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Friday, April 29, 2005

Countdown to May

May_six 7 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 8 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 14 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 15 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 20 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 27 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 29 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 30 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

Yirui’s right. Time flies (as if we didn’t already know). From 58 days when I started the sw ep3 countdown to the current 20 days. 38 days gone in an instant. Just like that. Nothing’s stopping the timestream from flowing. I don’t want the happie days to go by. But like what sb once told me, we just have to let these memories go, so that we can move on. Destruction and sacrifice for progress, and there is no choice.

Math was surprisingly fine. But no matter what, any equations requiring connections still suck. We’re onto simultaneous equations now. That sucks. I need the textbook soon. Pe was ok too. We sorta practiced for napfa and the sports day events and played soccer. ss ok. I need handouts!

Ohh. And sports day rocked! Haha it was fun. So my event was third, after the mascot and girls 100m race. Not surprisingly, I came in last. If it’s a consolation, desmond was either in the same position as me or just a bit in front, and also I didn’t lag as much as I thought. Haha. yayy! The cheering rocked, the dashes from field to class rocked. Ah well. Just mindless fun. Once in a while, its great.

Oh. And about VJC drama. Quitting soon. Most prob joining Rock Climbing. Yupp. Heh. I’m rather tired now. It’s been a long day. Tuesday will be a long day too. Haiz. It’s always been liddat. Rush, then rest, then rush. The ups and downs. The only things keeping me going are things that I look forward too. For example stuff in the May countdown. If not, I’d be stranded, with no purpose. And I’d certainly go mad, facing stress with no reason. Here we go again.


a moment in time.
23:25



holy shit nick and le qiao are on the class sofa sleeping. they really stayed over night. wtf lah. ok, so maybe i was going to stay overnight too, but i was wondering what the hell i'd be doing with those two. hmm. ghey? hmm.


a moment in time.
06:47

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Countdown to May
May_six 8 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 9 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 15 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 16 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 21 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 28 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 30 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 31 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

I call this a RENAISSANCE

Scavenged through last year’s work, and found my Creative Arts Portfolio (OF DOOM)

Flying off a cliff.
Jumping, not stopping.
Hurtling through the air.
Air whizzing past me.
Not hearing a thump,
even though its there
And the sky,
seems to have turned…
a rather pale shade of violet,
like a valet's shampoo.
Strangely,
a llama walked past me.
grazing, like a bloated cow.
And it said,
"Moo…yeah, what you want?"
I said,
"Got any apple fritters?"
It said,
"Moo."
I replied,
"Listerine©! Fresh burst©! Cool mint©!"
And the cow went all !!! and !!! and !!!
And it came out with a
Common Iraqi Ultimatum.
Meanwhile, I was still falling.
Sucked into a dark eternal abyss.
And the llama got smaller.
And smaller.
And smaller.
Till it turned black and white.
Well thats funny,
why would it turn black and white?
Anyway,
an avocado ice cream cone flew out of nowhere.
And hit me on the head.
Its luscious gooeiness was too much to bear.
So I blacked out.
The cone impaled my brain,
Causing a massive hemorrhage.
Or was it heymorrhage?
Seymourage?
Seymour?
Who's this seymour anyway?
Is he Captain Ahab?
Or is he Moby Dick?
Is he tinkerbell?
Or Captain Hook?
It might be probable
that he was Saddam in disguise.
I couldn't be sure.
Well anyway,
I hit the bottom.
And died.


It was actually written by sb. Heh.

And here’s an example of a CONTROVERSIAL powerpoint straight out of my history projects list. http://www.freewebs.com/markhsx/raffles%20(history).ppt It’s all about Raffles and how he’s a badass. Heh. We actually got top for this powerpoint! I think. Maybe from the bottom. Lol. but we had a hell lot of fun playing worms, eating cheese and watching swf’s to even care. Lol. just lol.

And here’s the first (and only) midi I made. Simple, but the tune rocks. You should get the mp3 though. But here’s a showcase of me 1337 midi skills. http://www.freewebs.com/markhsx/tennessee.mid

I guess people have been reading my or nicole’s blogs. All the stuff about teachers reading our blogs. It’s not that they don’t want us to know, it’s that they don’t want us to act abnormally like self-censoring our blogs. It’s awkward lah, to not be able to say stuff about teachers. As in unusual stuff. heh. But so far there ain’t much to say, except for a certain affair going on that me, michelle, jastine, koganti etc etc have noticed. Heh.

Wtf. Drama wants me to stay back after sports day tomorrow. Therefore, after 10 weeks of drama, I have decided that EDS >>>>>>>>>> VJC drama. I shall thus quit and join something like rock climbing club after next week. Heh.

Today wasn’t too bad. Quite boring actually. The usual 6 periods marathon. And we got our “finalized” marks! I got 70.1! hallelujah! An A2! Praise God, of course. The Iki Masho thing was ok too. I’m in for tenor in the speaking choir with lotsa other guys. Instead of dance. I think. Hmm. Ah well. so I didn’t stay overnight in school, cos I am currently rushing my physics project. The product is done. We still have to do the preliminary test tomorrow during break and rush completing the report by 5pm. Die. And I still have to run for 100m. tomorrow wouldn’t be called adrenaline-filled, but rather just stressed-filled. Bah.


a moment in time.
23:19



in school now. dunno if i'll stay overnight. but i brought all my stuff liao. and it rained only in certain parts of tamp this morning, and i think its raining in marine parade now. hmm. interesting showers


a moment in time.
06:41

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Countdown to May
May_six 9 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 10 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 16 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 17 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 22 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 29 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 31 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 32 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

Guess what, ALL teachers read our blogs. Well, at least almost all. Here’s an excerpt from Jia Yi’s blog, found it through Leon’s blog:

“Right now, this very instant, some teacher is reading our blog. Mrs Koh did mention this to us before, but I didn't really believe that she was like, telling the truth. After all there are at least 50++ blogs in the whole of IP [[and leon links to most of them - mark]] and it just isn't possible for the teachers to read them...” - http://shinninghopez.blogspot.com

So far, confirmed teachers are mr koh, ms low and mrs koh. And I bet many more. That’s why we (me, nic, daryl, jia yi) got called out today. Hmm. Good news I guess. Heh. Happie. It would be an honour *some ninja effect here*

I shall start my phoblog skills going. Heh. Fun sia. It’d be cool to have one, but requires regular maintenance. I do blog everyday, so it won’t be much of a diff. Dunno if I should bring this blog to version 5 beta, or let it rest in the stable version 4.7.2, I’ll see if I can come up with some nice template. Should have lotsa time this week. Heh.

oh, and my blog’s primary font is frutiger linotype, the same as used for basic vip text. It’s pretty nice for a formal font, instead of arial or treb. Frutiger can be downloaded from my freewebs account at http://www.freewebs.com/markhsx/frutiger.zip yayy!

I think the vs guys are having a profound effect on our other classmates. Out of nowhere, normally normal people like michelle and nick have gone rather… mad.

Scenario 1: out of nowhere, michelle pulls off a very very lame joke on me. the one where you semi-spam people with smileys and when they ask what you want, you tell them “NOTHING!!!”

Oh, and as a sort of sidenote, she says I should be less ghey. I guess I can try. Its rather integrated into my personality. I shall thus try to be normal, in whatever way normal applies to me, alright mich?

Scenario 2: out of nowhere, nick sms-es me to ask me to stay overnight in school tomorrow. Seriously, I don’t mind, but like WTF. Where does HE get his ideas from. Hmm. I don’t mind. Sort of a prelude to class/vip chalet. Heh.

Look at what vs has done to us! All vs’ fault.

Ahhh we got our bio, then all the others and overall marks today! Bio marks were fine. Actually I forgot what I got, but I’m somewhere in top 6, so that shouldn’t be too bad, and that’s a guaranteed
A2. hmm. Oh, but I’m still pissed with my math marks. I really need that a-math textbook now. Bah.
We’re onto postmodernism for lang arts, and its quite fun. But I dread the surprise arts test. Hmm.

Overall marks not too bad. 9th in class with 0.2 marks short of an A2. bah. I was aiming for an A! Pulled down by MATH! If only, if only. bah. It’s not confirm cos apparently some marks have yet to be added. I hope I can reach an A because of this, and I definitely don’t want a decrease.

Philo was quite fun. Drama was crap. Lol

I guess I shall stay overnight tomorrow, but my parents have yet to reply. I hope nick doesn’t rape anyone. We all know about his gay (not ghey = unlike me) tendencies. Hmm. Ah. There is a great disturbance in the FORCE. I sense some random/generic teacher is reading this. I am you father. My sub-conscious thoughts shall rule over you. And the caste of education officers shall be POWERLESS! Bwahahaha. Hmm.


a moment in time.
20:58

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Countdown to May

May_six 10 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 11 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 17 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 18 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 23 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 30 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 32 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 33 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

ah well. I’ve been playing too much call of duty. Im at Stalingrad already. In just two rounds from yesterday till today. Heh. It’s quite authentic. I’m eager for call of duty 2 (Fall 2005). Also looking forward to battlefield 2 (June 21 2005) and grand theft auto: san andreas (June 7 2005) Whee~

Haha, Chinese marks were ok, at least I got an A2. lang arts wasn’t too good though, but still above average, a B3. then we had math instead of ss and then the long break. Oh, and michelle read my whole notebook during math. I dunno whether to be ashamed, insecure or just feel plain dumb. Guess the 3rd option is right. Heh. Nothing THAT bad inside though. And nothing much she doesn’t know.

Imagineering was quite peculiar. We started on a website-design course, and I was posted to the apparently “experienced” group. And I’m paired with nic. DIE. Hmm. So anyway, we didn’t do anything today. As in nothing. So I created a short website out of boredom and played with msn messenger throughout the thing and some videos about basic html (like BOLDING your text – you know, it’s not like we dunno how to bold our text) was shown. For no apparent reason. While other groups actually learnt how to use DREAMWEAVER. Damnit that’s what I want to learn. And we’re stuck with nothing. Hmmm.

So I lazed around a bit more, then went to the airport for pasta, then home. Bah. Boring day. but I’d rather do nothing than have lotsa stuff to do.


a moment in time.
21:45

Monday, April 25, 2005

Countdown to May

May_six 11 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 12 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 18 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 19 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 24 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 31 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 33 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 34 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!


Everything seems to be fine now. Yayy ^^

Of all the ghey crap in the world! So today was got back quite a few ca marks. The Chinese is ok so far, no overall marks, and math is still pissing me off. But I know I put minimal effort. So I’ll do my best to work harder next/this term. Hmm. Physics wasn’t too bad, and I shouldn’t be whining. But Justin got 93. effing idiot leh. Then somemore from Chinese till physics he was like “aiyah sure fail one lah”

Chem proj marks fine, ss stuff not so fine, but should be ok, etc etc. hmm. So today wasn’t too bad. Quite a good start to the week. And I played vball and chun han played for a while. Heh. Nubbad eh ch? Then i ran one round around the school with nick. But was like super tired, so stopped 3 times. Blehh. I don’t really need stamina for 100m, I need speed, and I need to know how to start from that retarded position.

Lalala haha happie. Whee!


a moment in time.
21:29

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Countdown to May

May_six 12 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 13 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 19 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 20 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 25 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 32 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 34 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 35 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

Know that
I can hurt you more
Than you can ever hurt me
Payback’s a bitch ain’t it?
No one can be trusted

Everybody lies

91 % - a very good chance of being successful

“We are pleased to inform you that Dunman High has been identified for PRIME. The school will be upgraded from Jan 2007 to Dec 2008. During this period, the school will hold at the former Raffles Junior College (RJC) site located at 53 Mt Sinai Rd S (276880). The school will move back to its existing site when the upgrading is completed.” – DHS official site

heh. Nubbad.

Lalala. Quite happie. Haha but I’m missing pistachio almond ice cream! im having chocomint here tho. With a waffle! Yayy! im very worried about physics project. An extension is almost certainly required. Hope we can get it done. And I still need an industrial-sized penknife. Hmmm.

I need want to buy a lot of stuff, but considering what limited income my dad has (I believe it has dropped to below $5000 from quite a substantial previously) , I dun think I can buy any of them till end of year or something, or find “alternatives” (read: Johor Bahru GIANT) here’s my wishlist:

- laptop: Apple iBook or Dell Inspiron 510m - < $2000, mid-range specs (512mb ram, 60 gb hdd, 32 vidram etc)
- digicam - <$200, at least 3-4 megapixels, at least 128mb free memory
- nokia 6610i connectivity wire
- Medal of Honor: Pacific Assault, prefably Director’s edition
- Call of Duty 2

Heh. Ah well. proper lessons start tomorrow. Getting back Chinese CA results tomorrow. Hmm. Wonder how I’ll fill tmr. And im running with nick, and possible Shannon


a moment in time.
20:48



Countdown to May

May_six 13 days more to VJC Drama Nite
May_seven 14 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_thirteen 20 days to VJC Guitar Concert
May_fourteen 21 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 26 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 33 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 35 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 36 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

“When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all”
- All or Nothing – O-Town


Listen to me now
I’m not a perfect person
But the world isn’t only about you
I thought you were a great friend
But sometimes, people are wrong
Like I was
Stop disguising yourself
As someone so adorable
Don’t put on that mask anymore
We see what’s underneath it
Hasn’t your mother taught you?
That it’s what’s inside that counts?
Stop being such a whining bitch
In that falsetto of yours
Your sweet disposition is so artificial
Make people your friends
Then dump them like dirt
I thought I could trust you
But you never kept my secrets
Who’s not being the true friend here?
Me, or you? Think about it.
Who’s the one making use of others?
Me, or you? Think about it.
Who’s the slut here?
It could only be you
The short skirt, the squirms
Think about it.
Think about who was the one
Who acted as a great friend at the start?
Just to make so many friends
Then backstab and eliminate those
Who you deemed not worthy
Think about it.
Who’s not being the true friend now?


Ah. So I went for drama early in the morn. I am not gonna be kuroko. Because I am so not dancing on stage. Heh. Actually the role is simple. You assume the waki position at one side of the stage, then sometime at around ¾ in the play, you get up and just do a few hops around Aiko. But then I have 4 years here. So its not practical. heh. So now im in props again. Pasted the TODAY sign, then left

Met naz, sam and Justin at the concourse. Lol. they were doing physics project. Im panicking here. Slightly lah. we haven’t even started on the final product! Or the REPORT! And I need an industrial-sized penknife to cut the styrofoam properly. Like the one naz has. Hmm. Ahhh. Stupid physics project. Worse than chem. proj.

Heh. So anyway, me, sam, chun han and yirui took 76 then mrt to city hall, and met people. And we went around trying to look for food, and ended up buying bread from some random bakery in raffles city. What sadness. Haha so we walked to the arts house.

The arts house maintains a fusion of traditional and contemporary interior design. The restrooms, exhibitions, ceilings, walls, café etc. But the place most significant to me is the interactive studio. Its great. You feel as if you’re in the setting of the play. For this play, the only setting is Cyra’s home in East End London. And you feel as if you’re an invisible character in her living room observing what’s going on, and there’s a more personal connection to the play.

Skylight is really a discussion about love, and the realities of life. Oh, the greatest thing about it was the final scene. The 3 lights slowly went out one by one, until one beam of light remained, shining through a window (the skylight) and landing on a single seat as Cyra and her ex’s (Tom) son, Edward are having a breakfast smuggled from Hyatt. Few people noticed it. I only noticed the single beam of light, but not the significance. The significance of the light or skylight at the end is that Alice, Tom’s dead wife is actually the fourth character, who does not appear in the room except as that beam of light, and it is significant as it represents that Alice has forgiven Cyra. Freaky.

Another significant thing was the number of vulgarities, especially the f-word in the play. I counted at least more than a hundred. It’s like “I must say, je-us, what a blo-dy fu-king bast-rd” and “that was just one fu-k, it’ll take two” and a few of that here and there. It’s a really great play. Yeah. Love it. not bad at all. it hurt me some. Made me guilty. Yeah. Really good play, one that connects with the audience at many levels.

Me and some random guys went to Funan the IT mall, and like just chatted at KFC and MCD. And I had a lasagna and ice blended, because I hadn’t taken lunch every single day of the week. Bah. So it was rather... sensible to splurge today. Not really splurge. Just spend a lil more. Yupp. I saved a lot this week though. Hooray for financial literacy. Ehh. So we talked, and talked. Mantalk, if one dares to use that term. Gossip, in layman terms. Heh. Heh.

It seems like suddenly, quite a few people are feeling torn apart. VS-VJ, DHS-VJ etc. I got over it long ago. I guess I only miss a few people in DHS. EDS, a couple from DHSGEP, etc etc. The rest of my closer friends came here. But I miss the small number of really great friends from DHS. Those you won’t find anywhere else.

But in life, one can never be truly happy, so just live the best you can, and be content. On this earth, one does not have to be happy. There’s a further happiness we should aim for.

I am happy in VJC, it’s great, and I won’t feel torn apart again.

I won’t.


a moment in time.
00:14

Friday, April 22, 2005

Countdown to May

May_seven 15 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_fourteen 22 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 27 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 34 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 36 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 37 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!


You think you’re special
You think everyone is dying
To be your friend
Love your neighbours as yourself
You treat them like dirt
Know that
And stop bitching and being extra
Just to stand out
And acting all adorable and endearing
You don’t know what people are saying
Criticize yourself before others
Just show your true dark colours
Only then can you be a true friend


The Bottom Line
Don't start too much or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. Easy does it.
In Detail
You're totally distracted and unable to think about anything but a certain someone.
Yes, they've got you good. It's even interfering with your work, which doesn't
usually happen, since you're the heavens' foremost expert on multitasking. Oh
well. Do all the daydreaming you like. Even when you're not totally focused, you
can do twice the work of anyone else.


“Don't start too much or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. Easy does it.” I guess its too late. And the detail is quite true. The energy bars are up near full again. Bah. But today might be the best weekday of this week. Things are starting to look up. I think. We presented our project today. Kinda short lah. and too little details. Not enough quantities. Ah well.

then we played Praxis. Praxis is still the funnest thing about the whole of financial literacy. I started off too slow for too long, and ended up with just 104k+++. Our group was like super lucky lor. The others from my group all beat the other 2 winners (xtine, joel) the top was Leanne! Yayy! 450k+++ wah. Like siao lor. Businessman leh. Wah. That’s like 12000 per round. And leanne was super super lucky. Keep landing on all the free extra cash things. Lol. I was kinda disappointed in myself. 104k only leh.

So we went for MAD. Thanks to Laura, Yirui and Eunice (I think) for the lesson plan and notes and songs! Haha nice effort put in. So it was all about “does God exist?” and stuff. it was meant to strengthen our faith.

Then daryl from v13 came in and everything went crazy. It became a heated discussion about Christianity vs religions, religion vs non-religion, theism vs atheism. It was mainly daryl vs the others. The others included random vs guys that came from their sports day like matthew (ie vs guys who invaded/intruded our classroom.) our class was suddenly filled with vs guys. Gasp.

So it was like me, Laura, Yirui, Pamela, Christine, Eunice, Leanne, Justin, Samuel, Charissa, chun han, michelle and random vs guys versus daryl. Lol. the problem with his…arguments is that few were substantial, and they were just spouted. Then there were the “observers”, some v11 people like jovena and sandra and vs guys here and there.

Maybe I got a bit worked up, because daryl’s arguments were rather empty, and like self-contradictory. Lol. it wasn’t meant to be that way. We meant to end within 45 minutes, and ended up with 3 hours. and learnt nothing much. I did learn one thing though: Christianity can never be fully explained by men, who are flawed, and gaps exist, to be filled with what we call faith.

After that was pretty smooth, I guess. I also got to know a few vs people, and about matthew, in his natural habitat (ie among fellow Victorians). Stuff calmed down after we prayed. I went blog-surfing and then left the few others to talk among themselves. Ah. I want things to get better! I shall try to enjoy myself tomorrow. And forget all the bad stuff. and sports day is NEXT Friday. I think im gonna make a fool out of myself during the 100m. hmmm.

Things to do:
- Physics Project: Final Thermal Container
- Prepare for 100m – exercise for next few days till Friday
- Read all current science notes – surprise tests pending
- Brace for CA1 results


a moment in time.
22:13

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Countdown to May

May_seven 16 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_fourteen 23 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 28 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 35 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 37 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 38 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!


Well. I've got bad news. Sorta.

NEXT FIGHTER REPLACEMENT PROGRAMME (NFRP)

In response to media queries, MINDEF confirms that it has narrowed down the selection for the next fighter replacement programme to Dassault's Rafale and Boeing's F-15. MINDEF has decided not to consider the proposal from BAE Systems any further.

The Typhoon is a very capable aircraft. However, the committed schedule for the delivery of the Typhoon and its systems did not meet the requirements of the RSAF.

Bah. I really wanted to fly the eurofighter in the rsaf, there goes my dream and ambition. I'll aim for commercial flight now.


Rhapsody

Maybe true friendship wasn't meant to last
Grow, wither, new seeds sprouting again
Just like the roller coaster that is life
Thrills and spills, upbeat and downcast
Let us run in the meadows again
Let the rose petals drop, and blossoms bloom
Forbid the rambles and rants from obliterating it all
A concerto plays yet again; it's the rhapsody


The Bottom Line
You're bouncing off the walls today! Use that energy to charm someone special.
In Detail
For better or worse, someone has captured your attention, totally and completely. You can't remember the last time you felt this way. And there's a good reason for that: You probably haven't ever felt this way. At least, not since becoming an adult. It's called passion, and this wave of it is here for at least the day. What you do with it is up to you, of course, but you can cross arguing off the list right away.

WTF. Hmm. Why!!! It's true, but I won't do anything about it. hmm. And the energy meter bars things are so screwed. Like all full or near full (money, love, attitude) but just look what's happening. And apparently I'm flying high with a lot of people. Bah.

Lectures still suck. I have no idea how I'm gonna survive junior college. Praxis rocked. As in, rocked. Yeah. I didn't buy any stocks! I cant believe it! that sucks! I didn't get the chance! Ok so at first everything was stable for me, no ups or downs, and I was spending as much as I could on assets, then I hit some tax thing, and had to force-sell my property at a loss.

Then suddenly I became a minister with $10000 salary, and I hit the year-end bonus which meant $30000 and splurged on assets. Ended up with 4 properties, and lots of other assets, and $70000+ in cash, which meant $120600 altogether. That?s amazingly high, considering I got $13450 yesterday. I got top in the room. (ie 1 of 3 rooms) heard some people got $150000+. Wow.

The trip to gic was not bad. The interior designing there is just stunning. A whole mix of reflective white and black marble, glass, metals, various translucent materials and all. wow. And the view from the 37th floor where we were was like all extending as far as the eye could see. W00t. and the auditorium rocked. Like with Ethernet ports and microphones and stuff. and it looked just like parliament. Astounded is the word.

(oh here we go. Blog v4.7.0. it actually nearly went into v5, but I decided to halt until a longer period of free time)

So I still have no idea whats gonna happen. But some people are being real harsh. Ah well. And some think I've done stuff that I have NOT done. And still, some have no idea what others are saying. Lol. right back at you. Heh.

So maybe things will get better, but I shan't count on it. From this week's experience it's better to prepare for the worst. ahhhh. Why can?t everyone just be happy! Boohoo.


a moment in time.
23:23



sorry that tagboard isn't working, host is under mantainence and might be closing soon. i need recommendations for a new tagboard. i need one which is fast, and can show all pages in one box.


a moment in time.
19:32

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Countdown to May

May_seven 17 days more to parents-teachers meeting
May_fourteen 24 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 29 days more to STAR WARS EPISODE III!!!
May_twentysix 36 days more to BIRTHDAY!!!
May_twentyeight 38 days more to HOLS!!!
May_twentynine 39 days more to JAPAN TRIP!!!

“To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life”
- Welcome to MY life – Simple Plan

“oh God.
what have i done now.
tell me what happened
and what you want me to do
save me, Lord.
i pray in the silence nightly
hoping and wishing
that all this would change
to those who are exasperated with me
please forgive me
for i know not what i do
stop hammering me
stop battering me please
tell me whats going on
let me do whats right

give me another chance
i BEG you.” – a silent prayer



It’s a wonder why I’m still alive. Today has been the worst day in the whole year, cumulative of everything that could go wrong. People special to me, those leaving a deep impression in my heart, have now turned the situation on me, and these people are superbly, utterly and unexpectedly pissed at me. For a person of my type, he would be unable to deal with this, and would immediately break down. I just hope I can hang on for some more time to let everything cool down, and sort everything out.

What I can only do is to wait in silence, talk only when necessary, avoid making things worse, and listen to happy happy music that people have been sending me, though I can’t avoid the angsty Manic Street Preachers.

Other than the above, today was fine. Lectures not surprisingly sucked, but Praxis was fun. It’s a finance education game that seems to be made up of elements from Monopoly and the Game of Life. Its better than both because its got the great elements from both, and seems very professionally done even though it was commissioned by the government. It should go on retail sale, would make lots of money for the government. I heard some guy got $100000, and I was somewhere at $13450, same as Thana. Average was about $25000 or smth. Hmm.

Went to parkway. Talked. Thanks for emotional support, you’ve always been, since way long ago, and will always be a great super duper good fren. Bought sb’s birthday prez. Happy birthday dude! Lols. And candy. And went around looking for pet food. Ah well. then dad brought us home. Blehh. My prayers have gone unanswered, but always, as said by Ms Low, something better from God is waiting to happen. I just hope that something better comes in time, because as everyone knows, suicide is painless.

save me Lord, save me.


a moment in time.
22:41

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Countdown to May

May_fourteen 26 days more to EDS NIGHT!!!
May_nineteen 31 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 38 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 40 days more to hols
May_twentynine 41 days more to jap trip

“Tell me what to believe
Won't you bring me yonder
Tell me what to achieve
Baby, so I can move over
Tell me what to believe”
– Car Crashes – Standfast (ie to ppl)


Really bad things really happened today. Lots of tension, anxiety, worry, anguish etc etc. But I’m not allowed to say a thing about it. I just hope we can all reconcile, you know, let things go back to the way they were. Forgive me if I haven’t been a worthy friend. Yupp. All I want is everyone being happie again, the way is was.

Well, today was fine. We had to bear two lectures and one briefing in LT3, noted as the stinkiest place in the whole of VJ. The lectures were boring, but I survived by writing notes without actually listening. I think the briefing on the jap trip was the best thing that happened to me all day. We seem to have quite a bit of free time integrated into the trip. like for example Disneyland and @shibuya. And lots of damn nice stuff, all packed into a six day trip. it seems like its gonna be a hell lotta fun. W00t. w00t for may!

Jap immersion was only so fun cos we got to watch totoro! Omb. I remember the first time watching it and squealing like fangirls about the cute bouncy stuff. that was so long ago. Relieving my innocent days. heh. Now the second time, and with the help og Justin and various vs guys, this innocent show has proven to become filled with certain… references. Hmm. Well well well. look what being surrounded by guys does to one, and look what adolescence has done to our lives.

The rest of the day was superbly horrid. Except for certain points. Yeah. And I went to the library. And read comics. And replied to letters. Heh. Ah well. hope everything will become just fine. And everyone happie. Including me.


a moment in time.
22:57

Monday, April 18, 2005

suddenly the lame duck poem hit my mind, it went smth liddat:

My life sucks
I am a lame duck
I have no luck
I ran out of bucks

that is how bad and sad and mad my poetry is/was.


a moment in time.
21:43



Countdown to May

May_nineteen 31 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 38 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 40 days more to hols
May_twentynine 41 days more to jap trip

Subway

The wind howling
Caressing my battered face
Let me take razor breaths
Fill my lungs with icicles

Generic faces pass
The commuters
Their stares of void
Surmount my psyche

They know what I’m thinking
Reaching the nadir of me heart
I blabber incessantly
Information release

“This is not what I feel, you know”
“ She doesn’t know, does she?”
“No, I hope not”
“Let it go then”

The hammering of the tracks
The gloom blazing past
The glass thick, restraining
Songs of cadence

Let the melodies flow
Splinter my heart
The pleasurable pain flow
Crimson.





Tomorrow marks ONE MONTH to STAR WARS EPISODE III: THE REVENGE OF THE SITH! W00t~!

Today was the start of financial literacy week. Dunno why I so tired. Lalala. But quite fun larh. Some crap lecture, then activities like innovation week liddat. Then went to monetary authority of Singapore. So quite ok lah. not as fun as innovation week, but yarh, better than lessons. Ahahaha I think my group is fun. Lol.

Lalala. Whee! Hope tomorrow is funner. And yh is lending me her hp cable! So I can delete all my messages and transfer to my comp. Whee! Ahahaha then I talked a lot today also. So funn! Whee! And michelle told me some story about some super sad dvd series. Depressing. but im happie! Yayy! and cheryl was pissed at me. and now she's not. i dun like being confused. and i feel sad when ppl get pissed at me. i was jking only! and she actually listened to what eugene (LEE) told her? gasp. lol. ah well. i shall be happie tmr. yupp.


a moment in time.
20:59

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Countdown to May

May_nineteen 32 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 39 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 41 days more to hols
May_twentynine 42 days more to jap trip

Ah. Sundays. Signaling the start of another school week. Haiz. Today wasn’t too bad. I went to mpcl after church and borrowed four books. I finished 3 on the way to Tampines. Went to spotlight, and didn’t buy white cloth for drama cos they dun have 2m x 2m there. Challenger had nothing much of interest to me. so I went to the library and borrowed another 3 books. I finished all of them already. Ah well. oh. Didn’t you know they were comic books? Lol. bah. Im bored. Shall go sleep. Busy day tomorrow.


a moment in time.
21:43

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Countdown to May

May_nineteen 33 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 40 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 42 days more to hols
May_twentynine 43 days more to jap trip

“I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fk wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticin' no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?”
- Signs – Snopp Dogg wit Justin Timberlake


Today wasn’t too bad. So I went off to plaza singapura. And met yh. Then we met zw and ama who were holding hands. Lols. Went to bk to buy lunch. Then met zw n ama n tristan at gv for the movie. Omb. So many postcards! W00t. haha we watched guess who. Quite nice lah. any show with Bernie mac, lenny henry or harry enfield is definitely good. quite emotional, and comic too. About 3.5 over 5, to my standards. Lol.

Then ama and zw went somewhere to do… stuff. so me yh n tristan met Yvonne and we talked and talked about stuff. mostly about… relationships. Heh. A lot of rumours going about. 2 about me which is not true. And I hate tristan for what he told michelle! *sniff* so bad. Haha and dunno who tell him about someone also. But its not true! Lol.

And we went to changi airport. Quite boring lah. subway, bk, talk talk talk. Then I got an ice blended. And we all went home. I rushed to the library at 850 and frantically, efficiently found random books I wanted, and just at 9pm when I was borrowing, I found that my dad had not returned the books I borrowed 2 days ago. So I was super pissed lor. Hmph. Ah well. better do chem. or sleep soon.

And it remains unrequited.


a moment in time.
23:06



i woke up real early to do chem. but i was too bored. so i faced my first failure: unable to install applications on a ti-84 graphic calc properly. ah well. gonna go watch mc2 later. horoscope says its a good day. but i trust in God and God alone.


You and - are flying high today!
If faith alone can move mountains, then the two of you combined can shift a mountain range. What is it that needs doing? What seemingly impossible task do you two have your hearts set on? Now, that's the real question. Very often when you ask for help, you receive it. The trick is to make sure that you're asking for the right thing. Once you're both clear on that, you can turn your attention to moving those mountains -- so you can get your heart's desire well within your sights.

You and - are flying high today!
Batman and Robin ain't got nothing on your dynamic duo -- except for the Batmobile, of course. Yes, it's true that you two don't have a superpowered high-speed vehicle to use while you fight crime, but you don't really need one either. (Obviously Batman and Robin felt a little inadequate and made up for it with the fancy wheels, whereas you two have no deficiencies -- right?) You can go around righting wrongs and dispensing justice without the showy accessories.


a moment in time.
10:31

Friday, April 15, 2005

Countdown to May

May_nineteen 34 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 41 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 43 days more to hols
May_twentynine 44 days more to jap trip

“Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself”
– Vindicated – Dashboard Confessionals


Ah well. today was ruined just by the fact that math ca sucked. As in really sucked. I haven’t gotten below A for math ca for too long. It just struck me. 54.8%. bah. I didn’t even pass. And mr lam like decreased our peer appraisal from 5 to 3.75! but we all gave each other full marks! Unless someone was conspiring Hmm. Bah. Then I was super upset for the rest of the day. see what grades does to one’s life. And some people should really stop telling people that he’ll fail. Or he’ll end up becoming like darho. Self-pitying and stuff. listen, u got top for stuff released in the past 2 days, so stop complaining.

We argued with mr goh during pe. Heh. About games. Like v14 gets to play games. While we were to run and climb stairs and basically conditioning exercises. Haha. but at least today’s run was short, and quite fast-paced. And we got to climb monkey bars (but not onto, unfortunately. Couldn’t relive dhs days) and oc-like stuff. but no rope and wall! So sad. Hmm. Then we semi-sprinted back and the guys played soccer. I cant play soccer. Period. I haven’t been able to play proper soccer for something like 3 years. I better practice vball before I lose what properness I have in the sport.

Ss was ok. hmm. Even though my group got reprimanded because apparently we didn’t take the peer grading seriously. Bah. Just bored right. Wah. Lol. so I stayed in school till 6++. Doing nothing. What a sad Friday. Its been ruined. REALLY RUINED. Damn.


a moment in time.
22:55

Thursday, April 14, 2005

oh. sorry about the tagboard. checked with shoutmix. they're transferring servers. so tagboards will be down for at the most 2 days. i hope. and the last post was ego! blehh. time to sleep.

and people who need help with the virus... here's the critical info.

http://securityresponse.symantec.com/avcenter/venc/data/w32.kelvir.t.html

the virus is called kelvir t. described as

Sends the following instant message to all MSN Messenger contacts on the compromised computer:
its you!
[URL]where [URL] is a URL on the hydr0.net domain.

If the link is clicked, the unknown@hotmail.com file is downloaded.

the email file thing is the virus. lol. ah well


oh, and people, i now have the removal tool, if not here's the link: http://securityresponse.symantec.com/avcenter/venc/data/w32.kelvir.removal.tool.html


a moment in time.
22:30



Countdown to May

May_nineteen 35 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 42 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 44 days more to hols
May_twentynine 45 days more to jap trip

“suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late” – Manic Street Preachers – Suicide Is Painless


That’s the theme from MASH. And manic was intro-ed to us by mr koh. Who, according to visa and by observation, has a wickedly large collection of wickedly cool music. Manic’s good. Pet shop boys not bad too. Hmmm

Now that she knows
I no longer have to hide
Which is better
To lose or win


Lol. so like some people think im pro at homework, just because I did 9 pages for bio. And finished all my homework. But look at what I sacrificed! I sacrificed a day of shopping and mahjong for that. Actually I was too lazy to get away from the comp. That day I found out about the 300 contacts. Lol. and people, MSN can now hold 300 contacts. Since apparently some people dun know. Thot I already broadcasted it. hehh.

Bah. Whats the point of finishing homework and knowing so much IT stuff! I need a new social life. I need to go back to being a Mark who went shopping and lan every other day and played bball and vball on a 3-daily basis. ah well. at least im happy now! Im way happier in vjc than dhs. Yayy. but I miss yh. And sb. And hui yi. ah well.

But then, today, she found out. Lol. as in HER not her. o0. right, ok. whatever.

Math was ok. bio n physics were ok. Chinese was fine. I lost 3 marks liao. ah well. a1! I want an a1! *sniff* blehh. Stuff went fine today lah. got back la test. Dunno if I did well. Like if u consider the marks it aint good by normal standards. But highest was just 4 marks above. Out of 60. ah well. its gonna pull down my other stuff. at least I got bonus marks from last lang arts test. Hmmm. Stayed in school till around 6. vjc beat the other team (cjc?) in soccer by 4-0! W00t! vj vj!!! Yayy!!! FOUR TO ZERO! Yayy! ahaha. *hinthalfdayhint*

Then I went to the library till 7 and borrowed the far side and dilbert and some book about the immediate future of the world. Looks bleak. Haha naz says macdonalds site lagging. The vip-pers must be going there to get their bio info. People. Mcd sgp sucks. They dun release full info. Use the north American or European ones. Hehh. oh. And theres a new virus going about. Lol. shall go research in case anyone needs tech support. Lalala. Im being bored. Shall play cz. So long never play liao.


a moment in time.
22:23

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Countdown to May

May_nineteen 36 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 43 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 45 days more to hols
May_twentynine 46 days more to jap trip

“There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn”
- Torn – Natalie Imbruglia


A short “Open Letter” to the sad fags who can’t let others be happy.

Dear mentioned,
While there is great joy to find in going to Zion 5 times a week, watching animated gay puppet porn hourly, whoring 1337 games like Maplestory and RO , using colourful 1337 vocabulary and leading deprived lives as horny little broods, there’s really no point in trying to improve other people’s lives by getting them to follow your interests.

We all understand how great this few of you are. The elite few, the embodiment of our society. So you few do not have to go around publicizing how the best movies and games, that are considered your personal forms of high art, can only be appreciated by this select few. Oh, I know how 1337 you all are. No one can challenge your authority. But with utmost reverence, it would be most appreciated by me, a lowly, dim-witted dumbfuck, if you would not go around trying to ruin what happiness and bliss separating from you has given me.

With respect,
Mark

PS. Im sorry if I can’t help you guys stop being assholes that flame people for no reason, apparently because they haven’t chosen to speak to you for 2 months in a row. Im sorry, honest. I wish I could help, but I guess some people are just born with no form of intellectual, logical capabilities.




screw it lah. just not in a good mood. Things were going real fine, then just a couple of hours ago, everything just broke down. Bah. Sometimes I feel as if I can’t do anything right. First impressions of me all go wrong, then I screw up the 100m heats, then now my relationships are all screwed up.

Why I don’t believe in horoscopes:

You and - are flying high today!
'Toothsome' is just one of the various delightful ways to describe your twosome right now. 'Sweet' and 'delicious' are a couple of other choice descriptions, too. What's going on to make you and your friend the most delectable combo in the known universe? It could be your smiles, your charm, the way you have of always getting the joke -- not to mention that when you're together, all of that multiplies and then some. No matter what the menu is, you two are the most requested dessert item.

Full energy meter bars for money, love, attitude

The Bottom Line
You're flirting like crazy! Fortunately, you're getting just the response you want.
In Detail
'A dream is a wish your heart makes' isn't just a line from a song -- it's also quite true. And whether that dream happens while you're awake or asleep doesn't matter, as long as you make it come true. The good news is that you're about to find out how simple it will be for you to do just that. Pay attention to the subtle signals the universe sends your way -- and think of them as signposts.

How I wish it would be so true. Wish. bah.
Screw today. The only truly funny thing were the warthog jumps. Heh. Ah well.
It’s her. Her again.
Whatever. my dreams never come true. No point dreaming. Just live in reality.
Fuck it. she just came online. What will I ever do.
Sorry to people with whom ive screwed up stuff with.
No point dreaming. Always unrequited.
And chi test tmr. No mood to study. Just hope I get an a1. then hope I’ll be happier. Sorry people, you’ll never know what its like. Yeah.

And remember, suicide is painless.


a moment in time.
22:17

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Countdown





May_nineteen 37 days more to sw ep3



May_twentysix 44 days more to bdae



May_twentyeight 46 days more to hols



May_twentynine 47 days more to jap trip







You and michh are flying high today!



They say talk is cheap, and that may be so, but right now it's also intriguing and hilarious. The babble between you two may seem meaningless, but your brains are engaged on a different level than usual, and that's never a bad thing. Among all the chitchat could be the answer you've been searching for -- or the question. Don't be surprised if some others want in on the conversation; people know a good thing when they see (or hear) it, and even if you're chatting online, your stifled laughter is a dead giveaway.





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After the past three weeks -- which certainly seemed a whole heck of a lot longer than three weeks should -- you're ready for this 'interesting' carnival ride you've been on to come to an end. Unfortunately, you've got another day or two to go. Sit tight, and don't go anywhere you don't need to, especially if it's with 'interesting' company. The waiting will all be worth it soon.


this is why frenster rocks! OMG. Full bars!! W00ty. Ahahaha. Lol.



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Today's Forecast



That long, strange trip you've been on? It's about to come to a rapid-fire close -- over the next 72 hours. Doesn't sound quick -- unless you consider the past three long, strange weeks you've been enduring.



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yayy! Frenster is a happie thing! ^^ haha yayy!





chi letter writing was surprisingly fine.and so was lang arts and ss. hmm. Ahaha then im was cool, cos we got laptops with integrated WIRELESS lan!!! But the laptop I took was like slow. And we had to use Ethernet. We is super fast too. Yayy. ahaha. And the fujitsu laptops are like the best lor. Athlon processor, mobile ati vidcard. W00t w00t. Fujitsu still makes the best laptops, besides apple. Omb. I want an ibook! With 512 mb ram and 60gb hdd upgrades! That will still have to wait. Blehh. So now ceos are in charge of laptops, and we have to go to the lib every week to get laptops. Lol.





lalala. Then suddenly jared told me that we had 100m heats. Simple, I got last in my heats, the second of two heats. it consisted of me, chun han, yang yi, shannon and yan le. I lagged behind by about 1.5m. bah. Ah well. haha theres a reason why im not in track. And why the Buddha did I not sprint at the start?! Blehh. They were like wtf mark, why didn?t u cheong at the start. Lol. its no use, even if I had gotten in, no one could beat le qiao. V13 did well for 100m heats! (besides me) yayy!!!





and then I watched the ff7:ac trailers. Im just blown away. The effects are damn realistic. Nth better. Except star wars duh. 37 days! here we go! W00t. crap. Chinese test on Thursday. That screws up everyth. Haiz. And theres drama tmr. Ill have to study between chem. and drama. Which gives me? 3.5hrs. hmm. Nubbad. I printed out my own exercises already. I hope I get an a1 this time.





Japan and frenster are making meee happieeeeee!!!!!! Haha michelle is all crazy about shopping for green tea. And Xh is like all crazy over going back to tk tmr. Ah well. boohoo. But we got CHINESE CA *ominous breathing* lalala I love my life! And I got a nice colourful stripey notebook. Yayy!!!



a moment in time.
23:04

Monday, April 11, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 40 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 47 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 49 days more to hols
May_twentynine 50 days more to jap trip


I love “the hardest thing” by 98 degrees!!! Its my fave song now!

You and ----- are flying high today!
You and -------- are flying high today!


Geez. Im supposed to be studying chi. Hmm. Im afraid of Thursday. That will be the worst. Bah.

Today was so cool. Lols.

Maths was all playing with graphic calculators
Chinese zuo wen rocked.
Because we had the POWER OF THE TEXT
Heh.
Physics and chem. were ok.
(the chem. game is ghey though)
Ss was all about exam techniques, those we never heard of before.

Then it was all about the jap trip.

Haha ms low is choosing our roommates for us. Saves us the trouble. And according to her, she has been “kind and nice”. Hmmm. And there’ll be a few hours free time! (ie SHOPPING!!!!) whee!!!!

We had a psl session just to get our group. My group is number 24! The last one! Haha: group leader is Cheryl, then me, leanne and yang le. 3 dunmanians in one group! And we sorta know each other. Yang le seems nice too. Yayy! haha. then we played some lame game. And exchanged contacts.

Haha im happie about my group, they're all nice!!! besides the fact that im the only guy. Maybe not guy. Hmm. Ms low talked about those groups with only one guy. Apparently the guy can get along with girls well or stand having 3 other girls in their group or smth. Im like all o0. and nick and jastine must also be like all o0. well I dun blame them, me and nick aren’t exactly “manly” types. I mean we have the physical features and abilities of a guy, being able to do everything a “normal” guy can do, but just not the inclination. (ie nick goes around hugging guys, like sb used to do or still does, and i.. im just too bouncy and hyper these days.) Omb. Im making this sound ghey. Hmmm.

So anyway yh came! Haha apparently jovena stole her shoes and went home in them. And yh was ranting about it and complaining about jovena to me all Saturday, but i still managed to finish my bio. Then my dad fetched yh tris n aud home. Lalala. Chinese calling for me! lalala.


a moment in time.
20:51

Sunday, April 10, 2005

lol this is one good racist joke. takes some understanding. heh






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a moment in time.
22:25



it's gonna get pretty busy tmr. we've got the ss ppt, release of ss test marks, chi ca, and release of japan trip grps. bah. and im still fking pissed about having to study for a major ss test on my birthday.

"It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you

...

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you" - The Hardest Thing - 98 Degrees


a moment in time.
21:00



A renaissance

Countdown

May_nineteen 40 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 47 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 49 days more to hols
May_twentynine 50 days more to jap trip


2:45:

This blog: http://izreloaded.tripod.com rocks. Simple. It’s just great. Go read, it has even been awarded runner up for asia’s best blog. Hmm. I found its link somewhere below mine on some random forum by an “anonymous”. Hehh. its good. His phoblog (ie photoblog) is great too!: http://izreloaded.tripod.com/phoblog

Also, the official non-beta release of msn 7 is out! W00ty! Go get it! it seriously rocks lor. Displays what song you’re playing or a personal message, display pictures beside contacts on the list, 300 contact space, an integrated handwriting plug-in without any download, its just damn great. Heh people. Dun forget the nudges. They’re the best. Here’s the link! http://messenger.msn.com.sg/Download/ now’s the time.




5:50PM:

lol. michelle just realised we’re both geminis.

And thus, here’s our joint horoscope. Which is both freaky and sad. (but im still happie cos the “important one” is happie, and anyway me and michelle are like still happie.)

You and michh can overcome any bumps on the road.
Time to drag out your favorite topic -- you know, the one that makes your other friends shudder and roll their eyes. Whether it's a nerdy role-playing game, an obsession with that obscure collectible or a never-ending fascination with some arcane discipline, the two of you are set to do some (more!) bonding about it. Do a little research -- there's some new info or a fresh idea available that'll make you just about jump up and down with excitement (and luckily you have each other to share it with).


And I finished 75% of bio! Question 3 left. Here we go! And then I’ll do physics project proposal and finish homework for the week! But got chi test. BAH. Stooopid chi test. msn 7 rocks. Yayy. im pretty advanced in msn and blogspot crap. People, go see my msn space! Lol.




geez. I think I refilled my printer cartridge wrongly. Hmm. Lol. at least the printing is like colourful now. One page is pink, another is blue, then a grey, and stuff. Heh. Lalala. I shall go do physics in ppt now. Hmm. Omg. I love msn 7. hehh. I went on a downloading spree too! Lolls.


a moment in time.
20:17

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 40 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 47 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 49 days more to hols
May_twentynine 50 days more to jap trip


My frenster horoscope! Its so positive! Yayy!

The Bottom Line
You're on top of the situation. You know the answers. You have an exit strategy.
In Detail
It's been quite the week, and there's more to come. It's all going to happen just in time to make it a warm and wonderful weekend, too. If you're attached, you'll want some quality time alone with your sweetie, no doubt. If you're not, get out there and resume the hunt. That perfect person is looking for you, too -- but not in the usual places. Think sophistication: art, music and beautiful, quiet places.

“That perfect person is looking for you, too”? I wish. I wish so much. Lols.

Omb. My horoscope crap is too fking accurate. Scary. Real scary. Read these:

Gemini is symbolized by the Twins. You're flexible, flirty and inventive. Intelligent to the extreme (o0.), your idea of a good time is a lively conversation -- or better yet, a friendly debate. Thanks to the Twins' influence, you sometimes feel split in two directions and don't know what to do!

Friendships
The social butterfly of the Zodiac has lots of friends. In fact, the Twins should have twice as many as any other Sign. One side of a Gemini will want to go hang-gliding and run around outside, while the other is keen on sitting cozily at home and playing a board game. Their friends need to be as diverse as they are in order to keep up, or they just need to know when to let Gemini go free. The Twins can bond well with lots of different kinds of groups. If they get bored with one set of people, they always have a few more groups that will be more interesting -- for awhile. Gemini is a sociable creature who enjoys having friends. If you can match their pace and mercurial temperament, you and your friend will have a blast. The best way to develop a bond with a Gemini is to make an intellectual connection. Interested in exploring anything at all? Take along your Gemini pal and enjoy the new perspective they give to even the most ordinary situations. If you can match wits with this one, they'll respect your intellect and work to develop this worthwhile friendship.

Technology
Craving conversation makes Geminis the ideal addition to any online community. Your intellectual inclination (o0.) makes the Internet a perfect tool for exploration. A probing nature is to be expected, which means that the components that make up your computer experience will leave you intrigued. Using search engines suits you well, since they get you the information you need quickly. Geminis have a wit as quick as a mouse click (o0.), and because in life you easily go with the flow, your interaction with computers is bound to be positive. Your uncanny ability to find the common element between the numbers and the pictures means that you'll get the gist of the full process.

Romance
Describing the Twins as mercurial is right on the money, since Gemini is ruled by the Planet Mercury. Moving, restless, seeking, learning -- Gemini is constant motion, a torrent of wind which is in keeping with this sign's element of Air. The Twins are highly intellectual (o0.) and won't hesitate to play mind games with a lover, mere child's play to them. They are also great communicators, so get ready to hear everything from pithy remarks to impassioned pleas. Inventive, quick-witted and fun, the Twins will jump around from one lover to the next until they find one who is almost as smart as they are and able to keep up in this high-spirited race. The reward for those who can lasso a Gemini is a free-spirited lover who shines at parties but is also a devil in the bedroom. (WTF. Just WTF.) Many Geminis are also ambidextrous. Ooh.



Anyway, this is why teleportation is so scary

“For a person to be transported, a machine would have to be built that can pinpoint and analyze all of the 1028 atoms that make up the human body. That's more than a trillion trillion atoms. This machine would then have to send this information to another location, where the person's body would be reconstructed with exact precision. Molecules couldn't be even a millimeter out of place, lest the person arrive with some severe neurological or physiological defect.” - HSW

Anyway, quantum teleportation has already been carried out. In quantum teleportation, the original body is destroyed and recreated at the receiving end at the same time. I guess that’s why people won’t dare to try it out. Lol. I wanna go into quantum teleportation and quantum computing research! If I can’t be a pilot (mr koh told me two days ago that its real tough) or psychologist (bah. Just bah. Like michelle said, not a psychiatrist, a psychologist. Theres a diff.) then ill become one of those quantum researchers. Or a beta tester, even tho my skills suck. Hmm.

Lalala. Sniff. I didn’t go out with yh they all. now they’re at darho’s house playing mahjong or smth with darho’s group. Sniff.


a moment in time.
19:49

Friday, April 08, 2005

SOMEBODY TOLD ME_

Countdown

May_nineteen 41 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 48 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 50 days more to hols
May_twentynine 51 days more to jap trip


Lalala YAYYYYY!!!!!!

You and o0 are flying high today!
Keep any tricky emotions on ice, and you and yours will be able to solve this problem in no time. It might be tough at first -- when you and your friend get together, there is a certain tendency to egg each other on -- but if you really put your minds to it, you can both keep a cool head even in a heated situation. Any feelings that you're having about all this will definitely need to be addressed, but you can deal with them later, once you've both got this all under control.

You and 0o are flying high today!
Whoa -- you've got so much power surging through you that you could light up a city. Thank goodness you have a special companion who can act as a circuit breaker -- you supply the juice while they act as a grounding element. Go ahead and use your current electromagnetic resonance to its fullest extent without fear, however -- your buddy will also warn you if you're about to cause a brownout in the area. It's situations like this that remind you how lucky you are to have found each other.

Ahahaha. today was so cool! Super happie~

Omb. I want an iBook! And in the basic configuration I want, it costs just 200 bucks over $2k. quite reasonable for a cool notebook. Bah. But I just got a new pc. Which seriously pwns. So that iBook will have to wait. Maybe in J1. hmmm. I wonder what my ideal specs will be then. Hehh. by midyear it will be 2gb ram with 512 vidram, 200 gb hdd and a 3.6++ghz ht processor. But my comp now is 1gb ram, 256 vidram, 100 gb hdd and 3.2-4 ht ghz. I need a new comp! Bah. Or just some “cheap” (yeah right) upgrades. Lol. the most important now is a second hard disk. My hard disk is 70% full in just 4 months. I’ll need one of those 160gb hdds. Yupps.

Lol. pe was the only interesting lesson today. We ran up stairs again. One thing. the most important thing.

05V13 HAS THE ONLY SAM OF STEEL IN THE WHOLE OF VJC!!!

Barriers can stop cars, but they can’t stop 05V13’s Sam of steel, man of iron.

Our dearest sam sprinted around the corner, and instead of running through the open gate, he rammed into the barrier. and being apparently unstoppable like he truly is, the barrier dented and broke. As in he rammed it in the six pack area. That shows how strong sam is. Ahaha!! So cool! Sam, you make v13 proud! Get ready for instant publicity on Monday! Get ready to be known as the 15 year old (or less) who was unstoppable by carpark barriers. Stronger than a car. Ahaha. Lol. good on ya, mate!

Heh.

I stayed in school till 545 for no reason
Finished chem way earlier, cos we rock!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
And I talked a lot
And went crazie like yesterday
Just have to let energy out etc
Bouncing around and singing songs
And like I was so happie!
Haha a lot of nice things happened to me today (except something)
Then I chatted with nick outside v11
Man talk, as he used to call it
Yeah right nick, you’re such a MAN
And nick, I lied to you
Ahaha you think I’d really tell you?
Cos you were lying to me too!
Lol.
People, dun believe what nick says!
Dun trust him!
And I dun like the guy called daryl
Cos he tricked me into believing he was some guy called wen shu
Haha hes so weird.
Then I got intro-ed to Marjorie
Haha lol.
And im NOT angsty!!!!
Dun listen to mr koh’s crap!
Bah.
Ah well. then my dad fetched nick home
And we had stingray for dinner!
Yayy.
YAYY!!!!!!
But I got some.., dire news.
*sniff*
blehh.


a moment in time.
20:54

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 42 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 49 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 51 days more to hols
May_twentynine 52 days more to jap trip


QUIZMANIA!!!



You're
the United Nations!

Most people think you're ineffective, but you are trying to
completely save the world from itself, so there's always going to be a long
way to go. You're always the one trying to get friends to talk to each
other, enemies to talk to each other, anyone who can to just talk instead of
beating each other about the head and torso. Sometimes it works and sometimes
it doesn't, and you get very schizophrenic as a result. But your heart
is in the right place, and sometimes also in New York.

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the edu in sgp one gives some interesting info. Lol.

ah well. we got back math test! I just passed, so quite happy about it. bio prac was fine. Haha I hate benedict’s solution! So oily! That means its acidic! Ewwww. Bah. And V12, it was a test lor. Benedict’s test! Lol. omg frenster joint horoscopes! Yayy! its supposedly a good day. and it was quite a good day. haha I like frenster horoscopes! I have so many good day icons, like 50% are good days! and no bad days! Yayy! omg yayy!

My energy bars are as follows (out of five stars):
Money - ****
Love - ***
Attitude - ****

No wonder I’m so hyper today. And crazy. ahahaha

And these are joint horoscopes from certain coughunnamedcough ppl! Yayy! very positive. All good days!!!!! HOORAY!!!!!!

You and 91% are flying high today!
You feel like you're on
the same wavelength, and it seems like you're on the same wavelength, then -- uh
oh. It's one of those days when everything's going along fine, situation normal,
then something you didn't even think was stinky really hits the fan. How to
avoid this mess? Proactively monitor what you say (or type, as the case may be);
no one wants to be eternally treading on eggshells, but a little care now can
prevent a big misunderstanding. A sincere compliment wouldn't hurt matters
either.

You and 59% are flying high
today!

Between the two of you, your synapses are firing faster than
a barrage of speeding bullets. If you're chatting online, those fingers are
flying; if face-to-face socializing's on the agenda, don't be surprised if
you're a couple of fast-talking, smooth-walking, silver-tongued devils.
Networking's definitely in the stars, whether for friendship, work or romantic
purposes, with the two of you guiding each other to exactly the right person,
place or thing. You probably don't need that extra cup of
coffee!

You and 54% are flying high today!
You
may not be a couple of daredevils on your own, but prepare to do the equivalent
of some tandem skydiving. It's not that your combined forces make any fear of
heights disappear -- more that the spirit of adventure is impossibly contagious.
Part of the general boldness is an honesty so bald, it's beautiful; you can
offer your straight-up opinions now with impunity (and you should accept your
friend's in the spirit in which they're intended). A game of Truth or Dare seems
to be in order, doesn't it?



Ahahaha that made me hyper. Yayy! hyper! Happie! Lol. Anyway we got to play with sparklers during physics! Whee!!! Chinese was fine too. We did 3 chapters in the workbook. Lol. the lang arts test was fine too I guess. Easier than lit and eng from last year. I hope. I hope I did well. yayy. ah well. then I went to pp and bought lotsa bread from breadtalk. Yumm! And went to popular with Gillian and I met june and li mei there! Haha. lalala.

Im feeling hyper
Riding on a shooting star
And I don’t know why
Lalalalala!



a moment in time.
23:10

Wednesday, April 06, 2005


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a moment in time.
21:41



Countdown

May_nineteen 43 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 50 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 52 days more to hols
May_twentynine 53 days more to jap trip


Cool. Friendster has horoscopes now. Hmm.

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
It's time to stop dreaming about change and start making it happen.
In Detail
It's one of those days -- one of those romantic days when anything and everything will remind you of the one you love. And you know how that goes. You've certainly been around someone who's in love, someone who can't help bringing the conversation back to their sweetheart, no matter how hard you try to change it. Telling you not to be that way won't help. But do try to be merciful.

Hehh. very contradictory. Yeah. If you get what I mean.

Ah well. bio and lang arts ran fine. I managed to hijack mr koh’s comp with a pic of jar jar binks in pamela’s thumbdrive at hand. But before I could install that as his wallpaper, he closed the laptop! Bah. Nearly fell asleep during chem. and philo. Ahaha we got halo on the class comp again. Lol.

Revenge of the Sith novel is now 14th on amazon’s sale rank and the Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time is 19th. The Visual Dictionary of Star Wars Episode III is 58th, The Art of Star Wars, Episode III is 69th, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy is 73rd, the Official SAT Study Guide: For the New SAT is 86th and finally, Star Wars, Episode III Graphic Novel is 89th. Hehh.

Drama was ok I guess. I have to bring two boxes (hopefully I can take those in class) next week. And apparently I look like a jap (insult or compliment? I dun think I look like a jap tho) so I’m being considered for the role of the kuruko, a traditional jap stage assistant. o0. ah well. went to changi airport for dinner! pasta rocks. Omb. Yayy! Hmm. Shall have to go study lang arts, and sleep.


a moment in time.
19:42

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 44 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 51 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 53 days more to hols
May_twentynine 54 days more to jap trip

Bah. Chinese sucks! Haha anyway mdm goh says the Chinese teachers will cut down homework. And apparently its her who creates homework for ALL Chinese students, including hydrochloric acid. Lol. the letter writing was fine because I had the holy grail – the English-Chinese dictionary. Ahhh. The joys of near-instant translation. Lang arts was quite fun. Ahaha can’t get you out of my head by kylie le slut is so ghey! Hehh the arts is funner than struggle for meaning. and the bloody ESSAY test is ahead. Thursday. Bah.

No ss, so we slacked. I scanned the chem. stuff. lol. im was fine. A lot of jargon, but still understandable, to me at least. A lot of crap about sql and php that no one will actually care to use. Lets all just stick to notepad. Yayy! hehh. ehh. I think the 4 ppl in our class joining it team will make an all rounder team. Sean is like graphic editing, nic is website design, koganti is applications and I can do troubleshooting and other stuff. yayy. this is the time to do our part for the school. we will win lots of prizes! Yayy. haha I just hate html tho. Bah. Too lazy for programming. But at least all of us know c++ prog. Hmm.

Ah well. I was supposed to go to changi airport as decided on Sunday with mich pam and chars, but I also had to meet yh. So we met at the bus stop. And michelle was like being hyper about choir’s gold in syf again. Like she had been all day. ehhh. What did eds get! GOLD GOLD GOLD!!!! Must get gold! Yayy. so anyway, me n yh went back into vjc for certain reasons. Then we took 36 to changi airport. Lol. and I treated her to subway cookies! Haha and we took this shuttle bus. Cos the skytrain was down. And michelle smsed me telling us to go to swensens. In the end, I was persuaded to treat them to a banana split. Lol. ah well. 10 bucks gone. Sadness. Must buy me nice stuff!!!! *sniff*

Haha then I took the mrt back with yuhui. Omg. I love changi airport mrt station! The fusion of glass and metal is stunning. Ah well. I managed to refine the chem. drawings, selecting line by line. Quite… satisfying. Yayy. I shall go sleep now.


a moment in time.
22:59

Monday, April 04, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 45 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 52 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 54 days more to hols
May_twentynine 55 days more to jap trip

Embrace the power of the dark side
There is no greater power
Than fear, anger, hate
Let these emotions flow through you
Only then will you be truly powerful.


Ahhh. Hehh. so weird, today was. we got new groups for math. I still with michelle and Pamela, and Christine and koganti have entered our group. But I guess that’s just for math. lalala. We’re onto logarithms, which seems to be just another form of indices. Hmm. Ah well. Chinese sucked. Some ghey compo. Blehh. And tomorrow is letter writing. Bah.

Physics and chemistry were fine. No ss cos ms toh wasn’t here. So my weekend effort has gone to waste. At least I can slack now. Lol. there’s really a lot of homework from the languages. I don’t think I can tolerate Chinese and lang arts homework anymore. There’s just so much compared to other subjects. Haiz. Bahness. Hmm. Anyway im watchinh episode I now. W00t. lol. better study lang arts soon.


a moment in time.
20:52

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 46 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 53 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 55 days more to hols
May_twentynine 56 days more to jap trip

“Don't waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head”
- I Miss You – Blink 182


I am a dreamer.
MY dreams.
I, Dreamer.


Omb. OMB. Lalala im so happie! Omb. Ahaha so anyway, a narration of today’s events! I met Xh and Pam at orchard mrt. And we went to borders as planned. Then I was like f lah, cos they didn’t have the graphic novel. But they had the equally cool encyclopedias and cross sections and junior novelisation. Pam bought star wars jigsaw puzzles. The age states 5+. Lalala. Haha but its cute lah. and *just* 3 bucks each.

So anyway, since I really really wanted the graphic novel, we went to kino! And the first thing I saw was it. IT. yes, it. and the “making of” and the “art of” books too. But I only had one thing in my eyes. IT. w00t. 20 bucks ONLY lehh. Haha so we went in circles trying to find the novel for Xh. And it cost 40 bucks. so she didn’t buy (duh) cos she wanna wait for the paperback (I just found out its being released on oct 25, and shes freaking out) and she bought some happy file over which me, pam and mich (over the phone) debated over for 10 minutes. me and michelle chose the blue one. Apparently it sounded nice to her. Pamela thought it was ugly! The clouds were super nice lorrr. Its nice and happie! Like Xh. Haha. the top half is blue with clouds, and bottom half is darkish yellow with bright yellow circles. Haha so nice!!

Anyway we went back to counter d, and i bought both the graphic novel and the 10 bucks file. Haha. I cant believe Xh bought such an expensive file lor. Wah. We went to heeren then cine. And I ate subway! Yayy. then went to pacific plaza. Omb. The cd place is so cool. The design is like damn classy. Haha yayy. then roamed a bit more than went home. Yayy lol. Lalala yayy! Then i call my parents in the train and they were like TWENTY BUCKS FOR A COMIC? Apparently I told them it was 4.50. hehh. nvm. Anyway they say its fine. Yayy.


a moment in time.
21:26

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 47 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 54 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 56 days more to hols
May_twentynine 57 days more to jap trip

“Someday we’ll know

If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you” – Someday we’ll know – Mandy Moore and some Jonathan dude

omg. Gmail is now 2050mb worth of storage space. 2gb for each account! Damn cool. Ive used 60mb. Yupps. Yayy.

omg. I just found out something shocking. Some super nice and super expensive cheese cake is saving me from freaking out.

Anyway, I finished off the ss. yayy. and today is the official release of all sw ep3 merchandise! I’m wetting myself thinking about it already. Lol. ahahaha im so happie!

Oh. I just did a poem.

On The Rocks

I’m here
Just drowning myself
Flute after flute
I don’t like it stirred
I like it on the rocks
It tastes so good
All this pain
Down my throat
The suffocation
It’s pleasure
It’s always been this way
Splashing
The stones
The pebbles
The rocks
Here I am
Seeing my life
My life, my love
Splatter
On the rocks
Here I am
Here I am





lalala ah well. a lot of stuff happened today. Quite mixed up. Haha. yayy. lalala. Im going mad.


a moment in time.
23:13

Friday, April 01, 2005

Countdown

May_nineteen 48 days more to sw ep3
May_twentysix 55 days more to bdae
May_twentyeight 57 days more to hols
May_twentynine 58 days more to jap trip

“When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special” – Creep – Radiohead

“You’re so out of my league
I show you no emotion
Don’t let you see what you re doin to me
Imagine the two of us together
But I’ve been livin in reality

Fear of rejection kept my love inside
But time is running out so damn my
Foolish pride” – Can’t Lose What You Never Had – Westlife


Ahaha. I understand maths! I UNDERSTAND MATHS! Almost everyth besides anything to do with quad equations. Yayy. pe was funny lah. we have a new teacher, a mr goh who (thinks he) is super funny. Ahaha. We did some exercises then jogged to some block near vjc and climbed up the stairs repeatedly. Quite fun. The view at the top (25th) storey is quite satisfying. An endless sea, drowned in fog. Ss was ok. teletubbies! Yayy. my group presented on teletubbies. I was being random again. But that’s what made it fun. Yayy!

Then I stayed back in school with Xh and xtine to do chem. proj. we didn’t complete as much as we thought we would. Decided to colour using paint. Paint rocks! Its good for random pictures. Like the one I mean for class wallpaper, which Eunice strongly opposed. Xtine was somewhere in the library. So we just drew stuff. with some of Xh’s friend beatrice’s help. Then I played bridge with them and yirui. Ahahaha. I had two aces! And I lost. I didn’t know they needed just one more! So sad right! Blehh.

Then naz played the weird f1 racing game. Ahha quite good for a web game. Yeah. And we went to long john silver’s in bedok with laura. Me and laura treated naz. Ahaha. Oh. And some guy got knocked down by a bus and was like stuck underneath the bus and was causing a commotion and stuff. nazri saw it, and got traumatized. Ive seen worse. Ah well. took 69 with naz home and we got stuck in some kinda jam because the bus had to go one whole round. Ah well. finished ss presentation. But I have no idea what the last slide is supposed to be. The one abt group summary. Someone tell me!

Oh. Tomorrow is SO GONNA ROCK. release of official sw ep3 merchandise. Drool drool. I want the graphic novel! Yayy. blehh. We’re not going tomorrow. We’re going on Sunday. Haiz. It would be so cool to have a receipt with 2 april on it, cos that’s the release date. Ah well. ill just wait for may nineteen.


a moment in time.
23:37


face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif



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