Tuesday, February 28, 2006
I started a Subjectif post today, but I’m so lacking in blogging qi and I’m so tired, so Xtine is taking it on from me. Haha our long awaited joint post! The original starts off:
“It’s been only 2 months into the year, and the stress is already coming on high. Assignments are piling up, tests as frequent as PE periods, long days that end late, and even longer nights that end way past midnight. And for some, even past 3, or no sleep at all. It’s not just us IP2s, it’s the whole school. With common tests in full swing, the mighty Victorian’s Day coming up, and so much more, it’s no wonder the hallways seem a little less lively.”
So unbloggerly. Sigh. Im tired. Haha but fun day! Besides double darkside. Wah. Really damn lethargic now. I think I better sleep early today. I’ll do my work tomorrow. I’ll finish up the SL letter template. Haha so anyway, during bio/chem, I told xx, let’s go out! We decided on movie, then lib, then movie! So me, xx, mich, nic, samchye went to century to watch I not stupid too! Haha so random! But fun! Haha. It’s a nice movie. Yupp. Very touching.
And I realised that I’ve let my parents down. It’s time I started being a more filial son. What they’ve done for me, I can never ever repay in anything but love. Yupp. And I realised I blog much quicker on my personal blog. Haha. I need some time to adjust to blogging publicly again. Lalala.
MONSTER KILLLLL. This was a killing spree of SEVEN at once! MONSTER KILL!
Haha then a sketch I made of a city when I was bored. I wanna see a city from the outside. Like you stand super far away from the city, and you see it in all it’s glory. And you sit down, take out a piece of paper, a pencil and start sketching the skyline. Haha.
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22:18
Monday, February 27, 2006
Failure.
Disappointment.
Rejection.
Depression.
Anticipation.
Apprehension.
Hope.
Faith.
It’s time we got some rest. Everyone’s so tired and we’re being pushed too hard. All the late nights. All the mugging. All the stress. So much being put on our shoulders. How can we do everything? We need a break. A well-deserved one. next week is gonna be hell. 4 tests in one week, with 2 assignments due. What are the teachers thinking! I’m like holy shid. It’s worse than week 8 last year. And we all know how terrible week 8 was.
Math test sucked. Grr. Stupid la. Careless mistakes. Hope I pass. Chinese was ok. Haha actually quite fun. I kept getting distracted by that world of my own though haha. Whee. Ss and physics went by. Ct was the class comm results. Hmm class comm. is so small now! 5 people =S haha. Then SL. I don’t know if we can make it in time la. Sigh.
Got so much on my mind.
And I don’t know how much longer I can take it.
Usually don’t get so stressed. But I keep wanting to sleep. Can’t concentrate liao. Work quality going down. Mugging also cannot mug. Distractions abound. Sigh. Haha. But I’ll do my best. And I’ll make sure I’ll play my part as logfare. I promise. I will. =)
Wow. Jazz sure helps when youre feeling down.
And yes, my first Subjectif post will be on stress and how we need a break. I'll take the free time I have tomorrow to come up with something acceptable. Thanks for the sudden outburst of inspiration xtine. =)
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23:15
Sunday, February 26, 2006
| You Should Weigh 145 |
 If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! |
145 lbs is 65 kg. Haha. Im way less than that! =)
Haha yes, I finally met althea at church today. Haha. Hmm it’s mission Sunday. Act the fact. Don’t just know, but one must practice it too. Yupp. Sigh math tmr. SIGH.
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22:09
Saturday, February 25, 2006
| Your EQ is |
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
Wow that’s higher than me iq! Whee
So anyway, someone asked me to blog. So ya. Blogging! Haha today went to lee kong chian reflib with mich lolra (HAHA) and mr yang. It’s huge! And there are balconies for even more levels. The balconies look super cool. And there are huge shelves filled with books. And a great view of the sea and esplanade! Wow. And its all new. And mint. And fresh. And a volume of 3 by 3 by 3 stories. So there’s this huge wall with 3-4 balconies each level. And it’s totally great! Whoo! I love the new lib!
Then mr yang told us to get a feel of the lib. So we did. And saw some interesting books. Including a bimbo hot pink book on consumerism. And I found the comic version of army daze! Mr yang saw me reading it and he was like “mugging for the play?” lolll… (grrrrr have to mug for math on Monday!) went to mcd, and discussed. Haha I like our topic! But we have to narrow down. Ate dinner all alone at bk. Haha. Whee!
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22:34
Friday, February 24, 2006
| You Are Austin |
 A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick |
If you could see, what I see, that you're the answer to my prayers
Wow. Eh today was fun too! Haha. Lang arts was a crazy joke. Inverse cotangents! Hehh. Seriously, what happens if you closed all outlets of air and sneezed? Would your brains fly out? Would the inverse cotangent reverse itself? Would your eardrums burst from the pressure? I don’t think anyone has risked trying it before. Lol. Hmm. Aren’t inverse cotangents tangents? Thus, tangents are the caves. Hur hur.
Chem was kinda confusing here and there. Lol. but quite fun too. Math was fun sia! The teacher is cool. Lol! mathemagic tricks! Haha. During lit I shared bnj w char! Haha new york fudge is niceee! And we were all at the treehouse. Wah damn nice place to slack. Bright and breezy and the perfect place to talkkok. Religion was quite a rush through Hinduism, and we din’t finish. Haha. Slacked around till 530, then went home. Whee.
Busy weekend ahead. Tomorrow go to bugis for rm. Sunday got service. Then Monday math test and chi hmwk due and present physics song.Stuff to do:
- bring all the stuff for tmr and remind someone abt stuff
- do chi worksheet
- study math ***
- practice singing physics song
- pray for miracle
So look at the log in your own eye first
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22:07
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Care should always be exercised when registering a domain name: DNS is case-insensitive and the modern trend of words run together with intercapping can be misinterpreted when converted to lowercase. Who Represents, a database of artists and agents, chose whorepresents.com; a therapists' network thought therapistfinder.com looked good; Experts Exchange, the programmers' site, for a long time had expertsexchange.com (penisland.net is a similar example).
In such situations, the proper wording can be clarified by use of hyphens. For instance, expertsexchange.com changed its name to experts-exchange.com.
DNS is case-insensitive, so such Web sites can also be clarified by advertising them with proper capitalization. For instance, TherapistFinder.com." - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Domain_name
I LOL AT THIS!
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21:33
It was a happy day because it was a fun and light day! (besides the ss test and facing the fact that I failed bio test) pe was fun! Haha we did the run-in-a-row-and-overtake thing again! And it’s a good way to keep pace and make me run faster (of course, when I stopped to tie my shoelaces, I totally lost momentum and felt too tired to chiong) then FLOORBALL haha. V13 totally rocks la! We beat v14 FIVE-2. cos I scored at the last minute and v14 says it dint count but I still think it did! Haha. Ohh I like the second goal. I did some weird jump and hop and whack to jared then he caught it and scored straight. Haha remember “a good pass is one your friend can catch!” haha. Yayy v13 rocks! We should play floorball more often.
Oh chem was fun! Cos I played a gheyer version of real-life paintball with the toy guns HAHAHAHA. Fun la. Nothing better to do. FUN LA. Got shotgun, double shotgun, rifle, sniper rifle, grenade. Lollll. I got a few photographic ideas liao! Then the lang arts talk. Haha and went to tm after school! For a while haha fun! And went out with my parents and some of the other counsellors from Changi Prison for dinner at Katong. And talked religion, politics. Haha.
Then the emotionally draining part. Now the world seems uglier.
(edited away - it will be added back tmr)
I learnt that there is such a thing as a popularity contest. And it might even be happening in our class. And that gifts might not even be sincere. (edited away - never thot i would self-censor) I never knew that sort of thing could happen. I’ve always seen politics from a distance, never thought it would be before my own eyes. I just don’t want to believe it. It’s your own FRIENDS. Does friendship count for nothing? Has the value of companionship been lost already?
It’s like why? We can all be nice! Right? A lot of friends have told me the world isn’t a pretty happy place. But if we all made an effort to be kinder and nicer to the people around us, the world can be a better place! You can’t expect others to be nicer first then follow just because they’re doing so – you must start with the man in the mirror. (Oh btw, there’s a FOUR-way tie in our class comm for 1 of the positions, but low is gonna choose leh. Lol. FOUR-way tie leh! So cool! Eh then how can she choose? =S that’s A BIT unfair right? =S )
Then over dinner, we talked about the killings because of the cartoons. I’m glad I live in a multiracial society where there’s racial harmony. I guess we’ve always taken it for granted. But when you see innocent lives being lost just because of a few drawings, you see how such a small thing can change the world (in a bad way). Rajaratnam always emphasised our multiracialism. He said that its not about what race we are, because we’re Singaporeans. (and my parents feel that he’s the true father of Sgp haha.) It’s not about being Singaporean Chinese, it’s about being Chinese Singaporean. Or just Singaporean. Yupp. And why do those extremists have to kill innocent people? Other people are insulted everyday, but they don’t go around killing people. Lives are the most important thing on this earth. Don’t you know how valuable a human life is? What if you yourself died? Step into their shoes.
And that’s why I felt a bit sad today. A lot of nice stuff happened today. But I learnt a lot of sad stuff about life. The world could be a better place, if we tried. I know I’m not perfect, we’re not perfect, the world isn’t perfect. I can be jealous (yes I get jealous easily), proud, impatient. But if we made an effort to be nicer, yes, the world would not be perfect, but it would be a nicer place.
Maybe that’s why people think I’m idealistic… but I still think it’s true.
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19:41
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Good ol' naz forwarded this link to me. HAHA do you really think anyone would call their company Pen Island? Look at the site la. If they're so professional, shouldn't be like that. I bet it's a prOn site disguised as a pen company lor. Or it's a hoax. Lol.
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23:08
I was looking through last year’s old ss notes. And I found something. A few scribbles here, some sketches there. And I found that for me, the past is always hard to let go. Always been. I need to learn how to leave it all behind. Cos memories can hurt, knowing that you’ll no longer have all that, no longer experience that. And when I finally put it behind, I might find that tomorrow might be good. Yet when I let those moments go, I can no longer have them back. That's why they say you only miss it when it's gone. I've taken to missing it as it happens.
It’s 8 weeks into the year. Times passes too quickly. And soon. Soon it’ll be all over.
Ok back to studying ss. *Prays for miracle*
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21:57
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I don’t really get anything now. Just drifting through life, going with the flow. No will to resist or react. Let things be. There’s just too much to comprehend, to seek, to want to know, and then it’s so hard to seek the truth, through a sieve of lies and façades and alibis. Ah well.
Trying to learn ting xie
Listening to Love So Right – The Bee Gees
“I could take it in my stride
Start living for the moment
Maybe half the things we sought were never there
Simply open up our eyes and break it down to size
It isn’t really fair”
Lalala. Haha what a day. Quite a happy day actually =) Besides failing bio. Wah I thought I would have at least passed la! Budden I never explain properly and there goes the marks again. Sigh. My parents are like ok try your best next time. At least they don’t push me or anything haha. Next test is ss. I better do well la. Ss leh. Cannot disappoint the yang. Then after that got chem test. And math test. Wah die sia. *feels stress coming*
But I still have undisputed shooting skills. HAHA.
Ok. Back to ting xie and physics song. I can’t believe I’m going to have to sing a stupid ashlee simpson song. WHY CAN”T WE USE WESTLIFE!! I have the official karaoke vcd! =(((
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22:13
Monday, February 20, 2006
Edit: I wasn't really pissed at you la. More of... disappointed... I guess I've been hurt by the people I trusted too many times to really trust again. And you were the one who told me that my friends could be lying to me just to keep me happy. I was disappointed in someone else too also. So ya. Sometimes we just can't escape the truth. Sometimes people don't mean what they say. Yeah.
Haha funnn. They’re gonna build a SPACEPORT in SINGAPORE at Changi! WOO! That’s sooooo cool! A SPACEPORT! (spaceport à star wars à beyond cool) SPACEPORT! Woo! =) We won’t just have Changi International Airport, we’ll have Changi Interplanetary Spaceport! WOOOOO! =) SPACEPORT LALALALALALALALA! (and I’ll be UNSTOPPABLE)
(That's the UAE spaceport. Singapore's will be smaller I guess)
Whee. Haha quite nice day. Monday’s lessons quite light. Haha funnn! Math went by quick, so did Chinese, tho I was tired by then. Then ss was fast too, and so was physics. Ahah Mondays are quite nice! Then ct; low never come. Lol. so slack lor. Our sl the rev sam kuna still haven’t reply blah. Physics song mich n Xh chose random song. Haha. Then stayed in class. And got PISSED AT SOMEONE =P
And what will you say, now that everyone knows
Cos you can no longer deny the truth
Whee. Haha quite nice day. Monday’s lessons quite light. Haha funnn! Math went by quick, so did Chinese, tho I was tired by then. Then ss was fast too, and so was physics. Ahah Mondays are quite nice! Then ct; low never come. Lol. so slack lor. Our sl the rev sam kuna still haven’t reply blah. Physics song mich n Xh chose random song. Haha. Then stayed in class. And got PISSED AT SOMEONE =P
And what will you say, now that everyone knows
Cos you can no longer deny the truth
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22:34
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17:11
Sunday, February 19, 2006
events: performance for sec 2's, last day of school term
mood: very happy
energy: 65%
time: 8:15 pm
on my blog entries in 2003. http://markhsx.blogspot.com/2003_09_01_markhsx_archive.html haha i noticed that in 2003 i was mostly "very happy". i was quite ignorant and naive and happy go lucky then. now it's all diff. i've changed. dunno for better or worse. more concerned abt relationships, looks, money, more emotional. less innocent, happy go lucky. sigh. maybe more mature, more grown up, more aware of the evil in this world, of people, of myself.
then in 2004, i put the songs i was listening to. haha. a lot of cheesy love songs and westlife and angsty love songs and songs about parting. lol.
now i'm stoning around, writing, listening to melody fair. and it's telling me "life is a running race ... it's just like a merry go round". i think i'll start putting stuff like that on my entries again. and compare to what i once was lol.
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23:36
| You Are Rain |
 You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing |
19 v13ians online, all doing bio I presume hahaha. Oh! Heyy I can use my old fave font (the one that got ruined by Chinese software) Arial Unicode MS! =) Whee. Oh but the smiley isn’t that nice =( haha. A bit lopsided. Wah what kind of bio worksheet is that lah! So langartish! It’s like ms low has turned to the dark side. Eeee what have they 2 been doing sia. Lalala! I want nice photos!
Things to remember when taking photos:
- Flash when it's dim (ooh FLASH)
- Exposure
- Light Balance
- If too stupid, then Special Scene mode
Oh and jazz helps you do homework better! Rather than pop, cos the lyrics distract you, but usually I work well in all types of music lolll. I think I shall redo bio, mine’s very… lightweight? Haha. Dunno la. Stupid worksheet. Whee bananananananana! And cream and pasta and al dente and chicken and mushroom! Being random is the joy of my life! =) and I love the sound of a strained, stretched saxophone piece.
By an incredible stroke of luck, our SL might be saved cos my parents had lunch with rev sam kuna of teen challenge and I talked to him. Go me! (and spiral =) ) grr hope it finally gets done.
GO V13! We can all pwn bioshid! =)
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23:12
Friday, February 17, 2006
And she’ll tear you up.
Note:
= jastine*- electric gypsy. says:
lunch at 130 at bugis mrt= jastine*- electric gypsy. says:
for those who wanna
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22:19
HAHA sang songs today again. But then too much dialogue, so I shan’t upload and “kill your ears” again. (Although the dialogue has some scandalous and interesting segments, like ________ screaming “I want _____!!!” Haha. Today’s lessons were quite lightweight. Lang arts was better than the hist of sci thing. We’re doing postmodernism! I think pomo is cool. Like heck care and just enjoy life. But we live in a world where success matters. I think there are only two things important in life: happiness (which encompasses all worldly desires – especially love) and salvation. Yeah.
Haha chem was ok. Maths was fun! Woo! Haha actually done p&c before liao. But it’s still fun! Haha tree diags. Lolll. Very lightweight lessons. So much better than trig. Haha or algebra. (I just remembered when we used to giggle at the word ‘algebra” – we’d no idea how much it would destroy us) Sang during lit! I think the show me the meaning of being lonely is good. Maybe one day I’ll upload it.
When all has come to an end.
When all time's scar can no longer mend.
When friends part.
When relationships are torn apart.
We’ll listen to our songs and smile as we remember the times. =)
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20:31
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Fun! =) But I destroyed it a bit cos I anyhow choose those of myself. Haha.
I realised I kept my NY resolution of not falling in love till Vdae. Haha. Whee. Lalala I should be doing la but I’m not! Haha. Bored and tired. Wanna sleep. =( male logfare postponed to tomorrow. 3 days late liao haha.
I wonder why we always end up talking about love
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22:03
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
V13 should totally record an album. Hahahaha! During PSL period, when there were just a handful of us and some classic pop music, suddenly we just started singing. (Omfgoodness sam just changed his dp to him and Jared topless in our
Ah. I shall upload those I recorded. It's a V13 SINGLEEEE! =)
http://web.vjc.moe.edu.sg/students/v05v13_hengsxm/v13single/
1. Backstreet Boys - Shape Of My Heart
2. Intermission
4. Westlife - When You're Looking Like That
5. James Blunt - You're Beautiful (intro)
6. Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor - Come What May
7. Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One
TOTALLY PWN.
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21:04
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
How can it be that the person who can make you smile the widest is the person who can make you cry the most tears? =( And so I’ll smile, tell the world I’m fine. =)
And he’ll take a sad song
And make it better
Vdae! Haha was super hyper in the morning! =) haha first time I made cards! Yayy. Haha thanks to everyone who gave me stuff for all the nice nice stuff like candy and cards! =) haha. I shall draw a graph!
Ah well. After school we went to Haagen Dazs! Haha thanks so so so much to yirui for the treat of fondue! Haha. Whee and had a very interesting talk(s) haha. Exposed, uncovered. Lol. What happens to us in the future? What will we be like? Who will be where, doing what?And it reminds me of the end of IP. I hate thinking about it, its inevitable. I feel just like when I was leaving DHS. Was so angsty. But now I know that what my friends told me in comfort just disintegrated. It never is the same. When you part, everything changes, and one part of you wants to go back to the past, the one wants to breath new air.
Has the future happened already? Are we in control of our destiny, or is it in control of us?
Why am I hurt when the truth that I so longed for has come to me? How can I stand strong when everything has crumbled, all that I thought I meant to you, justfdisappearrbeforeemyneyes.sI don’t want to talk anymore. The indelible mark you left on me will never fade away. Because my dear, some scars just don’t heal.
The truth has always and will always hurt.
Smile. =)
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22:00
Monday, February 13, 2006
Haha! Yayyyy. Mondays are quite nice. The lessons are not too long (unlike black Tuesday. TRIPLE BIO DOOOMMMM) and quite fun! Haha class comm speeches! Boo =(( haha. I shall be more prepared tmr! Whee! =) Then went to see char n jast at musicfest! Wootness. Nice moves man. Haha I think the Daniel band is the best. Love the part where the guitar goes high. I think. Was it a solo? Not sure. Haha. Whee. Then I bought stuff! Wah go around tm and it’s so crowded cos of dating ppl and shopping-for-vdae-stuff-ppl and I can’t find the thing I wanted to get for 2 ppl. Sorry =(| You Are Lisa Simpson |
 You will be remembered for: all your academic accomplishments Your life philosophy: "I refuse to believe that everybody refuses to believe the truth" |
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22:37
Sunday, February 12, 2006
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. |
Haha. Talked a lot with someone ytd hahaha. Yah. Now I understand why relationships are pointless, at least at our age. “There's nothing better than a great romance... to ruin a perfectly good friendship” haha. Our friendship is best. haha.
The service was great today. Appearance versus reality. How we act angelic in church but outside we are total opposites. I think its time for me to change. Ah well. Anyway have katong laksa and tau kwa pau for lunch! Haha love it. Light and tasty! Oh! And I have a work of art. Haha look at it carefully… =)
These quotes mean something to me, maybe reflect how I feel...
"They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If ever I made a mistake, its not that I love you, its thinking that someday you'll love me too... "
"You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream. "
"I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go. "
I just felt a nice feeling rush through me =S HAHAHA
If you love someone tell them... because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.
HAHAHA whose line is it anyway rocks. HAHAHAHAHAH
Haha friends is nubbad too!
Wow late night tv rocks. =)
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22:35
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00:33
Saturday, February 11, 2006
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01:41
Friday, February 10, 2006
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
 You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
How Valentinish. Haha. Candy hearts! =) Yay! Happy day! Even though I spent 80 bucks. Wah. My parents are like WHAT (again. Lol) lang arts was quite tough… all the science. Lol. relativity should be explained once and gotten over with. It’s so much easier when you read a book on it. Haha. Chem was ok. So was math. Haha sets are fun. Religion was quite cool.
Haha then instead of a mere shopping trip, we went out to pp! With quite a lot of ppl. Xtine (haha thanks for even agreeing to go shopping with me! Lol), Eunice, yirui, charissa, nazri, xx, aaron. And after that, me char naz went to swensen’s for dinner and ice cream! and bought a lot of vdae gifts Haha that’s how I spent 80 bucks. Oh nooo. I’ve spent 200 this week. I’ve spent 600 in 3 weeks. Goodness. That’s like. SIAO. Oh no.
I better start saving. Anyway it was damn funny lah! Hahaha MANGO YAM! =) then took 15 home w naz. And we talked about 05v13. and how last year rocked so much. 2005. Yah something to remember for life. Haha.
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23:09
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Ahh. SL is pissing me off. Grr. Haha. Bought flowers today! =) I spent $22 on 6, my parents are like WHAT (again). I’ve been doing a lot of crazy random stuff lately. Haha. So tired this week. Tomorrow Ill grant myself great rest. Better get SL done by tmr lah. Now another organisation has come up – teen challenge, and my parents have contacts there, more than highpoint, wonder why we never thought of that. So confusing. So luan. Just wanna fall asleep but can’t cos of eq. So sick of so much stuff. I’m going out of my mind.
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20:32
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Love exists beyond hearts
Love exists beyond words
Love exists beyond speech
Love exists beyond touch
Love exists beyond sight
Love exists beyond passion
Love exists beyond emotion
Love exists beyond obsession
Love exists beyond infatuation
Love exists beyond romance
Love exists beyond attraction
Love exists beyond loyalty
Love exists beyond commitment
Love is more than all of this put together. So think before you fall too deep.
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22:04
Lessons are generally quite light so far. Next week is gonna be a killer week. (sorry ss test is not next week. i think.) ss assignment due. SIP preparation. RM. Etc etc. we should watch more videos! Something more entertaining. Every lesson should have like movies or something. We’ll be damn awake. (especially if it’s like war movies or comedies) Next week is also, of course, valentine’s week. Haha.
The happy book is keeping me going. Haha thanks for all the nice drawings =)
After ss we (being me, sam, naz, justin) watched nuclear explosion videos. It’s amazing. The sheer destruction. First you see the emp wave, then the sonic wave, then the dust/water rising in high columns in heights beyond the tallest skyscrapers, beyond the sky, then the telltale mushroom cloud, the utter spread of destruction as the radioactive dust descends upon mother earth. It’s horrifying, terrifying yet amazing and incredible at the same time. That humans could come up with something like that. We invented the thing that will kill us all.
After drama I dragged xtine along (thanks and sorry! Really sorry) to go to compasspoint to get a hot dog (my parents were like WHAT) haha nice! Thanks so much xtine haha rest well! Then I asked them if they have other branches, and as good/bad luck would have it, there’s one at tm. One at pasir ris. One at simei. And I went to sengkang to get a stupid hot dog! Boo.
Tired.
Drained.
Yet I’m still smiling =)
Telling the world I’m fine.
Note: updated flickr
Haha my wallpaper is group 4 photo! =)
a moment in time.
21:22
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
| You Have A Type B+ Personality |
You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
Autumn. He hears the golden crinkle of leaves as he trod down the pavement. He has come a long way home. Been gone so long, needs to get a feel of the place. Yes, somewhat familiar but nevertheless distant streetlamps, dimmed by the darkness that had conquered the world, nothing but an aura of the past. The same old houses along the same old street, the lake in the park, the trees in the wind, the girl next door. Does he still remember her face? The ring of keys. Creak creak creak. Click. Sigh. And he knows.
Sia lah. Lessons are tough. Physics ok, but already tired in the morn. Kept awake in Chinese by talking. Haha. And being poked. Grr. La was ok, cos I have some interest in the subject, and the dark side and “know your enemy” part jolted me. Haha. Bio was tough haha too long la. Chem was fun! Haha I prefer one-period lessons!
Went out after school. Yay! =) Haha. I bought a happy book! =) it’s black. And I’ll write happy stuff in silver ink!
a moment in time.
22:35
Monday, February 06, 2006
http://www.youtube.com/w/Mortal-Kombat-Theme?v=Xf-VfutSyRA&feature=Favorites&page=1&t=t&f=b
MORTAL KOMBAT!
And of course, a link to the best Microsoft ad EVER.
http://microsoft.blognewschannel.com/index.php/archives/2005/11/22/banned-xbox-360-ad-best-ad-ever
LOL.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5864097001633806354
sick. but LOL.
a moment in time.
21:51
Know or know not, the wise one said, there is no think.
Haha what a day. Hmm. Math was ok lah. Sets is like so far very easy. Haha but then just like functions, it’ll get hard later. Grr. Chinese was ting xie! Haha. And the stoopid hcl worksheet. Wah we all might as well be taking hcl la. And skip 1 year of Chinese. I hope my j1 chinese will have people I know one lah. Ss, physics, ct, sl. Haha low rejected our first proposal. We came up with a second one in just one meeting and she accepted. Woot.
Went to lib with xtine. We talked about… stuff =) Wah super tired lah. Haha read comics, then she stayed to do chi hmwk while I left. Haha. And no, the story has nothing to do with anything today. Haha. But you. Haha if you can't see how obvious it is every morning, how obvious he makes it to be, then I think you're just inobservant. I mean come on, look at the words he says (and I won't say what), yet you're still stuck in a world of your own. Haha.
a moment in time.
21:13
| You Are Kermit |
 Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! |
It’s 1:46 am and I just finished my homework. Good thing my dad’s bringing me to school tomorrow. Grr. So much homework. Haha went out with Inante today! So fun! Shi Qing (my OGL) is TEACHING sec4s, that means she could be teaching me and naz. Carey went on a backpacking trip through London, france, spain. Haha. Kendrick will go to the army next year. And I think we’re gonna send the j2s off when they leave. Ah well. Then I took the mrt to my aunt’s house. Wah then come home late and chiong homework and still find time to blog. Lol.
Ok time to sleep. Super tired.
a moment in time.
01:48
Sunday, February 05, 2006
HANDPHONE PICSSSS!!!
Who's that girl between us?Why is my heart torn apart?
Who is that girl with the diamond heart?
Who's keeping us apart?
a moment in time.
12:20
Watching I not stupid. Singapore’s edu system is screwed. Sure, by intellectual standards we are totally ahead of western countries, but everything is so stressful and competitive, sometimes I think we should all just go to ecp and watch the sunset and smell the flowers and seek out rainbows and enjoy life. =)
a moment in time.
00:41
Friday, February 03, 2006
Someone asked me to blog about vdae. Haha. I’ll just blog about today. Haha lang arts was cool. Reality. I am nonrealist of course (that’s why “there’s no truth!”) but by saying there is no truth, you are already saying that that is the truth and thus there is truth. It’s like saying I’m lying to you. Haha.Oh I could have gone home at 1245! Budden we stayed back and took siao photos and played cards and I went to pp with laura and xx to buy stuff but in the end only laura bought stuff. But we had waffles! =) oh oh! And I’m making a happy book! It’s gonna be a black book with nice happy stuff in silver ink. And laura decided to start hers too! Yay! =)
Haha vdae is coming! Whee! It’s the nearest thing I’m looking forward too (besides the inante tea-dinner) haha. Oh! I think inante is the only og still going out after a year. Inante rocks lah. Obvious. Anyway, back to vdae. Ok nothing much to say lah person. Haha it’s quite a happy day. It’s a Tuesday. Most prob going out. And I got rejected by you! HAHA. Hmm. And I should prob get started with zuo ye. Lol.
I <3 you =)
a moment in time.
22:15
Thursday, February 02, 2006
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseur of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
And yes, so our song plays again. I have been waiting, you know. Our street has gotten wintry. The lake has turned into ice. It’s been a long time since you left. The clouds have turned grey, the skies are toneless. I crank up the old musicgram. Yes. I hear those words. Haha, I laugh to myself. It all seems so foolish now. To think we even got this far. To think we believed it wouldn’t all vanish. Like magic, you used to say, as that childlike wonder sparkled in your eyes. This time, I’m letting you go. All I have left is envy and woe. There’s no turning back. Watch me, that ghost of you, as I let the still waters run deep. Haha.
Lol. What a day. Haha cool my sbj improved (also due to the fact that the mat moved backwards everytime someone jumped haha). And chin ups too. I’m still not back to my former abilities. I think I’ve slacked for too long. But I really don’t wanna train 3 days a week. Ahh. Then there was pee during bio, and chem was a fun prac! Cos there was no report. Haha. Yup then sc speeches and voting. I was last to vote. Really didn’t know lah. Tough choice. So I flipped. A coin. Heh.
Laura and I were talking about our timetable. You see, to the teachers lurking at my blog, there’s nothing to look forward to! Every week we come to school with little motivation. There’s no more short day or pe on Friday. No short day in the whole week! I’d rather have the draft of the timetable. The one where we come to sch (on fri) at 10 and leave at 5. That way, no more late Thursday nights (which is a tv day!), and we can have breakfast together in the morn, and dinner at night, and sit by the beach and watch the sunset! They’ve taken the nostalgic moments and shattered our dreams again.
Sigh.
a moment in time.
22:36
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I am not content with what the truth isdon'tthinkidon't
But I am content with knowing the truthknowyourgame
a moment in time.
13:32