Thursday, September 25, 2008
You begin to lose the things
That are most dear to you
Because when you find out
What life is really like,
It hurts so much inside
Because when you realise the truth,
There is no denying it
Only the emotions that overflow
Because when we always think
About the regrets in our lives
We'll always want what we can't have
Because when you have to leave
Those you love behind
You can never ever move on
Because when you begin to face
The future that is inevitable
You realise how good those times were
Because when you learn
How difficult love is
You never want to give her up
Because when you're an actor
Your pains and heartaches
Never show through your smile
Because now I understand why gravity pulls my heart to you.
"When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God"
a moment in time.
16:17
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Because every journey has an end...
a moment in time.
23:39
Saturday, September 20, 2008
After the Physics Paper, everyone was high and we went to Aston's for lunch, then we took the express into SENTOSA!!! WOO!! We swam out and got all sorts of weird stuff like seaweed and seamud on us. Rarr. But it was really fun. And watching the sun set too! :) Yay
Then we went to Clarke Quay which was too crowded so we ended up at Sahara at Boat Quay!
a moment in time.
11:52
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey"
Because there's still a smile on your face
When it's hurting so much inside
a moment in time.
21:34
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Friendships are unfair. You put in all the effort but there'll always be someone on the losing end - unbalanced. Sure, it's not an investment, but for all the time and care, shouldn't there be someone in all of this caring for me too? Unrequited.. isn't this familiar? We're too old for this. What happened to the good old times? What happened to that bond? That strong, deep feeling? It's not just you, it's the people around me.
Of the hundreds in my life, I have just a few friends who have truly been there for me when I needed them, friends who really care unconditionally, and I regret not being there for them more often. I regret the paths I've taken in this life. It could be so much simpler, so much easier... but happier? I'm not sure. How can we be sure? This is the life we have chosen to lead.
You used to be much simpler. So straightforward. And I really enjoyed your company, talking to you, being with you. It was a close friendship, that's all. All those ups and downs - we managed to get through it all. Do you remember? You're still the only one who truly understands me inside out. I wish the choices I made were in line with time.
Why did I have to be so ugly during our most beautiful moments together? Why? It burns inside me. If only we could go back to those moments, just so I could change myself, inside out. If only you knew the depth of my regret, how much I yearn to have just one more chance, to change everything. To make it right. I don't think you'll understand. Any new moment we share, no matter how special, will never be able to remove the significance of the moments we missed enjoying together. Don't you understand? I wish you were here for me now, just to reassure me, that maybe one day, it'll all be right again.
But now, I ask myself, have we ever been close to each other in the first place? You won't even know I'm talking about you. Stop trying to guess already. I'm sorry I had to let you go. If only you could read this and truly understand how I feel and do something about it. But it would only lead down the wrong path. If only you could reach into me now and feel just like I do... if only you knew...
My life's like a sitcom, and I, its running gag.
a moment in time.
23:42
Thursday, September 11, 2008
GORGEOUS!
Don't you understand
It was I who saw your beauty
Even in your darkest hour
a moment in time.
23:36
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
The physics paper was easy to everybody.
The math paper was depressing for me ):
I'm so sian of this system.
I want to be LEARNING.
Not mugging like everyone else.
a moment in time.
22:16
Monday, September 08, 2008
a moment in time.
13:01
uri saranghedon gu mankhum nan gude wihe hengboghul biroyo
goodbye..."
Why does it seem to hurt when I see you with him?
It seems so wrong for me to feel this way about you
Isn't this the way it should be right now?
Won't you take this pain away from me?
I wish I could tell you how I really feel...
But reality overcomes the condition of my heart
You used to be my star in the sky
Yet now, when I gaze past the moonlight
I find no one shining for me...
Won't you tell me that you still believe...
a moment in time.
00:53
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Walking through the streets alone
I want to be back in Tokyo,
Admiring a lake so serene
I want to be back in Hawaii,
Atop the mountain which blows you away
I want to be back in Warwick,
Looking down upon fields of gold
I want to be back in Oxford,
Just beyond my reach
I want to be back in Beijing,
Amidst the greatest change in this world
I want to be back in Lucerne,
Listening to the robins at sunset
I want to be back in Paris,
Strolling through the old town
I want to be back in Interlaken,
Watching rivers rush
I want to be back in Los Angeles,
Eating non-Chinese Chinese food
I want to be back in Kuching,
Standing upon sands so white
I want to be back in Chamonix,
Amongst the greatest mountains in Europe
I want to be back in San Francisco,
Sipping clam chowder by the bay
I wish I were someplace else...
a moment in time.
12:08
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
This is a past I can never forget.
Why won't you let me go?
Why can't I let you go?
Why can't I move on?
It's been too long...
a moment in time.
23:36