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Thursday, July 31, 2008


Today, with the help of a dear friend, I finally understand one big part of myself. My love language is affirmation :) That's why I need to take lots of photos with friends all the time and lots of hugs and I need to hear words of the affirmation of my friendships constantly :) Yay! Thankyou :)


You have no idea how difficult it was to forget you, because even now, I haven't. Saranghae...


Jidgujun ne unmyonge aphado
gudega ne majimag sarang matdamyon
idero na jugodo

My spiteful fate pains me
If you really are my final love
It doesn’t matter if I die


a moment in time.
22:10

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES!

V.Actors, now Yo Mama's Drama Club/Society, the Victorian Dramatic Society.




a moment in time.
22:31

Monday, July 28, 2008

I feel alone, lonely.
There's no one there for me

I feel scared, worried.
There's too little time to do so much

I feel regretful, apprehensive.
There's no way to turn back time

I feel weighed, drained.
There's too much for me to handle

Won't You lift these burdens from me, please?


You don't have to be superhuman to change the world.
That's why I promise that I'll make the world a better place,
No matter what it takes.

We are here for a reason.
Our lives have a purpose.
Let's make living worth something :)


a moment in time.
20:39

Friday, July 25, 2008

VICTORIANS!

You are all invited to partcipate in THE SOCIAL REVOLUTION!

We will rally to a great cause.

Event: The Social Revolution "VJC's Bid for the No Bell Prize"
What: Rally
Host: VJC CCAs
Start Time: Monday, July 28 at 7:35am
End Time: Monday, July 28 at 8:00am
Where: Victorial Junior College

Be there.


a moment in time.
21:05

Thursday, July 24, 2008

I found the solution to my messages problem!

It's crazy, it's so drastic I really can't believe I'm through it halfway.

I'm typing every single message in my inbox into a Word document, all 800+ of them!

I'm crazy!! I'M CRAZY! HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, we watched the Dark Knight today! Me and the guys. WOO! Freaking crazy! Everyone's crazy! CRAZY SHOW. Damn cool shit. Damn adrenaline. WOO! Damn good. Ask anyone who has watched it!

WHY SO SERIOUS? (:


a moment in time.
21:04

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I'm changing my phone on Friday.

Since it's only worth it to get a Symbian smartphone now, that means I'll lose all my messages because they can't be transferred across systems. Should I?

I should move on, shouldn't I? This is one step. But I want to be able to remember all the memories. Photos do one huge part of that, but the 1000 messages I have in my inbox are so much more personal. I don't know why it's so hard for me to move on, and I wonder how other people can just change their phones and lose all those messages. I don't know why it's so important to me.

Maybe I've always been the sentimental one.

How? I dunno what to do! ):

I'm going to lose them all! Just like I lost everything (and everyone) else ):


a moment in time.
22:51

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Why are you always the one trying to keep it all together?

Trying to save friendships, putting in so much effort?

Trying to understand promises that were broken.

You're no superhuman.

Look at the damage you've done.


a moment in time.
22:15

Monday, July 21, 2008



RACIAL HARMONY DAY! :)


a moment in time.
22:04

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Tomorrow is my RSAF COMPASS Aptitude test!

Note to self: START H3 AND IS!!!

I'm gonna have to keep moving on...


a moment in time.
21:29

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


Today, we handed over the V.Actors to our juniors! It was such a clash of emotions for me, this being the first step in me moving on from 4 years in VJC and Drama. But the new exco is really great, so far at least, right after the handover, they went to the canteen to discuss future plans. Amazing! We din't do that till like... after promos! We've got a good bunch taking over so I'm more at ease. I've put in my all for 4 years, I've seen the fruit of my labour, I've given my best, and now, it's time to move on, and I will. But I'll always have my heart back here, and I'll come back to make sure it's all there :)


a moment in time.
22:09



Our juniors are a sick, sick bunch.



a moment in time.
22:06

Monday, July 14, 2008


OH OH OH!! LOOK AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER!

I'm glad I'm gonna be changing my phone next week! :) And I found a phone that will PWN all the sad phones you have. It's so imba I was speechless when I saw it. Gosh. The price's not too bad too, surpisingly. Oh gosh, this is like on the brink of ecstasy.


a moment in time.
23:08

Sunday, July 13, 2008


You would never understand,
Those tears never dry,
That's why I'm letting you go.


a moment in time.
23:11

Friday, July 11, 2008

How will YOU move on from four years?

"Got a picture of you, I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it, when the night gets dark
Got a memory of you, I carry in my soul
Wrap it close around me, when the world gets cold

If you asked me how I'm doing
I'd say just fine
But the truth is, baby
If you could read my mind

Not a day goes by
That I don't think of you
After all this time
You're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain
Locked so deep inside"




































































a moment in time.
20:50


face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif



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