_colour my life_ my monologue

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

"knifey!"

today was boring. stupid lit essay. i hate essays. and i can't reme ohm's law word for word. stupid me. i should. oh well. of course, we did elec for science. and more of ohm's law. i think today revloved around ohm's law. and you'll see why.

anyway, pe. we ran 4 rounds. i did the stupidest thing i have ever done while running- i sprinted at the start. i was sprinting (and was first) for 1 and a half rounds. then i stopped and jogged. but a quarter of a round later, jeremy overtook me. then i ran, and caught up with him, but stopped. then nick overtook me. i ran. shi bao ovetook me. argh.

my legs hurt like hell because when the teacher asked us to stretch, i thought she meant stretch your arms and etc. so my legs were cold and stiff. and i was forced to run. i even lost to darren. argh. i seriously could not get up after that. it felt as if i had pulled a muscle. from now on i'll stretch my legs before i run... and don't run at the start

recess was yay. wished olivia a happy birthday with eugene who was delighted to be so physically close to her :P and gave her the card and cd. (cd = MAROON 5 = SO ROCKS!) yay! ok. so i played volleyball. and now i realise that indeed two handed hits are much easier and controlled than the chicken wing moves that i do. :S

chinese rocked. we had ting xie and compo in 2 periods. and i even got 100% for ting xie! and managed to actually complete the compo. yay! maths was boring and tedious and mind-wrecking etc etc. argh. *hates algebra* *and essays* bizlab rocked. but as usual i was doing the thinking and planning and designing.

ok. so hui yi did the draft of teh poster. but that was the only thing the others actually did. i completed 3 reports by myself today. argh. vina wrote the stuff down. but it's still someone else's brainwork. the gitasses. they can't even think of how to operate the lockers. *is shocked* or maybe they're just lazy. they said it themselves. sad sods.

bizlab was fun! we did quizzie! our group totally flopped during the science section, which was like half of the whole thing. but we did especially well in english and general knowledge. aiyah. after calculations, if we had full insurance, we would have won. but i guess we were rather over confident. and took no insurance. im a sad sod. we answered a lil bit more than hlaf the qs correct. but too late. science was screwed.

sadness. i went to lan. i was like the only "n00b" there. argh. hey. but at least i played legolas map fairly well. basically it goes like this. you only can use knives. and you go around stabbing people. i'm more experienced in this because of all the gay jedi knight games i've played involving the use of the lightsaber. and usually i dont use blasters. so i got top frag! yay! *is happy* but i suck at scoping. i'm usually too slow. but at least i managed to kill a few people once in a while when they were rushing towards me with a knife or something. i love the metro map. although you will die if u get on the tracks.

oh well. *happy!* but i need to do home econs poster now...

a moment in time.
21:45

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

"superimposed"

today was a mudane, boring day. :( we discussed merchant of venice during lit, and now we have to do another essay. it seems that essays are the only thing we actually do for literature. sadness. chiense was cool. we pushed ting xie to tomorrow. yay! we've postponed it for 2 days liao. we rock!

history was copying down stuff without even listening to the presentations, and science was worksheet and marking our worksheets. maths was doing some crap exercise. and i finally deciphered the mystery of NON-linear equations. yay! i can do elimination and substitution now. but i still have difficulties with substitution. i love elimination. it's like the best way out. so far...as i said, boring. ae was the same, we just copied stuff down. and now we have to do another essay on it. ARGH. *hates essays* *wants mcq*

bah. boring. bought dove hazelnut choco from cheers, went to this popular fair and bought "the white mountains" by john christopher. it's super-brill. really really good storyline and the concept of stuff is good too. yay! well... i'm tired now... guess it's best i sleep... *snore*

a moment in time.
22:23

Monday, March 29, 2004

"when it's cold outside and i got nobody to love" - harder to breathe, maroon 5

today was so WEIRD!

we were gracefully informed during english that we would all be trying out for the speech comp this year. most prob i wont get in, but this year is more of mi week than speech. you have to do research on haw par villa and give an advertising speech on why the council should accept your plan and how it helps make haw par villa popilar again. it's really, really like mi week. just that it's haw par villa. sadness. 2nd mi week.

chinese was so cool. we skipped ting xie to talk about teen life and friday weekly news and all the other creative stuff mr yeo loves to talk about. it's so fun. i love chinese.

assembly rocked. i think this was the best assembly ever. there wasnt a single speech spoken. it was just music. symphonic band performed a few pieces. i think passion of christ was brlliant. and wen quan played the triangle!!! and he's good at it, real fast. the duet wasn't bad. and the solo clarinet guy was pro. i loved especially the middle of passion of christ. wow. nice one, band

recess was funky. there was this cuttlefish thingy the malay stall was selling and ziluo and kev said that the sale of this was rare and that they were delicious. so of course i tried. itf it weren't so oily, it would have been very nice. i ate 2 packs of it. argh *high cholesterol and high oil*i need more healthy stuff like a fresh subway sandwich. i havent eaten subway sadnwiches in like half a week liao. *feels empty*

anyway, pccg was never pccg. and the same for today. we just did some weird walkathon review/survey thing. bleh. acc was so cool. on kev's tables were two butterflies mating. WEIRD. you could actially see everything. ok. *is gonna freak out if i dont stop* home econs sucked. i screwed up my handphone pouch. sad me. i have to complete it tmr.

anyway, i had lunch in school, and rushed home to complete as much homework as i could. but basically i slacked. im just worried about tmr. there's ting xie and sewing. and bizlab. and speech. and chinese news report. there's too much stuff. *must not get stressed*

a moment in time.
21:30

Sunday, March 28, 2004

although i'm currently fighting sleep, i shall force myself into doing this personality quiz thing i found on nic's blog. i have a weakness for them.

Name four bad habits you have:

* Rudeness
* Talking crap
* Talking to myself
* Being in either extremes of self-esteem

Name four things that you wish you had:

* NEW COMPY!!!!
* Lord of the Rings Trilogy
* Rise of Nations and Condition Zero or Empires
* Salvation.

Name a scent you love:

* Flowers. i love nature.

Name four people that know you the best:

* Parents
* Shi Bao?
* Myself
* not God... uh... eugene? *freaks out* ok. i dunno.

Name two things you'd never wear:

* birthday suit
* skimpy stuff

Name four things you are thinking about now:

* sleep
* flying
* people
* frens!

Name four things that you have done today:

* go to church
* counterstrike and frozen throne
* eat cake!
* beat the hell out of the byzantines with the huns

Name the last four things you have bought:

* ham and cheese sandwich
* ice milo
* wafer ice cream (yesterday)
* 1.5l water (yesterday)

Name five things most people don't know you like:

* *person*
* eagles (the song group)
* eagles (the birds)
* red hat linux
* rock groups like maroon 5 and linkin park

Name five drinks you regularly drink:

* horlick chocolate and ice milo
* choco or fresh milk
* choco milkshake
* papaya milkshake
* water

First grade teacher name?

* Mdm Mastura

Last words you said:

* why am i still awake?

Last song you sang?

* church songs

Last person you hugged?

* mum. or matthew when i killed him.

Last thing you laughed at?

* when i headshot matthew.

Last time you said 'I Love You' and meant it?

* this year in jan.

Last time you cried?

* in my sleep yesterday night

What's in your CD player?

* Bee Gees Greateast Hits and Westlife Turnaround

What color socks are you wearing?

* no socks.

What's under your bed?

* dustbunnies!!!!

What time did you wake up today?

* 9:50

Current taste?

* decomposing cheese cake

Current hair?

* short rather weird spiky but soft style black hair.

Current clothes?

* shirt and shorts.

Current annoyance?

* stupid scab on left knee

Current longing?

* sleep.

Current worry?

* not enough money

Current hate?

* stupid scab on left knee...again.

Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?

* :S boobies!!! ok. no. i prefer personality.

Last CD you bought?

* turnaround by westlife

Favorite place to be?

* having fun with frens at bball or lan
* switzerland with my frens just enjoying the scenery and talking bout the good old days

Least favorite place?

* torture chambers. like exam rooms and gas chambers or a enclosed room filled with js's.

If you could play an instrument?

* drums...

Favorite color?

* pastel colours (lavender, baby blue etc) and of course pure colours (white and silver)

Do you believe in an afterlife?

* Yup. heaven or bust.

How tall are you?

* taller than Nicole!!! 165-166 cm.

Current favorite word/saying?

* you bleeding gitass.

Favorite book?

* Lord of the Rings!!!! or the yearbook.

Favorite season?

* Spring!!! so pretty!!!

One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:

* Hui Yi in kindergarten! or the people i knew before they hated me.

Favorite day?

* saturdays... there's eds and bball and yoshinoya and lotsa other fun stuff!

Where would you like to go

* Vitznau with frens hanging out under the sun. or in a jumbojet with them.

What is your career going to be like?

* flying!!! or something blissful. or sad. whatever.

How many kids do you want?

* 2? a boy and a girl.

Favorite car?

* mercedes! or limo! or beetle!

Type a line you remember from any book:

* "you cannot pass!!!" - gandalf, lord of the rings

A random lyric:

* "this love has taken it's toll" - this love, maroon 5

Identify some of the things surrounding your computer:

* books, cds, files, boxes, birthday cards, f-16 model, koala bear, tcgs, lotr books, specs, 2 keyboards, 5 mice, dell brochure, acer brochure, 50 bucks :S, lotr poker cards, youniverse booklet, computer times, lego model, calender, school bag, eurofighter glider, me.

finally done.

a moment in time.
22:27

"this love has taken it's toll"- this love, maroon 5

can't think properly...need... cake... need... cake ... i1ce cr3eammm.

maroon 5 rocks. "songs about jane" is so freaking cool. not coming home rocks. so does sunday morning. and secret. and all the others. holy shit. not coming home's guitar sounds so bloody nice. and the rhythm is like pro.

damn. i need the album... not fair, olivia gets so many things like 2 cds and a shirt from just her frens, and her family and relatives are giving her stuff too. hmmph. all i want is band of brothers. or something like pearl harbor. or return of the king. or condition zero or warcraft. whatever. my mind's going off. people, i want cds.

went to zion today with matthew. so cool. cs and ft. i can now headshot!!!! with a rifle. sad. and maybe sometimes with a handgun or machine gun if i'm really that tyco. we played the usual brown buildings crates etc map (think it's called aztec) and this really really cool map. with a control room and a platform and weird entrances/exits and an army truck. dunno what's it called. but it's real good for sniping unless someone comes from behind and knives you. woot.

frozen throne was worse. we played against 2 normal comps. and i was like matt, attack them before they develop their army and own us. and i had 15 huntresses and 2 heros and 3 dryads and other weird stuff by that time. we could have easily defeated one army because he had glaive throwers. the bloody gitass. he wanted to build up a second base when i had already completed mine. hmmph. in the end he got killed by some lvl 10 dragon in the middle of the map. and i was left alone to defend both of our bases while he rebuilt. git.

oh well. nothing much. *hopes i get 100% for ting xie tmr*

a moment in time.
20:18

Saturday, March 27, 2004

omg. *is thoroughly shocked*, as in total devastation, the kind where people just go mad. first, i score at bball, then eugene is about to spend 40 bucks on olivia, and now hui yi was from my kindergarten. i just found a class pic. and under chen huiyi is hui yi! OMGOMGOMGOMG. she's sooooo..... WHITE! i guess everyone was back then. omg. i still can't believe it... i knew there were people from my church and shps in my kindergarten. but like hui yi... argh. i'm gonna die soon. or hallucinate. whatever.

a moment in time.
23:10

"gary? oh....the bastard right?"-mark
"gary has been owned...by mark"-jadius

GEP 20th anniversary today!!! it was so fun!!! i woke up early in the morning and went to teacher's network at grange road. it was so misty!!! so pretty! misty stuff are so pretty!

it was like most of the WHOLE secondary gep was walking the walkathon thing. i really think it wasn't 10km. it was too quick to be 10km. and me and justin could have compiled at least half a warcraft 3 guide from the stuff we talked about through the journey. what was the use of the walkathon anyway? i know it was to be an incentive for people to give us money for the cards, but my relatives gave without knowing about the walk. :S

oh well. we thought we were going to be dismissed from there but noooo... we still had to go and support the busking teams after we had a quick lunch. i wasn't planning to go ice skating (this term's p6gep class gat) as my scab on the left knee still hurt and i hated the blisters and stuff that came from ice skating. sorry guys... some other day kaes????

i was planning to go lan... but it cost 2.50 an hour. urgh. that's daylkight robbery. anyway, i followed the lan guys to burger king for lunch. had a breakfast meal. my first time at bk for brunch and i have a superb impression of it. the crossiant rocked. yummy!!! so much better than macdonalds.

went to see teh busking. dhs was performing dance, singing and wushu. i heard wushu had flopped, but i watched their 2nd performance and i think it's brilliant!!! and singing and dance was nice too!! me and eugene went to see cds at sembawang music and cd rama.

he wanna buy olivia a maroon 5 album called songs about jane. maroon 5 is nice. something nice and refreshing. and although it's hard to admit, they have better voices than westlife... :S and the tunes are good. "harder to breathe" and "this love" are brilliant. but i still like ballads better... anyway... eugene is willing to spend 40 bucks on olivia. i mean 40 bucks for one girl. it's rather obvious there's something special right? *wink wink*. ok. so actually im buying the cd. but bah. what the heck.

we gave up on busking as the performances were repeated, so i went with amanda, sharan, yvonne, aaron, eugene and chin to go around and help ama finish her flag selling... one or two tactics we found out. always surround the target with supporting people, then they will feel a sorta peer pressure to buy, and also target couples, as either party is supposed to be ncie and kind etc to the partner and to other people to show the person's niceness, so he/she will give us money!!

well...we finished, and went to taka for ice cream. amanda treated us to ice cream. i treated her to a sundae once, so this is a payback. yay. ice cream tastes better when it's from someone else. awww... we took the mrt to tampines and then to ama's house to play bball!!! (oh..i LOVE bball)

the others made me and eugene wait for half an hour or so. we played with these 3 girls. fun! bball rocks. and it was like yesterday's game. pass and shoot and score. but they got the ball a few times, but i would get it back by swooping while eugene scared the other girls away. :P yay!!! finally the others came down from ama's house and they played vball.

some 1J juniors came out of nowhere. :S so we played with them. then these 2 boys, of which the gray small one was bloody good (something like nick, but better) played too. in the end it was back to me and eugene. and we were tired and stuff liao... but we still managed to play better than them. yay!

the gep shirt rocks! and so does the eds shirt!!! YAY! go dhs and gep and eds!!!

a moment in time.
21:24

Friday, March 26, 2004

im gonna change my blog to diary-x soon, once i finished developing my own template to keep crap like pop ups and deleted entries away. blogger = crap.

"i take it up the arse"

"i'm a fat nugget"

today is one of those days you'll remember all your life, for me that is. it was neither good nor bad. it was just exceptional. yeah. so it started like that. urgh. english was so p1-like. serious. i can't believe we were actually doing those kind of stuff you do in p1. it's like those compos you do every single year in primary school titled "I" or "me" or something following the lines of that. we had to write 6 facts and 6 opinions about ourselves. one of my opinions (obviously) was that "jeremy is a hot sexy dude". oh no. must be my evil twin manifesting. it was too simple. in the end i had 6 facts and 15 opinions.

PE SO ROCKED MY SOCKS! ok. futile descriptor. anyway. we only had to run 2 rounds. TWO. it's like super short. but run lor. at least it wasnt that hard as 2.4km. (tmr got 10 km WALK. omg. it's like WALK) then we played bball after that.

history was neutralising. we got back our tests. at first it was nerve wrecking, the suspense type of stuff, then you finally get it back and you sigh with relief. i did better than i thought i would do. i'm rather satisfied. got a1!! compared to my diag quiz this is much better. yay! recess was ok. rather bland. played bball and vball. these were all normal games for me. b l e h.

geog for my group was just games because i finished the stuff for them during recess and yesterday night. they all played games. i lost myself into the 9th symphony... shi bao got scolded for playing games. and i guess it was because he didnt realise the teacher was behind him all the time. so the teacher got real pissed and shouted in this scary low-toned voice "shut down the computer". it was really really scary because it was loud and low at the same time, like a mad cow.

oh well. science was boring. mostly facts. i had already read the notes...

i went to dance instead of drama for eds to learn the moves. i think i managed to catch most of it, but i don't know how the moves are sorted out. i'll figure it out... eventually... the dance so rocks. serious. it's even better than "reach". vanessa has done a good job...

ok. here comes the part that made the day so special, the two hours that would change my perspective, my life forever. so after dance, we were gossiping and stuff. i could tell sb and sam didnt really like that stuff. sooner or later it'll contribute to the downfall of eds. i see it falling apart. but that's just me...

me and sb and sam and jun kiak decided to train up. i did 2 then 3 pull ups, held the heaviest pole for 1:50 with just my wrist by a dare with shi bao, then did some more weird stuff that really exerted myself. sad me. hey, at least no arm wrestle against justin this time. he's THE muscleman.

i played bball with samuel, sb, jun kiak, yvonne, nicole etc etc... the usual people. with yvonne and jun kiak on my team, (i think). was tian cheng playing? erm. anyway, i think my team won. er. lost. but anyway, nicole went to play vball with the other eds people. so it was me and sam vs sb, jun kiak, and some person i really really cant reme. was it yvonne? or tian cheng? oh sorry person. sb says i should just name it xxx. anyway, it might have been the best game of my life. me and sam started.

i walked 2 steps and shot, it scored. they were screaming about tyco shots and stuff. i went back to 3 point line and checked with sb and shot again and scored. this continued until i missed after the 5th or something shot. but sam got the ball. yay. then he shot 2. then i shot 5 or something again. this continued. i dunno. was it too easy? it was like shoot and score, shoot and score *shall not get ego* but it was so fun. i wished i could play as well as i did today for every other day... oh well...

my dad was supposed to fetch me at 5. but in the end he said 545. so i returned to the bball court, but no one was playing bball anymore. sam and jun kiak were sitting on the ground and looking at the others play vball. we talked about *some people* treating other *people* bad... etc that kind of stuff. yup. i guess im ego. i shall try to stop. my prob is that when people think im ego i am just making a joke. when im not making a joke they think i am. argh. i shall just do away with jokes and see what happens. i hope things are better... sb did say that at 13-14 years old your life just screws up. but that IS an opinion. but i damn well believe in it. ok... maybe not... encompassing the fact that sb thinks jun kiak is jun wei. WEIRD.

oh well... weird day... exceptional in a futile sense. but either way, it was simply saccharine...

a moment in time.
20:49

Thursday, March 25, 2004

"you have been owned."

i woke up at 10pm. i didnt know i had fallen asleep because when i did i was actually thinking about not falling asleep. then i realised i still had to do a stupid geog ipo thing. argh. it's 1130 now and i just finished. at least i got some sleep.

today was a boring day. i shall not talk about school because there isnt anything to talk about. but mso rocked. we played warcraft!!! FROZEN THRONE!!! i played in this huge game with 12 people in it. (3 v 3 v 3 v 3) i was allied with eugene and nigel. they went on a skirmish against sam and destroyed his base. but he rebuilt and in the end had a super army. i covered their retreat from sam's allies.

my first army (2 archers 6 huntresses 1 priestess) was covering the retreat when i met some creeps and decided to attack them without looking at their levels. damn. it was uh...3,3,3,7. not good. my army got wiped out. and my priestess survived for the second army (10 huntresses 2 archers). this time it was partially wiped out by a skirmish by 3 people. nigel and eugene managed to cover me and we survived while the attackers retreated. thanks guys.

by this time i had so much resources so i started building the best army i had in the game. and advanced to 3rd tier. so i had (1 priestess, 1 keeper, 12 huntresses, 6 hippoglyphs, 1 talon) and a support army of 4 huntresses. yay! the other teams had died, i think so sam, kevin and max attacked us. i wonder what happened to nigel and eugene. :S i think their army died. and so did mine. and my base was being attacked and most of my units were gone.

but i had a second base near a new gold mine, with everything i needed there. so i was the last to survive. a fourth army was (1 priestess, 4 hippoglyphs, 6 huntresses) but of course this got wiped out when they found my second base. sadness. i should have used my resources again. stupid me. i had 2k gold and 5k lumber again. but at least this time i survived. a bit. the gitasses.

and im substitue for dance. sad me.

a moment in time.
23:42

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

"procomp printset - their job, my destiny"

"real" school started today. and so did the homework. so did the lessons. but also the recesses and games and pe and everything else started. so it begins. i was feeling rather "twicthy?" on the school bus today, hoping that there wouldnt be too much homework as i would not be able to get used to it reason being the long stretch of computer games and excursions and just doing nothing useful in the past 2 weeks. besides mi week.

a discussion on villany started the day. it was normal enough. boring too. (foreshadowy evilly music starts) science was a mad rush to complete two worksheets. yay! i had already finished half of the first one. but i have no idea why i re-did it. sad me. i got stuck at the second worksheet. (has decided not to do it) (stuffs myself with muffin and cream puff---trying to get my arms fatter)

pe rocked!!! mr siva isnt gonna be here for 3 weeks. and we get this replacement teacher who just asks us to JOG LIGHTLY around the field 3 times and then we can go play ball. yay! so fun!

after recess (in which i slided during basketball in attempt of one trick and got a bleeding wound on my left knee) we had chinese!!! ooooooo i LURVE CHINESE!!! it's like creative and stuff. im serious. we did textbook compre today. which wasnt really fun. but at least we had a joke on js's rather perverted antics.

(abel just told me about my 2nd copy of turnaround. the one on which eugene wrote 'mark loves amanda' and 'mark loves shauna' all over. the gitass. gonna knee him in the groin tmr)

maths sucked. we just went through the stupid elearning exercises and did corrections. hmmph. and we got a second assignment which i really cannot do. although i havent tried. but i'm convinced i cant do it without some supernatural miracely heaven-sent help. i need an iq higher than 140. thats what i need. i need it to go to 200! yay!

ok. anyway, i spent irs eating lunch with hui yi, vina, nicholas, hao jun, ying xian, yue zhi, ziluo and chin. yay. then we all went for the bizlab trip to someplace called "procomp printset" on boon keng road near geylang. the trip was bleh. as in rather noisy. and the smell changed everytime we enter a new room. it was like paper then ink then strawberries. WEIRD. i didnt know ink smelt like strawberries.

well, the tour was rather quick. so we were let off at 4 or something. and we all took the NEL (!!!) to plaza singapura (!!!) and i finally bought a card for olivia (!!!) and i hope yuhui likes her prezzie tmr (!!!). my dad fetched me from the place (!!!) while the others went to eat or something...at 5pm (!!!)

well. rather plain day. except that js profoundly expressed his erotic love for some dear people called nicole and hui yi. on his birthday, he wished he could screw nicole. and today he tried, but of course failed. then he tried groping hui yi when he was seating under (literally) her at procomp printset and had a full view of her bottom, and again at plaza singapura. js=sad sick sadistic guy

a moment in time.
21:16

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

"lan party!!!"

my group already presented yesterday for mi week, so we had free time during preparation time today. and prep time took up like half of the day's lessons. yay! i spent half of this time editing scene 4 of olivia's "stole" into a more dramatic and rather crazy scene. yay. every character says "no" in it. in every line. i dunno if they're accepting it.

so anyway, the other half of prep time was used for arm wrestling, push ups, backwards pushups etc etc. justin is like bloody strong. he must have trained REALLY hard. he can push down your arm just like that, facing no resistance. wow. there's really hidden talent in this guy. go justin go!

the presentations were not bad. especially seeing davin in a weird brown outfit with flowers and leaves on him. like something out of peter pan! sooo pretty! haha. you go girl! well, i hope my group did well for mi...

it lasted till 245, then we (me, nicole, js, hui yi, cai xiang, joa ee, davin, zi luo, wen quan, max, reuben, kevin, nicholas, terence, samuel low, samuel chye, justin, hao jun, nigel) went to THE lan shop @ roxy (zion). yes yes. i finally give in to them. and it might be one of my best decisions in my life. so i signed up, payed 5 bucks, and got computer 44 between nicole and joa ee. then the games started.

of course, having played only one game of cs this year, i would be a newbie. so i was rather happy not only when i didnt lose in the first game (which was the usual map), but i didnt even get 2nd or 3rd or 4th or 5th last. yay! i actually won some people.

the second game was some gigantic kitchen thing. it sucked. i kept falling into the sink. :S ok. WEIRD.

then in the third game, which was a BATHROOM map, i was at the top of the team!!! yay!!! note: bathroom map sucks because the game is played really fast. so you gotta be quick and get the guns before the other guys do and rush you. one thing guys. i killed 3 guys in a row with just 1 burst of machine gun fire. when you see your teammate die, stop moving! or you'll get hit by the continuos fire.

then i found out my file was spoilt so i just let the game continue to run so i could try to fix my file and finish the cup noodles. yay! i'm so happy!

then i played warcraft with nicole. my 2nd game, and i won! yay! i found some new strategies. always expand with moon wells (i only use night elves) so you can heal and at the same time explore and check territiory. yay!!! so happy! i played this game, allied with joaee vs ziluo and someone else (maybe wq or davin). but we quit the game halfway and played enfo.

enfo rocks. it's like super cool. i chose random hero and got thief. it's like i actually got 150k gold at the end of the game when i left. wow. i bought a few hundred potions. but it wasted a lot of time. oh well...

today = FUN DAY!!! lan = rocks!!! the next time i go there i'm gonna play battlefield 1942...it seems fun. and has fighters! so i can actually be good at something.

i dunno if i should go for dance practice tho. it's like i already missed 2 sessions. and i dunno if im a good dancer. oh well. maybe i'll just go and see what happens.

a moment in time.
19:38

Monday, March 22, 2004

"solitary dude"

OMG! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! i actually won at solitaire! it's like, finally i actually win. yay! ok. it was like too easy. maybe i have just found out how to win solitaire in it's best possible way. yay!!! im happy!

a moment in time.
21:37

"the heros will save us... i'm not gonna stand in the way..."

ok. mi week presentation day 1. and start of school. a bad start to the term. for me. :(

so i guess i contributed quite a bit to our mi week project, but i totally screwed up the q & a session. ok. so i got rather confused by many of the questions. especially the one about the dead end and flooding. sad me.

aren't mangroves supposed to be flooded? :S so nigel was saying i screwed the thing up, but he didnt even do anything. and i mean it. totally zilch. nigel, look at yourself before blaming others.

the rest of the day was rather smooth. and easy going. but boring too. the speech competition was not too bad, although my chinese sucks and i didnt understand most of the words, and only managed to form the plot through scraps that i actually understood. :(

home econs was sewing. we got to use the sewing machine!!! yay!!! i love sewing machines. they're so much easier to use, faster and neater. i guess thats what machines are for.

so we all went to the canteen. i was going to eugene's house because i had nothing else to do. and nick and js and tristan were all going as extras too. (did i just hear my dad say "he's a git"???? :S) they were talking about eds people and stuff.

then yvonne tried showing js who xiao xian was. this xiao xian must have been a little dazed because we shouted at her but she dint respond. in the end, we got her to look at js and told her that he was interested in her. ok. that's lame.

so xiao xian told us that olivia's bday is coming!!! yay! we're getting her prezzies!! i know what i'm getting liao...and eugene's "fren" shermaine's bday is coming too. but i dont know her. i'll just say happy bday... yay! i lurrrrrveee bdays... i'm thinking of getting comp games for my bday. or just 50 bucks from my parents...

ok. so anyway we went to eugene's house. his "FREN" shermaine was on the bus too. and samantha from my eds camp group too! and this weird guy who described himself as ap. weird people.

we played warcraft 3 and bball... me, nick and js vs these 4 "boxer guys". wow. and we actually didnt lose. ok. i dunno if we lost. but i dont think we did. its like once we get control, just pass the ball to someone under the basket and shoot. and the other guys did all their "tricks" but we knew all of them so we got the ball. yay!

ok. so maybe today wasnt so screwed. but mi was. i'm sorry guys....

a moment in time.
20:43

Sunday, March 21, 2004

"warrior of God"

after church, i went to the library and borrowed "scribbles from the same island", "one for the road" and "the crusaders: warriors of God". scribbles really does suck. i haven't even laughed once since the start of the book. "notes from an even smaller island" is way better. it keeps you laughing. and you can't stop. scribbles does the opposite. you wait for the laughter, but it never comes.

i got these 3 books, and went to subway for lunch. triple cut trio rocks. it's now my fave subway sandwich. and it tastes so...meatlike. yay! i did nothing for the rest of the day. i can;t wait for school... and i hope the script is done.

a moment in time.
20:36

"roe guy"

dinner rocked. me, my parents and auntie went to this seafood restaurant at Dunman road. BUTTER PRAWNS ROCK!!! they taste sweet and crispy and just damn delicious. and the steamed crab rocked too! i had one to myself! there was so much crabmeat in the thing. and two whole "pocuhes" of roe!!! i LOVE roe. ok. so i didnt know one crab could cost 12 bucks. :S i thot they cost the most 5 bucks or something. sad me. dinner cost 62 bucks. sad me. i thought it would cost only 30 bucks. oh well.

anyway, my parents brought us to see prostitutes at geylang. :S!!! there werent many, my mum said it was already nigth so they had all been "booked" scary. i wonder why they let people take advantage of them?

ok. so nigel, samuel and justin havent done a bleeding piece of shit for our mi week project. the bleeding bastards. me, yvonne and audrey have done everything. i just spent 2 hours doing the powerpoint. and samuel is playing his stupid comp games, nigel is off at sentosa sitting around snoring and snorting. justin cut off his phoneline so he neednt do any work. the bleeding pieces of shit. gitasses.

a moment in time.
00:33

Saturday, March 20, 2004

"squashing you"

yay! played squash today! so fun! but i suck at it. badminton is still easier. but at least i can serve and scoop the ball. yay!!! my dad booked this court at safra. after a while i got bored of squash and went to play at the arcade. i kept walking in circles until i realised i had to go by the lift just beside the squash court. :( blur me. the arcade there sucks. the guns n the shooting machine dont work properly. sad safra.

well. anyway, im going out for dinner soon. anyone wants to join me, hui yi (maybe +yuhui and a few others) for the lord of the rings exhibition??? i'm buying the $10 one ring replica thingo!!!

a moment in time.
17:56

Friday, March 19, 2004

boring day. i had half left of a maths exercise, and since i had tried for 3 hours already, and i gave up. i wanted to go to the library, but i search the online catalogue, and all the books i wanted were already gone. :( so i sulked and watched tv and played on the computer, reading sherlock holmes and the bible for all day... i guess i'm not used to not doing anything. or slacking. either way, i'd rather have homework that i can do (unlike teh stupid maths worksheet) than sitting around doing nothing, or sleeping. oh well. i've got nothing left for the night. i might as well go watch goodness gracious me now.

a moment in time.
19:57

Thursday, March 18, 2004

a note from amanda (whom i trust more than dear sb):

if somebody called munro1@hotmail.com and meltdown@hotmail.com adds you. dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on ur msn because if somebody on ur list adds them u get the virus too. Copy and paste and send it to everyone who's online.

most prob it's true. either way, i wouldnt add anyone i dont know. :S

anyway i was thinking about flute music. flute music sounds so peaceful calm happy etc etc. i think i like it. miss you by westlife has a lot of flute in it, and combined with the piano and violin it's beautiful. wow.

ok. another thing. NEVER hold a class gathering at costa sands resort. the place is full of lizard shit and stuff. ew. i hope we do have a 2K class gat. and have it at aloha or something. yup. i really hope we have one. you get to see your sweet demure frens in
something i call the moment of truth, the time when they all just wake up). with all the drool and haggard faces and the likes. except for some people whom you get to see that state in class. like sb. and wen quan. hahaha.

oh ya. ear wax DOES attract ants. it tastes sweet, smells sweet and looks like brown sugar. and it's most like plasticine. malleable etc. i wonder if play doh is made from ear wax

a moment in time.
22:19

this big blob of ear wax just came out of my ear. it's like the biggest piece of ear wax i ever seen in one single blob. wow. i thought it was a fly or something. and it's golden! wow! im keeping it in my film canister, even though my mum says it's gonna attract ants. (im bloody facisnated by it)

ok. anyway. so amanda called me when i was about to start a new aoe2 campaign to play bball. yay! bball > aoe2!!! ok. today bball rocked. out of 10 3 pointer tries, i got in like 5, and 3 were chops. YAY!!!! that = so COOL!!! i love chopping 3 pointers. maybe i should try for halfway line shots now. we played bball and vball all the way till 8. ok. so now my sense of time is worsening. i thought it was like only 6. sad me. and me, darren and zhi wen ate at subway. YAY!!! it's liek i've eaten subway three times this week, but it's still not bland. that shows how much subway rocks. especially the COOKIES!!!

i got home at 9. it's like NINE PM. oh well. time to throw that piece of ear wax away. my mum's got a phobia of ants or something.

a moment in time.
21:32

i wish i were a tycoon's son, so i could have a hundred computers. and a thousand games to choose from. :( ok. so maybe a hundred is too many. i only need one. but one with windows XP!

it's like my grandpa was a millionaire, and my mum's eldest bro took all the cold hard cash away and she got a few bits of jewellery. then she supposedly got into this interview for a stewardess and they asked her to join the airline, but she wanted to take care of me the baby. :( argh. my parents could've been making 1000's now. all because of me we dont even have TWO computers. just a measly one with windows 98. it's like, windows NINTY-EIGHT. sad me. ok. so maybe you can't really tell income groups by how many computers they have, but it's like WINDOWS 98! sad.

so i went to changi airport today for lunch, and went to whsmith. the prices there are like twice that of popular. is it like you have to pay a premium just because they're selling it in changi airport? i know, it's like the BEST airport in the world, but you need not such extravagant prices. argh. i'm talking crapo again. i found quite a few books that seem rather interesting, but of course, i didnt buy them, no, im not THAT stupid to buy books that cost 10 bucks somewhere else for 20 bucks. here's a list. it might even interest some of you out there in space.

1) 1421 : The Year China Discovered America

it has maps!!! MAPS! i LOVE maps! and i like history. especially when someone says that the chinese, not the europeans discovered america. it's just interesting.

2) Scribbles from the Same Island

i heard that the sequel is disappointing, but Notes From An Even Smaller Island was so interesting, i'm gonna read this one and judge it myself. it scored only 2 stars on amazon...sad... poor neil.

3) Band of Brothers : E Company, 506th Regiment, 101st Airborne from Normandy to Hitler's Eagle's Nest

the mini series was brilliant, the storyline and plot rocked, so i have a feeling the book must be good too. and anyway i like this kind of stories. wwii. yay. meanwhile i'll read the other four books too. (D Day, Citizen Soldiers, Pegasus Bridge, The Wild Blue)

then comes the 2nd tier books

4) The Da Vinci Code

i dont usually go for thick novels such as this, but the reviews and description are all good, so maybe if i have the time i'll read it.

5) Dude, Where's My Country?
this book = comedy and exposition together. looks good, sounds good.

ok. so there's my list. yay. this might keep me occupied for a few months...

a moment in time.
16:24

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

"Hot potato, off his drawers, pluck to make amends!" - blackadder.

i woke up at 1220. argh. it was like already lunch time. but at least i got enough rest. dad brought me and mum to loyang point for lunch. the place is like the crappiest shopping centre i ever seen. the only good shops there are like giant and mac's.

the comp shop there doesnt even have a usb mouse. :S there are no proper bookshops. just one second hand bookshop that doesn't even sell star wars or harry potter. sad... but at least the cafe (kaffa cha) we went to had something relatively creative and delicious: almond ice blended. not bad. the stuffed pita is not bad too.

i spent the day on aoe2, reading pearl harbor, and desperately tryign to finish my maths homework. i gave up on it. it's too hard. ok. maybe not hard, but tedious. i won't even try anymore. i have exercise 2 left, but it's bloody deep and tedious. hmmph. hate mr ng. it's like the hols and we still have to do his crap.

nothing much for the rest of the day...hope tmr is better. (there's comedy @ central tomorrow!!!! so gonna watch it)

a moment in time.
19:41

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

i have no idea why " wasted time" by the eagles hits me right in the heart. :S

a moment in time.
22:40

"emptiness"

i woke up feeling an emptiness in me.
the eds camp was over, and all the joy gone.
there was no other place i would rather be.
i felt so alone...

i really miss the eds camp, especially the people and friends over there, all the dances and games we played, the movie we watched together. i wish the eds camp would be longer. but of course, i pitied, and admired, the camp committee, who put in so much effort into the camp (thanks guys)

went to yvonne's house to do mi week project. it was just me, audrey and her. sam, nigel, justin were "t3h slackers", and they gave various lame excuses for not coming. sad right? i guess they'll be main presenters then.

ok. we went to weird places in ubi. i thot ubi was an industrial area, didnt know it had a hdb estate. :s so i bought this cookies and cream pancake, and gave the guy a blue note. he had to go all over the place looking for change. sorry dude. i should bring 5 10 dollar notes next time...

we got the stuff, then went to vonnie's house. she has 2 tan kah kee awards! OMG! it's like not one, but TWO. i mean like, one is like superb already. but she has two. :( i didnt even get distinction for ip, just a measly participation. argh. i shall stop thinking about it. must stay happy.

i'm happy! we did a poster and model! and it's so nice!!!!!!! as usual, i did the foundation. i came up with the ideas and brainwork. the others put it into physical form. and i helped too! i mostly did cutting. i like cutting! especially when you can slash paper and styrofoam! yay!

i still have maths algebraic manipulation assgn 1 and ex 2 to do. haiz. but at least that's all i have. excluding bizlab proposal... sad little me... and i still miss eds camp... i dont know why i feel so... empty...

a moment in time.
21:39

Monday, March 15, 2004

"homecoming"

EDS CAMP SO ROCKED!!! go SEVENTH HEAVEN GO!!!

there was a 3D2N eds camp over the weekend. i shall divide this entry into 3 parts: saturday, sunday, monday. the first part of the saturday entry was written in my sCRAPbook (done early in the morning in a half-asleep, sub conscious state of mind, thus might be unbearable to read), as follows:

DAY ONE: SATURDAY
"eds camp rocks. i woke up at 6, forcing my frustrated family to get up too. Bwahaha. There was a BIG rush and fuss for no apparent reason at all. but i still had a nice breakfast of egg tarts and vanilla cakes!!! yay! and a nice warm bath (the last on i would have the whole week), a "scenic" ride to school. the coconut palms waving in the light caress of the morning breeze, the waves going with the flow, the silence of the dawn. i love this kind of surroundings. so peaceful, so blissful, so smooth, so... happy...

7:30. i exited the car, and made a grand entrance with everyone clapping and stuff.(note: remember. half-conscious.) assembled. yay. my group=

michelle (group leader)
vanessa
xin rong
wai lumm
victor
samantha
wen yi
ying ying
and...me. small little me.

yay! ok. we played icebreaker games, as is the start of most camps. the first game was murderer. i kept getting murdered at the first round. maybe it was because i shook too many hands. damn. first i got killed by sexy. hmmph you sam. then i was detective, but this guy, who was both detective and murderer killed me. WEIRD. that's double-crossing. hmmph. So we played whacko, which was quite fun. i was like surviving until i wanted to say sam's name, but i kept saying sexy, and got hit. haiz... guess he was right. it's better to call him samuel.

the very first workshop we attended was voice projection. it was like...posture, breathing, etc, and some biology included. resonance, spinal resistance etc. yay. it was done by some senior. sec 4 last year. the girl who played black in last year's syf.

debate training was next. hands on!!! our stand was that "competition between cca's is good" relatively easy topic, but other groups got easier topics, like dating, chatting etc, which we can relate to. oh well. we just planned the stuff and wrote it down on this big sheet of paper. yay

there was also costume design by yvonne s4. yay! colourful! and we got to design our own costumes. shi bao made a chicken costume, and the only member in his fan club, dear victor (or victoria, as known by us), made a christmas tree suit. i did a classical 19th century costume. yay!

LUNCH!!! FOOD!!! our very first camp meal consisted of rice, chicken, vegetables, and beancurd. it would be the same for dinner too. food rocks. especially when you're tired out from running all over the place and cheering at the top of your voice. (GOOOO SEVENTH HEAVEN)"

and thus ends the half-way written entry form my book. i didn't have time to complete it. so i'll continue using the remnants of my memories...

we played games. i hated water vball. it was so screwed. we kept splashing the water balloons on the ground. sad... and scavenger hunt was really, really hard. at leats i found a red leaf. yay! the cave was fun tho. it was my fave. it was like the one we played during orientation, go through a dark classroom filled with obstacles. yay! but the rest of the games were fun. (including wvball and sh)

from all the running and stuff, we got rather sweaty (and stinky), so the dear thoughtful seniors, let us go for a "nice" shower. my hopes for a luxury spa bath with rose petals and scented water were all dashed in an instant. we bathed in the school toilets. at least we weren't using the canteen toilets. yay. so i changed into my fave shirt, you know, the big, white giordano one. and bermudas. my usual outfit. classic.

dinner was about the same as lunch. (chicken, veg, beancurd) but in different forms. (braised herbal chicken with dark sauce to delicacy curry chicken with boiled potatoes) after dinner, we were headed for a surprise. by that time, everyone knew we were going to watch "the others" already. and that the next day's surprise was a campfire without a flame. so these weren't really surprises. sad aint it.

so ok. "the others" wasn't really scary. only at some parts that made you really scream. the movie was ok. the screaming wasn't. whenever a door or something was opened, like half the audience would start screaming for no reason, even if there wasn't anything scary. sad people.

we then proceeded to brush our teeth and go to sleep. i played a few games of taiti and tcg. then i got tired, and tried to sleep. but of course, i couldn't, not with tristan screaming, aaron singing, and everyone else gaying around, except shi bao who was drooling on aaron's sleeping bag. hmmph. i finally got to sleep at 2 am...

DAY TWO: SUNDAY

naturally, i woke up itching all over with multiple attacks of mosquitoes. or mossies. whatever. the damned fkers. i hate mossies. the bloody gitasses are so irritating. i hope i dont get malaria or something. i just counted. i have 14 bites. and maybe a few more i missed. damn. HMMPH.

there was morning exercise. we did stretches, and had a good jog around the school. yay. but it wasn't really exercise. i didn't get tired. oh well...

breakfast rocked. we had bread, and a dish of peanut butter and jam. the jam looked like yellow jelly. WEIRD. and it was wobbly. and translucent. just plain weird. but the peanut butter was nice. and i dipped my bread in milo. yay! it tasted good.

after breakfast, it was rowell's workshop on digi-drama. cgi, 3d graphics... SO COOL! you can make a lightsaber battle so easily just with the glow function. wow. the video of a star wars parody rocked. the effects were bloody realistic, but the acting... we rather sucky, but taking in consideration the fact that the actors were 6 year olds... it wasn't too bad. yay! go rowell go!

we had our crossfire debate thing after that. we got a lot more points to say. i was about to counter jonathan in what was to be my first and only statement, but the time ended immediately after he finished. DAMN. hmmph. and i had 2 points to say... :(

so it was mr ken's workshop on film and theatre. it was so cool. we got to watch old movies based on merhcant of venice and twelth night. SO COOL! and watched this russian film called "mother". which was really brilliant for it's time (1905) and MONTY PYTHON!. MONTY PYTHON ROCKS! so funny! especially the pie and last supper one. HAHA! the last show was an episode of blackadder. one of the only comedy in which rowan atkinson actually speaks. and it was funny too. the prince = stupid git.

lunch! some pork cubes thing with veg and otah. yay. after item prep, we played the pyramid game. it was the game mdm john made us play last time. but it's so fun! i went with vanessa for the 3rd or 4th rounds, and we got 5/7. so they made us go for the last round. and we got 1/7. ONE! it's like. ONE! DAMN! temperantial =/= temperatial. oh well. but i dunno why she chose all teh hard ones. there was liek cheerful and stuff. oh well... me = shi1 bai4

mass dance lessons. yay. mass dance. i finally got the moves right after 3 rounds or something. yay! and it's quite a nice dance too! go committee GO! they gave us 10 mins to change and stuff, and then rushed off to katong park.

we sat near this platform/stage thingy. this was supposed to be the campfire. (without the fire) had dinner (veg, spring roll, meat thing). i finished my own packet, then shared an extra packet with victor. yay! and finished faster than michelle and shi bao. YAY! but my stomach didnt feel too good...

we played games, like the weird description competition thingy, in which the committee stated an adjective (like longest or whitest) and we would send one rep out. then they would state what they really wanted. we won one time! vanessa had the whitest teeth, as we suspected. yay!

then we performed our items. GO WILLIAM GO! the 3 william hung imposters really rocked. especially ivan. he looked really like william hung, and got all the moves right. wow. it's amazing how sucking can really rock so much. the items were all superb. especially 7th heaven's! GO US GO!

it was time for the mass dance. we danced 5 times. 1 time is like 6 times of the moves. 5x6 = 30. dance till you drop. it was so fun! para para paradise sucks so much in comparision. (one day i'll try ppp) then we got down from the stage, onto the ground in one circle, and started singing songs under the starlit sky. it was so FUN! *romanticism* all the sad songs like graduation and peng you... awwwww...

then we got really disappointed as it was already 1030... so we walked back to school. meanwhile, me, sb and sam, were singing christian songs all the way back to school. yay! FUN! i like singing...we all bathed. then played more card games, but i slipped silently into slumberland....

DAY THREE: MONDAY (TODAY)

i woke up. i didnt really care bout the mossie bites anymore. i saw something really disturbing. the image: shi bao and aaron sleeping facing each other on the same sleeping bag, and shi bao's legs were like around aaron as if he were his bolster, or something worse... ugh. scary. at least they're were clothed.

we washed up, went for breakfast. (same as yesterday)... then we had to do area clean up. my group was in charge of toilets. but in the end we didnt need to clean the toilets. but we did anyway. we're nice people. :D

when we were done, everyone assembled. then we all did a final mass dance. yay! so energectic. much better than the night before's...it was so sad... the final dance... we all cheered and stuff.... and then there was prize giving. my group got FIRST! YAY! i think it was because we cheered loudly, and participated actively with a cheerful, sincere attitude. i guess that's what most people should have.

everyone said their sad farewells. it was so sad to see my frens go... boohoo... :'( but at least we'll still be seeing them next week. i guess prom night will be sadder...

so anyway, quite a few of eds people played cball, bball and vball. yay! of course i joined... it was so full of energy and stuff. jumping around like idiots. yay! we soon got tired, and most of the others went home. me, nicole, tristan, aaron, vanessa and michelle sat down in the canteen and gossiped and arm-wrestled the morn away... ah... then i had to go for bizlab.

hui yi and vina were looking for me, and i was looking for them... but we found each other in the end. yay. so now we're doing locker rentals and stuff... i just hope everything works out.

i went down, saw the math camp people at the piano... saw samantha, and other gepper school ppl who were going for the math camp... discussed script and play with shan2 and denise... then got a ride to mpcl from denise' mum. yay! i borrowed "the opium war" (which is nice cos it's image-heavy) and fawlty towers scriptbook! yay!so yay!. i walked through the dead drizzle, and took 31 to subway.

i tried a meal today. add 2.20 for 2 cookies and a drink! yay! i really enjoyed the late lunch i had...i actually finished my handphone pouch. yay! and it has words and other stuff...

oh well... it's like 1135 now, really tired... and will be bloody busy for the rest of the week. one thing...i really hope to have an eds camp soon... it'll be fabulous...!!!

a moment in time.
17:05

Friday, March 12, 2004

"walk 3"

ok. so after i finished aoe2, i took a bath, and went to tamp mall. at the interchange, this weird old woman came up to me and told me that God blesses me and i should buy a packet of her cookies. which cost $2 for 10.

and she was pointing to the food court or some place and shouting that God will cast them down to hell or something. WEIRD... i too pity on her, you could tell she was either overly extremist about being a Christian, which of course, as stated in the Bible, is bad, or she was a mental case. either way, i had no choice but to buy the cookies. :S

i went to challenger, popular, san bookshop, times bookshop and sembawang music centre. went on a window shopping frenzy which lasted just an hour. pearl harbor is being sold for just 10 bucks. i guess i'll buy it after the camp or something.

and also frontline attack. yay! but i'll need the new comp to use all these stuff. and saturday (tmr) is being taken up by camp. ARGH. i will never have a free weekend to go comp shopping.

anyway, i took mrt to kallang and then waited for bus 158 till i got fed up and took bus 12 instead. and i didnt realise 158 was just behind it. argh. so i walked an extra 100+ metres to school. hmmph.

eds was walking. walking on the spot i mean. we learnt walk 1 and 2 which were rather normal-like. but walk 3 was brilliant. it was the foundation of the moonwalk which was formed 100 years ago. and michael jackson had stolen it and just made the leg go back so he would walk backwards. so we actually learnt the moonwalk. COOL!

we did a skit. concentrating on different body parts. yay! i went home happy. and excited. there's eds camp tmr! yay! hope it'll be as fun as the seniors said it would be. borrowed two tolkien books to while the holidays away: unfinished tales and tales from the perilous realm. and i still have mi week, sewing, sciript, maths iquest, all must be completed within 1 week. damn. i should continue on my sewing now...guess i'll be busy the whole week.

a moment in time.
20:22

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20:21

a moment in time.
20:16

"victory."

i have conquered the world again. i swept the aoe2 campaign world in a second storm. my last mission was japan, and it was the easiest. with just 4 trebuchets, 4 cannon bombards, 3 samurais, 2 knights, and 5 hand cannoners, i destroyed a whole empire. it had more than a hundred units, including 20 trebs, 50 spearmen, 10 scorps. woohoo. VICTORY! and this time, i finished every campaign without cheats. HAH. and it took me less than a week. yup. i am happy!

yesterday i had 50 turtle ships. against the japanese empire. and of course i won. nothing can beat turtle ships except another turtle ship. there were so many turtle ships i couldn't group them in one group. but of course they cost me a whole bomb of resources (1 turtle ship = 200 wood, 200 gold = as much as a treb) but i managed to get that much. and no cheats at all. i love the turtle ship campaign. there is so much gold and wood on the island to build that many ships. woohoo. actually i only needed 10. but i created 50 to show off my prowess.

the other campaigns were just too easy. i hope rise of nations have better campaigns. i tried the battle of britain campaign. it was also too easy. just use spitfires and lancasters and the whole germany goes down. haiz. microsoft games are too easy. :(

a moment in time.
11:27

Thursday, March 11, 2004

'EVEN wetter shoes"

i woke up at 10 am, played compy all the way till i left for eds. i called yvonne, talked about mi week, then eugene who was , i presume, "flirting" with yuhui at the ice skating rink with all the others that were there.

i heard the ice skating sucked today. HAH. fancy trying to get me to go. today was wet enough. and i had more hours of sleep and no blisters at all. oh well. maybe some other day.

anyway. my dad fetched me to subway to get lunch. i bought a six incher of honey mustard ham (which is still delicious after 5 times) and of course, the classic double choco cookie (which is still EXTRA delicious after 3 times) i was sent to the 12 bus stop outside js' house. and i waited.

i had finished my lunch already when i saw js n sb crossing the overhead bridge. i had been waiting for ten minutes. and we had missed 2 bus 12's. hmmph. it was raining heavily, and we didnt know how heavy till we reached siglap.

the water at siglap was at sock level. it was scary. and all the water around the other places were at least at sole level. it was like the world was about to flood up.

"hell is not fire. hell is made up of water" - shi bao

so we reached the bus stop. and stepped into a cold, clammy hell. my shoes were soaked by the time we got to school. and the drains were not hall-full with water as they usually are during rain, the water was overflowing out of the drains and engulfing it. the canals, both at js' house and at school, were actually full. i have never seens such a sight and i never want to see it again.

of course, me and sb were late for the eds meeting. haiz. but it was so hard gettin to school we had no choice. aaron and nicole were even later. i guess the ice skating rink must have been freezing them. the poor sad sods. nicole looked a wreck. aaron didnt. because he looked the same. :S

anyway. we're having an eds camp. woohoo! it'll be so cool. but we're bathing in school, sleeping in the classrooms in sleeping bags. that reminds me. i have to go buy one. heck. :(

we took bus 12 home. the water had subsidied in so little time. it's amazing. like first it was full, now its half full. :S i took 12 to white sands. and stayed there looking at books and comp games till my parents brought me home...and my shoes were wet. haiz. and although we dont need to go to sch tmr, there's still homework like sewing (which i have only sown the heart) and the mi week project which is really big.

a moment in time.
20:46

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

"you have been owned."

busy weird day. we played volleyball in the morning. rather bleh. whacked ball a few times, but other then that, the ball wasnt near the net today, so my usual position wasn't too good. ah well. we had mi week consultation for the whole morning.

each session was only like 45 mins. i spent my time doing homework, talking with yvonne and mun yi and mrs lee about babies and romance etc etc. :S ok. anyway, my group's doing waste disposal. it's real sad.

i have a 9 page report on pulau ubin and tuas south incineration plant and pulau semakau. i think i was the only one who took down so many notes. the others are not so enthusiastic about this.

anyway. i came up with this idea that we can have an incineration plant on ubin. and seneko can send their rubbish to us, we turn it into ash and sell to the farmers as fertiliser, at the same time producing electricity from the heat and clean water from the steam.

the smoke is 95% unpolluted, and we can protect the environment for many years. at the same time, we can use the non-incinerable waste to reclaim land. yay! such a brilliant idea!

from the end to 1115, i played cball, vball and bball. feeling better now, thusly, also playing better now. sorta. cball is still fun. yay. a few of us took a bus to the science centre for the science and engineering fair. we were early, so we spent some time at the kinetic garden.

i think the most brilliant one was the sound wave one. there were two radar-dish shaped things about 100 m apart. and you could communictae with the person on the other side without shouting. it was so cool. imagine a whole network of this. we wouldnt need telephones anymore. too bad the waves dont go through buildings.

the fair was total crap. i mean for me. only. i guess the other guys didnt understand it too. but what the heck. we're supposed to understand those stuff in jc. :s but i actually got a jc formula into my brain. Vrms = square root of (V1+V2+V3...+Vn) divided by n. so cool! rms is root mean sqaure. so the square root is the root, the division is mean, and the sqaure is the (V1+V2+V3...+Vn) part. yay.

i really wanted to buy space ice cream, but considering it's rather minature size, and rather extensive price (3.50 for a bar of ice cream), i decided it would be a waste. i'll be going to the lotr exhibition if i can, and then i will eat space ice cream.

i used to, and still, love the science centre. the various machines and mechanisms interested me. especially the one at the entrance. it has balls rolling about, and gears and links all over the place. it looks messy, but the ball still gets from start to finish. ok. so anyway, we left the science engrg fair in lue of the mind sport olympiads.

mrt to jurong east (and i resisted the temptation of choco chip bread) and then 74 to acsi. first time there i guess. and it was beautiful. the clock tower, cyber cafe, cafeteria... wow. i wish i had stuck to my choice of acsi. but there comes the bad part. the egoistical people, snobs, sick minded guys etc etc. oh well. that's my view of acsi. but the school still rocks. and they pay like 300 per month. it's crazy. i'd rather spend the 300 on more valuable stuff, like finding the elixir of life or something.

anyway. i only watched the warcraft games. sorry to say, but i didnt know what the heck rgs was doing. they watched buildings to be completed slowly, then clicked and started more buildings and units, then continued this way. and they didnt even train up the hero. :S max defeated 2 of them single handedly. sam defeated the last one. but they left their bases undefended for the damn ri guys to attack. at least they got 2nd.

i got rather bored of warcraft, so i went down with some others to the cafe to stuff myself with food. the food there is cheap and good. and they have television which shows channel 5, unlike shps which shows ads for the school, and they have air con. damn. oh well. at least dunman high has nice people. we're nice arent we?

after stuffing myself. with jap satay and handrolls and egg tarts. sadness. i try too hard to get fat. but all the fat doesnt go into my "thin" arms. they all sag down to my calves. which are flabby. but not when i flex the muscles. but thats a diff story.

we didnt win anything this mso. i mean NOTHING. totally. tchs got overall winner. DAMN. hmmph. i guess dhs kinda sucks at these type of stuff. sadness. my dad drived me, bor ray, ernest and seng teck home into the sad twilight sun...

a moment in time.
20:41

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

"rubbish isle"
PULAU SEMAKAU = MALAYSIA! (or indonesia. or singapore. whatever.)

i was feeling more optimistic today. yay. of course, we were all hoping for perfect weather. and God answered our prayers today. yay. it only rained when we had finished the whole thingo.

we went to tuas incineration plant. i was listening to westlife all the way. WESTLIFE ROCKS!!! the place was big. it was rather boring. but i was rather interested in the room where you could see the fire, and actually see the processes of the whole thing. nothing much otherwise...

from tuas, we took the bus to pasir panjang. and had lunch on the bus. it was like, totally rock. it's like, westlife blasting, turkey ham sandwiches and croissants in my mouth, muching munching. i can't believe i have eaten 8 turkey ham and cheese sandwiches in two weeks. 4 yesterday. 4 today. wow. im good. anyway. it was nice music, nice food, nice views. yeah. so rocked.

we arrived at the rather tiny pasir panjang ferry terminal. i bought twinkies! then we boarded the ferry to pulau semakau. i looooveee boat trips. so.....peaceful... i like water. it's soothing to the soul and mind. ahhh... and to the eyes. something like a "sight for sore eyes" we saw different types of islands, manmade liek jurong island, and natural like the same green bowl island beside semakau.

semakau. the symbol of singapore's technology and expertise. it's brilliant. seriously. we dump our rubbish there, and it gives us a new island, and at the same time the bunds prevent anything from polluting the sea.

it's like the best of THREE worlds. brilliant. anyway, i wasnt really interested in the video, talk etc etc. some others were sleeping. i just took notes (i guess me and tian cheng were the onyl ones taking down notes).

the tour was the best part of the day. we went to one end of the south bund. and it's like a beach there. the waves, the trees, the sand, shells, fishes, sea birds. and all form rubbish and the stuff we throw away. it's beautiful. it really reminded me of malaysia. we visited the mangroves. saw some crabs, mudskippers, shells. yay.

then we took the bus back to the jetty, and the ferry back to mainland singapore. my cd player had run out of battery. and one souvenir i had gotten from semakau was an sms from the indonesian telcom company called telkomsel. it said "welcome to indonesia... blah... like in singapore... enjoy your stay here". wow. i was actually in indonesian range. it will be a valuable memory.

"in indonesia but never was"

well... today was interesting. got to get off the city life and see some over sea stuff. well... tomorrow should be interesting, with consultation, bislab, science/ engrg fair, and of coruse the mso.

and to olivia: the scripts rocks my world. it's super brill. dramatic and romantic at the same time. nice job done.

a moment in time.
21:28

Monday, March 08, 2004

"wet shoes"
pulau ubin = sad

screw blogger. it's a damned piece of shit. my entry, which i just took an hour to type, just disappeared like that.

we visited the eco-paradise/jewel of singapore today. fine weather my foot. downpour... mossies, water insects, wade. damn. ubin + rain = hell.

we took a nice boat trip from change village jetty (which is an unglamourous place) to pulau ubin. then it started to pour. showers o' joy. the street, shophouses, coffee shops reminded me of pulau pangkor and tioman, ubin is so like malaysia.

anyway, we set off in the beautiful rain and curse and swore for it was wet. and saw spiders, birds, palms etc etc. it was still ok. barely. and we reached the headman's house.

he was a silent old guy. serving singapore for many decades. and he has many plants and birds. including an ostrich. i wonder where he got it from. :S we took a few photos, then went into the accursed rain. saw more stuff till we reached "the last remaning kampoing in singapore". yay. it was colourful! and had stilts! and CHICKENS! and TURKEYS! w00t. i love chickens. they're cute.

so we walked and walked, now following a nice turquoise river thing. then we stopped. for there was a red sea in front of us. and of course, no one could part it. so we had to wade through it. damn. it was horrigible. i got weird small stuff swimming up my pants, and in my shoes. i dont like small insects that swim up my pants. i was scared. i stepped on a soft area of mud, something like quicksand, but the guy pulled my up. thanks dude.

so we finally got out, had lunch, and encountered the wild boar. it was standing on two legs when i first saw it. i thought it was some kind of freak of nature human, but of course, i realised it was a pig. so CUTE! ok. anyway. the food was rather bland, but when you're hungry, you can't complain.

we trekked all the way back to the jetty along the coast. saw lots of coastal life. like snails. max later brought one home and named it gary the 2nd, after gary the snail form spongebob squarepants. gary the 1st had died. :( we enjoyed the ride back to changi with pringles and oreos. yay! so fun! i love boat trips!

we had tea at changi village. i had a subway sandwich thing. and a COOKIE! subway's cookies are some stuff that are definitely better than vina's brownies. sorry girl, but you should really try it out.

so that was the day. wet, insecty, and boaty. yay! we're going to other island tomorrow. i hope it's less rainy...

a moment in time.
21:50

Sunday, March 07, 2004

"peace brother" - a blog entry

i've got bee gees blasting, a subway muching, ice cream melting, what else could be better? i feel peace today.

"I have reached... Nerdvana" - scott adams, dilbert

church was all about frenship today. so nice! we talked about the elements of friendship, and what it would be like without frens, and stuff. then i went to eugene's house. i wonder why he was talking with olivia about me. :S ???

anyway, we did home econs, and then played warcraft 3. warcraft is getting lousier by the minute. i guess most games do. besides gtavc. w00t! im buying rise of nations and gta vc! and maybes empires too. w00t! but i need a better comp to run them. haiz...

at least my win98 is running much better than js's and eugene's comp. i dont know what they did to their compys. :S we went to ama's house to play volley and basketball. but there were no empty courts, and one had a broken basket, so we went to tamp mall instead. ama bought this nice vball. the one like darr's. so cool!

i'm gonna buy one too. it glows in the dark! aw... we visited cute shops and evil ones. i think i'm gonna wear that gold necklace with a cross on it, which my mum bought. it's real gold. yay! and it's SHINY! i like shiny stuffies. they're so....so.... pretty! yay!

well, i had a subway deli thingo, and a nice cookie. and walked off into the evening twilight.

a moment in time.
20:15

Saturday, March 06, 2004

i just watched my girl. it's a really really sad show. and a good show too. i couldve cried. how could her best fren die? i mean like, she was about to marry him. then he gets stung by bees and dies. it's so screwed. :( at least it was only a show...

anyway. eds was blah. we celebrated tristan's birthday after eds. at kfc. the cake was sooo delicious. and me, yvonne and yixiu got a cute huge piggy for tristan. we ended with a ice fight thing, but of course, this time we escaped the "annoyded" manager and his speech that we students from "mounbatten" high (which is non-existant) should be more considerate and not annoy his customers. haha. he was very comical the last time.

we played volleyball after the kfc ice fight thing (which was fun, because i got to hit audrey and xin rong with continuous shots of multiple pieces of ice, like a machine gun! so cool! sorry girls. you shot me first. HAH. fear my wrath. :P) my vball was rather sucky today, like yesterday. oh well.

we took 12 home. yay! then my parents brought me to changi airport. i went to whsmith. the books there are too expensive. a $7 book can be sold for $18 there. i will never buy anything from them again. hmmph. i rather buy from popular. yay.

anyway, happy birthday tristan!

a moment in time.
21:19

Friday, March 05, 2004

"it's the girl in the green dress
she took my breath away" - girl on tv, lfo

yay. fever gone, but now have weird sore throat thing. :( mdm john wasnt here today. yay! we got 2 free periods! pe was really really crapo. we had to run 4 rounds of this sequence: a short run, a side run, another side run, then a sprint. and it was like 200m per round i think. :S

oh well. ok. so maybe i should have skipped pe because i was sick. but wth. i got a chest pain after the running, and told mr siva. he said i could be goalie during pe, but with super guys like sexy n ruby on the other team, i wouldnt dare. the score was 0-0. both games. 0-0.

i had two chances to score. the first time, my foot "accidently" went over the ball when i aimed to the left, and the other time there were 3 people blocking me, and i passed to chin, but he lost the ball to reuben. haiz.

we presented the raffles v (mudder) farquhar v crawfurd thingy during history. it was rather interesting, with the pie, weebl, and all of the other stuff. i do hope we won the thing. *note: hope*

we played vball during recess. yay. i sucked today. couldnt even hit properly 50%. oh well. i didnt have the strength. and the sanity. :S sadness.

mrs bok wasnt here today! yay! supposed to be another free period, but mrs lee took over and finished the presentations. at least it was interesting.

and there was no eds! so we just played and played. yay! cool day. it would have been better if i was not sick. :( haiz. shouldnt have taken too much choco

a moment in time.
20:09

Thursday, March 04, 2004

i woke up with a temperature of 38 degrees celsius. argh. i think thats high fever. oh well. poor me.

anyway, we drew pictures during literature. of some delhi transportation and traveller scenes. it was kinda fun. i drew michael jackson and zeeky h bombs amidst the crowd. i wonder if wen quan has finished the pictures.

we got back our test during geog. got 14.5/20 which i like a2. yay! finally some good grades. i hope i did better for history.

mso was fun. we played warcraft 3: frozen throne. i still think acsi has been cheating. hmmph. anyway, this was my second game, and i won eugene, chin and one other person. i managed to survive till the end of the game, but ziluo and wen quan had higher scores than me. but at least i won chin.

chin was telling me in the morning how he would so "pwn" me at warcraft. and who won in the end? HAH. you suck chin. go play teletubbies or something. with a bit more practice i might be able to be as good as sam chye, kevin etc etc. ft is nice. but i still prefer rise of nations, empires etc.

oh well. visited challenger. so cool games. i'm planning to buy either the rise of nations + age of mythology festive pack for $68 or empire earth at $29. after i get that stupid comp. every time i want to go buy the comp, i have something on. ok. so maybe i should wait for my dad to get more income before buying the comp. oh well. the after i get the comp ill buy the festive pack and lotr trilogy. YAY!

a moment in time.
19:56

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

i have been bloody busy. had to plan bislab, do home econs, and eds script at the same time while sewing teh heart shape onto my handphone pouch thing. sigh.

anyway, today was a rather good day for volleyball and bball. finally. pe was rather ok. played soccer. nick is too fast. everytime i got the ball and could have shot, i made the mistake of trying to pass to nick.

but everytime i passed to him, he was already on the other side of me. this happened 3 times when i had good opportunities to score. oh well. i should just take the shot next time.

i hate nick. he just sent some stupid file called fire. i opened it, and my desktop was filled with bare boobs. i had to restart the comp. stupid gitass of a nick.

anyway. we played wolleywall during recess. so rocked. ok. from now on, i will take every ball aimed for me, because no one else will take it because they think i will take it. ooookk. thats confusing. :S anyway, i learnt that i have this super right side of my arm which is more accurate than all the other parts. and that my one arm hits miss if i dont use that area. and when that happens, your whole arm hurts because aaron's vball is harder than a bball.

i hate maths now. ok. i dont. i just hate algebra. bah. stupid factorisation and indices caused me 20 marks during the test. gitasses. hmmph. oh well. i better catch up one maths.

tried to do eds script thing with olivia, denise, wei li and amelia, but of course, we failed. but at least we finished the intro. 2 scenes in 1 hour. we're good. :D yay. i actually finished typing out the script. yay! i guess i have too much time.

bislab was ok. we got to laugh a lot. there's something about nutcase's group that tell me that they chose to sell nuts because of the other meanings of the word. as in the balls. yes. oh well.

i played vball and bball after bislab from 430 to 630. sigh. reached home at 730. oh well. hope tmr is better.

a moment in time.
21:31

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

from yuhui's blog. something to just waste precious time:

NAME: Marky-poo the Silver. dude, that's cool.

DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: nah. i doubt my sanity at most times, and i have periods of low and high self-esteem. :S

DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: i have no idea. maybe. i scored full marks on wen quan's weird quiz thing.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: yup.

DO YOU SIN A LOT: i sin, but amount is not a matter. but i sin.

DO YOU BACKSTAB: er. dun think so.

ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: i dunno. go ask some other people. i hope so anyway.

ARE YOU IN LOVE: yes. :S

ARE YOU YOUNG: 14 = young?

EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: :S. duh.

EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE: you know, i once had this ant killing scheme with 5 members which got ernest real pissed. yes. i guess so. and those plankton i kill everytime i step in water.

LAST ODD THING DONE: eat ice cream? while singing i lay my love on you and sewing a heart? :S

DO YOU REBEL: sometimes. but not in a large scale.

EVER STARTED A FIRE?: ....cooking, bbq, played with fire. i guess thats so.

DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: no. i'm a good boy. :S joking...

DO YOU LIKE LYING: who does?

DO YOU REGRET: yes. a lot. like telling some people who i like.

DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: sorta. sb? :S dunno.

DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: think so, but hope not.

DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: no. i LURVE people.

CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: able to or want to? i guess both are no's

DO YOU CUT YOURSELF? yup. i like stapling my own finger and using a penknife to cut veins and stuff. you know, normal stuff.

EVER TASTED BLOOD: yup. it's rather salty i guess, but i hate the red colour. why cant blood be white?!

DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU: yes.

EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: nope.

ARE YOU GOTHIC: nah. try not to anyway.

DO YOU SMOKE: NO! i'm a good boy. 0:-)

CONSUME DRUGS: medicine

WHAT DO YOU WEAR: clothes? is this some kind of trick question?

YOUR SKIN COLOR: dunno. brownish orangish beigish

DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: YAY! SUNNY SUN!

HAVE YOU LOST SOME ONE YOU LOVE: lost as in rejected or dead. i guess rejected. :(

HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL: another trick question? i guess plain horrid

YOUR ROLE MODEL: GOD?

YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM : oh. i know. I KNOW! er. *insert name here*

YOUR LISTENING TO: linkin park- somewhere i belong

DO HATE YOURSELF: sometimes. the periods of low self-esteem.

DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: no. there were too many trick questions.

a moment in time.
20:32

sinfully indulging in peppermint cake and coffee cream cake. so yummy. better than ice cream cake. mmmm... and listening to into the west. it's nice. but westlife's better. shall now present an account of a rather interesting day.

started off the beautiful day with a beautiful lit lesson. (didnt do pushups. i have learnt that shutting up is better than saying bad words like crap and damn) my mindmap filled up the page.

i had no more space to write stuff down. yay. i have a complex mindmap which will fill up 7 pages for an essay. yay. i wonder if that's good or bad. we had a debate. so rocked. so funny. chin was complaining he had too little time. not like he would have won if he had an hour or something. :S

chinese was discussion on why we sucked so much for the ct. and did verbal comprehension and other crap stuff. the history test was scary. at the last part, i write so fast my hand got cramped or something. oh well. i just hope i got everything right.

maths was bad. we got back maths ct. i actually got 31/50 or 62%. i have never gotten that low before for maths. but at least i still haven't failed any maths test i have taken before. but 62% is still bloody low. :( im sad.

science was blah/bah. ae was kinda fun, but very noisy. it was supposed to be a calm, neat, nice-looking job, but yuhui's group was speaking in weird accents and screaming like orcs. i couldnt help but laugh my head off. :S i really ponder if geppers still retain their sanity after 10 weeks. :S

mrs lee asked me to stay back after ae to speak to me. of all things, she said she noticed me not being myself (quote: "you;re not that perky cheery guy anymore") oh well. i had to explain my recent problems and stuff.

like doing badly for the science and history (and maths of course) tests. and losing to nicole and jun kiak in chinese. :S she said why i would be worrying over these kind of stuff, and that they were still many tests to come, and i had not failed or anything. and explained to me how to do proper structured essay questions.

i just nodded my head along. ok. fine. so maybe i shouldnt be worried over such trivial matters. then she asks if my parents put pressure on me. of course not. i'm the one putting pressure on myself. sigh. always forcing myself to get full marks. maybe those are too great an expectation.

then she asked me "what about socially" as in frens and family and stuff. i explained to her that my frens tease me a lot. and that i could take it. "but how long will you be able to take it?" i had nothing to say. i hate those kinds of questions. are they rhetoric or something? ...:S and also "do you think they mean it?" i said "sometimes". so mrs lee explained that if i didnt like what people were saying about/to me, i could just tell them that i didnt like it. ARGH. ill stop writing in prose.

mrs lee: "you're afraid you'll be rejected?"
me: "sort of." :S
ml:" but if you dont tell them, they will think its ok and just continue, and it will hurt you more. real frens dont hurt each other" (ok. so i never thought of that. sigh)
me: *nods head*

so she's done, and asks if i thought that was helpful or just a load or crap. seriously, i think it has helped. i really never thought of that before, since i dont know whats serious and whats not. so she says that i can always drop her a message, and also tell my parents about it. oh well. i thanked her, and walked over to see what sb was doing.

he's so dead. he had 10 pages of jap homework left to do in 10 minutes. his rate: 3 lines/ 5 minutes. poor guy. and i tell him to listen to westlife on the bus so he'll stop sleeping and stuff. :S but of course, either way he'll still sleep. and get home at 9pm. i really pity sb now. he needs more sleep.

some senior was playing lotr at the foyer piano and teaching moomoo. i'm so jealous. i want to learn how to play the fellowship theme, but i dont even know how to play the piano. :( oh well. i guess the soundtrack will have to do.

i walked all the way to mobil, got a cornetto, and enjoyed the walk to the 31 bus stop. i read merchant or venice for fun on the long trip home. ah. blissen i call it.

i've finished that red hart thing on my handphone pouch thing. yay. the outline is nice, but maybe i shouldnt have put in the stripes. oh well. i'm so not gonna remove the thread now anyhow.

i might as well got to sleep now. but its 8:30. so i'll do something more productive like listening to linkin park and gareth gates while beating the comp's ass at aoe2. :D yay.

a moment in time.
19:59

Monday, March 01, 2004

my parents bought this brilliant black forest cake for only 3 bucks. it melts in your mouth. its superb. oh well. too expensive to eat it everyday. haiz. i have too lil money. :(

i dunnom but i think i've ruined a lot of lives. including my own. i study so hard. i study like 3 times for every test. but then i always get low marks. i cant even get a1's for stuff like history and science which are supposed to be my best. i know i wont be able to compare with geniuses like shi bao and nicole (not ernest), but at least i can get somewhere near them?

look at sb. all he does is play aoe2 and gta. and he gets a's just like that. it really makes me wonder if he's cheating. :S or maybe he's just too clever. i wish i were smarter. i wish i was back to what i was before. why cant i rewind life? why cant i become what i was. the fun, cheerful mark. "i am very happy" used to be written every week. now it's gone totally. i dunno what has happened to me...

a moment in time.
21:38

yay! i didnt do any pushups today! im a good boy. english was rather fun. got to draw lots of triangular diagrams and highlighting. i have no idea why i like this kind of stuff. :S i guess i love drawing. yay!

i have got bad news. i got only third for chinese. boohoo. :'( nicole got 85!!! EIGHTY FIVE! HOLY HELL. not even sb has gotten that high. damn you nic. hmmph. jun kiak got 77. but nicole got EIGHTY FIVE! :( oh well. i guess i should be satisfied, i got an A1. :D

prefect invesiture was ok. the presentation was brilliant. just brillant. the effects, philosopies, all wonderful. something about the ultimate path. sounds rather like karma. :S but it was nice.

acc was bowing. :S rather interesting anyhow. there's the super bow, normal bow and the not so super bow. yay.

home econs rocked. we got to use sewing machines. i did mine bloody fast. it's like a machine gun! SO COOL! i love sewing machines. although my mum doesnt let me use teh one ive got at home. she thinks i might pierce my fingernail like i did with the stapler. hmmph. anyway, miss sandy said mine was "one of the best she had seen any of the surviving boys do". there's something about the word surviving that makes me scared. what happened to the rest? :S

so lunchy. we went to YOSHIE-noya. yay! and i ate crepes and cream too. and bought a little white heart! it's SOOOO CUTEEEE!!! awww.... oh well. gotta study for damned history test tomorrow. haiz. at least it'll be the last test we're having this term.

i hope.

a moment in time.
20:21