Friday, December 31, 2004
I don't want a lot for Christmas There's just one thing I need I don't care about presents Underneath the Christmas tree I just want you for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true... All I want for Christmas Is you... I don't want a lot for Christmas There is just one thing I need I don't care about presents Underneath the Christmas tree I don't need to hang my stocking There upon the fireplace Santa Claus won't make me happy With a toy on Christmas day I just want you for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true All I want for Christmas is you... You baby I won't ask for much this Christmas I won't even wish for snow I'm just gonna keep on waiting Underneath the mistletoe I won't make a list and send it To the North Pole for Saint Nick I won't even stay awake to Hear those magic reindeer click 'Cause I just want you here tonight Holding on to me so tight What more can I do Baby all I want for Christmas is you You... All the lights are shining So brightly everywhere And the sound of children's Laughter fills the air And everyone is singing I hear those sleigh bells ringing Santa won't you bring me the one I really need Won't you please bring my baby to me Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas This is all I'm asking for I just want to see baby Standing right outside my door Oh I just want him for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true Baby all I want for Christmas is You All I want for Christmas is you baby [repeat]
So its like ama called just now and was like omg mark your voice CHANGED. Im like gasp and WHY?! and ama was like you’re not as loud, so its better or smth. I like omg my voice is getting softer. Gasp! And I got fragged by some random ‘nades. and so im like WHHHYYY????!!!! NYYUUUUU!!!! Wtf.
Anyway, nice song right? Whee~ so I went across the street to play vball. Quite sad lah. and darho was all angst-filled and depressive cos he was on flu medication. As sharan said, angst is MY trademark emo. Bleh. anyway after a while darho got some energy. Out of eating junk food. =S well, nick, ama, zw and tristan were there too. And we played vball. But it was really sad because it rained on and off. In the end we went to tm.
I bought a the Chinese 3a handbook. I would be so doomed without one. Eh, didn’t kow zw was in express too. Heh. Then I got a new notebook. Nick was like omg waste of money because I tear out the pages and crush them up and play bin bball with them. And I should just write notes on my arm. o_0 anyway I bought it. but then I was really pissed because times all around sgp doesn’t have love actually. I want love actually! The book lah. popular also defo don’t have one. I think borders or kino might have. Yay. Or even mph. ill go to mph on Sunday after church la. And see if they have. If anyone sees it pls tell me hor.
Well anyway the others went home. I was about to go home but impulsively decided to go to imm instead. Lol 1 hour ride leh. My parents and my aunt were there. Haha ii ate at hans. Club sandwich hor. Huge one lor. Bleh. then I went my aunt’s house. Wtf shawn got a new phone and comp. Eh, his phone is the singapore idol one. Its features are same as 6610i. But not SHINY! So I don’t really like lah. but still got Singapore idol brand lah. but not silver. Haha. his comp is a really weird one. 2200 bucks. And he spent on an lcd with built-in speakers, forsaking ram. He’s got a geforce 5500 with 256mb vram, but just 256 ram. Ram must always be at least 4 times as much as vram. Lol. But he’s got halo and cz lah. =)
omg I want cs source! Argh. I wont be able to stop ranting about cs source until the standalone comes out then ill be ranting about how I haven’t gotten it. and he doesn’t even play cz! I should have borrowed it lor… so sian with gtavc. But aa still ok lah. I got to use the m203 today. It’s a grenade launcher built into a fully functional m16, so its damn pro lor. Its one the the fave weapons in aa. But only one person can use it. surprisingly there was a blank slot so I took it. I wasted all 6 ‘nades lah. bleh. the last time I used it I got 2 kills. But those pros know where to aim even through the fog, and they get multiple kills. W00t. oh well. tmr most prob last day out with frens this year. Ice skating or smth lah. oh well. SADNESS and ANGST returns! I was so happy today lor….
Oh. And God Bless and save all those who are missing or dead in the killer waves. Its really scary. Now an international crisis. But apparently sgp is sheltered. Still, God bless ‘em all.
a moment in time.
01:13
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
DUNCAN:We come from humble beginnings andWho could have guessed it whenYou sit and doubt it andThings aint all that brightBut we made it through the nightIt´s like a game of truth or dareIf you can make it hereYou´ll make it anywhereThat´s what we´ve been toldBut the story's getting oldLEE:Together we faced the cold outsideNo one can say we didn´t tryAnd I will never give you up or let you goTogether we faced our final fearsRemember the moments that we sharedThat´s why I'll never give you up or let you goALL:ChourusWe´ll be ready when the curtain might fallFeel my heart beating when the crowd callsI gotta read between the linesCuz I'm living out the script of my lifeCuz we all got a part we must playAnd I've done it but I've done it my wayI gotta read between the linesOohh (oohh)In the script of my lifeSIMON:We started out many years agoNo one will ever knowHow far we´ve really comeSince we walked awayAnd no more words to sayANTONY:And we made a lot of sacrificeUndid a lot of tiesFought a lot of fightsTo get where we are nowJust don´t ask me howLEE:Together we faced the cold outsideNo one can say we didn´t tryAnd I will never give you up or let you goTogether we faced our final fearsRemember the moments that we sharedThat´s why I'll never give you up or let you goALL:ChourusWe´ll be ready when the curtain might fallFeel my heart beating when the crowd callsI gotta read between the linesCuz I'm living out the script of my lifeCuz we all got a part we must playAnd I've done it but I've done it my wayI gotta read between the linesOohhIn the script of my lifeSIMON:We´ll be ready when the curtain might fall(bounce)Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls(bounce)Gotta read between the lines(bounce)In the script of my life(bounce)We all got a part to play(bounce)I've done it but I've done it my way(bounce)Gotta read between the lines(bounce)In the script of my life(bounce)ALL:Chourus (2x)We´ll be ready when the curtain might fallFeel my heart beating when the crowd callsI gotta read between the linesCuz I'm living out the script of my lifeCuz we all got a part we must playAnd I've done it but I've done it my wayI gotta read between the linesOohh(oohh)In the script of my life
Well I woke up at 9 today. Had to go change my uniforms and stuff. Then I visited my maternal grandma at the old folks home. She’s pretty happy there. I find the worst thing in being stuck at a home like that is that you don’t know what the world outside has become. What advances mankind has made and how the world looks like. Bleh. after lunch I went home and did stuff. Bah im scared of school! It would be much better if I had familiar people all around. Heh. Well, I gotta go out with everyone else one last time. The ice skating on Friday might be the thing for me. Although I wont skate lah. bah. Blisters sucks.
a moment in time.
21:32
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Nokia 6100 is the phone for you. You always do what
you are told. You never make mistakes - or
atleast you try not to. You get upset easily
when what you have plan need to be changed,
especially at the last minute.
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how true.
I want the love actually script! If anyone knows where I can download it please tell me!
The america’s army servers are down so I was left with nothing (good) to play. Ive grown sick of gtavc… I need cs source. Argh. Whens the damn standalone gonna come out? (somehow ive this thing for realistic fps, therefore I don’t really like hl2/doom3) I looked through the contents of the science and Chinese textbooks today. Omg DOOM! This is so much doom you dun need doom 3 anymore. Well actually some of the topics look (and most prob are) really easy, but the rest are super super chim. Except for physics, its kinda just difficult in some parts, but that’s just because I read up on physics. And the bio book is indeed scary. Thicker than phone directory leh… wah i dun like the look of this.
Well, we’ve all heard the news. It seems that the whole disasters thing started with the apparent meteorites in Indonesia, then the floods, tidal waves, earthquakes. Lots of people say these are signs of the end. You know, Armageddon and all. sars also points towards something. Therefore, the end is nigh! Fine, we should be more serious. Lives are being lost at a terrifying rate. The first few years of this century might actually be a foreshadow to what is coming. 9/11, the iraq war… yeah, but still, this year was a good year. Yup. I hope.
Heh, my parents found out the price of the love actually screenplay is like 30 bucks so they didn’t buy it for me, also it was like out of stock and all. yeah, the price is quite high but its worth it lor. It’s a really good story, one brilliant movie with an all star cast and a diverse yet not as confusing plotline. Yup. I think I’ll get a borders voucher or smth. This is the one book I must get. I kinda ran out of stuff to buy and I finally found one. Yay. Well, there aint much. I should go out more. And sleep earlier and wake up earlier lor…
a moment in time.
22:16
Monday, December 27, 2004
Haha. We went to parkway. I called hui yi and some guy answered the phone and was all I’m hui yi. I was kinda freaked out lah. then nick called and the guy said he was max lor. Wah. Bully me… we went to yoshi! Hui yi was wearing a mood ring! You better give me some prezzie hor… even if its earrings =. Anything shiny lah. =) haha. then we went to century square to play ddr.
Haha played time crisis 3. eh, the guns are easier to shoot lah, but still very heavy lor. But the virtua cop 3 guns there are quite easy to use. But time crisis still funner lah. even tho the guns suck. Then I tried ddr for the first time EVER!!!! Bleh. me and aaron died on the first round. =( I shall try again. Yup. Then I pwned nick at Daytona usa 2 (the controls are super smooth, its like I got a perfect game.) but then he beat me by a second or two at Daytona usa 1. wah. Sho gay. Then I got an ice blended and while waiting for my parents I saw aaron nic and tristan at the bubble tea stall. I was talking with aaron and this fking bastard went up to aaron and gave him a lecture for not letting him (as in the GUY himself) cut the queue and something and we wiggled aaron’s nose which was really wrong. I hate this kind of people. I wanted to like tell him off but then he like just walked away as if nothing happened. Idiot. Oh well. I shall go fearing my textbooks now.
a moment in time.
21:25
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Heh, didn’t go to church cos I had to go for my couz’s wedding, w00t. fear the Marriott! This has been the best wedding ive been to so far, cos it unlike traditional, boring and lengthy weddings of the norm. they had good food. The appetizer buffet was actually enough for lunch. It lasted longer than the main course. Like escargot, smoked and sashimi salmon, sushi, all the weird raw foods, salad, onion soup… then main course was chicken thigh in lobster sauce. W00t!!! dessert was a buffet too! There was almond jelly, cheesecake, lime sherbet… and TIRAMISU. Damn I love tiramisu. Especially tiramisu ice cream… we had to take photos and all.
eh, I like the taps in the toilet. The taps aren’t anything normal. They’re this slit in the sink and water comes out in one line like a waterfall. Methinks that’s real creative. Yup. And nicely designed too. Whee~ I love wedding gowns! They’re so white (yes I like white now.) haha. I think girls look best in gowns. Sorta. Haha. im ranting. And i got love actually! Whee~ but its like the ra version =(. Haha. the mark-Juliet romance is so cute! Whee~ well, im getting the textbooks tmr. So I’ll try to read all of them by Friday. Then 2005 starts. Oh well, I cant stop time, so why be angsty about it? yay! Im HAPPY!!!!
a moment in time.
21:51
Saturday, December 25, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS Y’ALL
Heh. This = manipulation of question.
4. As the VIP bypasses the O-Level Exam, will a student be left with PSLE as his highest academic qualification if he fails the A-Levels?A. VJC is confident that all students selected for the VIP will achieve excellent results at the GCE A-Level Exams. This is because the VIP students possess high capacity and they will be closely monitored. Our students can be assured that they will receive more than adequate support from their teachers to reach their highest potential.
The answer is obviously yes lah. But they cover it up and all. wah. I wonder what happens if anyone fails. Anyway I stayed up till 3 this morn. I experienced xmas on america’s army. Like you wish strangers a merry xmas while disintegrating them with bullets and ‘nades. what a game. And just now too lah. (most) people on aa are friendly, they are willing to show you the ropes, sometimes have a few discussions, even though you’re a stranger. Its great out there.
Also, there was the usual msn greetings and mass smsing. Just like every year. Ok. Bad news today = it wasn’t as spectacular. I went for the 2nd xmas service this morn. The 3rd service just ended. Its quite nice lah. oh well. then there was this great gathering at the coffee-shop (nicknamed the octopus, those living around fcbc should know) wah. Big lunch ymy. Oh well.
Then I came home, and max told me we weren’t going to the airport to see Sandra anymore. Xmas ruined. It was supposed to be some sort of gathering lor. Last time seeing everyone this year or something. Blehness lor. I was so excited about it! like airport rocks and all. bleh. but at least still got people online. And aa. W00t. eh. Go out next week! Yh and jo want a gathering. And we shld have the eds outing or smth too. Dunno if its gonna exist or not. Oh well. life’s like that.
a moment in time.
19:46
Friday, December 24, 2004
Did this ytd after I had blogged. From cindy’s frenster acc:
Name 1 school you went to.`_. DHS lorName 2 favorite vacation/place of all time.`_. Switzerland/austria`_. hawaiiName 3 ultimate dates and with who.
Damn this is hard. cant I just date everyone?
`_. Sunset by the seaside`_. Lakeside surround by a lish landscape (mountains, bright sky)`_. Triple date! With yh of cos. But nvm liao. =)Name 3 things in your wallet.`_. Ezlink card`_. cash`_. Zion card
(wallet is a survival kit lah, so is homework file – everything I need is there)Name 1 thing you always wear.`_. Haha, cindy’s right lah. Underwear lorName 3 things will make you really stress.`_ exams`_ deadlines`_ big changes in lifeName 4 favorite singers.`_ westlife`_ s club 7`_ nsync`_ bsb
fine they’re not singers. But still artists. I dun careName 1 favorite place to shop.`_. I like borders.Name 2 place you go to on a daily basis.`_. Essential = toilet`_. Really not necessary = dreamlandName 3 activities you like to do.`_ hang out with frens`_ lan`_ bball/vballName 5 most valuable possession.
`_ box with mementos inside/intact (autograph book, greeting cards, neoprints)`_ homework file with stuff inside`_ wallet with stuff and cash inside`_ computer with memory intact (pics, zips, docs)`_ handphone with memory intact (sms, contacts)Name 1 vehicle you wanna haf now.`_ eurofighter typhoon. Defo.Name 2 things you cannot live without.`_ 4 basics of life: air, water, food, energy`_ love!!!Name 1 person.`_ I can name lots of persons!Name 2 goals in 2005.`_ a1/2 average`_ happiness (= relationships don’t die, still have fun times together… etc)
eh new tv series! By the makers of band of brothers, dubbed band of brothers 2. officially called “the pacific war”. Also a new movie by the same makers (apparently partner to saving private ryan), flags of our fathers. Omg cant wait… now I’ve got something to look forward to next year. Fine, its coming in 2006. bleh.
whee~ it’s xmas eve. Happy Christmas eve everyone! Keep the cards coming. Eh, nick, what happ to your card, it’s not arriving. Bleh you lah. Somemore so bhb ask me for card. Haha jk jk. Anyway I didn’t do much today. I got up to 16 honor in aa. That’s about it. and my band of brothers dvds aren’t complete! They don’t have the field guide or image gallery or previews of each show.Actually you can find all those stuff on the net but im just too lazy. Oh well. I got not much else to do. And I don’t think it’ll be a very spectacular xmas tomorrow. At least not as spectacular as other years. I’ll be going to church in the morn, and ill come back to watch the simposons by 7. matt says we should go lan, but if there’s any eds/dhs outing, remember to call me hor. If not I’ll just have to pwn them again at zion. Oh. And dunno when darho’s bday is, but happy bday anyway.
a moment in time.
19:24
Thursday, December 23, 2004
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I finished the alchemist in 2 hours today, therefore completing the list. Now yvonne’s asking me for them. Bleh. she just realized how fast the hols were ending. And I just realized most prob we wont be going out. Tomorrow’s Christmas eve, sat’s xmas, sun I got another wedding (my couz’s) then next week is prep for school. We better go out lor. PLEASE. PLEASE. I managed for most of the hols not to think of all the farewell crap buts it coming back. I want a beautiful end to the hols. So we must meet. And do what we haven’t done yet. Watch phantom of the opera! Must go out hor.
I also watched the thin red line. I didn’t complete it the last time because there was too much talk. I realized I stopped before all the action. Its still more psychological than all the other war films (except all quiet on the western front) it brings back a part from all quiet about everyone being able to be brothers and having tea together instead of fighting over nothing. It shows the horrors of war. Oh well.
I spent much of the hols just thinking about stuff. You know, life, love, angst, death. After a whole year of deciding the purpose of one’s life, I have come to conclude that everyone just lives to seek happiness. Happiness covers every purpose in life into one single entity: salvation, health, fame, wealth, knowledge… all the worldly and spiritual stuff that one seeks in life is all for the sake of happiness. When you finally know you have been saved you feel happy. When you become a millionaire you feel happy. When you are known all over the world you feel happy. And thus that is my purpose in life. The other purpose in life is to make everybody happy. (although it is quite inpossible)
Now I shall go consume some ice cream and aloe vera. And hope that I do not lose my sanity because the year is ending. What I fear is also what sb describes as everything I know and love being ripped from me.
a moment in time.
20:51
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Explanations:
- yh’s hp batt ran out
- her hp diverts to home (like mine does) and the man is her dad or smth
- there really was a ljs at tamp mall, I was just dumb
- bleh!
sorry lah, yh and Yvonne. Really! Bleh. don’t get angry hor. Anyway, my parents bought the alchemist, and my mum thought I was drunk because of the petrol-ish smell from the road. This has been quite a confusing day.
a moment in time.
21:16
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Sb’s right. This is the hardest puzzle ever. http://www.deathball.net/notpron/ once you go in you cant stop. Whole lives wasted. Yes, this is entertainment. But the hazards are real.
Im stuck at level 5. ill continue tomorrow. Its really damn hard lor. Way harder than the hidden kingdom. Heh. I was really bored today. Yeah but the hols are ENDING. Damnit damnit damnit. It just keeps kocking at my brain.
Stuff I need to do:
- read the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho (most important)
- prepare mentally for the year to end
- prepare for school
- get the textbooks and read through
- start designing a room to try out interior designing
- download the complete lord of the rings tcg
- download the complete star wars tcg
- finish deathball
argh. So little time, so much to do (gasp olsen) hell. Deathball’s real hard. anyway Christmas is coming! And soon will be going. My Christmas prezzies are the comp, hp and digicam. I guess that good enough. Maybe include the few books I bought. That’s definitely good enough for xmas. I didn’t do much today…
a moment in time.
23:41
Monday, December 20, 2004
a moment in time.
22:41
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Oh crap. Oh crap. 2 more weeks to the end. You know, at the start i/we were all like omg so boring and wanting something fun to do. So we did fun stuff (in fact one of the best hols ever! It was the best year. Really.) and now its almost ending. I’m quite afraid of this year ending. It’s the fear that comes with an end of every good thing. my prayers to God every day include these few things:
- a beautiful end to all things good (including this year)
- adapting to next year
- expansion to msn messenger so I can fit next year’s classmates
- that all our relationships never die or even deteriorate
- thanking God for everything
church is so diff without classes. Its not as fun anymore. After church we went to mcd then lan (me, matt, Vanessa, Dickson). I pwned them at aim_headshot (although I keep ks-ing matt with the awp.) haha. so fun. Then we played farcry for a while. The three of them played gunbound too. Maybe I should get a gunbound account.
Then we went to the tung ling center and sort of jammed over there. I cant play any musical instruments properly. I dun even think I can play the recorder anymore. I can play a bit of drums but sometime sits a mess. And I can just strum the guitar. Bleh. oh well. went home and all, listening to the radio on my hp instead of talking to them.
Im just so afraid. All of us better go out more often before this ends.
a moment in time.
22:55
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Sb sent me this song yesterday:
U2 - Vertigo
Unos, dos, tres, catorce [1,2,3,14]Turn it up loud, captain!Lights go downIt's darkThe jungle is your headCan't rule your heartI'm feeling so much strongerThan I thoughtYour eyes are wideAnd though your soulit can't be boughtyour mind can wanderHello, HelloHola! I'm at a place called vertigo (¿Dónde está?) It's everything I wish I didn't knowExcept you give me something I can feelFeelThe night is full of holesThose bullets rip the skyOf ink with goldThey twinkle as the boys play rock and rollThey know that they can't danceAt least they knowI can sell the beatI'm askin' for the chequeGirl with crimson nailsHas Jesus 'round the neckSwinging to the musicSwinging to the musicWoooaoHello, HelloHola!I'm at a place called Vertigo (¿Dónde está?) It's everything I wish I didn't knowBut you give me something I can feelFeelAll this, all this can be yoursAll of this, all of this can be yoursAll this, all of this can be yoursJust give me what I wantAnd no one gets hurtHello, HelloHola!I'm at a place called VertigoLights go down and all I knowIs that you give me something I can feelYou're teaching me ...aaahhhYour love is teaching me ...aaaahHow to kneelKneelYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
aw visa, I know im a fked up childish asshole who cant even flirt (wtf I have never tried), an maybe so does yh think of me that way too. Today’s been a real great day and it shouldn’t end like that. So uh, welcome to my life. Read the damn lyrics.
Simple Plan – Welcome to my life. Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screamingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeDo you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is overAre you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid liesWhile deep inside you're bleedingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeNo one ever lied straight to your faceNo one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okayEverybody always gave you what you wantedNever had to work it was always thereYou don't know what it's like, what it's likeTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeWelcome to my lifeWelcome to my life
so anyway, today was a great day. Sort of, till the end. Well it nearly got screwed up because me and Joanne found out that Kenny rogers was gone from century square. then after some discussion with other people we decided on pizza hut! Haha. there were about 15 people wating so we could get more food for less cash. Well it was fun. Lots of people from a few years ago coming together to have a noisy lunch and be a public hazard. I once thot seafood lasagna was nice. Lasagna just isn’t the same without beef. Oh well. but I do love seafood pizza. A lot.
While the girls went for take neoprints and some guys stood outside, me, bor ray, guan yu and sb went to the arcade. Guess what, we played air hockey! I drew vs gy n br, won then drew vs sb. (ya know, playing with sb is hard. It gives you more exercise than a game of bball) haha on the way I I met Olivia. I was just thinking last night if we’d have an eds reunion (which we planned just before sch ended but just doesn’t seem to be materializing) and if I’d get to see the eds people who were going to diff schools. How… queer.
So um, we went to century square and I played silent scope 2 with bor ray. Argh. My scores are all gone. And no one has even reached ultimate sniper besides me! And I totally failed today. 86% accuracy isn’t good enough. 100 for the win! Some of them went to metro. I went with sb n br to coffee bean and tea leaf to get a good drink (its my Christmas ritual to have an ice blended every xmas/December) those 2 were playing pokemon tcg, so I got bored and went to shop and save who I got convinced to share a tub of ice cream with the girls after I got a blue note from my parents. Blehness lah.
We sat at some corner between tamp mall and cent sq and ate ice cream. Nicole brought half of it home. Then we went to the arcade and played more air hockey. (its like the sacred sport of p6gep) then I went to the interchange with yh and took 31 to church for nigel’s wedding. (oh um… yh, you might be right. Heh.) omg sb hates weddings because it reminds him that he’s unattached. Bleh. he never took his chance with nini either.
I love weddings. Especially the white. (I decided to like white again) everything’s so pure and happy, unlike the rest of our lives. Nigel and Shirley finally got married after 6 years or smth. Yay. About 9 of us from our batch were there. I wonder which one of us will get married first. And to WHO? Gasp. Eh. We didn’t jack Nigel leh. Like its even bigger than his bday and we didn’t jack him. And um, Nigel, sorry about the car. Ill pay you when I get a job. Yeah, you get the scissors too. J/k j/k.
anyway the food was great. Yup. And we got to bring cakes home. This is the first wedding im attending without my parents. They went for another one at church this morn, but I couldn’t make it anyway. (2 weddings in one day in the same place is something rarer in my life) yay! It got to about 7+ and we went home. Apparently there’s a concert at vjc today and matt had to go for it. I bet they roped the vs guys in just to make money. Vanessa wanted to go play cs, but decided not to, so me and Dickson had nothing to do so we went home. Yay.
a moment in time.
22:25
Friday, December 17, 2004
I went through bastogne. I saw it with my own eyes. They called it the breaking point. Bodies flying everywhere. The germans shoot at mid-tree level so the trees come crashing down on you. Then the soldiers charge at you and its like endless. Even with a machine gun you cant hold them off. Wow. Then they bring in the panzers and its all over, till the calvary suddenly arrives, the tankers and air support. Wow.
I received two Christmas cards today. One from pris and one from aud reminding me to be faithful to yh. Bleh. I dun think Audrey reads my blog. If not she’ll know yh rejected me. =( anyway its not yh’s fault lah. How could I expect her to like me when I liked someone else? Haha. Anyway its not the time to talk about these kind of stuff. Yh’s always in my heart forever k? but just as good frens. Yay.
Dun think ill send cards to everyone this year. Its too late anyway. Ill try to send to those who sent to me. Hope its not too late. Ill go buy cards tomorrow while in century square. im gonna be damn busy tomorrow. 1030 must meet jo and pris to sort out lunch stuff, lunch at 11 till sometime in the early afternoon. Then I must rush to church for nigel’s wedding at 4. whee~ ill take some time tomorrow to practice sniping at the arcade. I need to maintain my ultimate sniper position. Heh.
a moment in time.
22:08
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Loving you is not just luck or illusion
It's in the make-up of our DNA
It's not by chance we make the perfect solution
Don't fight it baby, you know that it's just destiny's way
Baby lovin' you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby lovin' you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is oh so natural to me
Natural
We got the answers but there's no explanation (no explanation)
We got each other baby come what may (come what may)
It's in the science, it's genetically proven (genetically proven)
Cos when you touch the reaction it just blows me away
Baby lovin' you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby lovin' you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is oh so natural to me
Natural
Baby lovin' you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby lovin' you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is oh so natural to me
Natural
Turn off the light, lay your head next to mine
Take it slowly, a step at a time
C'mon get close, closer to me
It's oh so natural, it's oh so easy to see
Baby lovin' you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby lovin' you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is oh so natural to me
Natural
Baby lovin' you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby lovin' you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is oh so natural to me
Natural
I pwn’d aom today. My first game. Bleh. I need fps’s. Rts’s are too easy (besides ft. that’s just because I suck at ft.) cs : source! Argh when will they release the standalone? Well anyway I was supposed to go for tea at nydc suntec today. We met at city hall. Sb had a banana in his bag. So we were like wtf. Anyway we did this survey that darho told us about and so we got free smrt mousepads. Which is quite useless becos most people use optical mice. I generally use a piece of paper. Cant use any reflective surface. Well anyway there were 13 of us. Or something. Then mr tan brought us to nydc. We sat at this long table that made it look like the last supper or something. Whee. Omg the cheese cake rocks. And so do the 1.50 mushrooms. Wah lao. Its like our bbq-ed mushrooms lor. Except they taste way better because of the ham and mozzarella. Oh man. I love mushroom monsters. *Drool* whee~
then we went to the arcade. They all whored ddr for one hour or so. I tried out time crisis 3 and virtua cop 3 with max. I hate these 2 games. The guns are heavier, and the triggers are harder to pull. So when you use equal force as you would when playing versions 2, the bullets just don’t come out. Also its more confusing. Bleh. I thot they were good games. Oh well. so anyway they finished, then me, sb, Yvonne, Eugene and tc went for dinner at cheers/polar. We saw mr tan and his gf on the way. We stalked them for a while. Then went for dinner. They chased us out of polar cause we were eating cup noodles. I bought two éclairs and a chicken pie and they dare to do this to me. Fear my wrath. ….
I went to white sands cos nick told me there were lots of people when there were only he, max n js and they were gaying with ggxx and marvel vs capcom. Blehness. Oh well. I think im feeling ok. Hui yi says shes more loveless than me when there are hot guys chasing after her. =S so anyway yh rejected me. Wait. Was I cheating on her? Oh well. sorry lah yh. She wants to stay single anyway. Now prob the time to not care about gay stuff like bgr but to enjoy what little innocence I have left and live my final childhood to the best. Yay.
a moment in time.
23:12
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know
I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do
I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know
I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh, don't you know
I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - I miss you
I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
whee~ im rotting at home. And the hols are about to end so soon and im doing nothing productive. I cant study anything becos the textbooks are coming in the last week. I still have to read the alchemist. And I wont study internet notes because a) I dun know what topics we’re studying, b) im too lazy to go search.
Bleh. I downloaded the rise of nations thrones and patriots demo yesterday. The demo is so good you don’t need the game. Eh, but theres always a catch. You fking cant SAVE. So its either you complete the battle or you just waste your time. Anyway, if its getting late I just put in a few cheats and send some nukes over.
Omg I love to pack my border with missile silos full of icbms or cruise missiles then select all of them and send missiles across the border by the tens. I love airbases too, filled with stealth b2 bombers and yf-22 fighters and watch them decimate the enemy who hasn’t even gotten to the gunpowder age. Ah. The joys of life. Maybe ill buy the game. There was a gold edition promo (10 bucks discount) at the last comp fair, but I didn’t buy it. bleh. I think I might get it. but I still want cs : source. I think I might fall in love with cs:s if I actually got it and forget about my life. W00t.
a moment in time.
20:57
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Cross my heart
We say
Cross my heart
I'll be
We got it all
And we'd be fools to let it go
Cos I need you more and more
You're my life and I live
For your love that you give
And although my journey's long, I'll soon be home
O-o-o-o-own
It's gonna be so hard on my own
But I won't be alone
Cross my heart and tell no lies
No-one's leaving you behind
Just because we said goodbye, baby
Cross my heart I do believe
In my thoughts and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me, baby
Sometimes I think
That I can feel you breathin' on me
You're there so deep inside
And I like, what I feel
Though it's not always real
It helps me carry on, till I come home
O-o-o-o-own
It's gonna be so hard on my own
But I won't be alone
Cross my heart and tell no lies
No-one's leaving you behind
Just because we said goodbyte, baby
Cross my heart I do believe
In my thoughts and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me baby
Dream a dream a dream a dream a dreamin'
Wherever you are you're near me
Please believe believe believe believe in
Whatever I say I cross my heart
Cross my heart and tell no lies
No-one's leaving you behind
Just because we said goodbye, baby
Cross my heart I do believe
In my thoughts and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me, baby
yh sent me that some time ago. Nice song! Haha I downloaded wolfenstein: enemy territory yesterday by bor ray’s recommendation, and its quality is much lower than that of america’s army. The game is much faster paced tho. You make contact with the enemy in a short time. I prefer america’s army because of the strategy involved and its much more realistic. Well, im a 14 honor not-so-n00b now. Im quite good at medium range with the m16. but I love the m4. omg. Cs! I cant wait for the cs source standalone. It’d be so 1337.
Ok people. For the p6geppers: me, jo and pris have come up with a “replacement” “gathering” because the ri guys never started any. We wanted a formal dinner or date at first. (date!!!!) but then formal wouldn’t be fun. So it turned into a semi formal lunch. We needed somewhere nice to eat but not so common. Thus… Kenny rogers! Ok. Details!!!
Venue: Kenny rogers, century square
Time: 11 am
Date: Saturday, 18 dec.
I just realized theres just more than 2 weeks before the hols end. Omg. I want to meet the new people and get back to work, but I dun want to leave 2004 behind. Its so sad! Im not sure if I want to make new frens. My frens now seem like the best… boohoo! Anyway I just ate cereal so I cant get angsty. Yay.
a moment in time.
21:32
Monday, December 13, 2004
Do You Really Want to Hurt Me - Culture Club
Give me time to realize my crimeLet me love and stealI have danced inside your eyesHow can I be real
Do you really want to hurt meDo you really want to make me cryPrecious kisses words that burn meLovers never ask you why
In my heart the fire's burningChoose my color find a starPrecious people always tell meThat's a step a step too far
CHORUS:Do you really want to hurt meDo you really want to make me cryDo you really want to hurt meDo you really want to make me cry
Words are few I have spokenI could waste a thousand yearsWrapped in sorrow words are tokenCome inside and catch my tears
You've been talking but believe meIf it's true you do not knowThis boy loves without a reasonI'm prepared to let you go
If it's love you want from meThen take it awayEverything is not what you seeIt's over again
CHORUS
heh. During the movie I saw some really scary stuff. Stuff I never knew my own frens would dare to do. Even in front of us. Max saw. So did i. But *beep* told me not to blog/say anything. And *beep* wouldn’t want it either. So go guess yourself. Then we went to ezone and yamaha. It got real boring so I went home. Visa, sharan and max went to js house. Bleh. spent 15 bucks today. Im spending too much nowadays.
Anyway, this year was the best year. These hols, the best hols. Its been a great year. This year has been marked by these events:
- Eds camp
- kscope
- eds night
- eds amazing race
- s2 camp
- dhs open house
- dhp open house
- my bday =)
- the vip stuff
- new digi cam
- new comp
- new hp
and lots of other gay days filled with lot of crap like trips to bugis and neoprints and parkway and lan. You know, the memories just go on. But relationships don’t. its so sad. Argh. Im going to get angsty! Oh noes.
a moment in time.
21:28
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Omg six days is ANGSTY. Wtf like six weeks to live, then everyone hates the poor guys and his wife is having an affair. ANGST. Bleh today was a very good day. It was the last lesson of youth service forever. Like farewell and all, but no angst. we played truth or dare and ate lots of stuff. Yeah. A small farewell party thing. I should have gone with the others for lunch at parkway, but I had to get my hp today. I followed my parents to centrepoint. Quite boring lah. Times doesn’t have many good books. Borders for the win! Heh. Then I went to city plaza, but they didn’t have the offer thing. So I went to parkway with my parents. I got a new phone! Omg. I have 5 phones now. I think I should have traded-in in lor, but it totally crossed my mind. So I got a 6610i. Which is unlike hui yi’s because its silver!!! Whee~ I love silver… I also met Claire and some church frens.
Well my uncle treated the whole family to dinner because my cousin’s getting married on boxing day, and the youngest uncle wont be able to make it for the wedding. Traditional teo chew restaurant and dinner. Then we went to my aunt’s house to watch the star awards and have some supper. Omg gowns are so nice. I wanna go for prom night! Yh, don’t forget hor. Haha
a moment in time.
23:05
Saturday, December 11, 2004
700 free sms, 150 mins free outgoing, free incoming from 9am-9pm, free calls to 3 m1 subscribers (people tell me if you’re one) for $25.20/mth
ok. Starhub and singtel have 25.20 offers too, but they both give only 500 sms and 100 mins. Oh. And the choice of phone. The nokia 3120 is free, but got no cam, should I pay 88 bucks for the 6610i? (with cam omg) I think im going to parkway tmr after church to go see. Yay. I really want the 6610i tho. Cameras are cool.
a moment in time.
21:27
Friday, December 10, 2004
Go on, go on
Leave me breathless
Come on
The daylight's fading slowly
The time with you is standing still
I'm waiting for you only
The slightest touch and I feel weak
I cannot lie
From you I can not hide
I'm losing will to try
Can't hide it
Can't fight it
So go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me
'Till I can't deny this
Loving feeling
Let me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Yeah come on
And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow
It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
I never want to wake up
Don't lose it
Don't leave it
So go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me
'Till I can't deny this
Loving feeling
Let me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Yeah come on
And I can't lie
From you I can not hide
I've lost my will to try
Can't hide it
Can't fight it
So go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me
'Till I can't deny this
Loving feeling
Make me long for your kiss
Go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Go on, go on
Come on leave me breathless
Go on, go on
the corrs seem pretty good. 10 years plus and they’re still here. I finished both the curious incident of the dog in the night-time and LUE in one day. Still have to read the alchemist. Haha Sandra was in the news today. Found out from terence. Home, pg21. some article about her family going to Indonesia and helping some people. I had this really weird dream in the afternoon about everyone going to the uk and it really doesn’t look like London or anything. Theres this cliff on a mountain like the one in Hawaii where you could get blown off if you were too light. There somewhere near it was this place where you could learn about birds, like an air conditioned bird park. I think most birds would die in air con tho. It was something like the sci center or the discovery center and there was lots of weird stuff. Bleh. anyone read vina/mun yi/nicole’s blogs? these 3 are going mad. Especially mun yi. She’s having very weird dreams. I think Nicole is deteriorating from happiness because she finally found love. =S
a moment in time.
22:41
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find
Should've known better
I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know your not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know your not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
Never without your love
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay
And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know your not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone
Sam, max and js are right. I shouldn’t be whoring gtavc. But Nicole is wrong. No one that I know of (except maybe genex and/or sb) plays gtavc for the boobs and asses. And no I don’t like britney spears because of her boobs/ass Bleh. I was tried from morn till night. Woke up at 8 to go play vball and bball at some ungodly hour. Well its good to get some exercise because ive gotten flabbier since last month. Must be all the late night suppers… so anyway I joined max, hui yi and nick at mcd for breakfast. 2 bucks for a sausage mcmuffin and a drink (ie coke.) nubbad lah.
Then most of the others came so we went to some bball court to play ball. Bleh. bball still ok, I need more practice, but still can score one-handed which is a good thing. These guys started to put weird poles on the ground so we got out. Nicole and js were like “so mark, tell me about your life.” =S Then we got to vanessa’s house. I read archie comics. They visited ppl’s blogs and played the piano, which was rather noisy. And nick threw a ball at me for no reason. This seems to be forming into a narrative. Blah.
People who came (dont bash me if I forgot anyone): me, nick (who planned this crap), Nicole + samchye, max, js, ama, hui yi, tristan, Yvonne + darho, vanessa
Well anyway we went to orchard to meet yh and zw and jo and pris and fang ming met us on the way. So we deliberated over where to have lunch and we went to taka. Yaaaay oct balls! And beard papa. Then me and jo bought gelato! (so much less ripped off than bugis) tiramisu sucks when they add brandy. I like it plain. I like butterscotch the way it is. Me, yh, jo, pris and darho went to the library. Apparently darho wants to learn Spanish. He borrowed Spanish books. I borrowed this map of the lotr journey and LUE by DAdams. Good book. I wonder if sb still has the whole series? So anyway we heard the others were at cine, so we went. On the way I heard someone call my name and I turned around and guess who I saw? 1 guy, 1 girl! Haha. Fine. Ama and zw lah. So sweet right? They were going to heeren by themselves. (oh crap. Everytime is playing!)
Haha we did some stuff I canot say here (shhhh…) then went to the arcade. Those guys must have been playing ddr the whole time we were separated! (the oc just started. Omg this is gonna be a good episode.) I played air hockey! Gotta work on the zig-zag thing. You need to put strength into it and the right angle for it to work. Then I played this crisis zone game. And the sights were pretty low so you had to tilt the gun up a bit. Then I decided to play the whole thing one-handed. Yay. Pretty tired so we all went home. Was reading lue all the way. Im not angsty. Im just tired. Gonna watch oc now. Good episode. Very good one.
a moment in time.
22:09
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Yay I’m finally killing people in america’s army without tyconess. One was really tyco tho. There was this guy trying to snipe someone and was not noticing anything else so I backstabbed him. But I wasn’t noticing anything else so his teammate got me. The irony of it all… I’ve been dying a hell lot. At least you don’t lose any experience points (factor of honor) but im not gaining any either, because of the negative. So im still a 11 honor n00b. I can now maintain accuracy with enough damage at long ranges with the m16. I still love the m4 tho.
Phantom of the opera (the film) is coming up! 23 dec or something. I think mun yi should know. I missed the musical, so now I must watch the film. Why don’t we all watch it together? But dunno if after 23 is a good time. 23rd is definitely out. 24th is xmas eve, 25th is xmas, 26th is boxing day. There’s a window of opportunity from the 27th to the 31st…
Life is starting to get all screwed up. As in beyond boring and all. But I shant talk about it. Must stay happy. =) Bleh. at least im improving in aa.
a moment in time.
20:41
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
What would you do if...-Your crush suddenly asks you out?happy!!! -You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?get out of there quick?-Your parents had another baby?dun mind-You're trapped in a building about to explode?explode? Um. Pray for salvation. -You were granted one wish?like yh said, unlimited wishes. Was just thinking the other day about how people on fairy tales wish just one wish and live to regret it. -Aliens invaded earth?join them! -A guy (or girl if you're a guy) suddenly kissed you?shocked. Just continue with what I was doing… -You won a date with your celeb crush?wouldn’t go. Soooo inferior lor. -You were given a blue car?lurve blue… yay!-Your boyfriend (girlfriend if you're a guy) breaks up with you?get ANGSTY! -You win a million dollars. shopping spree duh. And save half a million or something.-Someone gives you flowers?if it’s a guy I’d freak, girl; keep it somewhere, or press it.-You recieve a love letter in your locker?locker’s locked yah? I shared my last locker with EUGENE. if the letter’s from someone I like the happy lor.-You fail your exam?ANGSTY, then eat ice cream and do my best for the next.-You get first in class?I’d be shocked then start to cry. -Your computer crashes?go lan lor. And anyway winxp got system restore! Most prob can repair myself. Just like sb. Although he screwed his comp up instead.-You get fired. get pissed and then find another job.-Your best friend betrays you?betray him back! -You had to choose between your boyfriend (girlfriend if you're a guy) and your best friend?gf = best fren? -You were paid fifty dollars to fill this out?continue!
bleh another one
ur dream partner..1.older or younger?+/- 2 2. tall or short?shorter abit lor 3. thin or fat?slim?4. fair or tan?in-between, tanner ok lah5. chio/ shuai or nOt?duh! But if the person’s nice then nvm6. long hair or short hair?shoulder-length? 7. eyes,nose or lips?huh? All of them duh8. good gal/guy look or a bad gal/guy look?!good as in not criminal, bad as in goes lan, bugis etc 9. punk,hiphop or rocker?bleh? 10. popular or a simple gal/guy ?balanced lor 11. henna or tattoo?neither.. 12. tshirt or polo?omg. Tshirt.13. lots of exs or less?less! If not very unfaithful14. a smoker or nOt?no15. a player or a jokerarent they the same? Player better I guess 16. a loose shirt or a body fit?body fit! Bleh. 17. an animal party or home guy?huh? Animal? GUY? 18. a serious look or a funny look?funny!19. a drummer or a guitarist?drummer! Whee~ love drums…21. w/ or w/o muscle?girls = not too much lor. 22. w/ or w/o hair dye?darkish-brown to black 23. w/ or w/o glasses?both 24. w/ or w/o braces,retainers?nah25. w/ or w/o contact lens?both26. w/ or w/o piercing?nope27. w/ or w/o tattoo?nope28.w/ or w/o shades?both29. w/ or w/o wheels?wheels? Robot! Ok. Cars? Yeah, why not 30. w/ or w/o cap?wtf31. romantic or not?romantic! (unlike yh. =S)
32. genius or a bad GUY?genius33. sensitive or not?haha. Yh’s right. Sensitive to me.34. conservative or not?good balance 35. pet lover or not?both. Dun like big pets tho. (terence I want your hamster!) 36. sporty or not?yeah! Vball+bball! 37. sweet or not?sweet!!!38. cute or pretty?BOTH DUH! But like I said, if very nice can liao lor. So cute better lah39,wat type of clothing you want him to wear?him….? If her, then casual lor40.fierce or not?not too fierce 41.out-going or shy?in between42.same school as you or not?same!!! Haha. Dunno lah same then can see everyday right 43.w/ or w/o hp?with lor. If not very hard to keep in contact. msn is not enough44.w/ or w/o style?yeah, original. 45.a gangster or not?NO! ew.
Britney Spears - Everytime
haha, finally got into some of the america’s army servers but im like such a n00b. I haven’t killed anyone. Most of the missions I joined were at night, so you cant see much, just shadows, and you don’t know who they are. So I just shot at them and they saw the flashes from my rifle, and being the n00b that I am, I just get killed. Argh. I want cs! Ok. All I want is a pirated cd shop in the vicinity.
Games I Want:
Battlefield 1942
Battlefield Vietnam
Call of duty
Medal of honour: allied assault
Medal of honour: pacific assault
COUNTERSTRIKE
COUNTERSTRIKE
COUNTERSTRIKE
Cs: condition zero
Any other shooter…
Yay! So we went to lan today. Haha, cs rocks! I was forced to play dota! So I used stealth assassin so I wouldn’t get killed. I didn’t know stealth assassin gains exp just by staying around stuff! So I got killed many times at the start, till I reached level 5. whee~ and death ward quite pro lah. But still its quite hard not to get killed. But terence’s hero was pro lor. Split shot and that paralyzing move. Good combo. As the second game neared its end, Nigel left the game and so did I, awaiting cs. The other guys finished and we played cs. Haha aim_headshot rocks! Especially if you get the awp. That’s how I got the kills. Fy_iceworld still good map lah. I love the auto shotgun. And the bullpup rifle. Those are the only two guns which I can use to get substantial kills. Whee~ loving cs. Then they played gunbound, so I went with bf1942. the flight controls seriously suck. Bleh. but still quite a good game. Actually one of the best lah. My fave still cs though.
a moment in time.
21:04
Monday, December 06, 2004
Ok. The guys went to wild wild wet today. Me and Jerome were rather opposed to it. Dickson and matt said they’d come but they didn’t! ya. So we went to the arcade and wasted 5++ bucks on it. Should have played the xbox thing lah. 5.40 per hour. So 2.70 per person. And they got halo2! Oh well. We had lunch at bk, then the other people came out of wild wild wet and they went for lunch. Then they all wanted to go bowling but it was full, so we went to the arcade again. Some girl called Rebecca was like super pro at para para. Full combo for one game. Then like A for all the others. Haha. Some of the guys went to zion in the end. I went home to play america’s army. Bleh. maybe it’s a good game, just that I dunno how to operate the interface. But cs is way easier. Yeah. Although there are many more weapons in america’s army. And I love the m4a1. whee~
a moment in time.
22:57
Sunday, December 05, 2004
We spent like half of bible study discussing where to go tomorrow. So now we can go escape instead. It’s still ex lor. I’d rather spend on 10 hours lan or go sentosa instead. Most prob we go escape lah. Then after 2 we’re going to matt’s house to hog his xbox. Yay! Maybe after that ill drop by js house or something. =S ok. I wont. Well anyway I need more games! Gtavc is getting boring. And im too lazy to do missions. Bleh. I want cs:source. But I dun want half life 2! Shld I get cz? Or a wwii shooter, medal of honour/ call of duty. Argh. Cant decide…
a moment in time.
21:51
Saturday, December 04, 2004
and from the official site…:
GASP. What the hell was I doing there anyway? =S
I watched lots of tv today. Should have gone out lah. But I wasn’t bored anymore haha so I took those quizzes and all. I want more quizzes! They kill boredom. You know, the chicken in nicole’s friendster account looks just like the chicken they sent into the air on the banzai comedy show. And a weird chicken it is. Some exotic species. Oh crap. Phantom of the opera is playing! Argh. Bleh. Apparently my church frens are going to wild wild wet on Monday. Im so not touching that place. I rather go to bugis (again) or downtown east (again) or just rot at wild wild wet. Bleh. I’m starting to suffer from CS withdrawal. Maybe I should go to lan sometime soon. Or get cs and play with the guys online. Anyone knows how it feels to not like anyone? The feeling is weird. Bah.
a moment in time.
20:57
Friday, December 03, 2004
I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of fire
Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire
And in the flames
Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire
This desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
And as she turns
This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams
This fire burns
I realize that nothing's as it seems
I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love
I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand
Sweet desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
Sweet desert rose
This memory of Eden haunts us all
This desert flower
This rare perfume, is the sweet intoxication of the fall
the lyrics aren’t that all good, but the music is good… the midis are strewn all over the net. But midi isn’t as good as mp3 right? Well, im using a download manager now (FreshDownload), so when like when anything disconnects the download, especially big files, can resume (ie like the america’s army im downloading now) instead of having to restart all over again. And anyway speeds are faster with download managers, say maybe 50-100%. So life is better now, to some extent. Well as usual I didn’t do much today. Its been quite a boring week. And it’s the first week of the second half of the hols. Time passes so fast. Oh and I watched all quiet on the western front today. Bleh. All anti-war and stuff. But yeah, whats the point of war? People kill each other because their leader got killed or they want to conquer the world. They don’t need to pull other people into it do they? Oh well.
a moment in time.
22:45
Wtf like Nicole, then aaron and samchye got frenster on the same day. Anyone detect a pattern? *winkk* So I finished watching band of brothers today! Its such a great show. Its got everything - combat, the strain on the men, how the n00bs get mowed down, the brutal extermination of various people… its sad, but at the same time you see this bond thing, and the whole thing just exciting from the start. 5 stars… Oh, and I got 6 stars in gtavc so now I can get the tank and hunter (apache) at the military base, if I can survive the army. Anyway I made the people riot, so its not a prob. And I also bought hyman condo with 14k of my hard-earned cash, which means a free chopper every game. W00t. I also watched sky captain (thx yh!) its quite good. But not as good as some of the other films ive watched. 4 stars… the floating airstrips are cool lor. In fact its possible to built one. You just need lots of hardware and labour. The brits or Americans certainly could build one. Whee~ I need to stop rotting at home.
a moment in time.
15:51
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
My aunt visited us today and brought me for dinner at fish & co. omg seafood platter! I love the mussels and calamari! The rice’s unique too. Like Mexican/ Cajun type. Haha, I bought lime too. Oh well. So SI reached its climax today, and all the fuss should die down soon. Except when they got new albums or something happens. Anyone wanna go out? I think I shall write a poem now.
a moment in time.
23:12