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Thursday, July 31, 2003

events: none
mood: happy
energy: 55%
time: 10:08pm

i managed to get shauna's and amanda's presents. yay. at last. n i managed to finish the english discussion assignment. i'm so....relieved....i'm going to the GEP chiense camp tomorrow. and i'm supposed to meet a taonan guy called ben. he's kinda nice, so far, cos i've been chatting with him, but not much. i'm supposed to give him shauna's gift, cos he'll be meeting her on the way home with other taonan people. i think i'll be following the st hilda's people. if not my dad will fetch some of us. i cant wait. there'll be lots of nice chinesey food and stuff to do. but i hope i don't make a fool of myself while i'm there. starting to feel tired...cya all....


a moment in time.
22:08

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

events: none
mood: happy, light-hearted
energy: 75%
time: 5:10pm
homework: english-discussion, unseen prose. art-find a picture to scratch (that's what i'm doing now), prepare paper for scratching, do a thumbnail scratch. others: buy birthday stuffies for shauna and amanda (which is not really homework).

why is westlife catergorised under ROCK? you call those slow love songs ROCK? damn. i hate scratching. it screwed up my table. it screwed up my kitchen. it screwed up me. it's tedious, tiring and a waste of time. and out art teacher said that we were supposed to be having fun doing scratching. i rather do sketching. but sketching complicated lines? not for me. just have to get used to the different art syllubus now. and two birthdays are coming and i dont know what to get shauna and amanda. just have to see if i can give it to them on time. if not it'd be belated, but better late than never. guess i better start on art, i have a long way to go.


a moment in time.
17:24

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

events:
mood: flustered, happy, secretive :S
energy: 65%
time: 9:07pm

i scored my very first freethrow today, but it's nothing great, cos i tried 10 times for one goal. i can do better lay-ups now, and i'm glad for that. shauna's and amanda's birthdays are coming soon. and of course i don't know what to get them. shauna says a simple card will do, as its the thought that counts. so most probably if i run out of time ill make a nice little card with a nice little greeting. or maybe buy something from popular or mph. argh. n theres so much "homework". TWO english assignments. ok so that isnt much and i can finish them in a day, but i've grown rather lazy this few days. i rather spend my time finding birthday gifts for the two girls. ah well, i hope i can finish everything in time.


a moment in time.
21:11

Monday, July 28, 2003

events: cancellation of daily temperature-taking
mood: normal
energy: 70%
time: 6:50pm

theres nothing much to blog today, but there has been some rumours about a Windows version of Safari coming soon. Safari is Apple's Internet Browser and compared with other browsers, it has the best performance and a huge load of features. i believe that in a few months time after the Windows version is released, it will be more popular than Internet Explorer and Netscape. this is the website: apple's safari... i hope they release it soon enough...


a moment in time.
18:50

Sunday, July 27, 2003

events: granduncle's birthday...and i don't even know his name
mood: VERy full. happy.
energy: 65%
time: 3:20pm

i woke up at 930, watched some tv, did a fraction of my art assignment...and more until 1:30. that was when my parents brought me to my granduncle's birthday "party". not really a party. it was held at a chinese restaurant, like every year and we ate all sort of fancy stuff. this year was different. it was his 70th birthday. so something was to be special. and special it was. unlike other years where thre were only 5 dishes of fanciful chinese dishes like shark's fin and stuff, this year all 10 dishes were fancy. there was shark's fin, abalone, emu meat, a large promfet, a huge, and i mean huge, lobster, yam pudding, snack plate, fried noodles, suckling pig and of course a few drinks. it was heavenly. but also in VERY large portions. and all the "left overs" from the other tables were passed to my table. oh damn. at least i didn't eat the extras. 5 dishes were enough to make me full, but there HAD to be 10. nothing is perfect...


a moment in time.
15:25

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

events: day of excellence
mood: very content, happy
energy: 60%
time: 7:35

academic excellence: i topped the class in the science new south wales test/quiz/exam--- 44/45!!! but ernest, the "smartie" was kinda down, i wonder how i can cheer him up.

sporting excellence: i might a new personal record for captain's ball. usually i stay at the defender's spot jumping around wildly, but since there were better defenders than me today, i was up-front and i scored a total of 13 today.

now for the real stuff:

i woke up today with more energy than usual. maybe it was because i slept earlier yesterday. we played captain's ball in the morning and i scored 5, beating any single record i have made. cause i never score. i can't. i'm usually too far away. the music started, signalling for us to move to the "ceremony grounds". PE was really fun. i had one of my better badminton matches. i found out i'm much better at backhand than what the pe teacher forced us to do, forehand. i can only serve one way, which my frens say are cheating, which is to hand the shuttlecock in front of my face and whack it forwards and downwards. i scored quite a few against eugene and ernest, with yvonne as my partner. Doubles are much easier than singles. geography and maths went by quickly, and recess was good, although i didnt eat anything, i just played captain's ball, and at the defender's postion there was no way for my to score :-( . chinese was fun and i guess i got full marks for spelling. computer was even better. i had a lot of fun disfiguring seng teck's face using adobe photoshop. it's magical, and should be classifed under entertainment and humour instead of imaging program. miss khoo, aka my science teacher met us outside the computer lab right after computer lessons. she gave out the new south wales, and guess what, i got top. 44/45. i don't know how i managed to, but it's there, and i'm still stunned. the people said maybe they exchanged my papers with ernest's, but my name was there. he got a credit. i feel kinda sad for him. he's the genius, and should be the top in class. well...ill just hope he does better next time. literature/english was boring...as usual...although we had a "discussion" on something "weird". after school, there was another match of captain's ball. i scored 8 this time, although most of them were open shots. i went back with my frens after lunch on the mrt, and my father took me to collect my new pair of glasses. i'm not that used to them, need a bit more time. but they look nice and stuff. i better get going, cause my irs project is waiting for me. i know. the projects i do come alive.


a moment in time.
20:17

Friday, July 18, 2003

note: i will not be responsible for any insult, offensive remarks etc. i have made. i know i'm pissing people off, but heck, as shi bao said, let other people think what they want to.

events: day of trying-to-finish-all-my-projects-in-3-days
mood: hurt, otherwise, normal.
energy: 70%
time: 8:50 PM

i just realised how much the shps people hate me. my irs survey is not overdue, but the due date is near. so of course i had to give it out soon. n i did today. every single irs survey i have been given was done properly in a way i believe research surveys should be done. but that didn't happen to me. those ungrateful idiots gave crude remarks when they should be thankful i at least did their surveys in a proper manner, especially my so called "best friend" shi bao. not that he has a survey, he's too lazy to do one. but he wrote in my the survey : "your survey sucks, SHUT THE F**K UP". what kind of a best friend is that. with friends like these, who needs enemies... but some of the other kinder ones did my survey properly, and gave very useful comments. i thank them. i've been getting unkind comments all year round. last year i was everyone's, well, alomst everyone's, friend. this year i'm their enemy. they act kind to me in front of my parents,but behind their say i'm a loser and just wanna get rid of me. maybe they're just teasing me, but i don't think so. i know i've grown quite irritating this year, trying to please other people but just ending up irritating them, so they said i should try to be myself. but what if the me now is myself? what if the way i am now is already being myself? they never thought of that. so instead of trying to help me to "be myself", they say that i'm so irritating and such an idiot, but they don't do a thing about it, so how can they expect me to change? but some nicer people like darren and amanda point out what i do wrong, but they're also unkind to me at some times. darren, well, he's usually going on about how bad people are, especially me, but in a positive way- he tries to help the others. amanda...er...dunno...she's just nice. i think. i feel now the taonan people are much kinder than shps ones. i was supposed to go to taonan when i got into the GEP, but since shps was so near my house and a Christian school , my parents asked me to go to shps. the people, the friends, the teachers, were all really nice until last year. then this year the shps frens in dhs think i suck. period. the shps friends in other schools are much nicer, they still know my old self. i think i need to change now. n i hope the others will help me in that. anyway, i still have a pile of homework left to do, especially IRS n my student development portfolio, so i'll get going now. cya all later.


a moment in time.
21:40

Monday, July 14, 2003

wow. nice new format. oh, i'm sorry. i know i haven't blog for...let's see...3 weeks? so much has passed, youth day, lighthouse youth rally, all without me blogging in. haiz... u should have known what have happened. time passes so fast, and the datelines are coming nearer toward me, like an evil aura of doom. i have countless projects, all undone, although all my "normal" homework is done. anyway. youth day celebration was quite boring, just a few games, n the other half of the day used for study. but at least we got some "rest". youth day itself was boring too, the usual shopping with my parents and of course, homework. if i remember there was one time i went to ikea. i like ikea. no, i LOVE ikea, or rather more for their meatballs and teddy bears. and the maps. if i might say, i like maps, for no good reason. oh, and the meatballs are heavenly, or rather the beef part of it. i like beef. i like cows and milk. this is lame, and i think you know i'm just trying to watse your time. so to get to the point, i'll be back at ikea before the people there know it. sometime before i went to ikea, my parents brought me to harbourfront, the former world trade centre, the one in singapore, not the one involved in a love affair with osama bin laden. it's big, crowded, and i still like it. i like everything, ok, not everything. harbourfront is nice. anyway. yesterday i went to a youth rally with a few of my friends, for they hath inviteth me. it was not that different from my regular church service, but i felt kinda awkward being in a different church. i still prefer Church of Singapore. well, i have a chinese spelling test tomorrow, and i'm starting to get tired now, and my parents are screaming at me to go to sleep. God has sent those three signs (well, everything is God's will isnt it) and i guess i better obey him. Ciao!


a moment in time.
22:26


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