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Monday, August 30, 2004



a moment in time.
21:28

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Was today 1337 or what. W00t. the testimonies and message were quite good in church, then went to bayshore for some pizza party thing. Bayshore = the hi-life. Bayshore is not bad lah, but I think meyer road and tanjong rhu have nicer houses. But the design for bayshore houses are nice! Heh. Oh. The condo my parents went to see at pasir ris is near costa sands. So got lots of gay mossies. So I don’t wanna move there. I’ll find them a nice condo in the east coast area.

Well, my dad drove me to suntec. Yeah. we were talking about houses. W00t. Audrey yap’s house still the best. Ill get a waterfront house lah. If I got the money. Its my dream to live in one of those. And also my dream to get a computer. My first round covered the middle ring. I only got 2 brochures from acer and maxston. Decided to buy maxston’s gaming pc: immortal 6000. it’s the best at the fair lah. Details later. Oh. Yuhui and Nicole were there before me. Yuhui got some gay acer comp. stupid acer took away the comp I wanted. She was upset because she found a laptop at $1600+. and I found one at 999. haha. niao. Aiyah, desktop is still better.

Anyway, I had to wait for my parents to come at around 6. so I went window shopping and to the arcade. I got further than before at time crisis! W00t. a third of the way through stage 2. still suck at it though. Went around a bit more, met sam chye at some sports shop. He looks so… shuai! Haha. oh well. my parents were complaining of the parking. Then I told them to park at pan pacific hotel because it was just opposite suntec. And they were like millennia is jamming up! When the traffic was actually flowing. I jaywalked and got in the car and directed. My parents are seriously inexperienced at fairs. My dad was like this is madness, and my mum was speechless. Im used to it, got so little brochures, my mum doesn’t know how to evade them lor. And I could bring them smoothly through the crowd and they got left behind. Anyway, I got the comp. shit. My parents wanted to get 17” lcd, but crt was better for gaming (faster refresh rate) so I got crt instead. Anyway it’s a PURE FLAT crt, so its about the same. Specifications:

Maxston Immortal 6000 Series
$2,399.00

Intel Pentium 4 3.2C Ghz 800FSB 512K Hyper Threading
INTEL 875 CHIPSET Mainboard
1GB DDR-400 (Dual Channel)
nVidia GeForce FX5700 256MB DDR (128bits)
120GB (7200rpm) HDD w/2MB buffer
8x DVD+/- Rewritable
52x32x52 CD-RW (added by me: +$49)
1.44MB FDD
iEEE 1394 firewire transfer
Integrated LAN 10/100/1000
Maxston Wireless Optical Mouse Combo
Maxston Multi-media Keyboard
Maxston 5.1 subwoofer with speakers
Maxston 17” pure Flat CRT super sharp Monitor
Windows XP Home Edition (OEM)

= pwnage. It sure beats Eugene’s comp. and I think nicholas’ too. W00t. sure, it cost 2399+++ (because of cdrw and gst), but whats that kind of price for THIS kind of computer. Definitely high-end. W00t. *happy!* anyway, my parents brought me to a noodle bar at millennia. On the way, we stopped by at aji ichiban. My mum went crazy and bought lots of weird fish stuff. I got marshmallows! Oh. And the founder of aji ichiban went there. She and my parents got acquainted. Very rich lady, but humble too. And enterprising. She was saying something about rental rates being too high and shes closing down the parkway branch. No more free samples! Haha. and she also stated that if the government was so keen on enterprise and entrepreneurship, they’d have to lower rental rates, if not young entrepreneurs (Bizlab!) would be discouraged from starting businesses. Haha. nice lady lah. Anyway, the noodle bar stuff were quite ex lah, but nice food. Though the glutinous rice balls sucked. I prefer the ones at Bedok. The noodles rock though. Noodle bars are nice! Yay. Whee~ a fun day! Especially because I got a new GAMING pc. Oh. And sb wants me to put this up. Mostly farewell themes as you can tell from the titles. He sent it to me to console me about yesterday and to cure me from boybands stuff, but says its for everyone to listen to, here goes (I got some of the songs, they all rock):

Keane - Everybody's Changing
REM - Everybody Hurts
REM - At My Most Beautiful
REM - Losing My Religion
REM - Find the River
U2 - Peace On Earth
Chrono Trigger - Sad Theme/Epilogue
FF6 - Terra's Theme
Secret of Mana - Fear of the Angels
FF7 - Aeris' Theme
Desiderio - Starlight
Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane Over The Sea
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply

and the biggie

Yasunori Mitsuda - To Far Away Times

W00t. ill really miss him. Cheers to life. May God’s grace be with us all. omg! 11:11 again. heh. is this tyco or what.


a moment in time.
23:11

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Today has been most traumatising. The vip thing has seriously screwed up my life. The day started off pretty calm, went for a traditional breakfast at killiney kopitiam. Then a smooth drive down east coast and a roundabout at the tanjong rhu prime residential area. My dad said he and mum found a condo at pasir ris. But im not going to leave tampines, not after leaving dhs. Its my childhood, where everyone I love is closer. I wont be able to take leaving two places that are so special to me at once. Told him not to waste money on a stupid condo (I’d rather live in meyer road or bayshore.) and get me the computer. Guess what, he doesn’t want to go to the pc fair. Said something about suntec has serious lack of parking spaces and it’d be very crowded. Comp will thus either: a) come from simlim square, b) next pc fair, c) some custom-built or diy. Either way, its clear ill go on ranting about a new computer for a few more months. At least the memory can be transferred, if not… I’d cry myself dry.

Heh. We did nothing much during eds. There was nothing to be done. I played wei qi with sam while looking at the teacher’s day drama performance. Too bad we’re not dancing. According to some sources, there was sabotage involved. No explanation needed. Anyway, early in the game, I ate one patch of sam’s seeds, but then he invaded into my territory and took out some of the outer seeds. Our main bases still remained when we decided to quite and try playing checkers. With a board that big, its quite impossible. So we watched aaron and Yvonne play wei qi. Omg. Their game is not of wits, but of wills. Stubbornness and persistence is how you win when you’re playing with them. I mean like, aaron managed to recover territory that was almost already lost. Stubbornness. Played vball after eds for a while, then the psls went for their meeting, and me, aaron, cindy and rui jie went to kfc for lunch.

That’s when everything started getting emotional for me. We were talking about a lot of stuff. Then a lot of stuff was revealed to me that I cant say here. Too much stuff. I dunno why, but I just started crying. Especially about shi bao. What have I done. Im practically leaving my best friend behind. Well at least I hope we’re still best friends. But if aaron can leave cindy without a tear (he got will ymy), then I can leave shi bao, in hopes that we were still keep in touch. But then I thought how the both of us tried to keep in touch with yong han but failed. It was sad. Real sad. And a lot of other stuff also made me cry. But as I said, I cant reveal. I dunno man. Like how can these kinds of things happen? I mean like, everything I thought I knew about certain someones were a lie. Like nic says: MY WHOLE LIFE WAS A LIE! How true such a statement is at this time. All these thoughts went through my mind, and I was trying to piece everything together, but I couldnt, so the tears started flowing, like I was a confused child (which I was) aaron, cindy and rui jie tried to reassure and comfort me. There was nothing wrong. I still have no idea how it happened.

Cindy and rui jie returned to school for the dhp talk. Me and aaron took 12 to js’ house. I confessed to him a lot of stuff, about why I dun wanna leave dhs. Its so hard to leave someone behind. And the memories too. And we talked about the people. I didn’t cry this time, I had no tears left. He told me quite a lot of stuff too. And I told him a lot of stuff ive been keeping to myself. I think I can trust aaron. Yes. It felt good finally telling someone about everything. That was the comfort I needed, a listening ear.as we neared js’ house, the conversation got lighter. Yeah. haha. aaron knows how to cheer people up. Yeah. thanks.

Sam chye and max were there playing ggxx. But js wasn’t home. His parents were quite concerned. Js, how could you desert us? Anyway, I won max, but I lost to aaron and sam. My ggxx = screwed. I need more practice. And the defence-heavy slash strategy I use doesn’t work against lust shaker. Argh. People to beat: js, sam, visa. Yeah. I went home at 430, did the portfolio. I have tomorrow free. Most prob go to the pc fair by myself. See what they have there. Oh well. and shi bao, do keep in touch. I dun wanna lose you like how we lost yong han.


a moment in time.
22:48

Friday, August 27, 2004

Heh. Early morn vball is still the best after all these years. The cool breeze, morning mist, the store of energy, the dimly litted court. and of course, morning insanity, the wild screams and hypered moves. Something I’ll miss a lot out there in vjc. *weeps in despair* oh well. history was ok, we did some gay communism thing, and theres this pairwork thing which is seriously screwed. Acc was boring… but Friday weekly had wet girls at the front. That’s what terence said. Some wild wild wet thing. Terence was like “you can see everything!” =S

Pe vball always sucks compared to normal vball. No need to elaborate. My serves all went high but didn’t pass except the first one. Gay. I hate pe vball. I think hockey would be better for pe. Although you need more control. Played bball during recess. My bball is like super sucky after… a month or so without bball. Too engrossed in vball. I must practice some bball… maybe freethrows or something. 1v1 sb or Eugene or sam low.

Chinese was ok too. Although something really freaky happened. Eugene came into class to tell me and sam low to go to the dental bus, and Nicole was like “lao shi, ni kan ta shuai bu shuai?” or in eng, do you think Eugene is shuai? And mr yeo agreed. = bad taste. Anyway, dental thing was ok. Haha. the power of mouthwash. So nothing much happened except the guy put a lot of crap into my mouth. There was some small metallic things. Scary. He just said my teeth were in good condition. Oh well. nothing bad happened. English was ok. Aren’t we all gonna miss mdm john? Shes leaving next week. *sob*

science was SAD! And did you know miss chen plays ft? and she likes night elf! W00t! We learnt about stds. Some parts were hilarious. Except I failed the science test by half mark. My mum was right, my languages are better than my sciences now. Its scary. Science was my best in shps and in new south wales tests, and Chinese, my worst. The tables have turned. Chinese is like soaring beyond what I ever dreamed of, and science is dropping faster than I can imagine. Something is happening that I cant explain. Anyway, the better test marks are used, thus I still pass. Phew. I gotta study hard now. Especially for science, since vip concentrates a lot on science and maths.

Oh. We were discussing the vip electives, combos, and ccas. Ive chosen my 4 electives! Although these are not permanent. Philosophy or politics, film studies, mobile computing and more than maps. And my combo is c4! : chem., history, economics, theatre studies. But as mrs lee said, history in jc is hard, so maybe ill choose another combo. Cca choices, one from each group: air rifle (sports), drama club – EDS! Sob. (performing arts), youth flying club (clubs and societies) haha, then met some eds people and xiao xian. I didn’t eat lunch. me and xiao xian were discussing the stuff. Haha. she wants to take philo too! And yfc. Aiyah, most prob joking. She doesn’t look like the yfc type. She was like telling me to take tennis. =S I haven’t even played it before. But my badminton serves are like tennis serves. Ok. Confusing myself. Haha. then there was something weird Olivia said about xiao xian and seduction or something. Right. Nvm. Better not to put here. We’re hoping to get into same class. I hope all the dhs people get into same class! Then I would be really happy! Whee~

After some “violent” debating, we decided to go for dance. Theres a lot of confusion and stuff. We tried to seek mr ken’s help, but he wasn’t there for us. Its mainly about the sessions and vip and syf. We cant take part in syf! Sadness. But I think ill go see eds perform and support them if I can. Anyway, we did a bit more modern dance. And twists. Instead of sashays. And some new moves. I think I still prefer drama. Heh.

After dance ended, we played circle vball. Its as fun as normal vball! I spent some time at the obstacle course. The window thing has 3 holes. Aim: get through all three holes without touching the ground. I got too low at window 2, and got stuck anyway. Sb can do it. Then I realised you have to cross your legs and not use Velcro knees. Oh. And rope. Not too bad. I went up quite quickly. The wall was hard though. No luck second try. I need to learn the proper method. Oh well. its… 11:11 now. OMG! WEIRD. 11:11 again. Better sleep early. Been missing lots of the “beauty sleep” I require.


a moment in time.
23:11

Thursday, August 26, 2004

“I'm sorry that people are so jealous of me, but I can't help it that I'm so popular!” – Gretchen, Mean Girls

Essentially a good day. Although the comp I want has been replaced with an inferior version. Im like NOOOOO, theres no more 256mb graphics card! I can either get acer to upgrade, or go diy. W00t. if I build the comp myself, I’ll know the comp better, and give my parents more time to get that comp table. Not sure now. Shall go to comex and see what offers they have. I really want that 256 vidram. Only with that can it be a gaming camp. But the new comp has a 17” lcd! But it doesn’t have 3.06 p4ht, 120 gb hdd and the 256mb vid! Damn. My life is so screwed! Stupid acer.

Mr ng exchanged periods with mdm john. We had to take roles as insurance inspectors and analyse an accident. I really, really, don’t see what that has got to do with maths. One of his problem-learning stuff again. Oh. I got top for Chinese test (80)! Yay. Its like finally beat Nicole. Must get top for Chinese…

Recess was fun too. Went to the obstacle course. I went up the rope 8 times consecutively. I dunno if that’s good. I still haven’t failed an attempt yet. And I did my first try on the wall! W00t. I got up, using some weird method I don’t even know. I tried to walk up the wall vertically. And I actually got over. Weird. I got a scratch though. Oh well. I have yet to complete the two hands thing. My tummy still hurt.

History was quite bleh. Did the communist thing. I just realised we’re damn slow for history. we’re 5 weeks behind time, according to schedule. Heck, we’re slow for lots of subjects. It would seem we’re doomed for the end of years. But the teachers are miracle-workers, somehow we’ll learn everything in time. Mdm john had 2++ hours with us. In the middle of the lesson, some integrated programme guy came in. we were on video! Haha the tkam plotline group were made to present their stuff. But the videos will only be shown to principals. Phew. My group presented after that. Boring old stuff.

Went to swensen’s after school! 5 time. With 15 people! Best combo! : cookies and cream (finally), pistachio almond, chocolate freckles, thin mint and butterscotch. W00t. then we bought sausages! Remind me never to buy long, thick stuff with the lan guys again. Sick freaks. Anyway, I got a bratwurst and a honey glazed chic steak. The last time I took honey glazed chic was last year, and I dunno why, but it pales in comparison to bacon stick and hot dogs. I love bratwurst and beef dog! Whee~

Nothing much else, although I have to fill in the content pages for the history files… oh well. starting now.


a moment in time.
22:52

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Whee~ we finally played vball! Just before flag raising. 10 smashes! Whee~ but pe vball sucked. As usual. Though the final serves got over. I hate siva’s style of playing. Dig or set. Oh well. I finally got the weird volume area ratio through similar shapes’ lengths thing! Yay! There was no need to read the textbook (I don’t even think they talked about it inside) I did the worksheet and with some help from darren’s answers the formula just fit into place. Wow. Thanks darr! Assignment 2 is hard though. Haha. after like 3-4 periods of literature, the plotline group has still not completed their presentation. This delay has given my group an extra 2 weeks! I think we’ll give out the notes tomorrow.

Recess was ok. A bit of vball. Our side was outnumbering the other side (15+++ vs 6-7?) sadness. We played against some 2g and maybe other classes people. Then I played bball but didn’t shoot anything. Chinese test was quite simple. As most Chinese tests are. sad hcl people. I remember all their complaints about their test. Heh. That’s why I don’t wanna go hcl. Its.. torture; seeing your grades go down like that.

Haha. we presented the facilitated reproduction during science. Omg. Why didn’t anyone tell me about the harlequin fetus in our ppt? all yvonne’s fault. And I opened it last night and got a shock. Bad Yvonne. Anyway, it aint that disgusting. Just one of the lue trinity. Must go face goatse and tub girl one day. We didn’t some worksheet and got to see lots of… weird stuff. Oh. There wasn’t Bizlab because I said so! Haha. anyway we finished liao, so what good would a meeting be. We’re supposed to present to the vice principal anyway. Why us? GEEZ.

So we played vball! Whee~ then I got really upset about the vip thing again. Sure, its not a good time to bring it up since I sent in the forms for 4 of us and rejected the dhp two times liao. So I wouldn’t seem to have a choice. But jie xing and yun yuan became fickle-minded again. Badminton and ttg. Yeah. Nick was utterly tactless. He said ttg was old and would be gone soon. So bad! Evil. Yeah, its hard to leave. I guess sooner or later we have to move on. From what I gather (all of us made the decision liao, except the two of them) , yun yuan told me she has decided on vip, but jie xing is still on shaky ground, leaning towards the dhp. But I thought she said she wanted to go to vip on Monday? There was some dhp talk for them I guess. Like the one ng gave yesterday. All passionate and stuff. No. I wont cry again. EDS! Boohoohoo!

I forced it to the back of my mind and went to lan! W00t. haha. lost to Ziluo in ice world. Quite obvious. But I was winning him 9-7, then in the end he won 20-15. sadness. Dota was ok. I got a crap hero. Some goblin techies thing. Demolition experts. I mined the whole place but kept getting killed. Its more of a support hero, and that sucks. Oh well. must use drow ranger next time. And zi went on a killing spree. He got god-like two times and beyond god-like one time. His score was an unbelievable 24-1. omg stealth assassin is CHEAP. Oh. And cs was fun! Wen quan was like “omg mark. You suddenly improved by 30 times” and Nicholas was like “hey! Marks pwning wen quan!” haha. weird. They say ive improved. I guess that’s good.

But its time I cut down on lan (wait. Didn’t I say that last last week?) eoy exams approaching! And save some money to buy proper comp games. My parents say they’re starting to run out of money. Better start saving. We’ve been living on savings for 2 years liao. Where did all that money come from anyway. Oh well. they have enough to send me to college and quite a bit more. But I guess that’s not enough. Oh well. pc might have to wait. Anyway ive grown quite attached to this comp. ill look at the offers at comex 2004 this weekend at suntec city. Anyone wants to accompany me? Oh. And yh is getting a comp. heh. Must get a better comp than her. Yeah. tried. 11:11 again! Wow. Tyco or what?


a moment in time.
23:12

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Heh. Chinese test postponed to tomorrow. So far for all the words ive got none wrong, but it better only be those words we being tested on tomorrow, or doom. Geog and Chinese were ok. (w00t! quiche Lorraine!) yeo found out about the three of us: me, Nicole and terence. Terence is going to njc! So weird… but he says he’s got a direct bus there. And a ycertain someonex might go there too. Haha. yuhui! You better get into vjc lor. Or I wont get you the mood ring. Hah.

Recess was fun! Whee~ went to the obstacle course. W00t. my second and third tries ever on the rope. Both reached the top. So far: 100%! They say the method I use is much harder: the Velcro knees or something. That’s the way sb does it. I think its easier instead of trying to concentrate on tying you shoes to the rope. Sure, more strength is needed, but you dun need to think of anything else except reaching the top. sb and my dad told me it was a good job. W00t. so ive passed the ropes the hard way, now for two ropes without any leg contact. It seems quite easy; I got up halfway today. Yay! Tomorrow then.

Haha birth control ppt during science. It was hilarious (look. they had aaron, Nicole, vina in the same group) vocab was very well-concealed eh? “girly bits” haha. they were made to go into the details. And ouch. Those they insert into the “girly bits” must hurt a whole lot. Darren was like “im so glad I don’t have a vagina” crude. Maths was ok. I missed the last lesson (vip interview. Niao-ded ng) so I REALLY don’t get anything now. Guess that’s the price to pay. Shall have to read up. Actually I got the formula, but I dunno how to use it. Oh well. ae was fine too. Got a huge assignment due on FRIDAY! Omg. Gay lah. Test tomorrow and so many other assignments and this hist one has to be due on FRIDAY. Sadness. It seems quite easy too. I shall try to do it tomorrow. If there aren’t any… distractions.

After ae, ng came in to tell the class about dhp. As everyone knows, CL people are exempted from dhp. Evil fags. So mrs lee talked with us outside about vip. There were just lie me and Nicole who were going there in cl class. And yuhui too lah. (reme! Mood ring!) but yh was staring dreamily into class (hintsamchyehint) I dun wanna leave dhs! NOOOO *cries* no LAN! Omg! No JS or Max! no gay fags like Nicholas or hao jun! boohoo! And worst of all no EDS *weeps* oh well. Tristan and aaron and nick were kind enough to pass me their acceptance forms to hep them hand up. (I must remember that my greatest strength is kindness =D)

I took a cab to vjc with cindy and I paid for the fare and handed up the forms. So nice right? *Bhb* haha. anyway, took 31 to Bedok, then mrt to simei. We bought kfc stuff then went to darr’s house. They were there liao! No fair. Darr didn’t tell me he didn’t bring his hp. Fag. Very interesting things happened at darr’s house. I played tower defense and korea for a while. Haha. Justin put in the resource cheat. W00t. oh. And before I went to poop, cindy said I was a guest and shouldn’t lock the door. I took her words like a blind idiot. Nick opened the door. Smartass. At least I was smarter and had everything covered up. Heh. Stupid gay guy. Ill get you tmr! oh well. I did my part. Eh. I did 10 slides by MYSELF! Justin… played blackjack on my phone. Heh. Im so nice =D *bhb!* oh well. its 11:11, so might as well sleep now.


a moment in time.
23:12

Monday, August 23, 2004

adrenaline-filled day! its like the action never stops. but my energy has run out. stupid chinese test. we dont even know what kes to study. i mean like how can yeo have it tmr when even nicole and samlow doesnt know what to study. oh well. but anyway, today!

the first thing when i got to school: vip or not! i made up my mind liao, but aaron has to go screw it up by telling me his jie meis, ie, tristan and jie xing, were thinking of not going. and everyone else was trying to decide to go or not. this thing lasted throughout the whole day. explanations later. english was quite bleh. nothing interesting, although the assignment seems pretty screwed. theres a page limit! i hate that kind of stuff. i cant write as much then. heck. i can fit a 7 page essay into page 5 withbthe same font size and font. easy, page setup. heh.

geog also nothing much. talked about population pyramids. boring old stuff. mrs lee wasnt here for pccg. so we started cheering! once again, me and nick got obssessed with a gay song. something thats yellow and long! w00t! but after the whole class started screaming, we go reprimanded by some teacher who was having ct upstairs. oh well. recess. the really, really emotional part. look. lets just have a script.
i know you, seen you before
me: aaron, lets go find the others. they'll help (right. big help indeed)
aaron: oh fine.
*finds cindy and jie xing*
a lot of blabbering including stuff like: "but think about EDS!", "i dont wanna leave dhs!", "after camp i feel so attached" *some fake tears*, *me getting emotional*, and jie xing was like all badminton and stuff. her seniors and juniors want her to stay! star player! haha. but yun yuan sent in the acceptance form liao. and also, there were comments from the others "you've wroked so hard for this", "think of your career", "long-term, far-sighted", "better opportunities". yeah. whatever. anyway, after walking for a while in the middle of the canteen and proclaiming that we had gotten it (bhb.), the 4 of us just decided to go up the stairs. that was where we met xiao xian and olivia and si hui and tristan. xiao xian and si hui adn tristan got in liao, they decided to go. olivia, from what i gather, got into the interviews today, just like darho.
aaron left for for class.
mark: you two girls are killing me! my brain is going mad! one banana two banana three banana four
i didnt get anything after that. but jie xing got really passionate about badminton and cindy was trying to calm all of us down. those who walked past must have been, as aaron puts it, vaguely disturbed.
lea,if you go, i'll go with you
assembly time, so we decided to discussed later on after school. assembly = speech! haha. aaron talked about plastic surgery and britney spears! but where was the great michael jackson!? (smooth criminal ymy) so unfair. vina must have brainwashed him.
you know who you are. i saw you at recess.
wtf. anyway, after a ppt on the 9 month miracle, we went for dnt. i dont see why pregnancy is such a miracle. that group should have explained. dnt was ok. i remolded my plastic bowl thing! yay! its perfect now! *happy* so after school, me and aaron went to find cindy and jie xing again. jie xing decided to go, because yun yuan sent in the from liao and for some other reasons. i've made up my mind. and i think aaron too. phew. finally. after lunch, it was off to the auditorium. some popcorn thing, supposedly part of zaobao. omg. the "drummer" was damn good. you know, verbal drums. i can only do half/a third/ a quarter as well! sure, it didnt sound too realistic, but it was still the best musical skill i ever seen. its a gift! whee. oh. and lan. me adn reub took taxi there. w00t. dota! my games were really weird today. very very high up (super kills. oh. and i decided to use dwarf sniper, although he sucks. shall use reub's hero next time. must get the name for it. and i downed one whole awp pro team: including reuben, nicholas and justin. omg! w00t. is my awp improving?) and the very very low lows (screwed by reuben and nicholas' pair up. gay! and my ice world and de_rats were seriously screwed up today.)
i think i love you.
not that bad. chinese test tmr. quite late liao. better sleep.


a moment in time.
22:32

Sunday, August 22, 2004

heh. an interesting day indeed. went to church. was really thankful to God for the vip thing. its sad jia en and matthew didn't get in though. matt joined for fun. anyway, his interviewer was quite... weird. asked him if he missed girls (he's in vs what.) so horny! i went for lunch with vanessa, jia en and pearlyn. lots of interesting stuff happened, but im not allowed to say anything. borrowed some books then went home.

oh. and medal of honour seems quite good. im waiting for pacific assault. there're enough european campaign games out there. and rising sun has a singapore campaign! something you dont see much in a western wwii comp game. yeah. buts its only on ps2, gamecube and xbox. thats really sad. hm hm. nothing much. is there a chinese test on tuesday? no one seems to remember.


a moment in time.
20:36

Saturday, August 21, 2004

i'm so afraid i'll fall in love with you
i'm so afraid i'll be missing you
why do i have to leave you
did i make a mistake
it’s you
before i go, i must confess
i already love you
i'll miss you
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ok. so i was talking to nicole, june and aaron about vjc. Theres one obvious problem. Those I’m gonna leave behind. Its making me so emotional I just confessed a lot of stuff. All the nicest people I ever knew. June, sam low, Olivia, cindy… the eds and miss mint’s lot. And sb. Best fren from p5 and I hope, till now. Omg. I cant bear to leave them. Really really cannot take it. Im so afraid ill break down sometime and just start crying like that. Especially last day. I know im gonna break into tears on the last day. Its gonna be the most emotional day, even more emotional than eds campfire or sec2 campfire or p6 prom nite.
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But theres a consolation. We’ve discussed it. It seems vjc will agree to let us go back to dhs for cca, aka eds. If they do, then its gonna be a big thing. Something I consider 1337. the best of both worlds. But if we don’t, then it seems by accepting vjc’s offer, ive just made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I shant think about it.
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Today was fine. Went to Eugene’s house to do lit. the others weren’t there, so we played cscz. W00t. im better than Eugene at it! I think im gonna buy it, or at least cs. Ill see which one. Oh. And pc fair! W00t. but my mum still wants to get comp table. I dunno when the next one will be. I dunno if I should get a new comp now, even though ive wanted one for so long. This comp has been so trusty and all my memories lie in here. Everything, everyone, everytime ive known. Oh noes. Getting too emotional. Anyway. Cz! W00t! mp5 is da best! Heh. I’ll practice cz. Already I got screwed up by Eugene’s mouse sensitivity. Eh. I made one mistake with da mp5. I used burst fire and aimed at the head but it was too slow. Gay! No fair. Oh well
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Lit project is still incomplete. Yue zhi! Do your stupid part PROPERLY so we can finish it! Fag. Anyway, we watched ella enchanted after that. Ive watched it at least 10 times liao. But its still nice. And me and eugene’s dad discussed comps. The one im buying saves time on decision and choice making, is reliable (come on, acer is good enough right?) and has parts that will last at leats 3 years for gaming and 10 years for work. But it has repair and upgrade problems. Heck, if anything happens, ill just send it to the neighbourhood shop and they can upgrade it for me. Acer better have some good promotion. Like the free mp3 player and two free games. W00t.
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Went with yuhui to buy some ice cream. Finally some proper ice cream. W00t. choco concerto. Not royale though. I miss royale. Oh well. anyway, Singapore lost to north korea. I guess most people know liao. Sadness. It was damn tense. It was a draw game. Then the north Korean tycoed Singapore! Gay fag! Omg. Must have been disappointing. At least can get bronze. Yay. Oh well. might as well go to sleep now. No homework, except some gay maths worksheet I didn’t receive. Oh well. cya guys then. I’ll miss all of you!


a moment in time.
22:06

Friday, August 20, 2004

level camp! *chant* *cheer!* it rocked! especially campfire! 3 days and 2 nights of non-stop action... starting with wednesday

played vball in the morning. our final game before a week without vball. i cant remember what happened, just that after vball, we were all running to flag raising, and there was some pre-camp speech. Then we all got our bags and soon were aboard the bus, all the way to costa sands.

We reached, and were introduced. From the start, music was blaring from the speakers. Our orientation started. Got to know a bit about each other. My group was b10 (baboon) under section B (beavers) Yay! My tag said bio mark. =S I thought we were supposed to write group name! oh well. then we pitched our tents. Its quite easy actually. I was tenting with Kevin and a scout (zi bei), xiao yi. Then we got our stuff and it was the low adventure elements challenge.

Simple challenges to start off the day, maybe except the 12 feet wall. Our group got 10+ people over, while other groups before us got only 1 or 2 over. I was like third to go up. Dropped two times. Rather unbalanced. But I still got over! Heh. B9 copied us! They saw how we did it! No fair.

After lunch, we started on the high elements. High, as in altitude. So its like high up in the air. There was some rain in the middle of the preparations, so our group only got to do the trapeze. Omg. Scary. Only 3 people in my group got hold of the thing. Quite a few others managed to touch and slip past it. Just like me. I was doomed from the start. The harness wrecked me balls! The first time when I was climbing up the pole, the second time when I got stuck at the top (I was stuck because it got tangled) and then after the jump. The worst part is the column you’re standing on. Its high up in the air (at least 30 feet), and in the wind; plus it’s always swaying, and the surface area is just about 2 times your feet. Yeah. I jumped, my hands hit the bar, and just as I was about to tighten my grip, the harness got my groin again and I let go, to plummet to the surface. Then the harness pulled me upwards and again my groin was hit. Not a really good time. But it was quite fun! I think ill try it again. Some crazy ones did it again. Heh. Around this time I became flag i/c and flag-bearer! Yay. Flaggie! BABOON!

Me, kev and xiao yi didn’t get to bathe. Ew. The toilets were too crowded! We thought the other toilet (west) would be full. But in actual fact, most guys had gone to toilet east, so west guys toilet was practically empty. How stupid. We wiped ourselves with wet towels and I changed into clean clothes. No other choice lor. Yeah. It rained at night. Our tents got soaked but not really flooded. It was stuffy and humid inside. Quite bad. I didn’t sleep well. sadness.

I woke them others up at between 5-6 and we went to wash up. Met Amanda, Darren, yun yuan and yvonne. They were doing some stretches. Haha. Interesting. Then we dismantled the tents and breakfast was served. Haha. noodles with two fish balls and a sausage (perverted?) and a LOT of oil. There was a layer of oil left there. Oh well, anyway, we checked into the chalets! W00t! we had to rush back for the raft construction.

B10 baboon, us, were the most amibitious, expecting all 19 people (including jie huai, instructor) to get aboard. Our raft was a weird design. It looked like a square platform with two cannons at the two sides, like a armed speedboat. =S I love driving those kind of stuff in comp games. Sure, we took a longer time and were last to launch off, but we got the most people aboard with a successful launch! The raft didn’t break apart. But it sure as sinking very quickly with one barrel uncapped and the pipes filling up with water. Haha. but we were still floating. So seh right?

The sea was oily, just like p6gep gathering last year. We had to wash off the oil and stuff. I rinsed my whole self. Wet shirt! Haha. quite ok lah. Its just that you feel heavier. After lunch, it was the amazing race. I was feeling very tired and weak by then. Sleep needed. But once the race started you just feel awake. We got by with a bit of cheating and thinking and sharp observation. Heh. But we were last to arrive at the river crossing area. We were walking there while other groups were running. Yay.

The first pair got over first. Me and a girl (omg! I forgot my group members’ names! Sadness.) were the third to cross and we got over first! It was quite simple. Just stretch further and faster, like climbing a rope, and its made easier before you’re floating and feel lighter. Our group were the winners for river-crossing but it wasn’t counted. Oh well. everyone was semi-muddy and wet. Haha.

They didn’t even give us time to wash up before dinner! It was like disgusting because our hands were muddy and oily. And they gave us drumsticks to eat so you had to use your hands because the forks and spoons broke easily. Oh well. I just ate, and pushed the thought of the state of my hands to the back of my mind. Then we were sent to our chalets to get a bath. Obviously, me, kev and xiao yi were first to go. I finally got all the dirt off. It felt so good, and you feel so awake. Watched a bit table tennis on tv then we went for the campfire! W00t.

Campfire = the best thing during the camp. One of the best times I had! Everyone was amazingly enthu! And we were all singing and cheering with light sticks all around! Beautiful, just like eds camp night! (I was also in the same group as xin rong for eds camp. Seventh heaven! Champions!) W00t! I love these kind of stuff. We sang qing fei de yi! It’s a beautiful song; something I consider easy listening. The chorus is also very meaningful, to me at least. zhi pa wo zi ji hui ai shang ni (just afraid I’ll fall in love with you) quite appropriate for now. Our song was emotional and everyone was waving their light sticks! So pretty!

The rest of the performances and the campfire were nice too! The end was absolutely beautiful, everyone hand in hand, arm in arm and singing (crowing) the most beautiful songs by westlife (GO WESTLIFE!) and the farewell songs (graduation, anyone? Remember prom night?) it was so emotional! Really really affects your spirits and hearts. You feel like crying (haha, I remember I cried during prom night). There were the thank yous and all the other stuff.

This time, the post mortem for my group came naturally. Usually few would speak up, but suddenly most had something to say. Haha. we found out jie huai’s age: 21! Supper was good too! We took a few group photos then everyone went back to the chalets in high spirits. I was supposed to play cards with Nigel but I fell asleep amidst the sounds of Olympian table tennis on the tv. Oh. And we watched a gay Chinese movie. I don’t really know what it was about. But I remember the time bomb teddy bear. I slept really well.

Then it was today! We washed up then headed to the tentage for breakfast. It was nasi lemak! we had to do area cleaning after breakfast. B10 went for the high elements area. I picked up quite a lot. It didn’t seem like much at first sight but there were lots of small rubbish on the ground. We got back quickly; it was an easy job. Section Beaver was the first to get together. There was some singing and dancing. Haha. the instructors danced for us. Took another group photo then the prize presentation and lost and found thing started. Haha. claim your underwear and get 3 meals at marche! No one actually claimed the lost underwear. Heh. Obviously.

Prize presentation! Miss Dunman high: iris from b9. she was freaking daring lor. At 12ft wall she was second to climb up and just scrambled up it. Then at the high elements she actually sang and dance at the top. So not surprising. Male counterpart: Nigel from baboon! W00t! yeah. He’s a nice guy. Cheer i/c! whee~ he’s a good leader and sporting too! And seh lor. BOTH badminton AND npcc. Can die one. All the best! Best group: c14. winners from the start. They got all the enthu people, and were the only group who cared to get group shirts BEFORE the camp. Haha. they’re nice people. Yup. End the camp with flying colours. After more thank yous and some news that there wasn’t cca tomorrow, we took the buses to pasir ris mrt.

New cheer! I say Eugene you say chio! Haha. we waited for the others, then off to change airport! We had travel bags with us so it looked like we were going for/coming back from a trip. Swensen’s! hui yi, Amanda, Eugene and Darren kept stealing me coke! But I don’t really like coke so it doesn’t matter. Haha. anyway I got some roasted cheese from hui yi. My fave kind of food! They chose the flavours for our topless 5s, so it was randomised. Mine had all the flavours I wanted! Pistachio almond, thin mint, choco malt, peanut buttercup and yam! Yay! Had a good time there. We went to a few shops and then home. I never fail to be amazed by change airport’s architecture. Its simple amazing. Its like fusionised, contemporary and yet abstract. Simply beautiful. Flowing whites, translucence, sky blues, and an array of splashes of colours. Its like a dance.

I slept until 9. my dad told me there was a letter for me. Yay! I got in vip! As in final selection! Yay! So don’t have to care about dhp or grades anymore (at least for this year). Theres just one problem. I’ll be leaving a lot of people I like and love in dhs! Its so sad. I dun know how I’ll deal with it at the end of this year. Leaving everyone I’ve come to love behind. At least the two schools are quite close in terms of distance and we can take the same bus home. Right? Oh well. time to sleep now. 1:20 on the clock. Today has been a good day.


a moment in time.
13:22

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Whee~ finally quite a happy day! It was really busy though. For me at least. After the depression of yesterday finally comes a good day! The early morning gave us a “gentle” reminder of the horrific geog test. We had to go through the corrections one by one, concentrating on all the questions we got wrong. Its like stabbing a knife deeper and deeper. Still the first test I ever failed in 3 years! Its scary. Really scaring me now.

Chinese = SLACK. We don’t do anything but slack for Chinese. Theres some test coming up though. Mr yeo brought me to see mr ng. he recommended me for the dhp. And mr ng was like uncertain of my abilities if I had gone to hcl. Fine. I have to take a hcl test and get a b4 to get into dhp. He says all my other subjects are good. Well damnit. I didn’t get 2nd in Chinese for nothing. Nicole is in justl ike that and she beat me by 0.4! and I got higher than her last year! It aint fair. Anyway, he makes hcl sound so hard I don’t even wanna try. So I rejected the 2nd recommendation I had. I dunno if that was a wise thing to do. But im so not sitting for a hcl test. If ng has doubts about my Chinese (80.1 ok!), then I’ll let it be.

Science test was quite hard when I first looked through it. I had totally forgotten what noble gases and transition metals were. Then suddenly all the inferences from mixing stuff together and the properties of gases that can lead to noble gases, the fluctuation of valencies… all came back to my mind. I didn’t learn anything on it, but I inferred the two questions. Was feeling quite confident after that. I still must get an A! at least A2. my science aint as bad to fail. Unless its like me geoggie. Last year keep getting a1 then now its like… fail. *weeps*

Oh. I niao-ded ng during maths. I was like mr ng, I have to go to VJC now for my INTERVIEW. I heard they slacked that day. Yay! I got him good. Heh. I got a few well-wishes, so was feeling happy!. I spent the most amount of money on travel today. 10 bucks on taxi fare! To and fro from school. I waited 45 minutes for me turn. Two other dunmanians were there. A 2c string ensemble guy who knows chin (duh.) and a 2e npcc guy who asked me about Olivia. WEIRD. I think he likes her. He was like “what cca are you from?” “eds.” (it was right in front of him on my letter) “oh. Then you must know Olivia right?” there are like so many 2e-ers in eds and he chose Olivia. Aww.. he seemed quite nice. Ill ask nick tmr if he is. No fair! He’s taller than me. The se guy was nice too. Very cheerful. Contrast to our dear chin who aspires to be a dictator. Not so frenly, huh?

The interview was ok. They asked me a lot about eds and my scriptwriting and performing and my career (pilot!) and they asked me what I thought my greatest strength (kindness?) and weakness (self-confidence, nicer way of phrasing ego. It’s actually the severe fluctuations of my self esteem. One minute im all depressed because of geog test, the next minute, after ice cream, im all bubbly. But that would just freaked them out) oh. And I was dumb enough to tell them I FAILED (not flunked. I said FAILED) my geog test. Some score gone from that. And I had trouble pronouncing rivalling. GEEZ. Not my prob right? Oh. And I counted 3 lahs and 2 ers. I grade my interview b3-a2. oh well. I hope I get in! yay.

As I said. 10 bucks on taxi fare. The stupid guy went on long route. Reached class just in time for history source things. Mrs lee was holding some faeces. Something about diarhorrea epidemic in dhs. Ew. It was some teaching aid thing. Aiyah. The worksheet was quite easy, but it’s the conversion into essay form that’s hard. Oh well. Yay! Went to swensen’s after school! Yay! Me, yuhui, ying xian, rui jie and Nicole came later. I had my best topless 5 combo today! Butterscotch, pistachio almond, sticky chewy chocolate, chocolate freckles, choco malt. W00t. but im still getting sick of swensen’s. they suck. Go movenpick! I dun mind buying the 10 buck per scoop (in a WAFER CONE) one from Switzerland. Just one time. It was… heavenly. Well. Maybe ill take a magnum or cornetto after the camp. Whee~ we talked a lot. About a lot of stuff. Mostly about who rui jie calls my… “wives” right. Im not despo! STUPID AMANDA! HMMPH! Im not despo for anyone! Fine. Maybe yuhui. But its fake! I mean cant I propose to her for fun? Nicole had the two rings! Ok. Im talking crap. We went to buy light sticks then I went home.

Oh well. Campy tomorrow. Ill miss my comp! ill give it a hug before I leave. And ill miss lan too! No cs for 6 days (from Sunday) in a row! Dies. Withdrawal symptoms. I think camp will be fun. Xin rong likes cs too! W00t. oh. The AUG is good. And so is carbine and mp5. my three fave guns. Yay! Cant wait to get back to cs. Maybe after camp we all go to pavilion and have a huge lan party! Whee~ well. see you guys for the time being. Hope it’s fun. And I hope I get into vjc! Thanks to God.


a moment in time.
22:14



Whee~ finally quite a happy day! It was really busy though. For me at least. After the depression of yesterday finally comes a good day! The early morning gave us a “gentle” reminder of the horrific geog test. We had to go through the corrections one by one, concentrating on all the questions we got wrong. Its like stabbing a knife deeper and deeper. Still the first test I ever failed in 3 years! Its scary. Really scaring me now.

Chinese = SLACK. We don’t do anything but slack for Chinese. Theres some test coming up though. Mr yeo brought me to see mr ng. he recommended me for the dhp. And mr ng was like uncertain of my abilities if I had gone to hcl. Fine. I have to take a hcl test and get a b4 to get into dhp. He says all my other subjects are good. Well damnit. I didn’t get 2nd in Chinese for nothing. Nicole is in justl ike that and she beat me by 0.4! and I got higher than her last year! It aint fair. Anyway, he makes hcl sound so hard I don’t even wanna try. So I rejected the 2nd recommendation I had. I dunno if that was a wise thing to do. But im so not sitting for a hcl test. If ng has doubts about my Chinese (80.1 ok!), then I’ll let it be.

Science test was quite hard when I first looked through it. I had totally forgotten what noble gases and transition metals were. Then suddenly all the inferences from mixing stuff together and the properties of gases that can lead to noble gases, the fluctuation of valencies… all came back to my mind. I didn’t learn anything on it, but I inferred the two questions. Was feeling quite confident after that. I still must get an A! at least A2. my science aint as bad to fail. Unless its like me geoggie. Last year keep getting a1 then now its like… fail. *weeps*

Oh. I niao-ded ng during maths. I was like mr ng, I have to go to VJC now for my INTERVIEW. I heard they slacked that day. Yay! I got him good. Heh. I got a few well-wishes, so was feeling happy!. I spent the most amount of money on travel today. 10 bucks on taxi fare! To and fro from school. I waited 45 minutes for me turn. Two other dunmanians were there. A 2c string ensemble guy who knows chin (duh.) and a 2e npcc guy who asked me about Olivia. WEIRD. I think he likes her. He was like “what cca are you from?” “eds.” (it was right in front of him on my letter) “oh. Then you must know Olivia right?” there are like so many 2e-ers in eds and he chose Olivia. Aww.. he seemed quite nice. Ill ask nick tmr if he is. No fair! He’s taller than me. The se guy was nice too. Very cheerful. Contrast to our dear chin who aspires to be a dictator. Not so frenly, huh?

The interview was ok. They asked me a lot about eds and my scriptwriting and performing and my career (pilot!) and they asked me what I thought my greatest strength (kindness?) and weakness (self-confidence, nicer way of phrasing ego. It’s actually the severe fluctuations of my self esteem. One minute im all depressed because of geog test, the next minute, after ice cream, im all bubbly. But that would just freaked them out) oh. And I was dumb enough to tell them I FAILED (not flunked. I said FAILED) my geog test. Some score gone from that. And I had trouble pronouncing rivalling. GEEZ. Not my prob right? Oh. And I counted 3 lahs and 2 ers. I grade my interview b3-a2. oh well. I hope I get in! yay.

As I said. 10 bucks on taxi fare. The stupid guy went on long route. Reached class just in time for history source things. Mrs lee was holding some faeces. Something about diarhorrea epidemic in dhs. Ew. It was some teaching aid thing. Aiyah. The worksheet was quite easy, but it’s the conversion into essay form that’s hard. Oh well. Yay! Went to swensen’s after school! Yay! Me, yuhui, ying xian, rui jie and Nicole came later. I had my best topless 5 combo today! Butterscotch, pistachio almond, sticky chewy chocolate, chocolate freckles, choco malt. W00t. but im still getting sick of swensen’s. they suck. Go movenpick! I dun mind buying the 10 buck per scoop (in a WAFER CONE) one from Switzerland. Just one time. It was… heavenly. Well. Maybe ill take a magnum or cornetto after the camp. Whee~ we talked a lot. About a lot of stuff. Mostly about who rui jie calls my… “wives” right. Im not despo! STUPID AMANDA! HMMPH! Im not despo for anyone! Fine. Maybe yuhui. But its fake! I mean cant I propose to her for fun? Nicole had the two rings! Ok. Im talking crap. We went to buy light sticks then I went home.

Oh well. Campy tomorrow. Ill miss my comp! ill give it a hug before I leave. And ill miss lan too! No cs for 6 days (from Sunday) in a row! Dies. Withdrawal symptoms. I think camp will be fun. Xin rong likes cs too! W00t. oh. The AUG is good. And so is carbine and mp5. my three fave guns. Yay! Cant wait to get back to cs. Maybe after camp we all go to pavilion and have a huge lan party! Whee~ well. see you guys for the time being. Hope it’s fun. And I hope I get into vjc! Thanks to God.


a moment in time.
22:12

Monday, August 16, 2004

"what faith i have left"

today was a day filled with ups and downs (that has been happening a lot to me lately), but mostly downs (following the string of near-passes/ near-failures) today was going to be worst. english was taken over by mrs lee for history. mdm john was supposedly not around. so we had to copy notes. and got to se ethe japs' atrocities of the occupation. evil. just plain evil. like lynching. they're so cruel!

then it was geog. the very worst geog period/ period i ever had this year. we got back the geog tests. i dun wanna talk about it. lets just say its the very first time i have failed any sort of thing for 2-3 years. it was quite a high failure (8.5/20) but still, a failure. my grades are going down. i have no fking idea why. its like going down constantly, at quite a slow rate, but it was just passing last week, and this week, it crossed the passing mark. im so lovesick or involved in a relationship or anything. i dun play much comp games (fine. 1/2 hour a day is very little!) and i do all my homework the earliest in class! fine nick. quality, not quantity. i study for every test a day before. argh. what is this. a sign from God? maybe im not showing enough respect.

*switches to word*

The talk on the consequences of sex and abortion was like the saddest assembly I ever seen. Its cruel! They crush the baby’s head. And it’s struggling for its life and they suck away its life and body with some tube. Sick. Evil. I never considered pre-marital sex anyway. =

Recess was rather neutral. Geez. The second talk was lame. Student council. I wont even try for it unless im recommended. Oh. Then ng came to announce dhp recommended people. No fair! They only chose hcl people. Of course I didn’t get selected. Nicole told mr yeo she wanted to go to hcl. That was also the biggest mistake I made. Yeo came to me at the staff room one day and asked me if I wanted to go for dhp or hcl. Both answers were a reluctant dunno. And I said no to hcl. That was it. My chances were nil after that. Apparently I had been recommended. =S oh well. Maybe I’ll try for phase two. This time I’ll opt for hcl.

Science was all about menstruation. Right. After the ppt, the group showed us one of the gayest games I ever seen. Playing scissors-paper-stone to get through the menstrual cycle then to pregnancy. The concept is bad enough, but the actions… just unbelievable. The funniest event of the day: Eugene doing the actions for bleeding is a huffy-puffy, heavy breathing, weird pouty, gorilla arm-waving sort of manner. Hilarious. The only good laugh I had today. D&t was ok. My plastic bowl/plate/plane thing is seriously out of shape. It looks like a deformed heart shape or triangle. And its red! Aw… but seriously. Its sad.

Went to swensen’s after school with about 8 others. Oh. Nicole was a bit blur. After going in and out of swensen’s 5 times, then she realised xin rong was there, who had been sitting in the same place from the beginning. Oh. And xin rong was acting suspiciously. =S anyway, I got bacon stick and a beef dog thing. W00t. cold storage roasted stuff = best roast stuff for value. Nicole got a bratwurst. Its not much diff. though it looks like.. shit?

Oh well. Topless 5 wasn’t too bad. Haha. Amanda and hui yi gave me their peanut butter things! Its nice lor! I dunno why they don’t like peanut butter ice cream. Oh. And talking about Amanda. She told iris im despo! Hmmph. Im gonna cut relations with her dear fren for a while so she doesn’t get the wrong idea. Bad ama. Lets tell the whole school about the ri rugger and see how you feel! Fine. They all already know. Geez. (if I cant say it out loud, I can type it! GEEZ) went shopping a bit. Yuhui almost tricked me into buying another sock. Phew. I was trying to study science just now, and also packed some stuff for the camp. Now that I know more people it might be better… but it still hasn’t been a good day.

I pray to God that everything goes well tomorrow. At least the major stuff: science re test (which I desperately need to get an A in), vjc vip interview (im gonna take it easy and relax. Don’t get too tense), and ting xie. Yeah. Ting xie. Must get 100% I wont study for it. It’ll just get caught up with science stuff. God help me. Please.


a moment in time.
22:17

Sunday, August 15, 2004

w00t. went to century square after church and library. haha. saw yvonne s3 while going up escalator. why was she in uniform? =S haha. anyway i bought the new ro thing. sakura romance. i know it sucks but i needed to buy something. i just threw it in my cupboard. maybe ill take a look tomorrow. well, went around, nothing much, bought cheeseburger deluxe (which is the best value burger)

better study some science now. and pack science notes for tmr. oh. the vjc interview dude called me just now. was i supposed to reply to the email? oh well. anyway shes called mrs lee. i was like wtf why did mrs lee call me? they sound alike. but at least not same catch-phrases. *poke you eyes out* heh. i freaked out and appeared to be unsure over the phone. hope it wont reduce my chances. oh well. gtg now.. time to study. yeah right.


a moment in time.
21:25



W00t. eds in the morning. I just realised how good dhs would be for a cs map! Called like dhs_headshot. Or something like that. Oh. 2 player version = dhs_2k. and just outside the d&d room is like perfect for sniping, or 4th level walless classroom. The bball court area is also good for a fy_iceworld type map. W00t. maybe someday one will be made, just like acsi.

Eds was weird. We had to act out a newspaper article. My group: me, aaron, sam, Olivia, xin rong, Eunice. Our skit: Singapore idol. Lame right? I had to dance the lemon tree dance thing. I cant do it well. I think Darren can pull it off quite nicely. And I still cant believe that guy was from dhs. He taught bingy erhu! Ew. Weirdness. Haha. Our skit was lame! But quite funny. The crow – singers. Before that, we discussed a lot of stuff. Yay! Xin rong is in b10! And some shandy person from 2b whom hyung yoon and Olivia knows. Heh. Oh. And we talked about cs! Xin rong plays cs. Haha. Bet shes better than Nicole. Right, nic? Must 1v1 her someday. Or 1v2 with nic included. Or Eugene. Whatever. And talked about a lot of other stuff. W00t. I like eds!

They were clearing out the eds room, which is a whole lotta mess. Then me and aaron went to zion! W00t. cindy joined us for cup noodles then cs was started up. Haha. Ice world = rocks! Then aaron gave up and we played ft. I really cant play night elf now. Like. Bleh. Maybe ill just play undead. Im better at it. I conceded defeat after I met aaron when I was looking for creeps and got destroyed, but at least I had a bigger army than him. But my second unit was at my base! No fair! I think I progressed faster than aaron. 3rd tier when he was at 2nd or something. But he had wonder and wind. Utterly screwed. I gave up lah. Aaron won in score 60000+ to my 40000+. Oh. Then cs again! Fy_poolday! Won aaron about 50-15. handgun rocks. One day I’ll play serious with him and see how badly I win. Or lose. Then awp_map_fair for a while. W00t. I think… um… 10-1? =S sadness.

Went home. Watch some movie called “midway” it sucks so much compared to pearl harbor. Very psychological, mostly intelligence stuff. Just like vs! argh. Still don’t think they should have won. Went to sleep. Woke up at 8, had dinner, tried to do history. at paragraph 6 now. Continue tomorrow. Oh. Sb linked me to the de_Aztec movie. That is like the coolest shit I ever seen. Watch it for yourself. And quite funny too. W00t. quite a good day. But im gonna have to finished history and help my lit group compile our stuff, and also study some science before I actually fail the test. I hope/pray/must get an a for the science retest, or ill never make it.


a moment in time.
00:26

Friday, August 13, 2004

Weird day. So weird it aint even funny. There was some foreshadowing when mdm john exchanged periods with mrs lee, thus the earliest two became the latest and vice versa. It was quite simple, we went through the exam formats and discussed merchant of Venice. Still quite normal. Acc went past easily too.

Vball during pe was the best pe session ive had this year. For once, I counted the hits I got. A chicken wing! W00t! I haven’t done a chicken wing for 3 months. Then um… 8 back hands, 3 serves on target out of 3. w00t. siva thinks that two hands are like the proper. But I play single-handed better. My digs are just to stop the ball or balance the path of travel.

(ella enchanted soundtrack still rocks!) played vball in a circle during recess. Not too bad lah, just a bit confusing when 3 people are try to hit the ball at once. Then went with hui yi to library to print out Bizlab but the printer was screwed. So we’re late again. At least hui yi can pass it to mrs shu tmr. Chinese was ok. I mean like. Chinese is never good or bad. I don’t really do anything…

then it was history. corrections for the test. *weeps in despair* omg. That is like my worst history test EVER. Last year semester 1 I got 84.5, second in class! Now its like… 69. nice number, eh? And this stupid 10/20 will pull it down. I better not fail any tests. Oh. And during science, we learnt about the sperm. Heh. Cute lil’ thing. Then got back viva marks. Omg. Sadness. 5/10. I cant take any more of these. I must record down all the lousy grades I have and reflect upon my… idiocy?

Well… anyway… camp briefing. I hope its as good as eds camp, although I don’t think itll be. I knew *almost* everyone at the eds camp (now I know everyone liao lah. Unlike shi bao. He doesnt know who a lot of eds people are) in my group, b10, I know only Kevin. And Kevin only knows me. That is… sad. Omg. Sad. I don’t wanna go to camp! I cant stay off lan for 3 days! Its like death! Oh well.

Oh. Then we went for dance. Omg. It aint those kind of dances we’re used to, like intuition or reach *cringe*. Its BALLET. Damnit. It’s the kind of dance with French dance terms, something I know better as BALLET. Im not saying I don’t like BALLET. Its just that first step doesn’t really seem like BALLET. Yeah, its slow and stuff. But it aint BALLET. Argh. I’d rather have intuition. Ok. So I joined all three (drama, dance, debate) like a few others. I have to decide on one because all of them will be on the same time on the same day. Personally I prefer drama, but ill see what happens. Played bball after school then went home. Oh. And at marina, some guy took off the Mercedes logo thing at the front of the car when I was sitting in the front facing the front. And I didn’t even notice until wen quan said something. Blur me. Aiyah. It costs only 10 bucks to replace. That reminds me. Get some money to use tmr. anyone for Daytona? Or LAN? (before we are deprived) CS!


a moment in time.
22:43

Thursday, August 12, 2004

omg. today was a most interesting day. w00t. it started off pretty normal, with gone with the wind. except that mdm john has started using "whatever" just like the plastics! ew. we rushed ting xie during chinese, then read some stuff. went to check email with hui yi, amanda , mun yi and cai xiang during recess. i received the interview email thing just this morning. i gave a sigh of relief. haha. i was the only one who received it during recess among the 5 of us, and yuhui and nick also got it during recess. my interviews at 1145. omg. skip maths and ae. but maybe I’ll come back to school for ae.

History was sad. We got 26.5/40 for group quiz. Then we got back our test results. This is truly my worst test ever. 10/20. I was like wtf? Oh well. At least I haven’t failed a test. But just passing aint good either. Oh well. Nows the time to start studying like crazy and become even more hardworking than I already am. Maths was still ok. Um. Similar triangles now. Haha. I finished the worksheet first. Ng was like “wah. Fast sia.” Omg. He speaks in singlish. Literature was ok too, we read the last few pages of tkam. Oh. And mdm john said “wah lao!” she doesn’t understand dialects. After some explaining, she realised it was a bad word. Haha. WEIRD. Teachers talking in dialects now.

Oh. After school was even weirder. Me, yuhui, ying xian and ruijie went to parkway, to do literature. Actually to go to swensen’s. wtf. Hey. At least we discussed literature at swensen’s! omg. I had the 5 scoop thing! W00t. FIVE scoops of ice cream! I chose five different flavours: almond pistachio, butterscotch, peanut butter, thin mint and some chocolate thing. It wasn’t that nice. Im quite sick of chocolate ice cream, after all that rocky road. And yuhui put salt into my ice cream! Ew. Bad girl! Haha. Anyway me and yuhui bought a pair of baby-ish socks from mini-toons. Yay! I took one and she took one. Then went to evergreen, and I bought 2 notebooks! Finally something proper to write in. and um. A pen. Because I destroyed the triplus thing I bought yesterday. Sad me. I cut the felt-tip off. =S oh ya. On the way, some woman grabbed yuhui’s arm and was like “why so late still never go home!?”

RIGHT. I was like omgwtfbbq? Then yuhui, out of sudden realisation, cried out “hello mrs simon!” then I was like even more omgwtfbbq. Yuhui was like mark that’s mrs simon lah! Then the stupid realisation block thing hit me on the head. Haha. Mrs simon’s babies are cute! Whee~ we offered her the baby socks but she declined them. Hmmph. But the babies are sooooo cute! Haha. Yuhui bought a kiwi from mph then I went home with her on 31 with ying xian. Whee~ so fun! I dun care about history test, I’ll just study twice as hard for the next round. Yh and yx were so evil! They wrote “stuff” on my notebook! Then when we were flagging a taxi at school yh, yx and rj were like screaming out to some girl that I loved her. =S o_0 oh well. Still quite happy… I want no strings attached by nsync! Although I already have it. =S ok. I AM going mad.


a moment in time.
21:14

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i still havent received the confirmation email from vjc. hope still lives, but its just a twinkle now... so much for those songs of hope...

today was pretty fun. vball! then more vball during pe! maths was... quite ok. congruency is quite simple. just find the exact same triangles. me and nick were... singing pokemon songs. =S right. anyway. the tkam plotline group presented during literature. they only did exposition then it was recess. recess = no ball! after swinging a bit on the oc, eventually got some bball and played bball. =S whatever.

chinese was ok, just slacked, got 7/10 for passage reading. my chinese (and english) pronounciation sucks. argh. never mind. at least yeo says my written work is ok. (must get top in chinese this year) science was worst. the sex ed was ok, but we got back science test. it was sad. omg. i cant believe how low i got. 17/30. omg. at least theres re test! phew. bizlab was ok. then played vball (back hand smash! w00t.) then zion!

omg. the first half of dota was my best ever. i had like top score! until terence came. omg. he's cunning. he kills all your lousy units, while being protected by his units, gains levels, then whacks you. its not really surprising we lost. most of the time it was me vs max and js, and sometimes nicole would help, but then she went north and found out terence. that was when, we got pwn3d. cs wasnt too bad too. average. but still my best game of dota ever! well, at least first half. w00t. oh. and me, nicole and aaron had a really interesting convo in the taxi. heh. nicole's secrets revealed!

oh! and i got that metal ruler ive wanted for so long. and also a staedtler triplus! its like the coolest pen ever! w00t. still waiting for vjc email. ill wait till 11 then shut down in despair.


a moment in time.
20:53

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Instead of killing my feet at the ice skating rink, I made a wiser choice and stayed at home to finish off some homework. Woken by vanessa’s call about the parkway parade shuttle bus thing. =S its weird they don’t show frequency on their site. Anyway, I went to the sims 2 site. Omg. I am SO gonna get it. Its like all cool and stuff, just look at the site. The screenshots are like amazing and the features just pack a punch. Even though it hasn’t been released yet, its rated on amazon at 5/5 stars. That’s a lot. W00t. top of list together with il2 sturmovik, battle for middle-earth and gta:vice city. Yay!

Omg. Why is everyone still rushing homework at 9pm? Am I the only one who finished homework yesterday? =S sadness. I’m downloading the sims 2 body shop, but my comp keeps crashing whenever its halfway download. Just now I got disconnected when it was 96% completed. Pissed. O. and I finished the 6 poems just now. I think they’re much better than any of my previous poems. I haven’t written poetry for… 4 months, a long hiatus. I hope its better now…

Oh ya. I forgot to add two things about yesterday. First, we watched mean girls (or mean gurls, whatever.) I hate “plastics”. They’re bitches, whiny, irritating, sissies, think they’re popular … all just like bob ewell in a female form. I dun really like the concept of popularity. Its like all gay and stuff. People just like you because if they don’t other people will hate them. =S second: I thrashed Eugene and yuhui at air/table hockey two times! Yay! I still use strength and speed instead of strategy and precision. Heh. So long never one on one sb liao, one day must go ezone together then ill thrash him too, just like the good old days.

Omg! Downloads finally done. Ill see if it can work on my comp. shit. I downloaded the asian version. Which doesn’t include English. Ill have to make do with Chinese first. *cringe* ill download the European and north American version tomorrow and the content pack if theres enough time. But its fun! You create people! All sorts of people! Yay! *happy*


a moment in time.
21:49

Monday, August 09, 2004

w00t. i have finished all homework due on wednesday! tomorrow is poem day! i won't/can't rush these poems. they have to be good. i'll take my time and see what happens. no more lame ducks or running out of bucks.

today's national day! happy 39th birthday singapore! yay! *confetti!* going to ruijie's house to do literature project wasn't my idea of patriotism, but we were doing our part for the education of singaporeans! as expected, we mostly played. i finished my question on motives for the major/dominant characters, but i have no idea what the minor/supporting characters were. sad me. we played guilty gear isuka! its cool, but you have to get used to the controls. you have to change position using r1. thats sad. so everytime someone hops over me to the other side i have to press r1 and switch block/aggresive directions. quite expectedly, i lost. i shall practice. but i think ggxx is way easier to play.

we had PIZZA for lunch! yes. PIZZA! i wanted to pay, but NOOOO rj's mum wouldnt let me. =S my dad gave me money to buy pizza! hmmph. oh well. it was really nice! and i finished two sachets of grated cheese! yay! i love cheese! We also played game of life! *switch to word in case blogger crashes* Haha. Me and yuhui got the same ending amount of cash, but I beat her in life tiles! I was president and I saved an endangered species and other kind of pro stuff. Yay! Then we played vball at the badminton court. Rj and Eugene nearly decapitated a kid’s head. Eugene rawks at vball!

Then me, yuhui and Eugene went to harbourfront! Yay! I bought amanda’s bday prezzie! Haha. The bag’s real nice! I think ill visit that shop again. Its so… nice! Then we went to montip! I wanted to buy a white star or heart, but decided not to because it would get killed and dirty anyway. Oh. I want that triplus pen thing. Its silver and really, really nice! Hooray for silver pens! Haha. We went arcade. I played time crisis. Omg. After… um… a few months of lack of time crisis, I actually improved. I actually got past the first boss! That’s like achievement. I think my shootings improving. I should go back to safra to see if it really has. W00t. m16 w00t.

Went for dinner at zion road. Aiyoh. Yuhui told mabel what iris’ hp number is! I was like wtf? I never asked. And no yuhui, I am not interested in iris. Yes, she might be nice but I don’t know her well. Hmmph. And now iris is gonna get freaked out. Oh well. Bad yuhui. You shall tell me who you like for doing that. Hmmph. But I got to see fireworks! Really happy! It was like boom boom boom and lots of stars and shiny stuff and glitter and stuff! I like shiny stuff! Yay! (I went insane yesterday) oh well. Its 12:12 now. Time to sleep…



a moment in time.
23:55

Sunday, August 08, 2004

today was quite ok. wen to church, then century square popular to get pop mag and gameaxis (i have replaced cz with cs: $29.90) and had a deluxe burger form mcd. then did homework and listened to nsync on their site. its liek you dont have to buy the songs; my streaming rate is quite high, so i can stream all their albums quickly and its legal! whee~ had a really weird convo with yuhui and eugene just now. went rather madly cheerful and bubbly and confessed a lot of stuff. weird me.


a moment in time.
21:51

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Fk it. Blogger deleted my entry again. Im fking frustrated with my comp and blogger. Using word now. Should work unless Microsoft is as screwed up as blogger. Heck, diaryx’s no different. It still just screws up.

Anyway, as the sun rose, me and Amanda stepped into the hustle and bustle of dawn in Dunman high. Everyone was prepared and hyped up for one great performance, the history drama. I was just nervous about forgetting lines, but after eds night and other performances, you get used to the audience and stuff. So anyway, after all the preparations, we set off to vs. a few minutes (hours) later, it was the moment of truth as I stepped into the spotlight and everything just swept through.

I believe our performance was a great one. We deserved to win. Oh yes we did. We got merit. It ain’t right. We pulled it off well. Mrs lee had given the thumbs-up and visa told me “congrats on a good performance” vs and nygh’s were psychological. I hate that kind of plays. Well. The judges must have liked that kind of shit then. Comedy’s much better for me. Argh. At least it was fun and we knew we had put up a great show. It was just that our content had too much humour that covered up the historical facts, as the judges had implied. Oh well.

Went to lan after that. Omg. One of my best cs days ever. I killed 4 people in a row about 3 times, one for each map I played: de dust, ice world, awp. De dust – hiding in some corner behind some crates at the middle tunnel arena thing. Then Nigel came along with some other pro guys and I shot them all. They didn’t know what hit them. One of my best tactics ever. Ice world – max and some guys were coming after me because I was the only one left. They came in one straight row and I shot them all with an auto shotgun. Awp – they just leapt into my sights and had it from me. 4 in a row. I was like “omg! Im KILLING ppl!” w00t. good day. Oh. But ft sucked. The moment we didn’t help Nicole and sb, we knew we were dead. Oh well.

A good day, besides blogger screwing my post up. Was doing literature essay just now. I did 5 pages for question one than decided to leave qs 2 for some other day. I have 3 days left to get a lot of homework done : maths review questions, Chinese conclusion, Bizlab (final report!), and … stupid lit essay. Oh well. Tmr I aim to get literature done. Maybe maths review too. Chinese conclusion and Bizlab stuff by Monday and compile Bizlab stuff by Tuesday. Quite a rush. My parents are complaining about having too much homework and no time for holidays. Argh. There was never a proper holiday for us… never.


a moment in time.
23:20

Friday, August 06, 2004

omg. speechless. there is no word that can describe today, maybe disturbing... it started off with vball! yay! then sometime, sam low passed out in class and he went home. apparently the doctor diagnosed it as low blood pressure. i just called him. he's ok now. phew. details on munyi's blog. anyway, face paint! i was the second to get my face painted, by wen quan, yvonne and nick. and it was quite a horrid job, so i had to get sb to cover up later. i got half my face covered in white paint and two stripe things and my hands in red and white! yay!

the celebrations were so good for once! everyone was so enthu! yay! we won the singing/face paint/class deco competition! omg! most prob due to rui jie's... introductory speech and our loud, coordinated and beautiful voices! *bhb* haha. siva loves us! we were all... shocked. i mean like, how the hell did we win?! but still, we were all really, really happy! yay! and mrs lee has promised us pizza! yay!

we went to kfc for lunch! then rushed back for history drama. history drama was... gay. i had lots of trouble with GEEZ. argh. can't say i properly, so now i just tilt my head up to the air. much better that way. i cnat screwed that up, unless i am screwed up myself. it went quite smoothly... and cai xiang is finally satisfied with the romantic romeo part. oh well. i was supposed to watch ella enchanted today, when shauna informed me she could finalyl make it, but in the end she had project, so i went bowling!

omg! gay! cleaven was like super high score for once, during the first round. wen quan and nicholas nearly lost all their moeny because they had bet taht cleaven would totally screw up. aaron said i was off-form, i played so gaily today i cant describe it. fine. what form. usually 100+ at least right! i couldnt even get 60 for second round and got 70 for first! hmmph. oh. and sam chye got a aTURKEY! three strikes in a row! omg. hes good at bowling!

then we all went to arcade. first time played advanced course. lost to sam and nicholas. of course, i won eugene. heh. he keeps trying to make me crash, but i counter him and he crashes. gta skills are important in this. liek when you're trying to escape those cop cars. then second round: beginner with sam chye. i won! yay! i made him crash two times. yay. happy. went to library, then home. oh well... history drama competition tomorrow! better go through lines then sleep early.

oh yeah, we had a mass convo with mrs lee. the way she talks on msn is... scary. we tried to goatse and sapm her, but she didnt fall for it. sadness...


a moment in time.
21:50

Thursday, August 05, 2004

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO my post just got deleted by blogger or my computer but certainly not me. damn damn damn. well anyway, i tried steam just now. argh. i gave up on it just before my post got erased. oh well. ill just buy the real thing. cs 1.6 form somewhere. but i did have ice cream! rocky road! yay! i love rocky road... but cookies and cream is still better.

today was a breeze. history test was quite ok. we got 2 more questions than 2L costing 12 marks! no fair! and we only got 10 minutes more! hmmph. but it was still quite simple lah. better than stupid stuff like sbq or seqs. i hate essays. yay. pe was quite good too. i took the first serve and did 5 serves on target till i flopped. we won 3 games in a row, with no losses. js just kept serving and the other side just... missed. you should have seen the expressions and poses eugene has when playing vball. me and aaron and everyone all had a good laugh. imagine eugene pouting. =D his entry into eds shoudl be justified by that single fact.

rest of the day went past easily. our class notice board rocks! i like it, especially the cute lil' people at the bottom! yay! history drama rehearsals were good too... we took another step towards perfection. then we played vball against the vballers (10- 15 of us vs. 4 vballers) we outnumbered them, but still played... sadly. oh. and ama's vball fren, iris or something (from tristan's class, 2j) said that she um... knew me? sort of like her aunty's house is in my block or just across. ok. and she like knows my name and stuff. ok. so most prob ama told her. um.. why didnt i notice? anyway, i made on hit that went right in the middle while talking on my hp! yay! tyco... anyway, after all the steam crap, im really tired. oh well.... gtgs then.


a moment in time.
22:07

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

omg. ntuc's sellings pcs! its called the ePC. yeah, sure it sucks with 128 mb ram and no video cards and runs on linux (which is great... just that not many people use it), but heck, its like just $588 and it's like value-for-money thing. great for work but not for games... come on. games need at least 128mb vidram nowadays. my dad said that i have to get a laptop for jc because of all teh work you need to do in school and taking down notes etc. i want a desktop! its much easier to play games on and anyway i can get a pda or pocket pc to complement it. yay. i was the o2 xda thing. its cool. but costs 1000+++. i'll have to make do with some gay shit like the dell axim thing. but im gonna be damn sure my comp rocks. yay. or should i get a laptop??? argh. nvm. i wont be fickle-minded...

quite easy day... we've taken to playing vball for pe. finally... i did an overhead serve a month or so ago and never did it again. i keep hitting downwards. but i can get it across with maybe a spike or something nearer to the net. oh. then we played possession vball. ew. it got to my turn to serve and i did 5 serves on target in a row! yay! servey day! we're doing congruency and similarity fr maths now. it seems rather easy. but we need to use protractors now! argh. gone with the wind's fun though. talk about the civil war dudes. and scarlet isnt that chio after all... oh well. ella is! yay!

chinese was ok... science test was average. not too good, not too bad. i didnt discuss questions or even check them up. but i know that i missed out limewater in the co2 question thing, so i've just wasted 2 marks... argh. bizlab was ok too. we've got to get final report done by next wednesday. and im compiling everything. which is... not good. we have to pass up 4 things on wednesday: to kill a mockingbird historical allusions, bizlab.ext, chinese conclusion thing, maths review questions. pretty doomed, especially for tkmb. ARGH. HOLIDAY? why cant those fking idiots give us a PROPER holiday for once! i mean like in june hols we had 10 projects. and now this.

oh well.. we cant have everything. the national day song rehearsal turned out to be an audition. disguised as to make us feel more relaxed? i think we just lost out to 2g. but we were good! yay! though it got pretty high at one part and i couldnt hear the words properly. history drama was ok. i think we have gone quite far. i have to work on two things: stop missing cues as in scene cues, and pronuciation. when i get too excited my pronouciation just gets screwed. like chinese oral and dramas. eds night was pretty ok because you dont get excited when sb's about to rape you with a sword. you feel... fear.

played vball (yay. i can finally do two handed hits constantly and properly. thats quite an improvement for me after all the "chicken wings". and i still love teh back hand smash!) and bball after everything. i need more 3 pointers! havent taken 3 pointers in a long time. whee... brougth sb and sam to tamp mrt. couldnt find a proper metal ruler at popular! =( and they dont sell teh ro cd anymore! history quiz tomorrow. better study for 15 minutes.


a moment in time.
22:06

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

whee? today was quite a breeze... except maybe after recess. science test's tomorrow. and we're, as one would say, doomed. but i studied two times liao, actually just rushed through... but nvm lah... should be able to pass. although i want (must) get an A. i did all the answers for maths but ng wanted the graphs! about half the class didnt do, so we spent a period outside at the study area drawing graphs and talking. i was like saying ice cream dude was a sick freak when i realised he was standing not far away from me. i hoped he didnt hear. but heck, he is one actually. anyone noticed how he was staring at hui yi the other day? =P

ae was yayish. we split into three groups in preparation for national day. i decided to do the song. didnt do much. except sentosa. thats.. one word. well... i think our song's nice! yay! and so's our notice board design (i love cutting the paper dolls things!) and face paint thing, although i wouldnt trust anyone in the face paint team to paint me face. there are people like sb and wq and nick in that group... oh well

lan! nicole kept teasing me about amanda being pissed at me because i wasnt going to darren's house to do teh history drama props. but they were going there to do lit project and anyway amanda's always pissed at someone... heh. visakan was at zion! i was like omg and stuff. he said he had woken up too late or something so he decided to skip school and come to zion instead. bleh. i wouldnt do that... school's fun! well anyway, cs and farcry.

i beat visa in ice world. but he thrashed me in awp later on. far cry was pretty screwed too. my comp kept lagging, and the big vulcan minigun aint as fun as before... i love the rocket launcher. i must have gotten like 15 frags out of it. yay! i had a sirloin steak for dinner! i miss beef steaks... so i had one today! yay! anyway, i dont care about ella enchanted anymore. its just screwed lah. no one i wanna watch with can make it. pretty depressed lah. i need ice cream.


a moment in time.
21:29

Monday, August 02, 2004

im stuffing myself right now. i dunno why im eating, i don't even feel hungry, but i just feel like eating. i finished two bowls of soup, 2 pizzas, a plate of spaghetti, and 2 cheese buns. argh, no ice cream left! deprived!

we continued watching gone with the wind early this morn. scarlet = chio! serious. but not as chio as others lah. she sorta act cute too... and childish-like. the weird moustache and weird eyebrows guy looks quite cool. just like the father from the addams family. they look really alike. i used to think that the addams family's daughter looked really like nicole. =S

argh geog test. it doenst seem too bad. but i dont know what the outcome will be. i hope i did better than usual. argh. i hate oil palms. i prefer cocnut palms... swaying in the breeze, the calm waves and the call of the wild.

assembly was all about the dhp. mrs ego assumed the earliest we had heard about the dhp was last saturday. i think i was the first student to know about it... in march. at first i thought i wanted to join, but after i thought about it refcently, the emphasis on bilingualism and facing kiwi for 4 more years is not really that attractive. i hope i get into vip... or i'll take o levels. theres one whole class for gep entrees, so everyone can get in, but i think there'll be less than 10 in that class if we get into vip...

we have to do a song for national day. back to "MAH EVIL PLAN TA SAVE DA WORLD!" w00t. here we go again. science was pretty screwed. test on wednesday and i really don't think we're prepared. argh. screwed. d&t ok lah. plastics are fun to play with. whee! i like the sanding machine thing.

well... we went to the obstacle course! i can swing onto the top of the monkey bar from the other side without the bar for the foot. yay! you need to use a semi-pull up with your body at 45 degrees which iq quite hard to dothen twist a bit and swing up. i think ill try it until i can perfect it. yay.

we got to miss gone with the wind final screening because of dance auditions. the best i saw: last part of 2d's, the hand movements of 2e's, 4j's werent bad either, and 2f's play was kinda emotional and stuff but in chinese! ew. that would appeal to kiw. (anyone noticed ew and kiw rhyme?) well. our dance was good lor... i think... but i dont think kiw and his panel of judges liked it very much. theres still hope we'll get in.

history drama rehearsals were rather messed-up but definitely better than usual... yay! took 12 home with most of the lot, then 31 with hui yi, amanda and js. pretty interesting conversations we had. talked about criteria for partners (bf, gf etc) mine's simple: kind, caring, sweet and nice. ama's list is long... : christian, taller than her, have at least pleasing looks, responsible, and about 10 more... she'll have a hard time finding one. js... basically anyone who will screw him i guess. hui yi said her's was the usual... what is the usual? perfection? anyone? =S well... not a bad day. pretty nerve-wrecking.. but still a good day.


a moment in time.
20:16

Sunday, August 01, 2004

some quiz i got from nicole's blog and did late last night. was feeling kinda weird...

Last Cigarette::nope.
Last Alcoholic Drink:: red bull? Nah. Um… beer+ Chinese tea +coke… all full of alcohol or caffeine.
Last Car Ride:: from aloha changi to home.
Last Kiss:: mum? =S
Last Good Cry:: dont remember
Last Library Book checked out:: ask jun kiak… he was kind enough to help me. There were 4 books: empire of the sun, the cut-throat celts, low-flying aircraft, tkmb guide.
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: that was like… so long ago I cant remember. That’s why im so despo to get into a cinema.
Last Book Read:: ella enchanted. Re-read it today.
Last Movie Rented:: you mean people actually care to rent? Download’s much better. Buy too!
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: screw you sb.
Last Beverage Drank:: some weird rose drink with weird eye-like things in it.
Last Food Consumed:: cornetto royale.
Last Crush::buttsecks!
Last Phone Call:: shauna. =S
Last TV Show Watched:: cant reme… was it america’s funniest videos?
Last Time Showered:: this afternoon
Last Shoes Worn:: sport shoes
Last CD Played:: n’sync – pop. One of my fave cds now. Wait. Last cd - don moen – I will sing. My mums been asking me to listen to Christian music.
Last Item Bought:: ice cream. Lots of ice cream including rocky road and cookies and cream which I didn’t have a taste of. It was for the bbq.
Last Download:: bit torrent. I have no idea what that is. Some download programme reuben recommended.
Last Annoyance:: um. Ella enchanted. =(
Last Disappointment:: yeah. Ella enchanted. =( pretty screwed huh.
Last Soda Drank:: right. I dun usually take soft drinks. Is that rose drink counted? Most prob some coke sb forced into me. Oh yah. Now I reme. Pepsi from kfc which i took from yuhui a few days ago.
Last Thing Written:: sb auntie’s hp number
Last Key Used:: car keys.
Last Word Spoken:: BOotsucks
Last Sleep:: last night
Last IM:: june the eds junior.
Last Sexual Fantasy:: nic rolling around in sb, js and Eugene. Scary.
Last Weird Encounter:: sb writing about me and a bball.
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: cornetto royale. Yay!
Last Time Amused:: throwing crabs into the dustbin.
Last Time Wanting To Die:: a few hours ago.
Last Time In Love:: now?
Last Time Hugged:: sb = Cinderella play thing. Ew. Wait. I hugged nick yesterday. He was acting gay and stuff.
Last Time Scolded:: my mum for stealing my own hp.
Last Time Resentful:: to not bbq the apple.
Last Chair Sat In:: this chair. Comp chair. Nice and comfy!
Last Lipstick Used::haven’t touch that crap for a few years. Maybe last years Christmas performance.
Last Underwear Worn:: now?
Last Bra Worn:: when I was a toodler when playing at some department store.
Last Shirt Worn:: now. The nasa shirt I was so fond of a few years ago. Its original! From nasa world tour. I still cant believe I wasted my money on it…
Last Webpage Visited:: http://www.gta-sanandreas.com/index.php w00t. I want gta:sa! Hooray for gta!




omg. tmr's gonna be sooo busy... all the way till 6pm. theres geog test, then dance auditions after school (hope we get in), gone with the wind screening and then history drama rehearsal. damn... hd competition is this saturday. argh. we better win something... quite mixed-emotionish day. went to eugene's house to do literature thing. just copy and paste stuff first. then played cs:cz. i dont think its that nice anymore. takes too long to load across the net even with eugene's 1000kb/s connection. im lowering it on my list to three stars.

then on the way home, darren said go to ama's house to do history drama. hui yi and yvonne were there doing literature. my group has the long weekend ahead =D w00t. oh well. well anyway it was rather chaotic, with abel throwing cds around after i showed him how to and people trying to spike hui yi's face but the stray balls hitting me instead. at least we got thing done. i think we're quite prepared for tmr. i hope.

my mums complaining im eating too many cup noodles. heck. unless she wants me to start my 2 x ice cream per day rampage i'll take cup noodles. or maybe ill find some nice food. like cake! caaakkkeee...


a moment in time.
20:01


face to face

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