrequited love.

Well, dhs sucked. As in the school. But the people rocked, and will always rock. Yeah. (cool. They posted new notes on forum. Whee. Chem. notes are 8.5 mb. crazziee) haha. then I had a lift from aud. Wah. Damn sweet car. hyundai tuscani. Woah. Ask yh. But a bit cramped lahh. Haha. but damn nice car. Yupp.

Are you even here. Do you even care.

Well, to those people who are like giving me emotional support, thanks lots. (especially mah sistas. And lots others like botany. Haha) whee~ I hope I don’t get too angsty. Thanks people, for the compliments, the help, the support. Yay


a moment in time.
21:19

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Eheh. The hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy movie is approaching. May 6 2005. im so gonna catch it. Theres gonna be another damned 4.8km run tomorrow. Im getting sick of pe already. This time I wont eat candy. Whatever. I just hate long distance runs. Today was usual. Church, 31, subway. Yeah. I don’t feel too happy and all.

I dun know if I even loved her in the first place. She don’t even like me. that’s what I know.

Screw homework. Especially maths. Algebra sux. Ss too. I finally got the stuff done. Hope michelle and jastine added smth. Pamela and yijin haven’t been online. Bleh. I got nothing nice to say, nothing interesting too. I’ll just hope for the best for the 4.8 tomorrow. And the x-country too.

I’ll leave your life. You’ll never remember me anyway.


a moment in time.
20:39



here's a poem. whee.

Miss Winter

Another mood swing?
Maybe you hate me?
Did I piss you off
In any single way?

Why are you so cold?
That it chills me
Icicles piercing my heart
Freezing my soul

If you don’t want me
Declare it throughout the world
Don’t hide it from me
It just hurts me more

If someone else
Resides in your heart
Let me know
I’ll just get out

If you want to be
Then you can be
Just another thought
Wafting through my mind

You know who you are
I don’t have to tell you
You’re the rush in my veins
You, the silent killer.


a moment in time.
14:51

Saturday, February 05, 2005

“You're just like an angel,Your skin makes me cry”
- Creep, Radiohead

Yeah. I wish I was special.

“There was a screech as the ball struck the ground, and ricocheted back into space again. He just stared.”

Oh well. my life seems to be taking another downturn. I dunno why. Maybe its her. Yet again. Maybe she knows. Or maybe its just the thoughts in my head. Maybe it’s the things ive seen about her, what she tells me so unknowingly. Maybe its because she daos me. Maybe its because life isn’t so happy and fun anymore.

Still, every year has its setbacks. I shall give 2005 many chances. I have to anyway. The first month of life in vjc has been great. Really great. Haven’t had so much fun and bliss in so long. Yeah. Dunno what feb will have in store for my innocent soul. (innocent to all that’s gonna happen)

Well, went to school today for banner painting. It was really sad lah. but quite fun. And messy. No one told me not to wear uniform! Bleh. now I have to use turpentine or other sort of chemicals with strange fumes to scrap off the wall paint. Our banner rocked! (me, nic, sean, xtine and some senior which is about to adopt us as a junior class worked on it – xian and naz worked on the air force styled one.) we used a blue-white gradient which was beautiful, and a nice font thing saying aquila with eagles’ wings at the side. (argh. Im having déjà vu. Hate it) lots of ppl said our banner rocks! Whee~ I like it a lot.

Had a drink with xiao xian and nini. Then took 31 back with nini. Bah. Too much homework. Maths is pretty screwed again. Oh well. shall have to cope. And I still haven’t decided cca. ARGH. Air rifle is damn hard to cope with leh. Hmm. Drama. Mmm.


a moment in time.
21:20



“look at the stars, look how they shine for you” – yellow, coldplay

Fridays are always the best! Although homework is REALLY starting to pile up now.

Maths was fine. I finally got some of the graphs stuff – completed-square form. Whee~ its so simple because its just like division, with remainders and stuff. Although its super tedious. Pe was ok. But I got the solar plexus stitches in the second half, and I didn’t tighten my shoe, so my toes kept scraping against the sole, therefore blisters start to appear, and its just as bad as ice skating. Bleh. and I couldn’t resist breathing through my mouth. Bah. Shall have to discipline myself. And I realized eating sweets don’t work. They just make it harder for you to breathe, and they don’t give you much energy after all.

Ss was bleh-ish. we got lots of homework. Rather not rant about it. then there was this MAD meeting, a sort of prayer service thing started by miss low. Honestly, its very weird with a teacher around, and I also find it hard to commit every Friday. Oh well. then those of us who attended went to parkway for lunch! Ok. Im now xtine’s burdder! Lol but she doesn’t want me for her valentine!!! >rejected< =( ohohoh!! I had a ebi rice burger. Which is super nice. And fried mussels, which is like a more disgusting form of chewing gum. You can leave shellfish in your mouth throughout the day and it just pwns.

Then we met jastine, jared and Nicole at perlini’s silver, cos that’s where jastine’s vday prez. There were causes and effects at this point. Jared and jastine played a joke on me lah. they acted that jastine liked the girl I like. Somehow. SOMEHOW they managed to guess right. (maybe I’m too obvious? – Pamela found out today too. In my notebook. Bah. And she now knows im her angel. Bleh!!! but I was such a nice angel!) so I got really upset/emotional/semi-angsty. And I turned to yuhui for help. Aiyah. not worth it discussing this part. Like I said, it was just emotional. Eh to people involved, I just don’t want friendships to be broken because of love o0. I hate being torn apart liddat.

Chun han said to me that that showed I really loved her. Jastine told me that if someone liked the girl, that meant that she was really worth my love. Oh well. I learn the most through the really weird things in life. Anyway this moment can be described by xtine’s quotes, cos im too lazy to type more.

“we went to perlini's silver to look @ stuff for mark and jastine's valentines. i swear they're slightly nuts. ok fine they're sweet. just so loyal it's a tad freaky. eunice said, and quote and un, "the guys in our class are so sweet, my teeth are dropping out."

and they spent half an hour THINKING and PONDERING and ANALYSING over what their valentines would like. also with the help of us, their very helpful girl friends. [gal pals, for the immature.] [i always wondered what guys do for v-day. now i know.]

it was sweet enough to give you diabetes. and go into a sugar shock” – xtine

haha. I so sweet lor. And im her brudder. Lol and because of this few… moments… half the class knows who I like. These people, for the record, are:
Yuhui, who isn’t in v13, Laura, Xtine, XXian, Nic, Naz, Chun, Jared, Jastine, Prema, Eunice, Pamela, Gillian.

Well anyway, I went with xiao xian to the library, cos we were both bored and had nothing better to do. so we got comfy seats at the mezzanine and read “better than tv” then read seventeen magazine (which really turns out to be a girl’s mag) and did some quizzes. Well, I turned out to be perfectly friendly!!! Whee~ im just so nice. Eh, xx is perfectly friendly too. then we read stuff about horoscopes. Apparently I (Gemini) will get a date in april! Whee~ haha dun believe in this kinda stuff lah

Well, I went back to vjc, to meet inante. Yupp. They were all watching soccer. So I played some vball first. Finally, after it got dark, we (those from inante were: me, denys, aud, elaine and steph) and some seniors went to sakae sushi to eat! Fancy having sushi as a late dinner. its just so beautiful. Chawan mushi, soft shelled crab… ahhhh i love jap food soooo much. Haha, and we sent one of my 5c coins around the thingy. Then we walked for a bit, and Kenny sent those of us who live in the east home. Eh, steph is like rich kia lor. Two mercs hor. I only got one. Bah. And terrace house somemore. Yirui is even richer, two mercs (one is a slk. Damn nice convertible thing) and lives in a bungalow. Oh. And denys is vina’s neighbour! At meyer park right? Lol

So I spent 35 bucks in one day. That beats my record in march 04. whee~ I just had too much to resist spending. Shall have to get more cash tomorrow.


a moment in time.
01:20

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Damn. Homework is starting to pile up fast. Vip getting stressful. But who said it wasn’t hard. oh well. just hope we’re prepared. Hope all that bridging curriculum wont go to waste. can feel the pressure starting to boil up.

So we have to buy graphic calcs. Argh. They’re damn damn ex lehh. My class most prob getting the t-84 which ONLY costs just a bit less than 200 bucks. I would love to use that 200 bucks for a better use, such as an mp3 player or a pda with graphmatica installed, which would be way better. And we cant. Use. Edusave. Which seriously sucks because that means the 500-700 bucks in my edusave account its like for nothing lor. I’d so rather use edusave for the calc, because it is for our education anyway.

Off to dinner for a while. Then I’ll have to start on chem. stuff.




oh well. me, nazri, chun han and jastine found out that those girls that signed up as cheerleaders had sabo-ed me. and apparently, I was the only guy to have a … “stunt” – dance. Which I seriously suck at. Despite having tried for 2 years. Sabo lah. bweh. That was also the first time ive said the f-word this year. (holy shit Chinese worksheet is super super hard. as in the first time, seriously hard. not like, oh this is so hard but I can still pass it, but this is like really dunno how to do and has to rely on luck kind of hard.)

bio and physics was fine. There was a quiz and stuff on organelles during bio and physics was just repeating stuff on vcs and msgs. Then during Chinese we got lots of bad news. I really hate Chinese now. Bah. There’s gonna be a ting xie with 25 words, half of which are cheng yus. Why cant we have mr yeo! Getting A1’s was just as easy as playing cs or gta with him around. He really made Chinese fun and easy to score at. Which made it even funner. Now we have dominic’s mum who is putting pressure on us during the first ting xie. And we even have to learn the meaning of those words, which I really hope wont come out. If only.

After lunch was the ideas fair, in which we prepared a performance in 15 minutes (which beats the 1 hour record during orientation camp, and the 3 hour one during kaleidoscope) and showed it to the vip. Anyway we got an award for being the most entertaining. Lol. jastine as mr gene tan is real good. Somehow jastine is really good at acting ghey. Haha it ended way after it was supposed to end. Bweh. So then nazri went to vs, and I decided not to go rock climbing and running after all.

Anyway Daniel from v11 called me and aske dme to meet his teacher at the air rifle range. Daniel is the only vip air rifle-er. So they were kinda despo for vip people to join ar. Like me! apparently my score was overlooked or something. So I can join air rifle now. (my 2.4 was faster than Daniel, which apparently makes me more fit than him =S, but he has more experience, being a vs shooter) if I have the commitment. Then I met jimmy, and he had a talk with me. apparently vball is in bad shape now, about to be closed if they don’t gain something from the next competition. That’s why they couldn’t take me and the 2 others because they needed a formidable team to win them some stuff, so that vball can survive.

I pity jimmy. You know, hes trying to save vball and all. seems like lots of pressure is being put on him. Good luck kiddo. So I understand and stuff now. The may tryouts might not even surface. But I hope vball survives! So now, my question is… air rifle or drama? People please help me choose. Hard choice. Air rifle is like committed training, almost everyday, while drama is 3 hours per week. Hmmm. Both seem… appealing. Oh well.

Then I met some inante people and we talked and stuff. Haha. funniie. Eh nazri sorry I didn’t join you. Hope you had a fun time going solo. Lol. I’ll go sulk over my Chinese homework now and try to make some sense out of it. and try not to die tomorrow during pe. I hate long distance! STITCHES SUCK.


a moment in time.
20:23

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

“Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees”
- superman, five for fighting

1) I didn’t get into vball
2) air rifle’s finding a new member
3) drama is taking in lots of people

sooo… drama or air rifle? Bweh. Decision will be made tomorrow. A nice guy from v11, Daniel, whom I don’t even know, is gonna help me ask if I can join air rifle, cos they’re looking for one more guy. Oh well. if I join ar then defo cannot join vball liao. Dunno lah. anyway thanks Daniel. For helping a guy you don’t even know.

Today got rather interesting towards the end of the day. I had to rush the bio experiments today, because my microscope didn’t work properly, like certain broken microscopes tend to. So I used laura’s and got a super clear view of my own cheek cells. I did a very very detailed drawing of the cell/s, almost too detailed that it looked like a… fake. Not my fault my specimen so clear simah. Whee~ I didn’t get to see the plant cell, so this one I had to draw based on memory of the one I saw in sec 1. sorta. It was too detailed too. Bleh.

We watched a radiohead music video during lang arts. Now im associated with angst. argh. That was the bad part of last year. Oh the angst. the poems. The crap. Bah. Lol anyway im not angsty! Im superr happieeieie! (note: if only you could see who was chatting with who without being in the convo. Ahhh… insecurities) the video was quite nice, simple, predictable, but made its point. And we got a big project thing. argh. To my group: I finished the cover slide. Whee.

Chem. was fine. Theres something called chem. challenge, so we have more homework! Whee~ how very fun. Anyway, instead of going to parkway during the 3 period break (for those without lit. lol), I had ice cream with some people then went to the library. (oh, during the first break, we did an experiment on jared, who unknowingly confirmed our… suspicions.) I had some fun at the library which I wont discuss.

Philo was quite fun… we finally got to discuss a text. (republic II by plato) philo rocks! Even though you go around in circles, remember, the process is more important than results! Oh well. after that there wasn’t anything much liao. Its 940. I shall go sleep early so I got enough energy to go rock climbing and running tomorrow. Whee. Vday prez = bracelet with one dangly thing on it! cos apparently SHE likes that kind of stuff. Whee~


a moment in time.
21:41

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

“Mama's too sweepy to hear you screamin in her ear (ma-maa!)
That's why you can't get her to wake, but don't worry
Da-da made a nice bed for mommy at the bottom of the lake
Here, you wanna help da-da tie a rope around this rock? (yeah!)
We'll tie it to her footsie then we'll roll her off the dock
Ready now, here we go, on the count of free..
One.. two.. free.. WHEEEEEE! (whoooooshhhhh)”

- 97 Bonnie And Clyde, Eminem

“there is a time when the only guy you can turn to is God”

Eh, new secondary email! markhsx@gmail.com yupps. Gmail! Kudos to sean.

Bah. I dun like Chinese! Besides the fact we get to use comps often. But we’re starting to use the traditional textbook crap. And there is a problem with language arts too. Sure, its usually quite fun, because you’re not studying any specific subject in particular, but 3 periods straight is definitely not a good idea. Me, jastine and zhi quan were discussing this lah. 2 periods is the most one can usually take. You lose your attention after 1.5 periods. The only reason we got through 3 periods of dnt per week because it was hands on. Lang arts is in class. That sux.

Ss is ok lah. I dun see the point of it. hist/geog might be more useful. Especially geog, because if I wanna be a pilot I better know geog stuff. And I definitely need physics, although I don’t see why I need quantum physics. Just for interest lah. so my two main subjects are geog and physics. Yupp. But we don’t have geog. Bweh.

Ss ended, and me and jastine rushed out of class to go buy stuff from parkway and to let him deposit some cash. Eh, thot the rest would be going lor. But they were all being guai and doing their homework. Not my fault I finished my homework liao lah. lol so anyway, roses outide cost 80c for 3 flowers on one stalk, unlike the 3.20 in our school. I’ll buy lots of roses for valentine’s day! Haha, then we went adidas, then to perlini’s silver. Which I love because its all SHINY and most prob I’ll get my valentine’s prez from there. Bracelet? Yupp. I have my sources. Apparently SHE likes bracelets. Whee~ I like bracelets too, as long as they are SHINY. Yupps

We got back way early, and went to the library for some air con. I finally borrowed the books I wanted. Idiots guide to philo, relativity and qp and some book on fighter planes. Whee~ Imagineering was ok. The comps at one side of the comp lab LAG like no other. Like 128mb ram for an xpcomp. That’s damn sad. Even our class comp has a reasonable 512mb. Oh well. then we were dismissed, and we went to class to discuss amongst ourselves.

Then yufei and zhi quan left. Then huang yue left. So it was just me and xtine for some time. I uploaded the minutes liao!!! Go see… haha. I called yh and woke her up on her trip home. Lol. then went for class committee meeting (as an honorary member) haha lots of ghey crap and loud linkin park music. The love that is stereo. Well, they got some stuff planned. Like fortnightly class outings im looking forward too. Haven’t made a fool of myself with lots of other people at changi airport in a long long while. Miss the good ol days…


a moment in time.
21:06


face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif



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