Saturday, March 31, 2007

My computer is pwned! $300 for a motherboard, 160gb hard disk drive, new power supply. I might as well get a new computer. Ah well. Then I have to reinstall everything and change all my settings and modify to my usual stuff. That's gonna take a day if I'm lucky. And this comes at a damn bad time when I have yet to do my PW PI. ARGH. Wth. Stress!

a moment in time.
22:06

Gosh. It's back to normal life. Today was probably the craziest day I've had in damn long. Besides that time we stayed over of course. That was just damn cool. Anyway, today was track and field meet day and that meant only one thing for me - being watched by hundreds of people while I pranced and hopped and waved my arms on the track. OMG. It's been one of the funnest weeks, and one of the most tiring weeks of my life! I'm not gonna miss staying back late, but I will be missing the fun, crazy, high people in Draco cheerteam. And the crazy times we've had. It's been a great experience and I think I learnt a hell lot of stuff in just these 2 weeks. I thought I'd regret joining, but I guess it was one of the greatest first experiences I've had.

I finally got the whole dance routine thing right this morning, which I was quite proud of, cos I realise I have no dance sense, but I made a few mistakes on the track. But the stunts were great and I love my small stunt group! Haha Geraldine our super-light flyer, Jason the cool house-comm-nomm, and Zhi Yang the super-imbar-pro guy who learnt the whole routine in one day and pulled it all off today. WOO! And all the other cheerleaders! =) The s41-ers aaron nic keely, then xian keane jiaqian kaixing andrea joel novabelle and of course birdina for being so patient with my lack of dance-skill and ginny for e card and teaching all the stunts. (Sorry if I spelt anyone's name wrongly. Hm) Hahaha great job everyone! Top three! =) Was damn damn high. Woo!

Haha and we stayed around and celebrated by drinking green tea and eating oreos haha and then I went to see the faces rehearsal. Haha it was fun staying with drama till so late after cheer and just sitting there and commenting randomly. Haha and taking photos sitting at the zebra crossing! woo! Ok. I'm actually really damn tired. Nite all!

a moment in time.
00:35

Friday, March 30, 2007

It's been a really eventful 2 days. My busy season started yesterday with 3 concurrent meetings and appointments. Haha oedi photoshoot and cheerprac and trying to fix my com. Omg. It's really bad news. The motherboard is spoilt, and I have to get a new motherboard and reinstall windows and backup-restore my stuff. Gah. Haha then we stayed overnight and it was damn damn damn fun. Haha always wanted to try it but never had the chance. One of the craziest, most random things I've ever done. Lol I slept at 4, woke at 530. Imbar! Then woke up and washed up and there are actually people who come to school at 630 oO. lol!

Sigh I'm really bad at the dancing in cheer and hmm I don' t wanna be the guy who's all slow and lagging at trackfieldmeet. Gotta chiong. Damn everything's so stressful now. Sigh.

a moment in time.
00:51

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

OMG. I can't stand it when my computer's not perfect. It's just so not me to have a spoilt computer. It's a once in a year affair. So yeah, my desktop's down and I'm using the laptop. Which I quite hate. Gotta blog quick cos the wireless's not very good. Haha yesterday was my first official 3-period break! And me, being utterly random as I am, got the class to go celebrate with me and leon on our first 3 period break! Woo! Haha went to pastamania! Haha cheer's fun! Whee =) I've been high lately. Yay! I WANT MY COMPUTER BACK though. I can't stand it.

a moment in time.
23:43

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Haha that's one of my best panos so far! DAMNNN NICE. Haha the whole stretch of siloso! Haha so fun! Drinking weird beers and eating lots and lots of junk food and talking a lot of crap. Woo! And camwhoring sooooo much! haha! =) Mark loves Ichacha and I know you do too! =)

a moment in time.
22:20

Omg it's been such a crazy week. The flight could have been earlier la. Then don't need to waste so much time going around here and there. Flying in light aircraft is damn different from commercial aircraft. You manoeuvre so much faster, and the pilot can do a lot of crazy crazy stuff. He made us go through 1.5g’s in a tight turn, and a steep dive. Which kinda freaked me out cos I’m REALLY not a rollercoaster person. It’s like a rollercoaster ride that’s so much crazier cos you’re REALLY REALLY falling and totally weightless. Argh. Now I’m kinda reconsidering. The steep dive thing is the only thing that can freak me. But apparently you get used to it. Hmm… Going through this 2 or 3 times a week. Haha it was really fun la. Seeing Singapore for the first time from that perspective, even though I’ve taken planes so much. Cos travelling just means you leave Changi and see… Johor and Pulau Ubin.

We went from Seletar to the reservoir areas, then Sentosa and Pasir Panjang and the Southern Islands, and he pointed out to us all the islands and cos we were flying quite low at 2000 we could see buildings and cars and people then we went to 4000 and went round and round haha and finally landed. Cool la! The Piper Warrior handles like one of those classic warbirds. Can do lots of crazy stuff. But now, I’m thinking I rather be a traveller than a pilot. Hmm.

Anyway, cheerprac was fun! As most stuff are fun to me. But we ended realllll late. Haha kinda used to it after so many drama nites. Oh! Come for dramanite! =) 27th April. Keep that evening free cos most people I know should be coming! Including you, my dear blog-visitor.

a moment in time.
00:27

Saturday, March 24, 2007

HAHAHA. Fridays pwn. So long days you don’t really notice till it’s way over. Haha. Omg I love geog. And today’s geog intro was pwnage haha “VJC GEOGRAPHY ROCKS” hahahah damn cool! like fun bouncy people haha! geog is my fave subject haha. haha wooo quite high today, but damn tired. Haha then I randomly went to the atm oO haha. then after that it was like cheerprac and drama all the way till 930. hahaha damn fun but tiring hoho. Ok. Tomorrow’s my youth flying club flying experience program thing hahah. And more cheerprac! Haha yay. my weekend’s so happening! Sunday going to sentosa haha whee. Oh. And there was a syfc letter for me on the table and I got shortlisted for interview!! Woooooooo!!!

a moment in time.
00:44

Friday, March 23, 2007

a moment in time.
00:30

"In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song"

If yesterday was surreal, today would have been Dali's Persistance of Memory. Gosh. That just makes me miss langarts so much. Sigh. The mock 2.4. Hoho. I decided glucose does nothing but makes you feel like throwing up. Then CHINESE. hahaha. And the lectures. I think Thursdays are damn nice days. Like short lectures and the day ends at 155, and KI is like quite light, so it's almost like the day ends early. Woo. I can't wait for Chinese to be over! Haha then I'll forcefully lose my roots and revert to some national or global identity thing.

So after the lectures, I gained some first experiences! Haha damn fun. Albeit tiring. Hmm. I'm going to have to cope with quite a lot now. But can la, not as bad as having 4 projects at once *term3week8!!!* Mostly non-academic. Haha then cages! Omg. It was really what the hell ish. 2.5stars is right. Gosh I wonder if the mainstream audience would even get all the metaphors. Like how the cages possibly represent the baggage that mr tan has from the past, the blind jonah boy finally coming out from the cage of his own, and the release of emotion at the end of the movie. Hmm. The plot didn't really have a climax or any sort of meaning that connected with the audience. It was too cliched I guess. Family breaks up, reconciles again. Typical Singaporean, no?

Haha I think hanging out at BK was the funnest part of the day =)

a moment in time.
00:14

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Wednesdays are usually screwed up pieces of shid, but today was just damn surreal. No many things happened in so short a time! Haha. Like seeing chem lecture so full for the first time. Hm. Sleep.

a moment in time.
00:15

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

"I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you..."

Haha was so damn tired today. Wah stupid ki essay which no one else handed up. Argh wth la! Stayed up till 2. Gah. All the lectures and tutorials. Bah. Haha but drama was cool. 4 to 7. Here we go again! Haha the two main actors have a lot of potential, and they're from choir haha. Ok I need to rest today, another long day tomorrow. PW!!! hahaha. and drama. Again. hoho.

a moment in time.
22:50

Monday, March 19, 2007

Alright, I know it's KI-essay time and it's pretty late to be starting homework now, especially since I'm damn tired now and it's a dammmmmnnn long day tomorrow. But who cares. Haha today was a rather interesting first day of school. I must have had my own mini-v13 reunion cos I met just about everyone from v13 today. And ALSO cos it was daniel's birthday so we gave him another form of the pouring-water-dunk-thing. Which was pink guava with pearls that din't stick so I had to pick them one by one from the ground after the session, as well as milo. and ALSO cos of the 2nd intakers. They seem like nice people. Haha. And also cos there was drama nonstop after ki, and it was really interesting since I had started falling asleep by then. Haha and we talked a lot of weird crap. That's all I remember actually. Hmm. So drama nite prep has gone into full gear, and here we go again, for the 3rd time in my life. Woo! Alright. NOW is really ki-essay time. It reminds me of those RM-SIP induced late nights. hoho

a moment in time.
22:35

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Isn’t it hard to see things change so fast? You see your friends change, and in a month or two, they’ve changed so much you don’t even recognise them – you don’t want to. You never thought they were those kind of people, but now you know. You see the changes in yourself – you’ve become worse – a monster. It hurts to know you’re living this way now, and it hurts so much to know that you’re no better than what you’ve been fighting all your life. You don’t know how it ended up this way, a total contrast to the life you’ve been leading before. You want to turn back the hands on that clock, but no matter how hard you try, time has dealt you one ugly hand. Can you make it the way it used to be? Will you?

"So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to fake 'em out just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same."

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

a moment in time.
23:10

Saturday, March 17, 2007

a moment in time.
16:33

Friday, March 16, 2007

a moment in time.
11:57

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Don't be too hard on my emotions

a moment in time.
23:44

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

"You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Helped me to free the me inside
Helped me hear the music of my heart"

Haha. Kbox. LOLOL.

a moment in time.
23:47

"Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby"

Haha so yesterday I was too sick and sian to blog. Stupid sand fly bites. And I got some fever-headache combo. But now I'm fine and today went to sch for some drama stuff, then I emo-ed at the lib. haha. I got DA NEED FOR SPEED back in my blood. Woo. Alright. It's time to finally start some work. Here we go, again and again. So little time, so much to do.

On a side note, someone (Xh, through Sidney, the band guy) has finally found out I acted in the sva (read: sch vid awards) video we got gold for, and said I should just post it on my blog. So here's the link, but youtube isn't being nice to me today so yeah.

http://blog.vjc.sg/2007/03/09/the-scar

Beware, it's emo. And I'm so damn good at being emo I even get awarded for it. oO. Congrats to icomm and writers circle for the great job done!

Back to work! Oh. Wait, camp photos. Too lazy to go into detail. Not like it's one of those glam shopping trips we go on in Tokyo or London.

a moment in time.
00:15

Monday, March 12, 2007

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The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.

a moment in time.
00:28

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

camp tomorrow! i don't really feel excited now. more sad, cos some of s41 will be leaving. sigh. emotime. all the homo and parkway and cycling down ecp to changi, and the crazy times in the canteen. hope all the appeals make it! =) so yeah firstly,

ALL THE BEST!!!

anyway, yeah camp tomorrow. so will be leaving to malaysia for 5 days. embarking on YET another ip overseas trip. i don't think it'll compare with london or tokyo or mt FUJI. nothing compares to exploring a whole new city with your best friends. pwnage. so anyway, will be missing o2 =( sigh. so yeah,

MISS ALL OF YOU!!! (S41 AND RANDOM VJC PEOPLE I KNOW)

and take care everyone! =) gonna miss you guys. love love love.

a moment in time.
23:20

HAHA omg i'm fking addicted to gtasa. All the homies, the homie talk, the homie music, the homie hangouts. Damn man. And I played for quite long liao and there's still such a long way to go. It's effing huge. Wth. Ok. Today, was a full day. WOOO. Haha I was kinda mad actually. Shouting damn solo. Wah but super fun la. Malu also don't really feel malu. No shame, no gain. LOL. And somehow, we still had chi test. Which I don't wanna talk about. And went for "class" breakfast at pp there. Lol. Then PARLIAMENT.

Ok. It was not that interesting. Just a whole sense of formality and style and presentation and an air of aloofness. We had to shut up and sit and watch and listen. Kinda sian la. Wth why got foreign affairs in budget debate oO. Haha but got to see goh and lee. So it was kinda.. worthwhile I guess. I think foreign affairs is kinda cool. Tensions are high but you still manage to hold it all in place. Like how it is between Indon and Singapore now. Lol. And bowing to the Speaker/chairperson was also an eyeopener. Haha imagine anyone entering or leaving any part of the room having to bow to you. Respect. Ok, night's long.

ALL THE BEST FOR POSTINGS! =)

a moment in time.
00:33

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Think about it.

Can you fall in love with a name? yes
Can you fall in love with a face? yes
Can you fall in love with a body? yes
Can you fall in love with a personality? yes
Can you fall in love with a voice? yes
Can you fall in love with an opinion? yes
Can you fall in love with a smile? yes

Is this how you fall for a stranger? Someone you never really knew? You just love that one part of her, and you don't even know her. You just know you love her, and would give anything to be with her forever. Is that even possible?

Can you fall in love with love? YES

a moment in time.
23:05

"I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know I'll love forever
I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say

And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born

No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you"

Wish me luck for chinese test tmr. Omg. AND someone got TOTALLY pwned today when I called and a GIRL (hurhur guess who) answered HIS phone. HURHUR. PWNED. MONSTER KILL. M-M-M-M-M-MASTER-MONSTER KILL.

Who's the girl who's got you good who's taken your heart who's taken over your mind who's taken over your body who's taken over your life?

a moment in time.
22:26

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Seeing how everyone's moved on
You're the only one left in that world of your own
You're drifting, lost in sentiments
Stuck between losing it all and losing it all

a moment in time.
00:57

HAHA. DAMN LONG DAY. AND DAMN SIAO. lol. I think human geog lessons are the best. I actually look forward to the lectures and tutorials. Gah. Anyway, today was damn relaxed la. All the A level results releasing. Wah. Damn siao la. Elaine got 2nd in college, 1st in Arts. Damn freaking imba (as Alan would say). All distinctions plus 1 for gp and 2 s papers. omg. pwnage. Haha. And we got to play with rocks during phygeog. WOO marble is damn fun to add acid to haha. Then all the weird briefings and the rain. And my eqi LOL.

Then some s41-ers went to suntec to check out the careers fair but it was majorly disappointing la. So not the right target audience. Haha I'll wait for the vjc careers fair. Got all the cool stuff and big unis. Then we and subway cos carl's jr ran out of BREAD. What kind of burger chain runs out of BREAD? wth. so aaron had his huge lettuce burger haha. mmm from now on extra bacon is a must for me! love bacon. yum. haha and we frolicked in toys r us. wth. haha all that childhood shid. Then we hung out at the sky garden and it was DAMN FUN HURHURHUR =)

a moment in time.
00:47

Friday, March 02, 2007

Man, it's just me and mah homies chillin', yo.

LOL. Crazy day. Haha so I finally got that 2nd chance to redeem myself. Lol. In the rain. Only 2.4 left. Yo, yo. The crazy lectures, and chillin' with my homies. Talkin' bout life and love and truth and destiny. Yo, yo. Man, time passes so fast it be freaky, yo. Check it out, it's nine weeks, gone just like that. Keep it real man. Keep it real.

a moment in time.
00:10

face to face

Mark Heng // markhsx
26.05.90 // Gemini
Christian // Church of Singapore
Singapore // Tampines
QPS // 1-2, 2-1, 3-1
SHPS // 4-11, 5-11, 6-12
DHS // 1K, 2K ; EDS
Victoria IP // 05V13 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif
Victoria JC // 07S41 ; V.Actors ; Subjectif

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walking away.

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