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Saturday, December 31, 2005

HAHA. Top song of 2005 is YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL! Hahahahaha. Not bad lah. But wake me up when September ends should have been like 2nd. Hmm. I think I spent new year’s eve well. Haha with laura, Xh, yr, ch, xtine, jastine, naz, yx, xx; ms low as the guest star.

RESPACE: Operation Feel.

Haha you guys are in for a surprise. =) Yay! So fun! Went around marine parade. Hahaha and we stayed in class for quite long. Haha quite comfy leh. I dun mind staying overnight one day. Oh! And we had to climb hahaha. Hmm. Then dinner at roland, the restaurant. Chinese food lah. Haha then took 31 home, listening to the radio.

I'm really torn up now. I can't help but smile at the new hopes and experiences in 2006, but I feel GREAT PANGS OF ANGST AND DEPRESSION cos I don't want this year to end. To 2005, you were one hell of a year. To 2006, may you be even better. Well, another year gone by. Sigh.

Cheers to all!


a moment in time.
22:37

Friday, December 30, 2005

25 minutes to last day of 2005. If there is one thing I regret about this year, it’s that it didn’t last longer. I think I lived this year to a perfect balance of good and bad. Even mistakes to teach me new lessons, and many many great memories of fun times. I love 2005. I love the friends I made. The world may not be perfect, it could be better for me, but I am content with everything that has come my way.

Happiest moments: birthday, Boxing Day, term 3, eoy hols and so many others
Most memorable moment of the year: Mt Fuji
All-time favourite band of 2005: Westlife
All-time favourite oldies band of 2005: Bee Gees
All-time favourite song of 2005: Westlife – Amazing

I took away a few cos was like =S . Haha I think the year’s ending too fast. I find it very hard to let go. Feel so helpless, confused, too many things I have to think about, too many things I haven’t done. Sigh.

Today was quite fun! Haha went to sch for the IPO. Haha helped out a bit for the games. Yay! Fun! =) I got soaked 2 times. But not as bad as most people. Haha. Then waited for the psls for 3 hours haha! And we got a new pc! And the visualiser is too cool. We sat outside mcd for dinner. Haha then at the court near the police post. Yay! Ended at 1030.

Just took a bath. Haha.
HURT.
One of the most impt lessons I learned this year:

Why do you have to be a heartbreaker
Is it a lesson that I never knew
Gotta get out of the spell that I'm under
My love for you
- Heartbreaker - Bee Gees

"A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face"


a moment in time.
23:47



Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4


a moment in time.
01:33

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.
What Kind of Rocker Are You?
Hmm.
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself And Then Make A Change


a moment in time.
23:34



In an unexpected move, I somehow discovered a chat log entitled “first v13 convo”. I have no idea I have that sort of stuff. It sort of foretold stuff (scandalous stuff HAHA) that are happening now. HMM. Wow. At that time, I only knew about half the class. Din’t even know who Xh was. Haha and jastine was ranting about how everytime we talked his dod would lag then he’d get pwned. HAHA. And his font was a gay pink. =S Xh hasn’t changed her font since then I think. Jared also. Eunice also. Michelle changed colour from grey to black.

Haha so fun! I shall see if I can find others. Like Valentine’s day. HMM.


a moment in time.
02:08

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I read this book once, just before meeting a special someone. (Haha. RIGHT.) It said to me “If you want love to last, safe some of it for a rainy day” =)

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry

Well today, I was very bored. Bah. Homework was beckoning, but I did not come. I didn’t even read fanfics. =S How bored I was. I was bored. Hmm… Oh! Haha. Ok I forgot what I wanted to say.


a moment in time.
23:56



I think the most obvious of biblical references in Narnia is Aslan the talking lion.

1) He comes from “nowhere” to help the people when they are in need
2) He sacrifices his life for the people, whilst being watched by the 2 ladies who cry
3) When they return, the find the stone table broken (like the stone of the tomb had been moved) with Aslan nowhere to be found
4) He emerges in the glory of light, proclaiming that he has risen again
5) After everything is fine, he leaves, whilst the others say that he will “come back” (ie 2nd coming)

Haha.

Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace


a moment in time.
13:53



WOOOO what a great boxing day. WAYYYY better than Christmas. HIGH. I went to watch NARNIA with simran, Xh, jastine. Hahahaha yay nice show! I still think the battle scenes (the bombing over London in September 1940; battle of Britain, and the narnia battle haha the birds should have dropped poop!)

Woo yirui THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE GREAT PARTY. THANKS. Compliments to Xtine for the great shepherd’s pie. One of my fave dishes and you made it just right. =) Brownies too (sorry dunno who)! And the tarts (charissa!) All the food rocked. SO SO SO ROCKED. Wow. Nicole, I’ll never forgive you for the hair stuff. Ew. I just washed my hair. And it still feels WEIRD. Oily and dry at the same time. EW. AHHH. One day. ONE DAY. You just watch out.

I think it’s time to thank people. =)

Gifts:
Chun Han: I squirm at your sweets hahahaha thanks so much! I never tried one at your house. Haha cos they were.. melted. =S haha so now I’ll try. Thanks so much!
Yirui: thanks for the pouch! Haha yay =)
Pamela: Hahaha yay! Quite cute la! I like the note with choc. =)
Michelle, Pamela, Charissa, Xin Hui: The diary! Omgoodness LUSCIOUS diary man. WOO. And it's purple! Haha thanks =)
Xtine, Zhi Hui: OMGOODNESS. ESSENTIAL MICHAEL JACKSON. WOOT! I thought you were joking la! Goodness. =) thanks wooo! Moonwalk BABY.

THANKS SO MUCH GUYS. (If I forgot anyone - the prezs are all kept liao - please tell me) And to my friends, family, thanks for being there. YOU ROCK MY WORLD. 2005 has been the best year ever =) Oh and thanks to my aunt gladys for the $20, and being so generous to buy ferroro rochers for people you don’t even know (maybe shawn reads my blog?) haha.

I will thank the card senders later cos unsurprisingly, I’m still expecting more cards. Haha. I’ll thank tomorrow.

Billie Jean is still my fave Michael Jackson song. WOO. HOT.




Tonight while talking, I have decided my secondary aim in life (primary = world happiness) is to be able to make enough money to slack at home and just enjoy life by amazon.com - buy everything from amazon and have it delivered. damn thats the life.


a moment in time.
00:57

Sunday, December 25, 2005

CHRISTMAS IS THE BEST =)

Of course, first, the church service. Talk about how Christmas is the celebration of salvation etc. Haha. Then lunch with my parent’s friends. And I went home to totally slack. Haha yay princess diaries! Thanks to everyone for the well wishes and merry Christmas and boxing day to everyone! =) WOOOOO

Next year, is going to be the BEST year. (If not, this year has been great enough.)


a moment in time.
21:39



Christmas isn't the time to be in denial. =) I'm not in love =)

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
What Is Your Seduction Style?


a moment in time.
01:00



Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation
What Element Is Your Love?


Well. Michelle’s right. I sent RIGHT on midnight. None received yet. Bloody hell it lags like shit. M1 SUCKS. ARGH. And I haven’t received anything yet. Bah. Bah. Bah. Anyway, Merry X’mas!




Update: 16 past midnite. none received, none sent. blardy hell. lag sia. it might only be tmr that i receive. hmm. m1 was already lagging without the xmas stress. bah. i'm thinking of singtel. =)

My parents don't want to get me an ipod nano. cos they say i'll lose it. so maybe i'll use my own money to get one. but actually, i need an mp3 player with a direct usb connection. haha. hmm.

MERRY XMAS.




Update: 48 mins. Received one. AH i hate this. jia you m1 jia you!


a moment in time.
00:10

Saturday, December 24, 2005

I’m listening to SEXAY MUSIC. =) anyway today I went out! Haha to the magic of love show. Thanks charissa for inviting hahaha. Yay! Nice show =) and some tricks were really damn cool. Then my parents fetched me and we went into east camp, seletar airbase, to a pub called sunset grill and pub for dinner!

Sunset by the runway. Wow. And it’s part of the republic of Singapore fliers’ club. Haha lots of airplane stuff around. Happy! The soup there is THE BEST. Beats even the long gone le meridian mushroom soup. They added rosemary I think. Wah it’s just damn nice la! With lots and lots and lots of chunky mushrooms in it! =) haha and pork ribs! Yay.

Watching ocean’s eleven later I think.

WOOOT XMAS XMAS XMAS


a moment in time.
21:23

Friday, December 23, 2005

"And the steam rising in characteristic spirals," said Hermione enthusiastically, "and it's supposed to smell differently to each of according to what attracts us, and I can smell freshly mown grass and new parchment and -"

At this point, if the moviemakers are smart enough, they will show the guy’s face. Go Harry go! =)


Haha I received quite a few cards today! =) Yay!


I have thus officially adopted Verdana as my font! =)


a moment in time.
22:37



[harry + hermione]

I wonder how they even got that from the kind of questions they asked. Harry-Hermione FOREVER!

[i'm bill weasley]

...and which lesser Harry Potter character are you?

Congrats! You're Gryffindor alumnus Bill Weasley!
You know you're cool when even the kid who defeated Voldemort thinks so. You have a disposition that attracts people to you as friends and allies. And it's not just your outward appearance - under all your coolness, you're smart enough to be Head Boy/Girl, too.
(Your moment of glory - so far, at least - came in Goblet of Fire when Harry Potter declared your undeniable ponytail-wearing cool factor.)


a moment in time.
16:15



Every time I try starting on homework, the same thought crosses my mind “fark homework”. Then end up reading fanfics or playing meerca chase or bf2 (someone teamkilled himself and blamed me. Filthy b-tard) So yesterday, I ended up doing 2d of trig3. trig3’s the only thing I’ve started on. I need someone to slap me. Haha I think I want to change my default font." =) " looks weird in frutiger. Should it be cent. gothic, Tahoma, Treb, Verdana? Hmm.

=) --- I think Verdana's nice!


a moment in time.
14:33

Thursday, December 22, 2005

*beams*


a moment in time.
16:16

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Don’t you see how the pieces fall into place?

BOO! Empty mailbox! =( except for a singtel bill for the new “free” plan. SEVENTY TWO. Decided to cancel, never even touched the sim card. Haha. Well I did 2 questions of trig3 today. Slow progress. Sigh. Bleh.


a moment in time.
22:13

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Haha went to tm to pass stuff to people. Then shopped a bit. Haha I just went out to satisfy my sudden craving for shaker fries. Then mcd don’t have! So I bought a fillet-o-fish instead. And a choc waffle! Yay haha.

Oh! I received cards! Haha I decided some time ago that next year I’ll make cards out of black paper and silver ink! It’s sooo beautiful. =)


a moment in time.
23:08



When love is for the highest bidder
There can be no trust
Without trust there can be no love
Jealousy
Yes, jealousy
Will drive you mad


...WILL DRIVE YOU MAD

His eyes upon your face

His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin
It's more than I can stand

Why does my heart cry?

Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me
Just don't deceive me
And please believe me
When I say, I love you

~El Tango De Roxanne


a moment in time.
15:15



Why are my eyes red
What have I been doing
Why have I been thinking
There is a wind at the door
A draught that tells our tale

The breeze that drifted you away

Why are my eyes red


a moment in time.
00:21

Monday, December 19, 2005

The problem with fanfics is that if they are good, like the one I’ve been reading, they tend to convince you that they’re part of the canon work. I mean like shid, now I keep thinking voldermort killed hermione’s parents to get to harry, and that hermione and harry are having a really wicked sick relationship doing things that I never thought they would do but now I’m convinced they did. Lol.





‘ “Don’t do what?” he asked and she could feel the warmth of his breath graze her skin with a ghost of a touch. He let his forehead fall to lean against her own as he proceeded to drown her with his eyes.


Don’t make me fall in love with you. ’








‘ “Okay,” he began in a shaky, quiet voice, “first of all, you didn’t throw yourself at me. If you remember correctly, I’m the one who kissed you. Second, you’re not a coward and you’re not holding me back because there’s no one else I want. And third, can I kiss you?”


It’s funny how a single word can change so much. A single word can turn someone’s world upside down. Everything that was planned, everything that was carefully thought out, written down, checked and double checked could be completely erased with a single decision. A single word.


“Yes.” ’






I'm all OMGOODNESS.

I entered the gates. And there you were, standing there, hair blowing in the wind, across your face.

You don't have tell me that
It's gonna be your last lie


a moment in time.
22:49



The Cure Shares Your Taste in Music


See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)
Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?


Haha went to school for deshift today! Haha I thk our class looks quite nice now… but the walls and floor kills the whole thing =S lol. after that went to ecp w nic and met sam, js, hui yi, yvonne and max. haha ate by the beach! Went home w hy n js.


a moment in time.
21:35

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Goodness. I can't believe I'm reading Harry Potter fanfics. SOMEBODY SAVE ME.

The look in his eyes betrayed what he'd just said.
There was nothing he could deny now.


a moment in time.
22:34



Have you ever thought too much, let your dreams and fears take you away. Then you sit down and you're torn apart, don't know what to do. You turn on some music. But it just reminds you of the past, and you can't let it go. You know things change. You try to read, concentrate, not to think at all, but it keeps coming back, because everywhere, you see it, you know it. Maybe you let your thoughts kill you again. But you learnt something. And you're never going to fall again. Fall.

But the truth remains


a moment in time.
22:22



Why are people actually visiting my campusmoblog? =S Even the real Jamie Yeo. *Shivers* SCARY.


a moment in time.
17:18



You Are a Minimal Christmas Tree

You're not a total Scrooge, but you feel no need to go overboard at Christmas.
Less is more, and your Christmas reflects refined quality.
What Christmas Tree Are You?


I still don't see how I lost my mp3 player in the hotel room. I mean, I very rarely lose stuff, and when I do, I find them. I still don't want to believe someone took it. Hotels are like secure and safe right? =S I don't want to feel distrustful. I want to think that the world is a beautiful place, unlike what some people tell me - the world is not a pretty place. Sigh. I feel so empty without a music player. Like stone on the bus. With no good music. Just feels empty. Sigh. I really can’t imagine a world without music. It would be horrid. Like a world without colour. =S

Yesterday was NSSN! Haha. I like the xylophones! So nice! The starry starry magical kind of sound. =) Haha and they played the beatles! Yesterday!

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.


Haha I was grinning like a mad idiot. Cool. Haha the twinkle twinkle little star was nice! Haha so fun! Yay then we all went for supper at mcd! Haha. Talked and talked. Thanks Pamela for the ride home! Haha reached home past midnight. Whee!


a moment in time.
15:56

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Ahhh. Haha SOMEONE sent my card to a nonexistent address! =( BOO. Haha. Anyway, nssn tonight! Jia you to Xh and charissa! Yay. Hmm. I dunno what to do now. AHH haven’t done homework =( lol.


Haha I decided to go check the tamp post office later. Btw, photos up. Haha.


English is insufficient to describe how I feel. =)


I wonder what happens to lost mail =S


a moment in time.
12:23

Friday, December 16, 2005

Ming Court went under renovation. It’s now Corus. Haha Corus is like the Google or 3M of hotels. They have fun. It’s all colourful, fun and stuff. Haha I like it! =) like the napkins has “whOOps” written on them and the slippers have “up feet!” haha yay! However, I lost my mp3 player =( sadness! ARGH. I never thought life without music could feel so wrong.

The roads there are crazy. The taxi drivers drive like in GTA, but they sure know their stuff. Din’t go twin towers cos of the stooped asean summit. Argh. However, I went to KL tower. The view is breathtaking. And this time, I had my cam. Photos up when I’m more settled down. =) especially at sunset where you see the city slowly light up. Beautiful.

Went shopping of course, but I bought all orig stuff. Like a sling bag! =) din’t buy shirts tho. Malaysian goods are more expensive than in sgp. The cds are like 10 dollars more ex. anyway I already have that nice billabong shirt I got from PS. Haha. I din’t do any work. Besides read one Chinese story in the club while having tea alone.

Ah well. I think I want an iPod now. Sigh.

AND I din’t have any letters in the mail! =( like boo! =( argh. I bet they’re lagging. =( still haven’t received some of the cards ppl sent. Sigh. EMPTY MAILBOX =(


a moment in time.
00:36

Sunday, December 11, 2005

He's as blind as he can be,
Just sees what he wants to see,
Nowhere Man can you see me at all?
Nowhere Man, don't worry,
Take your time, don't hurry,
Leave it all till somebody else
lends you a hand.
Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

Cos still, nobody loves him.

=)


a moment in time.
23:52



Btw, Singpost is lagging. ARGH. ARGH. EMPTY MAILBOX! =(

Die Another Day just made it to my wishlist, but low priority. Haha. I’ll be in an executive club room (Complimentary all day refreshments and juices, Complimentary alcoholic and cocktails or wines!!!!!!!), Corus Hotel. Mr Heng. Yupp. Contactable via sms too! Ironically, I’m going there to (hopefully) do homework. Ahh. And do a few sketches. And sit out and take in the view. Yeah. Goodbye, cruel world.


a moment in time.
22:20



Haha today went to the airport after church. The canteen was totally revamped. Quite shocking actually. They even have a newstand now. And it was super super crowded and noisy =S. Haha. Anyway, today I feature some stunts I did today. Haha. The usual out-and-into-f35.



AND. This ones rather incredible - pulling it off while going down at full speed.


Then with a damaged plane with a nice white trail!




And somehow I managed to get one f-35s in the air, and then kill myself in midair and take off the other one, and fly to the other. I have no idea I could do that. =S



I was too bored.


a moment in time.
17:04



Omgoodness this is so cool! Haha got it from Charissa through Michh. michelle.

This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 7.7
Mind: 8.2
Body: 8.8
Spirit: 7.5
Friends/Family: 5
Love: 2.9
Finance: 7.1
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is within a healthy zone. This means you have achieved a level of mental balance and harmony consistent with living a healthy, happy life. Continue doing what works, and keep your focus. In our fast-paced world, mental clutter is all too common. Be vigilant in maintaining healthy mental function. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have an excellent body score, which means you are incredibly focused on maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Continue in that focus, and your body will remain healthy and strong. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is very low, indicating trouble. There is love out there for you. Seek the advice of wise people on how to go about finding it. Do not lose hope. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.


a moment in time.
15:25

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Pride and prejudice was cancelled because of the lack of people, so I went to Suntec today! Haha =) Fun!Had lunch at Swensen's! But no ice cream. Haha I was too full. And went to the fountain of wealth! Hahahaha yay! I made a silent wish. =) haha. Then my parents brought me to centrepoint. And I bought 5 CDs from Gramophone. Haha fun! Yayy. I’m quite happy now =) And I cut my hair. It struck me that I wouldn't be able to tie my hair even by the end of the year. And it was irritating my ear. So now I look like some "punk wearing orange shirts in London with feathers in their hair". LOL.

My list of things to buy!:

Harry Potter 1,2,3*,4*
Moulin Rouge!
Pride and Prejudice*
Legend of Zorro*
Stealth
FF7 Advent Children*
PC Gamer*

Eh I din't realised my hits went pass 50000 haha. =) yay.


a moment in time.
20:36

Friday, December 09, 2005

Wow. This is so so so true. =S Besides the last para which is like =S

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test


I watched the Yellow Submarine by the BEATLES today. It’s a brilliant piece of work. Creativity at its best and it’s great surrealism. Woah. Like subconscious kind of stuff. Just random. Haha and still manages to maintain a plot. Wow. And they have nice songs! I like nowhere man. Kinda describes me actually. Or us. Haha.

He's a real nowhere Man,
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.


a moment in time.
23:13



Ok. I'm upgrading to MSN 7.5 . I upgraded then downgraded last time cos it was crap and people couldnt send me messages. I'm trying again cos MSN 7 is now screwing up. Like sms or email me if I'm not replying haha.


a moment in time.
14:25

Thursday, December 08, 2005

AHHHHHH. Even my handphone's screwed! I'm not receiving all sms-es! So I dunno who replied me. Or even worse, who I HAVEN'T replied. AHHHH! My MSN's screwed too! I'm not receiving all msgs and people appear offline even when they speak to me. which is like bah. AHHHHH!!! Someone please tell me if you replied me or if I haven't replied you! AHHHHH

And anyone who messaged me since the start of yesterday (Dec 07) please tell me!!!

I am suffering what I call a breakdown in technology. When the centre cannot hold. A disappointment in successes.


a moment in time.
12:16

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

1st lot sent out! =) Haha 3 more to write!


a moment in time.
22:53



LOL my mum got distracted and the washing machine flooded the kitchen floor and we had to clean it up by hand and towel. Goodness. Haha. When that happened, I was halfway through planning my route. Heh.

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a moment in time.
14:25



Can't you see it in my eyes
This might be our last goodbye


a moment in time.
01:04



I told me parents about my vow to see the twin towers this year. My mum was like don’t be dumb, I want to go to Australia. And now she’s complaining that we’re staying in KL too short. The corus, is of course, a family tradition. It used to be ming court, and we stayed there almost every time we want to KL. Haven’t been there in like 3-5 years or so.

Long lost home. Sigh. And this time, when I go up KL tower and the twin towers, I’m bringing my cam. I remember we went to KL tower and I was amazed to see Genting Highlands. And after that we went to MCD so I could complete my collection to make the mcd house thing. Which I still have. Yay.

We ate at plaza by the park today. Sooo full. Lol. I shall stone.


a moment in time.
00:02

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Your 2005 Song Is
Don't" Phunk With My Heart by the Black Eyed Peas

"I always want you with meI'll play Bobby and you’ll play Whitney"

You were insanely in love in 2005 - and still might be!


I was? =)


a moment in time.
01:06



Tomorrow shall be a busy and boring day. Sigh. MISERABLE. Hahaha.


a moment in time.
01:05

Monday, December 05, 2005

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
The Birth Order Predictor


You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
What Temperment Are You?


The same song’s playing on repeat, but what am I to do?
Come on, sing me a sad love song now, make me strong.


a moment in time.
20:39

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Your Birth Month is May

Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.

Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald

Your flower: Lily of the Valley

Your colors: Yellow, red, and green
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?


We had a reunion lunch today, then I played a few rounds at the arcade, and went off to bugis. Haha then bought stuff, went to the new lib. Oh goodness, it’s so beautiful, and so big. But has ANYONE ever felt the PAIN of seeing 4 whole bookcases of comics EMPTY. Goodness. Like they have 4 bookcases just for comics and like only 1% of the books were left. Goodness.

Haha but it’s quite nice lah. Hmm. Then went to paragon with my parents. And had tea there, then got the new phone subscription thing, where my dad, the Singtel guy, and me ended up talking about the Army. Seems like engineer is still the worst. Lol. And my parents made me go to this photo gallery outside wheelock place and look at the photos. Hmm. By some French guy. Not bad, but only a few were special. Haha. And had dinner at sakae sushi! Yay. Haha I loveeee salmon sashimi. =)

What's the point of hiding your emotions.


a moment in time.
22:27

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I had 2 distinct dreams. Haha the 1st one is rather.. vague tho but it's one of those recurring dreams I've been having, but I better not say or 2 people will kill me HAHAHA. The 2nd dreams tells me that we should put neon shirts around the class and use uv light to reflect the colours. hmmm...

Yes, I think I feel like having lasagne for lunch today. Oh my online booking got cancelled cos the stupid Renaissance is full. Sigh. So we need to find another hotel. Near Petronas Twin Towers/KLCC though. I must keep my vow to visit the twin towers. And I want a room where I can sit in the balcony and watch the city live through the night.

I wonder if The Sims released an OST. They have the best best best piano music ever. If not, I'll like buy the game. Or find that old copy. Hmm....


a moment in time.
14:22

Friday, December 02, 2005

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.
What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?


All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.
Who Were You In High School?


You Are Italian Food

Comforting yet overwhelming.
People love you, but sometimes you're just too much.
What Kind of Food Are You?


It wasn't my fault. Someone asked me to haha. Oh I feel like buying a Michael Jackson cd! Hmm. No wait. Brian mcknight’s top on my list now. Or the GTA ost. Went out for a family dinner at some Chinese restaurant. Pork ribs were the best. Lalala.

Why should I even care anymore?
You know he lies
Even though the truth is known
No
And you don't do anything about it
Won't drown in your lies no more
Cos I ain't the one you care for
And I've learned.
=)


a moment in time.
21:36



You Are Phish Food Ice Cream
You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?


You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream
A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style!
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?


WOOOOO!!! =)


a moment in time.
17:52



I later shot the b-tard down with an air-to-ground unguided missile. =) I had a great pilot. Woo.



a moment in time.
14:42

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Today I lament the loss of November. I awoke as the town bell rang. Haha. And I am one step closer to starting on homework! =) yay! Go mark go! Sigh. The hols are ENDING. *great gasps of doom* sighhh. =( I dun want next year to start, or end! Goodness.


a moment in time.
22:23



The nicest class dinner photo has been uploaded! http://www.flickr.com/photos/markhsx Nicole can use photoshop to neoprintise it. HAHA


a moment in time.
00:51



Ok... I'm really paranoid that I'm not receiving all msgs on MSN. So if it ever seems I'm daoing you, I'm not haha. Goodness.


a moment in time.
00:31


face to face

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26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
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DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
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