Monday, July 30, 2007

2145, 310707: I'm actually quite amazed at my own computer skills. I managed to contain the problem, identify the threat (w32.olderdata http://www.symantec.com/security_response/writeup.jsp?docid=2007-061806-4049-99&tabid=2), delete all the infecting files, and even clear the registry to get rid of the problem of the boot.exe error. But, most frustrating of all, even when I've followed my own intuitions (which are correct and correspond to instructions I've found online - http://www.spywaredb.com/remove-boot-exe-trojan/ , http://www.symantec.com/security_response/writeup.jsp?docid=2007-061806-4049-99&tabid=3), the moment I restart my com, the problem comes back. DAMN IRRITATING. Gah. Imagine solving a problem, thinking it's all over, then facing it again, and again, and again. Gah.

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Pepper Lunch today! (: *is happy* Got to catch up with Xh and matt. Haha damn amusing. And Ben and Jerry's today! Alright, I'm tired and my com just got hit by a trojan. Now trying to heal it before I start my geog essay. Night all!

I love the way songs say it all

"So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you"
- Wait For You - Elliott Yamin

Heard this song at PS. Damn random but it's super nice! (:

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22:58

Sunday, July 29, 2007

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

As I approach my 2000th post, I'd like to take this opportunity (before moving on) to recount all those memories less captured, less remembered. These are the memories that left the deepest impressions on me, causes me the most pain when I remember them - they are the memories that have never and will never be covered in any school bulletin, college report, Project Rewind, yearbook. These are the memories that show us growing up. These are the memories that make us Victorians. So, from my archives of 2005 and 2006, I present to you what we will never experience again. Let's go back in time, and let the pictures speak for themselves, for they speak more than a thousand words.

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21:46

The Spider-Pig is the greatest movie scene in film history.

spider pig, spider pig
does whatever a spider pig does
can he swing from a web?
no he can't - he's a pig

It's been a really long but fun day! :) New geog lecturer but I think she's a bitch. I could feel the bitchiness emanating from her. Lolol. Then rehearsals. And we went to watch The Simpsons Movie! :) Quite nice haha. Then we went to the National Museum!
Super random! Haha



We did woodblock prints! :) Damn fun! And some random tourist commented that mine was nice :) haha!






Haha I went to meet Inante, my 2005 OG, for one last reunion before they leave for university next month. Haha the guys kept talking about NS. Amusing. Haha more Tekong horror tales! Lolol!. Ok, college day tomorrow, tired.

I love being with you :)

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00:48

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Am I good enough for you?
Do I really deserve happiness?

I'll wait :)

We drew the first match of floorball! Then lost the second with a rather lucky shot from s36. Ah well. Nvm, next year we'll be there again, and we'll have practiced. HAHA. And omg what was I doing as forward. We need to train shooting! Go s41! Lan tomorrow! Alright, back to EOM.

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22:59

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

One South Korean hostage has been killed by the Taliban. He was a Christian volunteer helping the Afghans. What these extremists have to realise is that we are not bound to one another by religion. Not by Islam, not by Christianity, not by Buddhism, not by Hinduism, not by your beliefs, not by faith. Because humanity is not an issue of faith. There is absolutely no doubt that we are part of a single race. That we run for the same end. We are bound not by religion, not by race, not by faith, but we are bound together, as one, by our humanity.

- 22:00

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The greatest emotion is love.
It is the best, and the worst.
It is the happiest, and the saddest.
It is triumphant, and tragic.
It is the highest and the lowest.

Love defines who we are.
Who we love,
Who we are willing to love,
Who loves us.

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Love (1 Corinthians 13)

1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Die Hard 4.0 left me speechless. Nothing to say throughout the whole film. A decent plot for an action movie, and the action scenes never stop coming, and THEY ARE GOOD. Adrenaline rushes!!! Omgomgomg. So yeah, a good day :)

This is the first time I can really be mature in dealing with emotions ... so why am I still insecure? Still so childish? Still so self-centred? Maybe because this is the first time I feel like I've ruined something perfect, and even though I've never been one to regret, the emotions are churning within me. I know I regret that single moment. Maybe it was all just too fast. When words are spoken, no one can take them back. It's all been said and done. How one minute can change everything. But we won't let it, will we? Let's move on like it never happened. :)

"I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled"
Security - Joss Stone

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Monday, July 23, 2007

Being pretty, being cute, being hot, being beautiful
Are four very different things.

You're all four. (:

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

I was woken by a call at 0930am. SYFC Ops told me they had a free slot at 1140 and asked if I wanted to fly today. So at 11, I was at SYFC, waiting for my instructor who turned out not to be my primary instructor, Tan SK, but Ng CT. He's a damn cool dude. Quite nice also. And he briefed me on the flight and areas. Then went through checks, and got strapped in and started taxiing. And he told me "you have control" and I taxied till whiskey2. And then, did the final checks, and took off!

Entered area Alpha and got to see all the landmarks. From the satellite dishes, to the water tanks, Bt Timah, rifle ranges, Ten Mile Junction, BKE Causeway, shipyards. Quite prominent, but everything looks so small from up there! Even Bukit Timah. And went to Bravo and saw the landmarks. Now I can spot the landmarks! And he said I should get used to descending at high speeds, so he did some manoeuvres and started going down and told me to tell him when I couldn’t take it haha. Nice guy la. He said he wouldn’t do anything without telling me. I can still take high gs, but not negative gs. Lolol.

As we were waiting to rejoin Seletar, he said “you have control” and at the point, I have officially flown a plane before I’ve driven a car! (and really officially because it’s recorded in log) I flew the plane two times. The first time I banked left and right and pitched up and down and the second time he told me to pitch down as much as I could before feeling uncomfortable and told me the trick was to push the yoke gently so the descent was gradual and showed me that we were descending at 15 feet/min but I din’t feel anything. So yay. And then I did something really cool. He told me to open the window and touch the clouds. Omg la! That was the super nice part of the flight. Even flying in commercial planes or fighter jets you can’t do that. It’s cold and damp haha! Omg I love touching clouds now. Then we went into downwind, and low-level circuits above Seletar. I love low-level circuits cos you can see everything.

And there was this joker from Malaysia who was circling above us and we listened to the radio chatter and he was such a joker because he obviously had no idea what he was doing and he just flew around and around and kept saying to Air Traffic Control “I apologise maam” and “Thank you sir” because everything he said and ATC had to tell him where to turn and he didn’t turn left when they said left “turn to your other left!” haha and Ng CT was laughing at the guy because whatever the joker was saying totally din’t tally with ATC haha. And the other instructors had a good time laughing at the guy back at Ops.

So yeah, first flight. Landed 2.5 hours ago! 0.7 hours duration! And now, it’s back to life on the ground.



Someone started modeling Singapore City on Google Earth!

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

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SYFC the whole day! From 9 to 6. And today was spent the whole time in the CAI (computer) room. So I stared at the monitor for damn long and now I've a headache. And one of the guys had Deathly Hallows and I read the last line. And I know that he lives. HAHA whee. HE LIVES. I'm tempted to read the wiki, but hmm... maybe I'll read the book. Then suddenly an IP2 came into the room with some others, where I was almost alone reading Navigation (cos everyone had left and I was waiting for Sim). Cheryl from 06v12, and she applied for SYFC! Omg damn early la! Where got people apply in July in Sec4 de! Omg so cool. Hope she gets in. But by the time she does, I'll probably be gone. Haha and then I went for Sim1! Lol a bit sian. Just at the parking shed, going through checks till pre-taxy. Ah well. And had dinner at Ikea. Ok. I think I wanna buy Deathly Hallows. Haha I know the ending liao. But hmm.. I wanna read.

Omg my prom photos still haunt me

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20:03

Friday, July 20, 2007

The beginning was a serious letdown. I'm disappointed in Draco House Comm, but there'll still be chances. A rather happy day actually. Besides that, and the air rifle competition. My worst set of shots ever! I got less than 50/100. Which is worse than my trial. And I'm ashamed of myself. Gosh. Besides that, it was a fun day!





Koganti's Indian costume tore so I had nothing to wear. And so I went costume-less through the celebrations and first four periods (HAHA eh the Indian brother, the Singh brother, the Nazri, and the Aquila were damn funny) until Christine lent me her red scarf! I should have just worn the dress and showed off my figure. HAHA. Right So I went around camwhoring like I always do on RHD. I nearly missed it this year.

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Well. Days go by too quickly. Had to do saikangshit in the morning. Us S41 guys stacked tables and chairs in the storeroom. Then we had a short-lived game of floorball and I went to play volleyball instead. Yay I love both. Then it was lessons and all. And KI was cancelled! So I went to see Pamela in the hospital with Xinhui Charissa Michelle. Get well soon! :)

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

"Found out what I dreamt of
And I looked it up
At this very moment
What I want is what I've got
Found out what was missing
And I looked it up and
At this very moment
What I want is what I've got"

And that's your love :)

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21:12

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Today was a pretty tiring bu exciting day. Quite happy, actually. I did quite well for geog, so yeah. My grades are fine. Listening was re-re-re-retarded!!! Omg we had to stay in the hall for HALF AN HOUR to listen to classical music on the radio before the thing started. And hmm.. quite cost-effective. Smart move by the government, to use radio to play listening comprehension. I wonder what happens to those people enjoying classical at 3pm. Haha. Yeah. Then went for a few rounds at rifle. So-so. I need my glasses for shooting. Haha. Ah well. *Is tired* and I have a huge outbreak :( damn upset about it. I really need more sleep.

I lol at this! http://www.jir.com/geographic.html

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Drama Nerd You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)
Social Nerd
Literature Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Musician
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Kinda duh right. oO

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20:55

Monday, July 16, 2007

It was an evening of great emotion. I've been looking forward to this the moment it was announced. Just one chance to get back together again. Just to see what everyone's like. For more than a moment, more than a wave, or smile, or smalltalk. And to get together just to spend time together like we used to. Dinner was more about the company than the food. And the "celebration" in LT3 really showed how we've shone our light throughout the school. Congrats to all who've won awards or garnered scholarships!

We walked back to our old classrooms. So familiar, yet so cold and distant now, the memories of the times that corridor we could call our own. The sun had set, the chill and soft dusk had set in. And there was Ben and Jerry's!!! Ms Low still knows us so well. And we chatted. And talked crap. And did all the stuff we used to do. Well, at least most of the stuff. The sofa, the table. The class photo. All so reminiscient. Highlights included mass-smsing Darkside to thank him for our GP and KI grades, and one last taupok.

Ah, good times. Good times, those were.


It was the first time I've felt at home in school for a really really long time. Thank you teachers, and thank you friends. Let's stay together :)

What Your Latte Says About You

You are interested in only pure and simple pleasures. You don't like to pollute your body or mind. You can be quite silly at times, but you know when to buckle down and be serious. You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast. You're addicted to caffeine. There's no denying it. You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful. You are deep and thoughtful, but you are never withdrawn.

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22:55

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Fatigued: because everything's piling up and there's no rest :(
Frustrated: because there's just no time to go out anymore :(
F**ked: because my grades are no up to my expectations :(
Fallen: in love :)

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23:35

Saturday, July 14, 2007

This is kinda late, but it’s one of my personal “traditions”. It’s my half-yearly report. The first half of 2007 has been one of great change and spectacular moments, a rollercoaster of coalescing emotions and events, culminating in a succession of highlights ending with the New Zealand trip in June. And so, the highlights of 2007 – the first half:

2007 - The First Half

Orientation 1: The parties had ended, and with the angst setting in, we went back to school for, once again, Orientation 1. A wonderful OG – Ichacha, Science fac cheers, mass dances, a new class – 07S41, Sea Regatta and the first official VJC Suntec City Mass Dance marked a exciting start to the new school year.

Ms Low and Huiyi’s birthday parties, Ichacha outing and Museum outing: A weekend of catching up with some of 2KL and 05V13 and bonding with new friends made my week, along with great company, great music, great drinks, and new friends made (:

OG BBQ: Where we ended up pangsehing everyone else and having dinner at Thaipan instead. Haha!

SYFC Registration, Christine’s birthday party: Which started the 6 month long wait for my final admission into SYFC. As well as B&J’s and chilling at Chunhan’s with da homies.

Gamefest 2007: Where I humiliated myself playing CS. (I will REDEEM myself next year.)

07S41 Outings and Starbucks Study Sessions: Which consisted mainly of cycling after cross-country, cycling on weekends, cycling after school, pool, career fairs, hanging out at the garden in Suntec City, Cages, and dinners at PP! Accompanied by much talking of crap.

Multiple Personalities Disorder: The first of very few IP plays this year.

Garage Love: Valentine’s Day concert at Emmanuel House. Went with Joanne and it was fun with music and food and atmosphere. Along with people from different parts of my life.

SLV: At All Saint’s Home, which was a real eye-opener.

Valentine’s Day: The greatest day of the year! (After my birthday) With lotsa LOVE, and flowers and chocolates and gifts from everyone. :) Thank you! As well as being the official emo day of the year, with a V13 JTSTJ BBQ by our darling 06V13.

Chinese New Year: Red packets, reunion dinners at Raffles Town Club, karaoke, gambling, friends visiting me, food, food, food, and my recent foray in alcohol.

Cross-country: Enough said. Subway and cycling after! Nearly completed the ECP-Changi course. One day, we will!

S41 JTS: My angel Samantha and my mortal Andrea were really sweet and got me sweets! Aww :) And there was icecream and icecream!

IP3 Paka River Adventure Camp: Gruesome and gruelling but utterly fun! Sunburn, rashes, peeling skin, insect bites, exhaustion, blisters, lashes and cuts, but with a sense of accomplishment and euphoria of having gone through half a day of kayaking, mountain-climbing, trekking, with the people I hold so dear to me.

Changi Village: Dinner with my wonderful, lovely darling :) Sambal stingray!

Cheerleading 2007: My first attempt at cheerleading! :) Random Draco people get together, practice till late, start shouting like bimbos, throw each other into the air, dance to random songs, smiling all the times = 3rd. Along with the “most exciting event of the year” – staying (illegally) overnight at school!

Drama Nite Oedi Rehearsals: The beginning of the long, hard stretch towards Drama Nite. Being co-director and trying to cover everything is rather tough. But we had good times, funny times, and the “2nd most exciting event of the year” – being smuggled (illegally) into Mandarin Gardens for Thaipan in a dark van!

KL Dinner, P6GEP Gathering: Catching up with “long-lost” friends! Seeing how everyone’s changed (or not) and just being amused at everybody else.

Musicfest 2007: My first and only Musicfest after being in VJC for 3 years! Wonderful music, beautiful people, hilarious music videos and seeing my friends made this Musicfest the best I’ve had!

Drama Nite: My first time being a director of sorts, selling 3 booklets of tickets, and seeing everything fall into place as they always do (miraculously), seeing my friends come and support me, and all the applause and cheering and sunflowers and daisies at the end made all the effort worthwhile. :)

IP Open House: Still reeling from the fatigue and euphoria of Drama Nite, IP Open House came across to us as a disappointment, and resulted in the birth of a grand scheme waiting to happen – SIP – Save the IP, also known as Project Forward.

Music In The Air: Keely’s first public appearance after getting into CSS2 (for us S41ers) and my first time at Mediacorp! Mostly us being damn stoned. Haha!

Concerts 2007: Symphony of Voices, Perfect Fifth, Resonance, Majestia, ICS Nite – the concert season showed some improvement from last year. Beautiful music and voices :)

SYFC and Drama Exco: The final stage of my admission into SYFC, the interview. My interview was the longest, at 30+ minutes (which gave me a VG grade). Then Drama Exco Post-Production Party - speeches and elections. That Wednesday the last week of school marked my final steps to getting into SYFC and Drama Exco.

Last day of school: Got lots of wonderful birthday presents! :) Thanks! And had LAN and pool and Majestia.

Birthday: Dinner at Raffles Town Club’s Japanese restaurant, then dinner with Michelle, Pamela, Laura at Pizza Hut and neos and birthday muffin! :)

Birthday Party: Catching up with the Pokemon Fan Club of my childhood. Haha!

Mr Yang’s Wedding: First time seeing one of my teachers get married! Happy moment :) And ribs at Café Cartel after!

Drama Camp: VJC-TJC! A great collaboration and eye-opening courses in movement and emotion and mime! This set the stage for anticipated collaboration between our schools in the future.

The Great Voyage – There And Back Again: This is what Mr Najib unveiled as a “magnificent trip to New Zealand”. Breathtaking scenery, heartwarming culture, hearty cuisine, splendid weather, making new friends, wonderful company, and sh-sh-sh-shopping made this the best trip I’ve ever had! :)

The Great Mugfest: My unparalled week-long study session which consisted of 12 hours study, 12 hours sleep, repeated for 5 days in a row.

The Great Midyears: Stress and relief.

The Great End of Midyears: Anticlimax. Then joy, and going out after :) And meeting up with da homies after, for late-night suppering at ECP.

The Great Mystery: Of euphoria and emotion. :)

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Today was my first time in the simulator! Not my first Sim Ex though. I still haven’t got booked for Sim. But everyone was like pitying me because I haven’t even completed Sim 1 and nearly everyone has so they made me try the simulator. I landed safely! Not on the runway though. I landed on the Taxiway because I came in too fast haha! So yeah. Ah well. Tired.

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21:31

Friday, July 13, 2007

Drama Farewell today. I actually expected more people to turn up. But we had lots of fun anyway. Dinner was really like a reunion dinner haha! Sat around outside the langlab and had LeeWeeBros stuff and fried rice by Saira's mum! Haha food was good. And there was talk and catching up with everyone. And we went in to look at the Drama Nite photos and there were damn funny ones of Mr Young in his orgasms. Lolol! And then we played random games. Haha till late. Yay. :) Thanks everyone for coming. To my seniors, all the best :)

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23:32

It's late and I'm bored :(

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00:26

Thursday, July 12, 2007

OMG. I watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today! I've got opening night tickets! Haha it was actually rather empty. We wanted to watch Transformers, but both Die Hard and Transformers were more packed than Harry Potter on the opening night. Quite a surprise. It's a good show, but could have been better. Some emo emo parts, some romantic steamy scenes, and a wonderful but far too short battle scene. This is probably my favourite Harry Potter movie, on par with GoF, but HP movies get better and better. Haha. Geog results tomorrow! I'm hoping I do really well for Geog. To make up for my rather dismal results.

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23:55

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

"Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you"

Now that I know,
My heart's open for you :)

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23:58

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

*Post taken down because people say I'm above flaming. And I am.*

I'm taking things in my stride. :) Life's a rollercoaster, but there's always good. So anyway, grades today! Chem and KI. Chemistry was another E. So I have DEEE. Haha damn cool. Then I got a B for KI. So I can make... BEEED. Like "I wanna go to BEEED!!!" Lolol! Anyway, thanks everyone for being there. mich, ch, Xh, xtine, sim, wingyan :) I'm gonna take this as I always do. Because that's who I am :)

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23:02

Campus Superstar today! :) Keelyweeee!!! Haha I think us s41 people are always tired. Lolol! I held the first E in KEELY :) And Keely put up a great performance, something unique from her usual. Haha yay and she got in. But it was really quite exciting when they were about to announce. Alright, so our dear classmate is on to the semis. Jiayou!

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Friday, July 06, 2007

I was blog-hopping through the VIPers' blogs. We first met on the 1st of November, 2004. Back then, we were so different. So many things have changed since then. We've gone through so much, and look where we are now. Scattered yet bound by the very bonds we created among ourselves through thick and thin. Everyone's going their own way now. Perhaps, once in a while, a wave, a smile, or even a silent "hi", just as you realise those days are gone. In those two years (and more), I have a feeling we went through the most changes ever. Life seems a little darker now, with nowhere to go when you need a place for solace.

Knowing that there isn't a room for you to call home, even though you've never really lived there, but we spent hours in that single classroom - talking, singing, shouting, cheering, laughing, sleeping, studying, stoning, loving, Halo-ing, and so much more. Painting the walls, shifting the sofa(s) in, the furniture and all. My life, for those two wonderful, longlost years, revolved around a room called T23, and those along our corridor. Remember those times we spent complaining about all the work we had? Now, we don't even have time to complain. Look at those photos in Rewind. Remember NACLI, Paka, Tokyo, London. Maybe we've never really got to know each other, or really loved everyone just as we'd like to, but no doubt, we bonded through those times. Fuji always resurfaces when we talk about ourselves. And that's because from that day on, we truly could call ourselves the VIP.

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21:56

The emotion that has the greatest control over my life is not happiness, nor is it love, nor is it angst or any of the emotions people usually attribute to me. Rather, like so many others, as those who really know and understand me would have realised, jealousy has the most power over my life. It dictates my thoughts, my actions, my expression, the mood I create around myself, and generally, my whole day. And perhaps weeks. Or even months. The littlest thought I have, without no one knowing why, snowballs into something that takes over me the whole day. And maybe, imitation is not the greatest form of flattery - it is jealousy.

Last night, I had my first nightmare in years. Not those kind with monsters or murder or "scary" stuff, but the kind that fills you with such dark emotions that you wake up with a start. And at exactly 6am this morning, I woke up from the intensity of the emotion I felt in that dream. It was layer after layer of surreal images and moments laid upon each other. The final one, the one that woke me, is the one I remember best. Initially, I felt surprised, then shocked, confused, hurt, angry, and above all, jealous. And it was that sudden, intense jealousy in that moment of insecurity that woke me. It's the worst feeling I've had in weeks. It left me drained the whole day. And I mean the whole day.

Why does everything remind me of you?

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20:13

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Let me confess my feelings. Maybe it's time I finally admitted everything. I'm in love. With not one, but two good friends I've come to know really well these recent years. And I'm torn apart, between


Today was a long, rather draining day. Haha but fun :) PE was floorball! We got da Goh as our PE teacher, but Seet took us today. Yay floorball. Haha. But din't score any and I need practice. Then Chinese and lectures. And KI lect was quite cool cos we watched 12 Angry Men which is a jury classic where one man convinces the other 11 for acquittal. Then went out for dinner and icecream with Xh and bea :) Yay. Haven't had good icecream in a long time.

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20:54

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

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22:49

Haha what a day. I did get that extra mark. So my tally is one D for Chinese, one E for Math. Which would be really terrible if I were still in IP. Lolol. Ah well. Chinese oral was... hmm... tough. The question was totally unfounded. Shocker. The passage was so so. Hope I even pass. Haha nvm, don't intend to pursue Chinese. Then drama cleanup. Quite a tiring day. Tomorrow should be good. :)

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22:06

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Today was a huge emotional rollercoaster. I failed Math by 1 mark, 44%. I barely scrapped a D in Chinese with 55%. I might be able to find an extra mark to let me pass Math, tomorrow, so fingers crossed. It was well, kinda expected, and average, I guess. Still awaiting the rest. Hope it'll be better. But then, different stuff happened during the day and it was the little things that people did and said that really made my day :) thanks. Haha alright, Chinese A-LEVEL Oral tomorrow. Laoshi said I've improved. So hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

I'm so afraid to tell you.

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20:59

Monday, July 02, 2007

Youth Day was boring :( I din't feel particularly celebratory about being a "youth". Haha spent my day prepping for drama farewell and reading Bill Bryson's Down Under, and CS-ing and sleeping and watching TV. Which was ironically the essence of youthful slackiness. Haha. I miss geogtrip! :( I miss going around and seeing stuff and being amazed and speechless at the country and doing crazy stuff with my friends. Ah well.

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22:54

FINALLY! The monthly-limit of Flickr upload has passed cos it's now July, so my Geography Trip to NZ set is now complete. Do take a look at the gorgeous photos. :) Feast your eyes!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/markhsx

Enjoy!

Westlife never fails to say it best.

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

a moment in time.
00:34

face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif

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walking away.

more of me.
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the others.
.05v13
.07s41
.vjc

.inante
.aaron low
.aaron ng
.althea
.amanda
.amelia
.ang hee
.audrey
.beatrice
.benedict [ri]
.benedict [cousin]
.benjamin
.bor ray
.charissa
.cheryl
.christine
.chun han
.cindy
.claire
.clara
.clarissa
.cleaven
.daniel
.darren
.daryl
.denise
.denys/john
.desmond
.eric
.eugene
.eunice
.evangeline
.fang ming
.george
.grace
.huang yue
.jared
.jastine
.jeremy
.jerome
.jia en
.jia yi
.jiayu
.jinghan
.joanne
.joa ee
.jomaine
.kai ling
.laura
.leanne
.leon
.lisabelle
.lois
.louis
.mabel
.margaret
.marjorie
.matthew
.matthias
.melissa
.michelle [snr]
.michelle
.mun yi
.nazri
.nicholas
.nick
.nicole
.olivia
.pamela
.pearlyn
.phoebe
.puen
.rachel
.reuben
.rui jie
.samantha
.samuel ng
.samuel chye
.sean
.seng teck
.sharan
.shauna
.simran
.subra
.terence
.tian cheng
.tina
.tristan
.vanessa phang
.vanessa chong
.victoria
.vina
.visakan
.vivian
.wai lumn
.wan qing
.wan tian
.wei li
.wuyue
.xiao xian
.xin rong
.yee tien
.ying xian
.yirui
.yixiang
.yixiu
.yufei
.yuhui
.yuh yiing
.yun yuan
.yvonne
.yvonne [snr]
.zhai juan
.zhi hui
.zhi quan
.ziluo

turning back.