Saturday, July 31, 2004

omg yay! leon says there were only 700 people at the vip thingies. that makes our chances... 150/700 = 21.4%. much better than 5%. yay. well... dance was fine. im rather confused now. i don't really wanna think about dance now... aiyah... heck, sb should be the one dancing. oh well.

i didn't watch ella enchanted. after waiting so long to watch it and actually somewhat planning for it then cannot liao. i was like so happy today... just when dance finished and i was about to leave school for the cinema, she called and said her mum didnt allow her. just before that she said we shoudl book the tickets and stuff! so evil! oh well... maybe next week then...

so when my parents came to fetch me, i told them and they said it was ok and brought me to some bungalow thing for lunch. nice chalet. aloha changi. its waaaaay better than costa sands. oh yeah. level camp is at costa sands. we'll die. with all the lizard shit and unsightly bathrooms. argh. well anyway, nice lunch. went home, played gta2 and pacific warriors, went back to bungalow. had huge bbq thing. yay! crab and prawns and lots of nice expensive stuff!

but it just aint the same without ella enchanted. oh well. at least i just took ice cream cone. after um... 5 days? anyway i wont be so depressed after all. wont jump out the window to fall to my death. anyway. sb still needs to beat me in cs. heh. and eugene too, in ggxx, daytona and cs, ill give them a chance before i die...

a moment in time.
21:05

Friday, July 30, 2004

omg. 1337. well yeah, we thought we were seriously screwed for the history propaganda SONG. yeah. and vina wasnt even in school to sing with the group. so sb was the only one who knew "my evil plan to save japan". when it got to our turn, after seeing how 3 other groups had done, there was a certain phrase in my mind "OMG DOOM!"

it started off well, a well-paced melody then suddenly everyone in my group was singing their asses off. w00t. i loved the chorus too much, and i was too crazy (+ enthu) such that my mind was somewhere else, and suddenly me and sb were like screaming the house down. yay. i have no idea how i got into that insane manner and voice. im staying away from "my evil plan to save the world" which sb sent into my desktop, lest i sing at full volume at 1045. anyway, my afve part:

My brilliant plan to save Japan
Boost the value of the yen,It’ll go down in history,
It’s fantastic, no, it’s not pathetic,
I can’t believe I made it up myself.

as sb said :*I can’t remember what we said here. I think we just blabbered a hell lot and screamed and shouted and everybody laughed for some reason. And Nick just refuses to believe that kamikaze rhymes with day. I mean, wtf, what’s 1337 propaganda without cool suicide bomber dudes? w00t. mrs lee said we were entertaining and persuasive due to the catchy tune and deafening song, it attracts attention (= me and sb especially. though i won't do that in a right state of mind) and gave lots of other good comments! omg! yay! nick and sb were like omg we rocked! i was feeling happy. no wonder sb said we would not be THAT screwed. i think that was the best we coulld have hope or even dreamed for.

after i calmed down, went for acc. watch a dvd on wushu. they're good. the blade just flickers and movements are blurred. they used the same swords me and sb used for eds night! but of course, they're much faster, better and their moves are all cool. pe was ok lah. rountine touch rugby. dont really like it.

we watched gone with the wind for english! yay! the main character (scarlet) is quite "chio", but she acts cute and stuff. and the weird formal dude looks quite cool with his gelled hair and stuff. i didnt know they had gel back in the 1800s. after dance, we all played and bball. bball was not too bad for me today. about 5 longshot chops and stuff. vball was not bad too. i counted 3 backhand smashes. yay! happy days = 14 may to 30 july. most prob 31 july too. watching ella enchanted! but i left my geog file in school! i remembered to take it then i left it somewhere. i hope i cna find it, if not i am, as sb would say, screwed.

a moment in time.
22:23

Thursday, July 29, 2004

i clicked close on ms word. i sent an email, chatted a bit, then realised that ms word was still there. message: this task is taking longer than expected. do you still want to wait? microsoft = high quality? oh well. anyway. good day!

we read about a new edition of stalin's biography. and we now have to do a poster, due on monday. i finished it 2 hours ago. yay. i read a newspaper article for the chinese oral thing. 7.5 marks again. heck. when i practiced i got it perfect. or near perfect. but then in front of the great, overpowering yeo, i flopped. but nvm. at least still a1. mrs lee wasnt here today. so we did lots of other stuff. i talked, read, gayed around, hugged js and terence, and um... other decent stuff. it was boring lah. got nothing better to do.

maths was better than usual. it was creative for once, because we digressed, and not to cheng xing yong zhong. heh. graphs seem more interesting now, we're doing the kind i like. those that dont need coordinates and that kind of crap. i think they're called travel and progressive (?) graphs. yay. listened to nic's group end off their presentation on to kill a mockingbird's ending. yay. i havent annotated my book yet. sure, i could have like everyone else, but nooo. i didnt listen. and my book is all nice and clean. heck. ill just get the annotated version off the net.

went to lan! yay! played dota, cs, bf vietnam and farcry. yay! i got 2nd top level for dota! for once. sure, i had reuben and max on my team. but i got higher levels and scores than them! hooray! i found my fave hero for dota : medusa. i love ranged heroes. and the chain lightning killed off aaron and nicholas. heh. yay! bf vietnam is sad. it loads so slowly. and the flight sim section is just... sad. they dont handle like the real things. and the controls are far too unrealisitic. i now have doubts about buying bf1942. still, il2 sturmovik gold's top of the list. yay! hooray for gory flight sims!

but far cry still rocks. i got like middle top frag thing among the pros. i really have found something i have a much higher chance at. =) omg. i love far cry. i might even buy it after all! they have really cool heavy weapons. my fave = minigun turret! it has like super-low recoil for that kind of gun. w00t. happy days. really happy days. even though i had to eat ice cream in a cup without using a spoon. you just need to squeeze it here and there and out into your mouth. yay. hooray for days like these!

a moment in time.
22:22

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

oh. class 90.5 played come what may when shauna came online just now. coincidence? and now 95fm is playing it.  what is this, moulin rouge day? =S well anyway, really interesting day.

siva's back. back again. w00t? touch rugby. ok. so i wasnt supposed to be playing any sports. after running around the field 2 times i got like chest pains? but i forced myself. oh well. i couldnt run as fast as usual. i touched aaron on the right shoulder, but he didnt stop the ball! EVIL! this always happens to me. oh yeah. and when i got a clear path through to the goal line, i passed the ball to js and missed. stupid me. bonk.

maths was sad. we got back the maths test. yes, it was really difficult, thus i got 15/25. argh. pull down 70%. oh well. anyway, recess sports were improved from pre-flag raising. a back hand smash, and um... a chop free throw. but i was lacking both control and concentration, so not too good anyways.

got back chinese test. 94% second in class. nicholas got first (98%). i was shocked. but yeah, he did copy anyway. stupid nicholas. it aint fair lor. i hate people who cheat. justin says he copied from textbook and joa ee. i hate these kind of people. including those who copy homework. they shouldnt deserve the marks they get.

well anyway, science was fun! we got to test diff kinds of chemicals. then i mixed everything together. and sam and tian cheng did the same. all three of us got a beer-like substance. even though i wouldnt drink it. ew. well. yesterday miss chen said there was some new worksheet for us. and as she usually puts the worksheet on the table, i took one. ok. i had nothing better to do even though it was supposedly due on monday so i finished it yesterday night. today i was told it was actially the test questions. but it had WORKSHEET written on top of it! no fair! they shouldnt disguise tests like that. well anyway, the test is being rewritten. heh. maybe even extend the date. go me!

we played vball after irs and history drama rehearsals. it was much better. i did a few dig things, 3 back hand smashes (which i am utterly fond of now) and other stuff. yay. but heck, i still lacked control nad concentration. oh well. ill try again on friday. went to lan. farcry rocks. i think im better at it than ft or cs. i came very late, about 1 hour or so, with nigel and we joined the game. and i went past wen quan's score! yay! and i killed the pros! ahem. like nigel (and reuben and nicholas. heh. nicholas.). took some time on nigel though. he used the stupid trees. but heck. all those half hours on jedi knight ii have paid. i think i found another game i might have some "skill" at. yay! team fortress + far cry! i dont care about cs anymore, its too outdated anyway...

happy days... even had a club sandwich and corn beef sandwich for dinner! and cherry tomatoes! yay!

a moment in time.
22:08

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

got to sleep late today and got to see the beautiful morning scenery (?). still same as yesterday. but feeling better now after some weird drink called lengyong. sb says he will never go near any amoutn of lengyong. it doesnt taste as bad as i thought it would, but its like yellowish transparent, so i was wondering what it was made of...

chinese test was fun! yay! i hope i got full marks. HOPE. um. i think all correct for all sections except the tian xie ci yu. i cat verify that. and most prob wont be getting full marks because of careless mistakes during checking. science was bleh. now got a lot of homework. 2 assignments. but i finished all except one 6 mark question. did the others on the way home. yay. there's still four big eng-lit assignments/projects, maths assignment, which i seriously hate, and at least 1-2 tests next week. and theres ting xie tmr. not good.

ae was most interesting. aaron was supposed to lead us in aerobics. heh. but in the end, he kinda failed. then mrs lee revealed to us that it was all an experiment with leadership. we are guinea piggies! oh well. i find politics kinda interesting, after aeroquile and south enthonia and all the create-your-own-country crap. yay! went to kfc after school. oh. cute girl~ haha. anyways, couldnt take fried food so i took chicken nuggets (which is fried. dotz) and whipped potato. im leading a sad life. hope i can get better by tomorrow so i can eat ice cream again!

a moment in time.
21:24

Monday, July 26, 2004

"undefined diesease"

i dont feel too good now. its like i dont have a fever, but i feel all warm inside and have a blocked nose. mum says its because i slept too late yesterday, i couldnt sleep yesterday. i already slept in the afternoon, and i had too much to think about. sad me. today was ok lah. eugene was desperately trying to get other people to distrust me just because i left the quote about him and hugs on my blog. and he was like, "eh nick. mark wrote on his blog that you wank every minute!" and nick was like "but i do! and mark wanks every hour!" heh. then he was like telling sb that he should never tell me who he likes. and sb was like "i've known mark longer than you have pooped!". heh.

got some newsweek from mdm john. w00t. i LIKE newsweek. its not like those boring shit they call "times" or "forbes". they have COMICS! and lots of other interesting stuff... then we played taboo. i went out with sb, expecting to get some good scores. heck. 3 only. but no fair! we got all the HARD ones. like ELECTRIC TRAIN. sb described it as "running on POWER". but all trains run on power. then for pornography, he said that "js likes -?" "hui yi. buttsecks. porn. pr0n. PORNOGRAPHY!" TABOO is GAY!

assembly was faggoty too. mrs chua, acting vice principal (still cant get over that), gave a long speech on goals and ambitions. like we dont know enough. i saw lots of people fell asleep. and the song (supposedly her fave) was just bad. vocaly. well... you cant expect much from a person like... mrs chua. we were kinda forced into doing raps for national myopia week. heck. i started mine with "yo momma". 'nuff said. js and sb's were quite... interesting.

science was all acid and bases and salts and stuff. and theres a test next week. just after secondary geog test. DIE! i dont think we're prepared. oh well. d&t was ok... i had nothing to do again. i repolished my metal piece 2 times because i finished cutting the acrylic thingy too early. now the metal piece seems... too shiny. =

went to vina' house to do history propaganda crapo. um... i suck at lyrics. and i realised that people only want me for 4 things:

1) to lend them money
2) to let them copy my homework
3) to do the dirty work
4) to take the blame

yay. im such a nice faggot. but yay. i finally beat nick TWO times! yay! and also sb. i can beat nick using faust while sb cant. thats saying something. oh well. i took vermicelle with fish. its the best meal when you dont feel too well. i finished at least 4 bottles of liquid. its like to get rid of heat or something like that. and its was really smart of me to drink some red dates and longan drink i got from 7-11. mum was like telling me that red dates is a cause of heatiness. oh. how smart. oh well. i hope i get better by tmr. thers chinese test *wince*

a moment in time.
20:39

Sunday, July 25, 2004

heh. beautiful quote.

y do i have this feeling that eugene likes yun yuan but she likes samuel L? says:
i wank every min of my life

and we thought nick was innocent.

oh well. i stayed at home today. did nothing. um. comp, eat, sleep. thats it. and read comics too. yeah. its a boring life. (chinese test on tuesday- the irony of it all) oh well. just got gta and gta2. you know... reminiscent of the classic games. yeah. its still not bad after all these years. and i played pearl harbor yesterday. still pro at it. =D the japs never stand a chance. i might take part in one of those flight sim comps next time and see how i fare. *shall practice on il2 sturmovik first*

ate a lot today. but no ice cream. even though i had cake, ham and cheese sandwich, and teh best chee cheong fun ever! and also roxy square ban mian. its still the best value for money noodles. a lot of ingredients and it tastes superb. is af becoming bitchier by the minute? oh. we cant go his house because no one will be in, but we can go to mine when no one is in. then he has nothing to say. heh. oh well...

a moment in time.
21:24

Saturday, July 24, 2004

what an interesting day. i woke up real early, and got to see the sunrise. still, i was feeling apprehensive. you would, if you were having three tests in one day.  the sudden downpour sorta dampened my spirits. that kind of stuff. parents brought me to school, but there was a huge traffic jam (as i had predicted), so i jumped out of the car and walked in the rain. the first person i met was cai xiang who asked where hui yi was. i saw tristan and cindy. and while walking towards them olivia said hi. then i banged my head on some thing i didn't see at all.=S more and more people appeared out of nowhere. scary. i think maybe i'd list them down.

people i knew who were at vip admission tests (in order of appearance):
cai xiang, tristan, cindy, olivia, hui yi, jonathan, cleaven, sandra, aaron, bing huan, xiao xian, diane, samantha, matthew and some others i might have forgotten. (people i knew in my room, lt3 - cleaven, matthew, xiao xian) there were A LOT of dhs people there, i reckon maybe 50-100, mostly who tristan, aaron and cindy call their jie meis, some 2e, 2i, 2j, and a few more people i couldnt identify. to matthew, i was like omg wtf why are you here you told me you weren't applying you gitass. he was like omg mark i wont even get in because im here for fun! then the test started.

english went quite breezily. time passes. two essays in an hour. i wrote about how computers are obviously taking over us (the topic was something about students relying on computers for work and leisure), and about a world without colour and how horrid it would be, referencing to the same book i did for erp - "the giver" by lois lowry. so anyway, it was one of my better essays i guess, except for the handwriting and some vocab. oh well.

we got a short break. talked a bit with the others. blah here, blah there. second test was the general abilities or psychometric test which was quite simple in concept (i love patterns!) and answering (multiple choice! w00t.) taken quite a few of this kind. managed to finish all questions with about 5-10 minutes left. yay. ok. not so bhb. anyway, we got yet another break.

this time, i took some cake. yay! swiss rolls are soft and nice! ahem. i walked around with cleaven and bing huan (i think i shall call him... "bingy".) we looked around. i didnt even go for the open house thing. we went into the dark, musty exhibition room which they had used for the open house. i got a booklet about the vip (already downloaded the pdf last week) quite interesting. i found out they had youth flying club as a cca! ok. i REALLY want to join now. talk about chances. estimate our session had 2000 with another 1000 for the afternoon session. 150 place/3000 candidates = 5% chance. not very high is it?

there was this girl from kc. her name is supposedly kim, the one who acts cute and chio and stuff. she was sitting beside matthew. and she aint that pretty after all - i know many more people who are prettier than her (like aaron and tristan). she was described by vanessa (kc, cos) as popular just because shes like an actress, and also bitchy and very very arrogant. and shes described by aaron and tristan as rather dumb, and bimbotic. weird person. i wonder if matt tried to ask her out. (he was feeling horny today)

so anyway. maths test. argh. omg. wtf. i hate maths more than ever now. cant believe it was ever my fave subject. this year, matsh was just all wrong (even i i got a1) mr ng, the 3 cts we've had so far and todays test. flunked. totally. sure, finished all the questions, but i went with luck for half of it, and crap for the other. argh. i dont wanna think about it.

went to parkway foodcourt for lunch! (aaron, cai xiang, cindy, hui yi, tristan) yay! spaghetti! the sauce was rather weird, but it had lots of herbs and spices! which i really like. and it cost just 4.50! one of the best spags i ever tasted. whee~ went around. bought nini's bday prezzie! (finally) sorry nic, i dint get you the nike bottle... and retailers dont have the comp i want. wheres the fking pc fair?! oh well... took a nice ride home. bought 2 copies of pc gamer. heck. just wasted money again. but quite a lot of people owe me money. 100 bucks together. time to start collecting...

a moment in time.
21:58

Friday, July 23, 2004

"in cap, i often get hugs" - eugene

bhb? definitely. he was all heartbroken and stuff yesterday because of some lame sms. and now he says he had made up with that perosn who sent that sms. yeesh. well anyway, today was quite a good day.

wwii during history. reasons for jap invasion. most stuff i knew from "fortress singapore". its a real good book, one of my main resources for the local war. finished the impromptu speeches during english. and we currently have FIVE assignments to do. one added today. i hate english. so many assignments. its like five! thats a record.

science was fun! miss chong was our relief relief teacher (relief teacher for a relief teacher) heh. yuhui says she's really nice. haha. quite lah. anyway, we mixed alkalis. had to wear goggles. looked so weird. but it was fun! haha. i love mixing stuff. i think chems my fave of all the three sciences. =D

no eds+ no pre camp = absolutely nothing worth doing except homework. me, nicole and samuel went to the library to do stuff. got a computer which i didnt use much. borrowed 4 books. maybe i should have done the essay thing. ok. so anyway, we went down at 5 to wait for the pre camp leadership people to come out. after a while, i went to look in the door window and suddenly it burst open. nicole knew this was going to happen but didnt tell me. =( oh well. shocked.

so anyway, today was quite a good day for vball and bball. a few digs, a backhand smash, and others sorts of stuff including my fave, a 3-pointer chop. yay! but the bad hits were really bad though.  most of the early digs just sent the ball flying too high and too far out. oh well. sad me. anyway i better sleep early. i dont care about the stupid descriptive essay anymore. theres the vjc-vip tests tomorrow. FOUR STRAIGHT HOURS OF TESTS. im so dead.

a moment in time.
20:46

Thursday, July 22, 2004

w00t. i got selected for debate? =S mdm john = strange. oh well. seems like itll be a busy year. my dad went to vjc yesterday (just like mun yi's and hui yi's) to send in the application. i wonder if i'll get in. if not im so not going to the dhp. i dont care what mrs shu says. once i hear billingual, its totally out of my mind. ill just take o levels. yeah.

impromptu speech again today. some were not bad. i still hate my topic. i could have ranted on and on about ice cream for at least 5 minutes... but no... singapore isnt known for ice cream. heck. cuisine? oh well. should have talked about cuisine. stupid me. rant on and on about physical and economic features. bleh. i did chinese compo in record time! just one period and i was done. i decided to redo the newspaper thing. i did on new aircraft and airline companies. just like last time, as mr yeo said, my answers were "good" but still i totally screwed up vocab. so i got 7.5/10. its still better than 6. oh well.

we're on onto my fave topic in history! wwii! w00t. finally something im considerably knowledgeble at. or at least i have the most knowledge of it out of all the other topics. half my books at home are on wwii and half of that is on wwii aircraft. yay! i sense better days ahead. except the maths test. which i like totally flunked. FK MR NG. he hasnt taught me anything. everything ive learnt were from the textbook which is too little for our curriculum. ARGH. and i memorised EVERY mensuration formulae then no mensuration comes out. argh. i should have like done the long way for the counting question. then i would have gotten the answer. literature wasnt too bad. i still think lynching is just wrong. its evil. we have 4 projects/assignments for literature now. ARGH! its like FOUR. thats wrong.

went around tamp mall, century square and challenger after school. (why did the canteen omelette taste sour and have a coffee after-taste today???) top of wishlist: il2 sturmovik - forgotten battles GOLD PACK (includes aces expansion pack) ($54.90 at challenger) w00t. il2 sturmovik was best in 2001, and il2 sturmovik - forgotten battles (2003) was and still is the best so far. 100% reviews cant go wrong can they? rated 5 stars on amazon. must be really good. others on list: battlefield 1942 reload (includes road to rome) ($59.90), empires - dawn of the modern world ($49.90)/ rise of nations collection ($89), grand theft auto - vice city (black market), counterstrike condition zero ($49.90) oh well. my dad gives the go for new comp, but the next pc fair doesnt. ARGH. i cant wait any longer. but i want a good comp! what do i do. maybe get a pda first. or that keydrive camera i wanted so much...

a moment in time.
21:34

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

it rained in the morning. how gloomy. rain = no pe = gloomier. maths = even sadder. argh. maths test. FK IT. i hate maths now. it used to be my fave subject until ng took over. he has made it hell. i cant even get an a1 like last year. heck.

then i saw what lynching was. they roasted bodies alive for entertainment, hanged them and multilated and did other evil stuff to these people for no good reason. its evil. its evil and sad. i hate it. i hate the south. lets bomb texas. yay.

i got screwed up during science. i thought the fking enthanoic acid was diluted. and reuben sniffed it last time. so i thought i'd see what it smelt like. smart idea. i took a whiff, and the next moment, my sense were momentarily knocked out. i was like WTF-REUBEN-YOU-DIDNT-TELL-ME-IT-WAS-SO-STRONG! oh well. its like the strongest smell i ever smelt, and the smelliest. the stench filled the room. worst than any bo EVER. it makes you feel like puking.

played bball! i got to be captain! yay! scored a good few. oh. i especially liked the one when yvonne tried to block me and i slided sideways and did a right one handed score. w00t.

went home quite happy. thought theres maths test tomorrow. shi bao gave me some questions from the library quiz. its supposedly hard. but i got the questions correct. heh. quite simple lah. i cant remember the questions. something about "what is a titi?" (was it a titi?) anyway its a bird. songbird rather. and some names. mostly about names. oh well. ice cream! yay. (still hates acids)

a moment in time.
22:07

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

hm... quite boring day today lah. nothing much till about end of day.
 
i did the newspaper interrogation with mr yeo. talked about teenage sex and bgr etc etc. oh well. got 6/10. i was in a rush. so he said i could have another try tomorrow. ill take my time tomorrow. because today i had to rush to pre camp leadership course (decided to go today)
 
it wasnt too bad. the games were fun. and the talk wasnt too bad. lots of anecdotes. mdm john would've loved it. i pity friday's group when they get sb to play the games. when he has to hug someone, he really hugs. hugophile from way back in p5 when he gave lois and nicole and me a big suishy hug. and mr koh. ok. i pity the girls on friday. they'll experience sb's big squishy hug. which he just started giving again. sadness.
 
anyway, on the bus home, this woman collapsed onto the ground. the bus stopped at the busstop beside the mosque. she said something about leg injury and weak legs. anyway, i called the ambulance. waited till the ambulance came, gave my account, then waited for 291 to come. heck. reached home at 8. takes too long. oh well. but i had ice cream. and im watching ella enchanted! so really happy now...

a moment in time.
21:02

Monday, July 19, 2004

"interesting..."
 
omg. omg omg omg.  yesterday i was hunting around friendster. then at olivia's account, i saw this guy called kornfuzed. and it so happens that my korean-best-friend-from-qiaonan's msn nick is kornfuzed q-marks. and it also happens that he went to yumin, same school as her. so i click on the thing. and i found out this kornfuzed guy's fave places are singapore, seoul, korea i know its him. then i check connections (You - Zq - Kornfuzed, You - Eugene - Shandy - Kornfuzed) so im like all omg and stuff (for once). holy shit. what a small world. anyway, i contacted him just now, and he says he and olivia and shandy were classmates from p3,p4. ok. im so gonna tell her. i still remember the times me and him went to east coast park just to ride bikes and find jupiter and saturn (i found saturn yay). ah. the good ol' days. hes in acs(i) now.
 
and yeah. and theres mr kiw on friendster. (http://friendster.com/user.php?uid=9834774) shocking... most prob just a hoax. omg. when did my counter go to 7200 without me knowing??? oh well. today was a VERY interesting day. impromptu speech first. i was hoping for an easy subject like what is my favourite food (ice cream) or where else i would live if i could choose (switzerland)... but noooo.... i got what i like best about my country. doomed from the start. oh well. should have talked about ice cream. but i ranted on about biological beings, the non concrete jungle, diverse multi-cultural society etc. heck. dieded.
 
got back geog test. doom. 22/40. but heck, so many people failed it aint funny. theres a secondary test to boost our makrs on oil palms. i think this is the first ever time we have ASKED for a test. but its for a good cause. oh well. assembly was gay. but the indian dance was damn good lor. their coordination is like pro. our class didnt have a costume for the parade. so sb went up in school uniform. i told him to say something about our diverse school culture and that we are a race of our own. he did something like that. heh. duh we did not win. if we did, the school's really screwed.
 
neways... i lost patience on the science project being displayed for the whole school with no credit for me or eugene and chin taking all the credit when he did nothing except print the stuff and provide magic cards. we opened the board and wrote our names in stylish silver. w00t. we rock. anyways. why was olivia looking for reuben? oh noes. hes cheating on shauna.
 
i pity new science teacher miss chan. i think we were really quiet and quite dao lor. and mrs lim says this is her chance to sample teaching, it decides her career. i think her career in high-level education will be a short one... acids and bases and salts are FUN! oh well. d&t was fun! i love polish. now my metal piece looks like a mirror! its real shiny. its the miracle of metal polish.
 
we rushed around getting food to go to towner gardens (school for intellectually disabled). oh yay. phantom of the opera played while on the bus. i was supposed to do pe with js darr and rj. but i was posted to special class 1 instead. those kids are quite young. and they're quite bright for such a age liao lor. just that its quite hard to keep watch and take care of them. you have to be harsh. but i cant be harsh to such young kids. theyre too nice. oh well. i just taught them stuff. there was this real intelligent kid but he was an attention seekers. and there was this drooler dude. heh. and also a roller. oh well. they're more diverse than us. i enjoyed working with them. went home. my wishlist is getting too long. bf1942 and il2 just added. including ron:top, cs:cz and other stuff... yay! time to do hsitory thing. i think i have too much to write. i read too much about wwii... even if its singapore wwii....

a moment in time.
19:24

Sunday, July 18, 2004

a moment in time.
20:39

Saturday, July 17, 2004

w00t. today was gay! (rhymes) i woke up at 10, called aaron and ask if eds was still at 1. and he said there was drama at 1030. omg. half an hour to get to school! my parents had already gone out, so i had to take public transport, which i hate. it takes too long, and was no different from today. i took like 50 minutes to get from home to dhs. (1015- 1105) w00t. so much for public transport.
 
well anyway, the eds people werent at 3m/n where we usually meet. after 5 minutes of searching for some sign of eds all over the school, i decided to call aaron. i called, no one answered. then i looked around a bit more, saw mr ken and asked where my group was and he said 3m/n. i went there, found nothing, came down, used kevin's phone to call aaron and still no one answered then i went to the foyer to sit and wait for someone to come.
 
there they were. just miss mint, aaron, sam and june. omg. what happened to drama session? apparentely most people didnt know there was drama today. so they had BROKEN INTO 2k, got out rui jie's wei qi set (after breaking some stuff) and sam was playing against himself in the foyer when i arrived. anyway, i played with aaron. both of us were playing for the second time. i was winning him for the first half, then i let my guard down as it was really boring. then he was beating me by an incredible number (20+) then at last i got back into the game and we ended 36-35 to aaron. yay. then we played vball!
 
yay. two handed rocks! and i did chicken wing! and my serves were better than usual. until tristan, nicole and the others came. i dunno why when there are lots of people i cant play properly. =S oh well. agm was bweh. boring. me and sb discussed aoe2 strags while listening to the speeches. it would seem that the hun-persian combo is really effective, and i designed it! ill explain it in the next paragraph. skip if you want.
 
the huns are the best for rushes as they have no need for houses, thus automatically reaching the population limit of 200. the persians are the best for long term attacks and effective sieges with the greatest weapon of all, the elephant, with its superb attack, superb defence, and the huns take care of its weakness - speed. so the hun-player rushes both enemies (it wouldnt be fair to have just one enemy, and aoe2 comps suck too much) and harass them with militia while acting as a resource and defence guy, he stays at the dark age until the second guy advances then he advances, as he must concentrate on building two layers of paliside walls. then at the feudal age, he starts building towers. at castle age, he builds up an army of tarkans and knights (huns = rush, hit and run) the persian just uses the resources the hun has given him and rush all the way to the castle age and by that time have a HUGE army of elephants. then they attack. the knights and tarkans clear out the way for the elephants then proceed to attack the enemy. once defences are destroyed, this army is practically unstoppable. w00t. it covers every aspect: speed (knights*, tarkans*), attack (knight, elephant*, tarkan), defence (elephant*) yay. *happy*
 
well anyway, i went for bball after agm! yay! after 2 weeks of bball deprivation. my bball has worsened, but still not that bad. played match (me, sam, sb vs jonathan, chee tat, yx) we won 26-5 w00t?! oh well. i think i drank too much liquid after that. bout 3 glasses right after the game. then my chest hurt. apparently you should never do that. another cause is my 8 week ice cream anti-diet. fats are one cause of this. i dont really get it. im not even overweight yet! im like about 85% now. oh well. there are some things i should never be done. just like using shampoo as gel. =S
 
me, tristan, olivia, xin rong, audrey and nicole went to parkway. yay! i bought lots of sweets and marshmallows! MARSHMALLOW! w00t. everyone loves marshmallows! i gave some to olivia and tristan. there were just too many. marshmallows are too light. i had half a bag of them. and other sweets. and CHOCOLATE! CHOCOLATE! yay! ok. so we went to look at stuff. there was this really cool bag at the adidas shop going for 39 bucks. but i just bought the billabong bag. argh. i should have gotten adidas instead. oh well.
 
looked around a bit. went here and there. oh ya. the oc soundtrack. hui yi is like obssessed over it. and i didnt buy her a bday prezzie. should i get it for her? its 18.90. maybe next year. i want the love songs album thing and air supple greatest hits. w00t. but i already spent 50 bucks each week for this week and last week so i had better save some money. took 31 home with olivia, nicole, max and jeremy ho (whom we met along the way) jho's opting for vip too! yay! happy days... (t2w8 - t3w3 = 10 happy weeks!) yay! yay! yay! w00t.

a moment in time.
21:17

Friday, July 16, 2004

"conqueror"
 
omg. just played aoe2 with sb. after 3 months of no aoe2, i can still so easily beat the comp. (me = huns, sb = chinese, comp = britons) omg. i think aoe2 is too easy. i should play against sb tomorrow. we're trying hardest tomorrow. if we dont win, then aoe2 is screwed up. oh well. huns still rock. they're the best civ for rushes, but i dont rush. i build up my army to overrun the enemy. my fave type of attack. overwhelming. heh. sb needs to learn to expand. and defend himself. i sent 5 militia and drove the greens away from his base. heh. then i massed knights, tarkans and calvary archers and wrecked green's base. w00t. huns rock.
 
history test was early in the morning. i underestimated time again. i finished all questions in 3 pages. i dont think thats enough. i hate my position. its on the left of the clock so times always faster to me. and i rush. and my handwriting goes haywire. bweh. mr siva wasnt here! yay! vball! we got yet another english project. bweh! adn we got to play with chemicals during science. i love the lighted splint! i like it when you put it to the blue flame and the small flame on the stick is driven to a foot high. yay!
 
played vball with chin. yes! i can do two-handed now. ok. actually i could. but i guess there's more control in it. but too much strength. and if you hit wrongly the ball flys off. but heck. most of my counterhits were on target. so im really happy. even though chin screwed up chicken wing. oh heck. i love two handed! today was a day in which all three games i played, i used two handed digs! yay! *is happy with vball* (i want that silver bball! $23.90)
 
science test was screwed. omg. everytime i finally recalled the answer, mrs lim would give the fking clue. and that clue takes away marks. fk it. and she tried to trick everyone. i had just explained that plasmids were vectors used to transfer dna and genes. then she ask what a plasmid was. and i was like "recombinant dna?", "bacterial plasmids?", "viral cells?" of course which are all wrong. then she said the answer was VECTORS. damnit. i just said that. (does pregnancy make you partially-deaf or something?)
 
oh well. no dance. we wanted to go to lan. but waited for too long. so went to parkway instead. new item to wishlist: air supply greatest hits. yay. and definitely ella enchanted vcd. no other books i want. maybe digital fortress. but wtf. i read it liao. oh well. maybe a baby blues collection! i was supposed to go to borders tomorrow to buy fighter boys by patrick bishop. buts theres eds agm and dance i guess. maybe ill go in the morning. then go to dhs after that. oh well. ill try to get info on atticus finch right now, then go sleep.
 
 

a moment in time.
22:56

Thursday, July 15, 2004

im trying to counter fats in my legs by shaking my legs endlessly. i dont think itll work but its fun anyway, so might as well do it to kill boredom while i study for science test. just finished history. and im eating a chocochip, chococream, chocorice bun. w00t. i have no idea what the bakery calls it, but i call it the chocobun. its my favourite bun besides the cheese bun from changi village.

we got an assignment during english. biography of to kill a mockingbird character. im doing on atticus finch. there should be loads of info on him over the net. hes such a nice, kind guy. chinese was gay. i really cant remember what we do during chinese nowadays. its weird. but i know theres some kind of test next week. an easy one i guess.

history was the preparation for tomorrow's history test. its better be easy or i wont trust mrs lee anymore. she says every test is easy. and instead of a 80+ like i got last year'd mid-year, i got 65+ this year. a B3!. hmmph.

and we have a maths test next week too. omg. i hate mr ng. he thinks we'll be so nice as to read the test schedule. heck. and he's adding three topics from the last year just because we sucked at them. IDIOT. omg. thats like 6-9 topics to study? instead of the usual 3? =S

we got a poetry project during literature. a poem cube. with 6 different types of poetry on each side. i have 3 pairs on which to do. war-peace, love-friends, fear-school. thats six altogether. yay.

history drama at vs. their auditorium is so much better than ours. but where are the changing rooms?! ew. i think they change behind the curtains. but its no matter. not like they have girls in their school anyway (but the guys are damn chio.) anyway. their food is not bad. but the stores close too early (4pm or so) but i had ice cream! so im happy.

darren and aaron claims my ice cream anti-diet will give me diabetes instead of making me fat. but aaron says if i burn off the energy, ice cream somehow turns into muscles. the energy combustion theoreom? anyway. sb bought red bull. aaron compared it with ice cream. its had NO water in it, taste awfully sweet and its full of energy. its more effective than ice cream, but i wouldnt dare go near it. even dad hates it. i like beer and my two red wine choices: chardonnay or cabernet sauvignon, better.

31 home. omg! ella enchanted trailer's out! whee~ people to watch with: hui yi (the person who instigated me into this and made me love anne hathaway and ella enchanted), amanda (whos despo for hui yi), js? (whos despo for BOTH ama and hy), yun yuan and yuhui (seem pretty normal) yvonne and aaron (the les couple), shauna (who promised she'd watch a movie on my bday) maybe ben, who wants to watch it too! although he'd rather go with ri dudes.

anyway, the book's real good. on the top of my list. yay. the movie changes the book. a LOT of the book. thats the only sad thing about it. just like lotr. oh well. its still damn nice (especially the soundtrack and anne hathaway) , and i want to catch it on the big screen. the low quality copy i got just isnt good enough. and anyway its funner watching with other people. im gonna buy the vcd too! yay! im really happy. elated. but have to study for science test. w00t. its like only 10 sides or so.

a moment in time.
20:50

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

"team fortress"

w00t. vball. was like today better than other days? touch rugby was gay! i got the ball and was about to throw myself to the ground to actually finish one match, but NOOOO, sb, my own teammate, banged into me and knocked me off-course. i passed him the ball, and he lost it. heck. oh well. dangerous.

maths was gay. i hate curves. i hate equations of curves! literature was bweh. took away 20 minutes of recess. bad mdm john. stupid poem "my friend, my enemy". i forgot what we did during chinese. we dont usually do anything that i can remember. its a surprise i stil get a1s for chinese.

we played with acids during science! its FUN! omg. i like acids. but they smell real bad. and taste real bad. poor samuel. he was the one who tasted the acids. i got to do the stinky ones! but he did ethanoic acid. its the worst smelling one. i did stuff like hydroxide. the alkalis i think. heh. ying xiao was looking at hui yi again when he passed by during bizlab. i dont think he's gotten over her yet... evil amanda. she was teh one who told hui yi to send the evil sms. i dont like ama.

w00t. lan rocks. but im spending a hell lotta money this week. w00t. 2nd top frag in team fortress! i guess ive been playing too mch jedi knights. they have that kind of map. something im actually good at. but the lan guys dont usually play it. oh yeah.

many people said dont buy condition zero. ill take it off my list and add battlefield 1942 instead. its like gta and stuff. gta san andreas top of list. but the pc version is most prob coming out like next year. so ill have to make do with a pirated version of vice city and original battlefield 1942+expansions. w00t.

i want money! nicholas says that $5000 a month isnt enough to keep my family going, with my current expenditure. (heck. i saved $50 last week. but its because i got $100) but wtf lah. i think its enough. and i guess most people would agree. but just when will my dad get that $5000 a month. hes still on contract. he promised a comp by next pc fair.

a moment in time.
21:54

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

"day of reckoning"

whoosh. time passes so fast. i fear the final exams. they're coming. i can feel it. just around the corner, ready to strike when we are not looking. an ambush.

we had 4 periods of maths today. that is like one of the worst screw ups, (besides a full day of maths with ice cream dude) you could experience. argh. i dont like coordinates anymore. especially when you have to draw curves. ah. but i had a FRENCH CURVE. french curves are one of the cool things of life. they look cool (like blades) and work well too! i think my curves were quite good today. yay. a good start! but i hope we dont have to use freehand.

ting xie 17 = 90%. as i had guessed. NOOOOO. one stupid stroke which is just like 2 mm long. NOOOO. why didnt mr yeo not notice it like the last one. todays ting xie (18) was quite ok. im hoping for 100. pull up my chinese so i can beat nicole and get top in class. i want to get top in class for chinese! then ill be happy.

i got 14/15 for balancing of chemical equations. yay. i made a mistake of multiplying number 14 too many times. oh well. it was quite easy. and fun anyway. maths again. omg. i thought graphmatica was not 1337. until today. you should have seen the patterns me and sb made. they're like cool. no fair! mr ng taught him how to make the sun pattern! i was stuck at psychadelic things.

ae was bweh. listened to mrs lee talk about a (foam) party. and how her friend got groped/violated/touched. bweh. then read some case studies and reflected on community service. went to lan. yay! i havent stayed back for triple s this year for proper stuff! and we didnt have triple s last year! w00t. record? oh well. i shoudl have practiced ft during the hols. oh well. cs wasnt too bad today. davin was like markissotycotoday! w00t. happy days coming to end. better enjoy. before the world ends. in 2006.

a moment in time.
21:12

Monday, July 12, 2004

suddenly i feel like going to the uk trip. argh. should have gone. its would have been so fun, and tristan wouldnt have needed to sleep with some strange stranger guy. oh well. i want to see fog over the lakes. and phantom of the opera. but i guess thats it. nothing else that i havent seen in europe. maybe aeroquile should be in europe. =S

yay. new bag rocks. but then aaron gave me my keychain and eds peg and the zip. omg. i just wasted a whole lotta money. yeah yeah. i was impatient. oh well. he should have told me or smsed me at least. but no matter, i like billabong! my mum was complaining and said she had 3 bags for me at home and i had to waste money on yet another one. but i like it! she says its ok lah. my dad says its nice too. she can use the other bags another time.

we started impromptu speeches early this morning. w00t. its like one of the few things i can score in for english. wednesday/ thursday spells my doom. oh noes. i hope i dont die. geog was bweh. we got back essay. omg. i got an A! 18/25. happy. i hope itll pull up disappointing geog marks. we havent gotten back test. phew.

mrs lee wasnt here today. free period for pccg2! yay. assembly was just bweh. (ill have to define "bweh" soon. its sorta like sad.) courting anf friendship talk by some sec3. then kiw took over. omg. i hates it when HE talks about sex. sex and mr kiw just dont go well together. anyway, he explained the sad situation among teens in singapore and all the usual crap i've heard too much about. my parents saw that sms eugene sent me yesterday and asked if i liked ama, nic, or hy. omg. i hate eugene.

science was weird. balancing of equations. at first i was like how the hell you do it and stuff. then after reading the instructions i figured the whole thing out. its quite easy actually. we were really bad to mr lim during d&t. we came like 25 minutes late. and hes such a nice guy! we're evil faggots. i had nothing much to do. i finished the metal piece fastest =D *bhb* and finished all the isometric drawings in less than a period. so i spent time by cutting spent metal pieces. and helped js to drill dents. =S

changi museum (or musuem, as mdm john spelt it) rocked! omg. actually the stuff was pretty repititive. im rather enthu about wwii and wwi so i know most of the stuff. but i liked the cross made out of shell thing, and the murals. the materials they used to make the ink were interesting. and ive added something to my wishlist : wwii aircraft playing cards going for $12.90. priority: 2. w00t. actually i have a deck like it already, but this one's in black and white. must... have... it.

went to changi airport. another book on wishlist. this time ill get it from borders with the 20% voucher thing. fighter boys by patrick bishop, rated 5 stars on amazon, and i personally like that kind of book. ill get it. priority: 2. yay. i got no other books i really want. sent some old friend off to australian university. very emotional. i was too hungry to cry though. bk bbq turkey bacon is real good. i think even better than mushroom burger. oh well. i just had ice cream. happiness seems to be returning.

a moment in time.
21:29

Sunday, July 11, 2004

its getting late. i dont even have time to write that piece of crap i had planned to write today. but no matter. church service was good. its getting much better. we play games before the bible study to make ti more interesting and welcoming for new-comers.

i had two ice creams today! 2 x cornetto royale, chocolat' passion. its like even better than cookies and cream from parkway. but almost as expensive though. =(

i went to amanda's house to do history drama. mun yi helped us with the editing of like the 5th version or so of the script. and thanks to mun yi, im starting to fall in love with the phantom of the opera music. just the music. but i plan to watch the play. or at least read both novels.

yay. i watched the longest day, and all quiet on the western front. i think longest day is much better than all quiet. more action and strategies. all quiet is like too much psychology. sadness. (NOOOO. mun yi syndrome!)

i got a new bag! because i lost my trusty bag-zipper and key chain and eds peg at js' house! NOOOO. my precious. its gone! i loved that key chain. it was like with me throughout my whole life so far in dhs. but nvm. im using the one i got at parkway with vanessa, audrey and tristan. the cute heart and star! anyway. i got this billabong bag. its rather small, but seems to be of good quality. although a bit ex. oh well. its compact. and i like the design! its waterproof, so its also pulau-ubin-proof.

oh well. i think i've used more than a 100 bucks this week. this week i got 100 bucks for allowance. i used 50+++ on school stuff: wordplay ($5), photos ($32), class fund ($5) and lan and lunches (at least $20). then i used the other a lot more than 50 for misc. : printer ink ($10), ice cream ($15), stationery ($5), transitlink guide ($1.50) and all quiet on the western front (parents paid for it, dunno price), and the billabong bag (same here, he used the plastic)

w00t. i resolve to spend less than 50 next week. its time i sleep. after i go through the songs i just got. im not so happy. i foresee a downfall after 8 weeks of bliss. but its not unhappy yet. calm. just calm. the storm approaches.

a moment in time.
22:25

Saturday, July 10, 2004

"hurt so bad"

i forced myself to sleep till 11 today, so that i would miss the vjc open house and wouldn't have to make up my mind. so i wouldn't have to face the day. to force those tears away. heck. im talking crap. i went for lunch with my parents and their friends.

it was like somewhere near the vjc thing, so i thought i'd meet the guys who went after they had finished. i finished off quickly and set off to parkway at 2. as i entered parkway, all of them were exiting at the same place. damn. what a fking coincidence. well. they all had ice cream! NOOOO... i came there for ice cream. i made do with the shit thing they call the cornetto choco royale from shell on the way to borders. i must have cookies and cream! NOOOO

i still have the 20% discount thing i got when bought ella enchanted, so my parents were like get something if you want. i couldn't find anything to buy. i wanted that $103 aviation century book they sold at mph, but i couldn't find it here. i looked for a cd but found none that i wanted/had already. oh well.

i went to sim lim square, thinking since today was a free day, i could use the time to find a computer to buy. all they had were computer parts for diy comps, laptops and low-end desktops. i ended up buying "all quiet on the western front" dvd. yay. its like much better quality than the vcr mdm john got. but i think its the school tvs that made it that way. i watched a bit of it just now, its not bad. i found out that the acer t310-hr they sold there didnt have the 256 video ram i wanted so much. so ill have to wait for the next fair. im too lazy to build a compy, although i'd save 800 bucks. =|

had roasted chicken and ham for dinner! yay. the boiled cabbages tasted weird/sour though. but the mushroom chowder soup tasted interesting. mushroom chowder is quite rare. yay! i bought permanent markers so i dont have to borrow them from vina or sb. or eugene -_-" . although he usually "helps" me by writing stuff on my cds. yay. i also bought some paper and magic tape for fun. i mean like for drawing on.

yay. linda ronstadt is good. "hurt so bad" is like catchy and she has bloody good control of her voice and tone. oh well. i think i should play "i love the 70s" now. its good too.

a moment in time.
21:13

Friday, July 09, 2004

"unblockable"

wtf. history quiz. omfg. mrs lee was kind enough to let us do it as a group. and was also kind enough to add two questions. heh. nick was like crazy over elaboration. he wrote too much. and we didnt have enough time in the end. argh. i hate you nick. told you it was enough. anyway. i hate the fking double-crossing traitors. the italians. on the map they're part of the allies, and in the text they're central powers. but anyway, they're allies. yay.

pe was screwed. tried to form a scrum, then run around field two times, then throw rugby ball backwards, then try to whack the other team. no fair! i touched sam's right shoulder on the final match! he should have put the ball down. siva is blind or something. oh well.

now we have to do a brochure on maycomb county for to kill a mockingbird. that is a crap assignment. i hate it. but i cheered up during science. i like chemical names and equations! omg. i think i love chem out of chem, phy and bio. yay!

there is no eds this week! i dunno if thats good or bad. but we got to play ggxx at js' house! i beat aaron and nicole. lost the grudge match against js. but i think i did pretty well for the first time. there was a point in second round when i had same hp as him. then he won the third match when both of us had 1-2 pixels left of hp. ill play him again some other day. though i dont have much (any) chance.

omg. white wine clam sauce is nice! its the best pasta ive ever taken! went to changi airport. the pasta there is really good. nothing much so far. i wrote some short piece titled "i saw you today." its kinda private, so i won't post it. oh well.

a moment in time.
22:11

Thursday, July 08, 2004

"PWN3D"/"STFU N00B"

wtf? i am weirded out. its all a misty image in my mind. i suddenly feel like screaming out "STFU N00B" to the opposite block because some old b**** is screwing around and screaming at some unknown person. oh well. english. bweh. we finally finished all quiet on the western front. with some very disturbing scenes. was that a nude scene? i cant really tell. its like black and white. and incestal/tic acts. ew. it isnt such a great movie after all. the ending is like... crap. butterfly. then die. what sadness. i think ill read the book. saw it at mph.

i just took 4 coffee beans. usually 3 is enough to put me off sleep till 3am. i think i wont be able to sleep at all. and have an excuse just in case i fail the history quiz. and i just lent understanding our past to amanda across the road. but i have two copies. =S it was like only 3.90. so i bought a second copy just before i left pri6.

so anyway. i got 90% for ting xie. or at least i think. i could have gotten 100% (yeah yeah. excuses) i cant believe i TOLD mr yeo i made a mistake. omg. 10% gone. ARGH! stupid me. its like he said in chinese "well done, shu xun, you got full marks" and after i went through the words in the textbook, i tell him "but i made 2 mistakes!" and hes like "no... you got 100 marks!" so i point the two mistakes to him. omg. *bangy heady on wally*

oh noes. history was boring. blabber blabber about foreign talent. i still cant believe we supported the wrong group. i think proposition won. not like there was any opposition at all. i blame sb. he was the one who told me we were supporting foreign talent. argh! maths was worse. i got pwn3d by js. i listened to the first explanation, got the first point correct. then screwed second point up. then i realised my mistake and tried explaining. but im bad at explaining stuff. so js took over. hooray for him! now i understand y-intercept! thanks dude.

omg. literature rocked. literature drama was like scary! (in a good sense) first quote: "o. m. g. CHIOBU!" - js and yuhui (but mainly js) on amanda. we got 55%. omg. i was like omg. that sucks. i think its because our script sucked from the start. we should have done the scene with "omg. my whole life was a lie" and "FAMILY? MY family?! they... blah blah blah" BWEH! i feel like crying! i got 75 for lit now this is gonna pull me down! NOOOO! then only chinese and maths can save me. that is NOT good. my worst subjects are becoming my best. again, that is NOT good.

and my reputation is worsened. i was seen in FRILLY pink skirt and a pink, short shirt. omg. am i screwed or what? and im never gonna attempt the can can is such tight skirts again. in fact, im never gonna attempt the can can ever again. itll just screw me up.

went to parkway with nick, amanda, yuhui and yvonne. yoshinoya! w00t. i LURVE yoshinoya! then we shopped around for gifts. i got marshmallows! from mini-toons. omg. i love marshmallows too. they're cute, fluffy and nice to eat! we went around. mph, gift shops. i want that century of avaition book. it costs $103. 2 weeks shouldnt be a problem. all i need is consent from dad/mum. but its quite useless to me. i've got too many plane books at home liao. i think i shall read one now.

took 15 home. poor yuhui. she took a single-decker 31. but it was bloody crowded. then 1-2 minutes later, a DOUBLE-decker which had only 5+ passengers came along. i would have taken 31 with her if she had waited but nooo... i was dragged along to take 15. oh well. anyway. we played truth or dare on the way home.

a long ride home. i still remember the time it took me an hour to get to pasir ris to meet joanne. anyway. i found out who nick and ama likes. yay! but i had to tell them too. and also call hui yi to tell her she was a chio bu. um... she was like "omg. you guys are lame". not my prob! walked with ama home. yay. *is happy* *except about literature* *and history quiz tmr* *but im eating egg tarts and im loving it*

a moment in time.
19:59

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

"crow in the sky"

whee~ finally a proper pe lesson. vball. i didnt get to hit the ball, because we boys came it at the last few minutes and anyway i wouldnt want to hit it. then it was maths. argh. combo of pe and mr ng = sleep. i forced myself not to fall alseep. i wasnt really tired. its atually not because you're tired that you fall asleep during maths, its not maths itself, its just mr ng. his presence makes your eyes close.

mdm john was absent today! we were saved from the wrath of literature drama! so tmr we'll be even more prepared. and if she doesnt come, itll be like 4 free periods! yay! chinese was most interesting. terence tried to sell me some pentium iii processor and a comp fan he supposedly bought from ziluo for 30 bucks. i bought the set from him at 8 bucks.

ok. i was totally ripped off. he had found the two things in some locker. and also, nicholas tried telling me that it was a 1.6 ghz p3. first thing. pentium 3s never went beyond 1.4 ghz. and the damn thing says 866/256/133/1.7v. this means it runs at 866mhz, has 256mb cache (most prob L2), 133 mhz bus speed and core voltage of 1.7v. nicholas, i know more about hardware than you. i read too many hardware books. you aint gonna fool me. bwahaha. i got back some money from him. toot owes me $1 or 1 cd now. js still owes me 5 bucks, and aud owes me $5.50. yay. i can have 50 bucks again tmr.

then it was like science! omg. the carrots are d00med. i like the pineapple-like carrots, they seem so bright and cheerful! i hated the black fungi thing. it was like eating up the carrots. now we're back to chem. it much more reliving then seeing poor carrots being devoured.

we took lunch at nus! claypot rice with beef there is good. the canteen prices are like in between dhscanteen and food court prices. just nice. but chaos was boring. omg. GAY! wait. we got 2nd or something right? yay! njc was first. buts its no fair! they're a JUNIOR COLLEGE! the first part was ok, because everyone was anticipating a nice competition thing. mars is good. lots of stuff. omg. we actually understood the stuff. (at least i did. some parts of it.) the food was bloody oily. and the tea was fruit punch.

197 to outram park then mrt home. i love the p3 processor. anyone wants it for US$35? its the lowest price on ebay. i think i should auction it and make some money, or just give it back to the locker. tell terence to put it back. most prob its rejected from comp lab, because the old comps were 866mhz's. i plan to start playing ro again. soon. eventually.

a moment in time.
20:29

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

"self-induced silence"

bweh. shocking news today. mrs chua is like our vice principal for dunno how many weeks. if between the 2 gep hods, i'd definitely choose her. ng would kill us, just like he's about to kill the student council. poor things. and they gave out the canteen awards today. guess what, same as last time. courtesy and cleanliness went to stall 1, there was no awarded for nutritious and healthy food. i guess our school doesnt sell healthy or nutritious food, its a sad thing.

argh. geog test first two periods. it was quite fast. i didnt know we had extra 5 minutes. i had 10 minutes left. i was like omfg i can add more stuff. so i did, but only had one line for each paragraph to add to. argh. i either wrote too quickly or too little. either i lose out. (guantanamera by julio igelsias just ended. its classic lounge. i love that kind of light music. magic by olivia newton john's on now. i prefer the simulator version. olivia sings too damn slow. it sounds so... sad)

chinese was a breeze... hah. i love wasting 2 periods just like that. reminder: ting xie on thursday! i'll probably study it at 11 on wednesday night and finish it off in 5 minutes, and see if i can get 100. science was quickly done too, just one worksheet. then came maths. omg. we were saved today from the grasp of the ice cream dude. he was late from almost two periods. when he came in there was only 10-15 minutes left! whee~ we evaded his questions and the period ended.

ae = screwed. we were informed of history quizzie on friday and history test on next friday and also history drama rehearsals at vs on next thursday. we wont be able to study on thursday for test! is that screwed or what? not like we would study until it was too late anyway. (omg. digital get down still rocks) then we did a pre rehearsal of history drama for the class. it was sad. i mean like after the hols everything just goes. nothing remains. and was it with shauna? =S anyway. i need the new rose thing. its on the lamb i got for me bday! i wurve the lamb! thanks guys!

my group got the multimedia room to do history essay! yay! its like cool. but the comps are pretty screwed, just like the rest of the school. yay. i gave my points from the shitty worksheet thing we're supposed to pass up on friday. yeah. my points aint too good, but we got it done! yay!

went to lan! w00t. played gay games. i will beat js at ggxx someday. he's gonna train me. yay. for the first time, because i'm really despo for my westlife cds, this is a list of things people owe me, in recent times. the last few years still have like 100 bucks worth of stuff owed to me.

JS = $15
aud = $5.50
moomoo = 2xwestlife cds (unbreakable and world of our own)
sb = saving private ryan
hui yi = led zeppelin2 cd

w00t. i am owed.

a moment in time.
20:52

Monday, July 05, 2004

"summer days"

damnit. you call this a holiday? its youth day! for one, no one can even make it to watch spiddy 2. its like they've all got chinese and literature project. so in the end tristan said we not going. hmmph. i hate projs. then theres geog test tmr. i slept till 10. then watched sesame street on tv. not my prob right? its the only thing they show so early in the morning.

gayed around on the comp. oh yeah. greece won. it was like last night, shauna just told me she was for portugal, me too. at church, jerome told me he was going for 2-1 to greece, after i told him i predicted the score to be 2-1 to portugal. ARGH. is it like 1-0 to greece? i dont really care. all i know is that this euro 2004 shit is screwed. all my fave teams were kicked out damn early in the game. argh.

i went to sleep. bweh. nothing else to do. i have to memorise geog notes and history drama script by tmr, and literature drama script by wednesday. is this screwed or what?

a moment in time.
21:49

Sunday, July 04, 2004

today is independence day. and its youth day for us! bleh? bleh. we played some gay game called "best of all" at church today. i went up for iq against matthew. question: "add all the numbers on the telephone and multiply against all the numbers of the telephone". here's the tricky part. most people forget the 0. anything times zero is zero. yay. i won. with help duh. was kinda dazed with everyone screaming at me. =S my group won in the end. like, duh.

oh. i went to eat lunch with dad. it was like the stuffed beancurd thing. omg. its nice. especially the crispy fish thingies in it. whee~ i love food! i went home, finished the science worksheet, started history. and halfway i decided to fall asleep.

i woke up. ate dinner then finished all homework. yay. but i have yet to study for the geog test. argh! the iron bok is evil. have test rigth after a holiday that is meant for us! youth day! i hate her! but we would still have to do the test... argh. i hate tests. its like so difficult right after a holiday.

but im not THAT screwed. ill go study now. and enjoy tmr.

a moment in time.
21:00

Saturday, July 03, 2004

"gay day!"

omg. today was fun! whee~ oh yeah. yesterday i tried shampoo as gel. it works better than gel, smells better than gel, but i still dunno the after effects of it. aaron says you shouldnt let shampoo dry on your head, and so does my parents. they say it causes dandruff. but it's sure much cooler. =D

well anyway. i finished a cheese and ham omelette and 4 toasts and a cup of coffee in 5 minutes. record time! but i didnt have time to enjoy the taste of it =( i looove cheese. yum! well. i got to school on time for rehearsals. stupid cs (cds) had taken over d&d room when mr ken had already gotten permission YESTERDAY to use it. i hate 'em. hmmph. they keep chasing us away. and i dont think they're better than us lor.

rehearsals were very rushed. we slacked all the way and only practiced at the last minute (not surprising) aiyah. i screwed up here and there but i think it was quite ok. and i got this cool gun which looked like a blank commando. i love it. i love it. "i love ma gun. love ma gun." - bowling for columbine. it has a nice, accurate scope and recoil can be just 5% for burst fire.

then it was supposedly time for lunch but there wasnt any. i took almond jelly and orange juice then played bball with sb. not match lah, just practice. bwahaha. 3 pointer rate: 4/20. and 1 chop. whee~ i changed into costume. it was screwed lor. the army pants were too loose. so i wore 4 layers. tristan was saying it was bad for dicks to wear so many layers above them. =S

the thing finally started. the sec 1s were doing an adpated version of cinderella. it was very romantic. =D and their dance was not bad too. then it was our turn. oh noes. sb was so chio! pink dress! everyone else was chio too! the first part of the play went well. i still resent the part when sb nearly kisses me. and i hate myself for writing that scene. then the stupid dj part was screwed lor. dance was ok. i counted 3 times i screwed up. thats good enough for me.

the sec 3s one was REALLY REALLY gay lor. THEY WERE GAYING AND KISSING AND GETTING ALL PASSIONATE ON THE COUCH. ARGH! the thoughts. oh the thoughts. haha. rowell and dihua. their dance was ok. oh. then it was lunch/dinner (dunch, linner?) when i finalyl got to the canteen, someone said the dance people were looking for me. then i was dragged into taking a photo in between rowell and dihua. and they were like touching themselves. o.0

anyway the cake was nice! it was the same as the one church people bougth for me! its REALLY nice! choco with thin bits of chocolate inside! i love it. its my fave cake. but i havent taken ice cream cake for so long. so im quite sure if i do, then itll be my fave liao. did anyone see the chicken? EW. i took a BIG bite. then looked at it. and saw blood. EW! and i had already swallowed the piece i took. ARGH.

then we played vball! whee~ then went up to clear up sec3 walless classroom. after that, some seniors took photos with me (i think it was clarissa, michelle and melody). =S so weird. just like eds night. all the cheering. haha. whee~ anyway, after some bball, i went to parkway centre mcd for dinner with tristan, vanessa and audrey. whee~ chicken nuggets! yay!

we went to parkway parade to buy stuff. audrey bought some weird vcd (was it "bring it on" or something?) from giant, where we saw a transverstite. interesting. then we went up to look at the weird fair thing they were holding. i bought 2 keychain things for audrey and vanessa each as their belated bday prezzies each, since they wanted it so much. i lent money to tristan so he could buy. i alreayd got him a bday prezzie. and i bought the one vanessa chose for me. 10 bucks in all. yay! *really happy* thingy is really nice!

my dad came all the way to marine parade area to buy hot soya bean milk for mum, cos she was like not feeling well and wanted hot soya bean milk. so weird. but anyway after bringing vanessa and tristan home, my dad brought me for dinner/supper at changi village(my meals are all screwed up today) i had dinner, then walked over to the other side to have supper. so WEIRD. dinner finish then supper start. yay! im really happy about today. yee tien was showing me the pics of jus now that she managed to take. and she likes westlife too! yay! westlife rocks! oh yeah. mun yi, where are my westlife cds?!

a moment in time.
23:44

Friday, July 02, 2004

youth day celebrations! we cheered. obviously we didnt win. most prob half of the audience didnt hear us lor. and hui yi was acting all sweet and nice to get me to take over her for pom pom girl. aiyah, in the end i did it. when it came to the thing, only aaron went out. poor thing. maybe sb and yuhui did too. but the juniors pulled me over. and they didnt go out. so i didnt too. still, i managed to do the thing. as nicole said, all our (mine especially) reputation is ruined. and the d&t photo shit is not helping.

then we sent js and two juniors up to do capteh competition. some girl did 13. girl power... oh well. we didnt win. (didnt expect us to anyway) but it was good, and rather fun to watch them play capteh. and there was a mass dance conducted by eds rivals, cds. argh. i think i hate them more now. they always chase us away from the venues we got to first. HMMPH. but the dance was simple and easy to learn. repetitive though.

vball! after so loooong... a proper game of vball! i flopped here and there but sometimes i got it. then it was ting xie during chinese. i think i got 100. checked the textbook. unless i learnt it wrongly again. we watched more of all is quiet during english. stupid guys with stupid boots. then during science we did the experiment. i still think lab coats and gloves are cool...

dance and drama prac was screwed. i think im just going to screw up tmr. just like kscope. ok. so kscope was already screwed up, just like our current drama. and my dancing is still crap. i had to run between dance and drama to practice each. and it wasnt enough lor. im very afraid. i think for once im feeling stressed. and thats not a good sign. aaron says my footwork is screwed. and it is. and why the hell am i standing in front anyway? it just makes it all the more obvious im making mistakes.

im an inferior gitass. i feel inferior, i have no self-confidence all of a sudden, im cowering in fear. the only thing that can save me now is a holiday somewhere far away from the performance, or a miracle breakthrough just like eds night. there's always hope. but what use is it? hope is just an illusion, is it not? im afraid. im very afraid. its not stage fright, its the fear of screwing things up. i just practice two rounds of dance. its hard dancing in here. oh well. ill just have to do it tmr. you know, vanessa should just have a home video so we can all dance along at home.

i went to audrey's house with all the rest of them. omg. it so nice i have to use 133735+ to describe it. the view is incredible. you can see at least half of singapore when you look to the north, and a huge part of the sea from the sotuh side. and the swimming pool is like HUGE. and everything is nicely polished with air con too! aiyah, i couldnt stay to make cookies. sorry guys. not that i would be any good anyway. my dad told me he was getting the car back, but nooo, they had to polish and make-over it more. and vanessa was just telling me that my dad's car should get a makeover. they were like replacing everything lor. one good thing about the rented toyota is the cd player. its those slot-in kinds. i love those. they're cool.

had dinner at hans. the roast chicken is nice! and the hash browns are nice too! and i love the apple pie. i better start on a diet/exercise scheme soon. ive been taking too much sugary/fatty food. oh well. God save me during dance and drama tomorrow. i dont wanna screw up.

a moment in time.
19:54

Thursday, July 01, 2004

"ho hum"

today was one hell of a great day, maybe even better than a few of the holiday days on which i did absolutely nothing worth it. it was raining again. whee~ its been 3 days since we had proper flag raising. i love the rain...

mdm john was very kind today. we didnt have any proper lessons! we played taboo during english! it was like so fun compared to the usual english lessons! (its actually a prac for some upcoming impromptu speech... haiz... the last time i got like only 7-8/10) my group with called bananaphone, after i suggested banana and the cap guys suddenly rememebered bananaphone. haha. js' group wanted it, but we got there first. they used chin2 (have you ever wtached that video? the two half-naked korean/jap boys dancing?!). and chin's group was claled chin original. how original.

i daresay me and shi bao were quite good. we went up on first round, and got 4, which went unbeaten until about half an hour later. then me and reuben went out, and we got hard words (excuses, excuses) and we got 1. at least my group didnt get a zero at all. then i went with shi bao again and we got the highest! 6! highest from 2L was 6 too. i was happy. and my group won! yay! bananaphone!

chinese! everybody LOVES chinese! we crapped around again. mr yeo is pro! we started on the second chapter. somehow, everything mr yeo talks about somehow has sex or buttsecks or any other kind of sex/secks he can think about. is he sick? he seems like a decent, kind, loving old guy. um. uh huh. dirty old man? :S

as usual, i didn eat during recess. i wonder when's the first proper recess gonna be for me. we had to stay back at the library for vina to send us the history essay. we finally got it. then we had to switch comps to print it. after this, we didnt even have to go to pee.

during history, we realised our essay was a goner. shi bao had somehow managed to get js' worksheet, and he did the essay in defence of the party we were supposed to be attacking. oh damn you sb. damn you. how very smart of you. so in the end, there was no debate. and we can do a new essay to hand up for the marks... and we all had a good laugh.l

we also got back swot analysis. im really proud of it. its about 32-35 pages long! and i got 22/25. sure, a few people beat me... but its like bloody thick and im glad i wasted my paper and ink on it. its an accomplishment for me. over 5000 words! it beats even geog and erp essays. (all essays i do nowadays must have over 2000 words)

thank goodness there was no maths today! i fear ngbk more than kiwifruit lor. ng's a damned mother******. we had geog instead! and taking down notes is way betetr than screwing up your brain with maths. phew. we actually finished trigonometry liao. oh. im saved from certain death. we looked at the various reclamation projects. and digressed here and there, so it wasnt too bad. the only time ng disgresses is when he talks about cheng xing yong zhong. and that sucks, seriously.

literature was good! we watched all quiet on the western front. and got to see lots of disturbing pictures. i still cant believe they were all so stupid to charge straight in the enemy's line of fire. why dont they just get fighters to strafe all of them? gitasses donch know how to think.

i rushed for bizlab. we did three things. 1: a bit of bizlab report (20%), 2: watch rejected cartoons, the one with anus blood and eye blood and my spoon is too big (40%), and 3: read some weird book hao jun got about singapore today and compared the army weapons to cs (40%). cs weapons = definitely better, they dont have para's or kreig commando's in the saf. w00t. cs rocks.

so anyway. i was late for drama. oh well. that was when i was kindly informed by vanessa that i was taking over sb for dance. yeah. last minute. im getting you to it. i hope his costume fits. well anyway. we only rehearsed one time for drama. and thats sad lor. we didnt even memorise lines. sb's playing cinderella now. im like omg. bwahahaha. im still prince. sb better memorise his lines. (although i doubt he can. his memory is horrid =P)

we learnt the complete dance today. im still like sucky at some/most parts, and it doesnt help that i only started seriously learning today. aiyah. poor sb. he should be dancing. but he hasnt even learnt the 2nd half of it. the dance is fun. but very tiring. i think ill sleep soon.

we went to parkway to buy cookies stuff. i spent 2.50 on an ice cream cone because i needed coins to get home on the bus. but it was nice! at least i got my daily doze. but theres no exercise to counter it. its like the perfect anti-diet. whee! they got the cookies mix and bought ribbons and stuff. i bought a white heart for 20c. its like too cheap to resist. there were even 10c ones. but the 20c one is real cute! and ill get a white star and heart from montip to re-decor my bag.

i took the shuttle bus, then mrt with vanessa home to bedok. oh wells. such a nice day has to end. and i need more sleep. school is taking its toll on me. and theres ting xie tmr! omg! i forgot about it! oh noes. and theres geog test on tuesday, which nicole is apparently excited about. oh noes. dead or dead? youth day? this is a HOLIDAY? bweh.

a moment in time.
21:21

face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif

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